I don't know!

My own problem!

Where did it go wrong?!

Sigh!

How would I know?!

To the end!

Where did it go wrong?!

I haven't figured it out yet!

What should I do?!

This problem!

I'm also very annoyed!

Alright, clean up!

Calm down!

I don't know!

Why did I!

Become so heavy!

Sigh!

In the past!

For!

Playing games!

I've done it before!

I've done a lot of silly things!

Now that I think about it!

I've also laughed!

I feel that!

My parents don't allow me to!

Play games!

Oh no!

Why can't I play games!

I like to play games!

I can only say that!

I just!

Saw it!

Something!

Lived!

I can't just play games!

I play games!

How should I put it!

This problem!

Also annoyed me!

Damn!

I'm crying!

Damn!

At that time!

I really like to play games!

Now!

They're treating me to play games!

I don't play games!

There's nothing fun about them!

Sigh!

These feelings!

Ordinary people!

Won't understand!

Perhaps!

This is an extremely infatuated feeling!

Actually, games!

Are just like that!

Games!

It's just that!

Yes!

A kind of!

Society!

Sigh!

Annoyance!

I remember!

Last year!

I'm still around!

Playing games!

That's enough!

You rascal!

What are you pretending to be!

Sigh!

My problem!

Also annoyed me!

I only like that kind!

The feeling of freedom!

But in fact!

In the games!

There are also many problems!

Sigh!

I don't know!

This problem!

Sigh!

Damn!

What to do!

Damn!

This problem!

Also annoyed me!

I can't figure it out!

Sigh!

The current situation!

As!

A man!

I know!

My!

Value!

Not much!

Sigh!

Damn!

This problem!

Also annoyed me!

This is not important!

I thought that!

There are many!

Girls!

Like me!

That's enough!

I can only say that!

You're fine!

Read less novels!

Actually, novels!

Right now!

There are also things to read!

What kind of books!

I read all of them!

However!

I can't read too deeply!

After all, I'm!

In this line of work!

The angle of looking at problems!

It's also different!

After all!

I'm also a stream of consciousness!

Yes!

Sigh!

Sigh!

Talking about the games I used to play!

That's enough!

Sigh!

I can only say that!

I'm still too obsessed!

Everything!

There has to be a limit!

Sigh!

That's it!

I'm writing now!

It's also the same feeling!

It's actually different!

Writing novels!

I have to start!

Brain!

Thinking about all sorts of things!

Actually, games!

It's very simple!

It's nothing more than that!

Sigh!

I won't say much!

This problem!

I have nothing to say!

Thinking about myself in the past!

That's right!

I took a breath!

Cool air!

Yes!

Sigh!

I missed it!

There are too many things!

For!

Playing games!

Right now!

I'm also playing games!

It's just that!

I'm not that obsessed!

Some time ago!

Those days!

I'm still around!

Playing games!

I know!

I don't know!

Everyone!

Did you notice?!

Damn!

Of course!

I'm not playing games now!

Damn!

Indeed!

I don't have much time to play games!

I don't have the capital to play games!

Playing games!

I need capital too!

Speaking of this!

Time is also money!

I think!

Right now!

I don't understand!

I'll understand in the future!

However!

Everyone understands!

I'm in society!

It's a little difficult!

Everyone is a top student!

People like me!

No one wants me to carry bricks!

That's all I can say!

I'm still too selfish!

My own success!

It doesn't count!

What success!

My own improvement!

It's not improvement!

Time!

Indeed!

It's money!

It should be!

There aren't many people who can understand!

However!

This looks like!

It's also very complicated!

Damn!

Up to you!

Do as you see fit!

I know!

Maybe!

I hope everyone can do better!

That's it!

This problem!

Alright!

Regarding games!

I might be able to write!

A novel!

Online gaming novel!

If!

I have the chance to write!

There are many unforeseen events!

If!

I can't write anymore!

If!

Something unexpected happens!

There are too many accidents!

How would I know!

Can I write it?!

Actually!

I!

When I was 18 years old!

Entered!

Became a writer!

Circled!

That was!

Crazy!

That year!

Yes!

At that time!

I wanted to write a novel!

But there were no conditions!

I was thinking!

