The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 25

It's a new chapter and a new beginning!

I've had enough here. I'm busy with signing the contract!

I really want to sign the contract. The next step is to work hard to save up chapters and get a full-time job!

I'll think about it after a month. Two months won't do. I'll be exhausted!

I dance. The songs are very dynamic!

In this impetuous society, there's an impetuous me!

I feel very unbearable!

Everyone has their own dreams!

I know this!

Who would be so energetic if there's no hope?

My dream now is to find a job and get a full-time job. I can't expect to get any commission for my novel!

I can't cry just thinking about it!

There's nothing to be proud of. I've never been on the stage!

I can't even sign a contract, let alone be on the shelf. I'm really miserable!

I've tried my best not to complain!

I'm just talking about the past and expressing my emotions!

A bun can't be eaten by a fatty!

I didn't understand in the past!

I have to eat one bite at a time!

We're in Deyang!

There are two bus stops!

One is right next to the train station!

I often pass by it!

I have to pass by Deyang City even when I'm on a long trip!

We have vermicelli here!

It's very famous. There's also the Heavenly Silkworm Potato and the author Heavenly Silkworm Potato!

I don't know that the Heavenly Silkworm Potato is from Deyang!

The Internet only says that he's from Deyang!

I can't find him in Deyang!

Why are you looking for him?

You're just fooling around!

I once fantasized about being on the rich list with the Heavenly Silkworm Potato!

Of course, it was just wishful thinking!

It's really a fool's dream!

I dare to think about it. Why don't I dare to say it!

I'm not a bad person!

It's not like I have bad thoughts!

It's impossible to think about it!

This has also become my endless motivation to write novels!

Although it can't be realized, it's great to think about it!

Some things have to be kept in the heart. Some things have to be done. Ideas are just ideas. Actions are real!

Manting's voice is so pleasant!

I'm listening to her happiness consultant!

It's so nice!

But it's too cheerful. It's just that the music is loud and the girl's voice is pleasant!

There's no feeling of sadness!

It's like picking up five million yuan!

I can't hear your sadness!!

I'm doomed to fail if I can't hear your sad voice!

And I sang like I was crying!

Very sad!

Why can't I be a singer!

Someone write a poem for me!

I want to sing so well that I can become famous all over the country!

Not everyone had a voice that was naturally sentimental!

I was bragging again!

He didn't know who else was a writer in Deyang. There might be many more!

As for the Heavenly Silkworm Potato, it was famous and known by many people!

I'm not considered a Deyang writer. I'm a member of the village committee. I've set up a writers' association on my own. I don't even have a signboard!

Not many people know about it. It seems like only I know about it!

I am the president of our village's writer's association!

One member!

Welcome to the guild!

The entrance fee is 5 yuan per person!

Food was provided!

Just thinking about it was enough. What was your brain made of? How could you think of such things? I was a certain class's Lace Floater!

He even asked for a beauty to warm his bed!

Even I don't understand what I'm saying. This is what I posted on the forum. Could it be that my account has been hacked?

He even sent some strange messages!

He couldn't figure it out.

There are actually people who know me and say that I'm the one who hit the plane in class!

How did these guys know?!

Who am I facing?

It seems like these guys know too!

They can even call me by my name!

That's enough. There are some things that they don't know. This is the latest insider information. I won't tell them!

This is an eternal secret!

They definitely don't know about these!

No one knows me better than I do. Maybe those guys are the student agents in the TV series!

What can they do to me!

I'm not a pushover!

Although I'm only one person!

Thinking about what happened in the past!

I've had enough. I'm blushing too. I did it on purpose too!

No matter what, I've been spoilt and ruined. Who leaked the news? I didn't leak any of this!

Online violence is really pervasive!

Where did the news come from? This also reminds us that we have to keep a low profile and not stand out too much!

Especially in some second-rate schools!

This isn't a social problem!

It's not a school problem either!

There's no second-rate society or second-rate school!

It's just that people are second-rate!

Who are you talking about!

I can't trigger violent emotions!

It's enough to think about it. I really can't get over it. How did those guys know about me?!

And it's after three years!

Our batch had all graduated. I don't know who leaked the news, but they completely deified me. That's enough. It's as if they've seen a ghost. This isn't nonsense. My chat history on the forum can prove it!

Forget it, it's useless!

Agents are very powerful. I'm just an ordinary person. Why would they have so much personal information about me? I haven't told too many people about this!

I haven't told anyone at all!

It's really like seeing a ghost!

I've studied in a ghost school!

Could it be another me?!

Impossible!

I don't dare to believe it. I'm not good. I'm already under a lot of pressure!

With this, the pressure is even greater!

Do you think I care about this?

Am I that kind of person?

I can't be too calculative about personal gains and losses!

It's also hateful. I'm treated as a joke by some people!

Luckily, I'm shameless enough. I've already done it. I'm afraid of others knowing.

I just want to tell the whole world that I used to like you!

Now I can't get over it at all. I've fallen for you!

On second thought, it's not a big deal. Although I'm such a person, I still have my own thoughts!

If I'm afraid of doing it, I can't be afraid of others saying it!

So I have to say it!

Not only did I hit a plane in class!

It wasn't the first time they had fought!

I hit a few times!

There was once when I hit a teacher!

I was almost found out!

I was sitting in the last row!

I don't know if they found out!

I forgot!

My heart is also perverted and twisted.

I won't reveal the details!

Since there's such a thing, rather than letting others say it, I might as well say it myself!

I've watched a lot of movies!

I'm not a good person!

I've even read a lot of books!

I'm so bad. Do you really realize your mistake?

I think you're making up a story to cheat your royalties!

I have nothing to say. I'll do as I promised. I won't be lazy, won't do bad things, and won't spread it!

I'll only read it for myself!

This is the little scheme in my mind!

I'm looking at it from the perspective of human nature and art!

I'm not that bad!

What a dignified excuse!

Thinking about it, it's enough. Hypocritical you.

Hypocritical novels, it doesn't matter if you're unbearable. I'll write it whether you read it or not!

I've been thinking about this problem. Is it good to read adults? The country forbids it!

But that's the kind that's out of human nature!

It threatens the stability and harmony of society. For example, they're going to do some illegal activities!

It's against ethics and personal safety!

And I'm just thinking about it!

This is a problem!

I've been depressed for a long time!

Is this my personal behavior or social behavior!

I don't really understand!

To be honest!

Some took advantage of this to do illegal things!

Gain illegal benefits!

It's already seriously affecting the stability and harmony of society!

These have become the auspices for some web novels to attract readers!

It's already illegal. Awesome!

Cool!

It's synonymous!

This kind of novel, even in the crime genre, is ranked in the top few!

There are also many people who read such novels!

I'm not against writing such novels.

The ending has to be humane. It has to be simple and ordinary!

It can't be fake!

Societal problems are personal problems!

I'll further explain my point of view!

Literature needs vitality, but it doesn't need to be twisted!

That kind of exaggeration should be a niche culture.

The sad thing is, these second-rate words have become a facade!

I rarely scold people. I don't want to attract hatred!

They're all very popular!

They can drown me with a spit of saliva!

Of course, it's hard to say because the works I've seen are limited!

Maybe I'm unlucky!

All I've seen are violent literature!

Literary problems are also personal problems!

I'm going to wash my clothes later!

Sigh, I'm scolding again!

It's enough!

I can't scold anymore. I can't get over it!

Let's talk about something happy!

I want to dance here!

I'm just a second-rate writer!

Just thinking about it is enough!

Sing, sing!

Write some boring words to hide my faint sadness!

I can't write anything good!

But I only have saliva!

The world has changed. I thought I'd be popular!

I can't write anything good!

I still have to work hard to write. I have to practice my pen first. Who hasn't failed at a few books!

Hearing that I've written hundreds of thousands of words, I naturally know how to write. At least 500,000 words. I've only written less than 100,000 words!

How can I!

I have to continue writing. Although staying up late doesn't last long, it's still effective!

I have to train the quality of being hardworking!

I'm very pretentious. I'm afraid of hardship, exhaustion, and suffering!

Here, I should have a lot to write. I'm writing about myself. Although I'm a silly dog, a completely silly dog, I wasn't like this in the past!

I was just a noob in the past. Actually, after so many years, I haven't changed at all. It's just that I've long forgotten myself!

It's just that I don't want to face it!

I think it's very difficult for a person who doesn't even dare to face himself to write good works!

I only know how to scold myself!

I don't know how to find problems!

I don't have the courage. I don't dare to face it!

I don't dare to face my cowardly self!

I'm not a true warrior!

A true warrior is someone who dares to face his bleak life!

But I can't do it. I'm finding a way out for myself!

Finding excuses!

Fabricating beautiful lies for myself!

I'm sick. I don't dare to face myself in the past!

I can't face my cowardice and cowardice!

I haven't found the root of the problem. This is the fundamental manifestation of my personal value not being recognized!

This is the intrinsic reflection of my inability to protect my own rights!

That's it. To put it simply, it's the laboring masses!

It's a new era now. A new era means that there should be new works!

I can't chop pigweed every day!

I can't go on like this. I'm a hypocrite!

My vanity is too strong!

I'm looking down on myself!

If I have to choose, I can only be myself!

I'm committing the same mistake!

I don't know if the youngsters nowadays are committing the same mistake!

I don't know what's wrong with people nowadays. My forum is full of people flaunting their wealth and beauty!

Maybe it's because the forum I go to is different from everyone else!

Internet problems are personal problems!

If I can't even handle my personal problems, what's the point of talking about principles!

That's just lying to myself!

I'm just lying to myself too!

People like me are just too annoyed!

Thinking about it, it's true!

I need nutrition, positive energy from society!

Otherwise, I won't be able to write good works. Every day, there are posts about catching corrupt officials. It's as if there's no end to them!

Every day, it's being broadcasted!

A personal problem is a social problem!

I propose a proposal. Let's start with a personal problem!

If I had power, I would be like that too. This is because my ideological awareness isn't high enough!

That's true. I'll just quietly write my novel!

Don't talk to me about national righteousness. I haven't even solved my own problems!

Who are you talking about!

I'm talking about you, silly dog!

I'm wrong, okay? Don't talk about me!

I have my bad habits!

But I also have my good points!

At least I know that I have a problem!

The scary thing is not knowing!

Knowing but committing it!

I think so too. Next time, before I criticize!

First, I have to criticize myself!

If you want to criticize others, criticize yourself first. The one who criticizes others will criticize himself in the end!

I can already imagine my ending. But I'm still lying to myself!

That's it!

It's good to have hope!

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