At that time!

If!

I could write a novel!

How good would that be!

Now I!

It's possible!

All!

I'm already!

A famous writer!

I'm a writer!

At that time!

Most importantly!

My body!

My condition is not good!

Otherwise!

I've long!

Done!

A writer!

Yes!

However!

This problem!

It's also very troublesome!

Sigh!

Continue!

Wait for this novel!

Enough!

Let me!

At least!

I've waited!

For so many years!

It's enough!

Actually!

All these years!

Although I've experienced a lot!

I've lost some of my feelings!

Looking at myself now!

There's no longer any possibility!

It's just that!

I can write!

My own!

My thoughts have changed!

Sigh!

This way!

It doesn't feel good!

I'm just a little short!

I'll do it!

I'll be a famous writer!

It's a pity!

However!

This is only a possibility!

Actually!

Difficulty!

There must be!

At that time!

I don't have it!

Writing conditions!

Mental state!

Life!

Status!

In all aspects!

There's no other way!

The days back then!

It's really tough!

There's nothing!

It's impossible not to go crazy!

Sigh!

Now!

I'll go crazy too!

This is a problem!

I'm still not enough!

This problem!

Sigh!

It's hard to say!

I can't take it easy!

How can I know so much!

I can only blame myself!

I've lost a chance!

If!

At that time!

I've started writing!

At least now!

That's right!

I can make it into the mainstream!

Fate is so clever!

Damn!

I!

18 years old!

Originally!

Can!

Become!

A writer!

In the end!

I've gone crazy!

I've waited!

For many years!

It's just begun!

Damn!

I'm also very frustrated!

This problem!

Actually!

This is also a possibility!

At least!

There's still a chance!

Sigh!

I've missed too much!

Sigh! I'll continue!

I'm very lucky!

I'm better than the average person!

There are too many lucky people!

My problem!

It's mainly because of myself!

Yes!

I don't understand!

I'm contented!

I guess so!

The problem!

I still need to go!

Solve it!

It's so scary!

I thought!

The computer!

The card is broken!

It's not moving for a long time!

This time!

It's as if!

It's over!

It's been a few hundred years!

I'm still too straightforward!

I'm not tactful enough!

Sigh!

In this way!

There's nothing good!

I'm just afraid!

It works!

The side effects!

Therefore!

This is also frustrating!

Damn!

I'm also considering it!

But the problem!

It's right in front of me!

Why don't I go and deal with it!

This problem!

It's also very frustrating!

It's like this!

I don't know!

What should I do?

Sigh!

Continue!

Sigh!

Now!

It's already!

900,000 words!

Yes!

Sigh!

I don't know!

Think!

Soon!

It's about to start!

My own!

Two chapters!

It's really!

A lunatic's world!

We don't understand!

Sigh!

This is not good!

Sigh!

In my opinion!

That's all there is to it!

Now!

I!

Have a good imagination!

But I can't change anything!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

Actually, I don't have any regrets!

Why do I say that?!

Being famous!

It can't solve my problem!

It can only satisfy my so-called vanity!

It's useless!

My own creation!

It's not helpful!

It's good that I'm crazy!

I have something!

I've thought it through!

I have something!

I don't understand it even more!

Therefore!

This problem!

Is!

It's!

It's a problem of willingness!

This problem!

Is!

It's!

An open problem!

There are many people!

They will scold me!

It's time to take medicine!

How is it!

Damn!

I don't have money to take medicine!

I don't have money to stay in the hospital!

Yes!

Why should I go?!

I'm making things difficult for a lunatic!

Letting others off is also letting myself off!

Fortunately!

Now!

No one is scolding me!

I think this is!

It's just a matter of time!

Actually!

There are people scolding me!

It's also good!

At least!

It means!

I!

Am tempted!

Yes!

At least!

I!

And my emotions!

I still can't take it!

Even a lunatic!

I won't let him off!

What kind of person is he?!

It's really enough!

Life!

Has turned you into a!

What!

A dog!

I don't want to say anything either!

I don't want to care too much!

I'm still!

Busier!

No time!

Who cares about that!

I'm not that bored!

Sigh!

Damn!

This problem!

Perhaps!

I'll face it!

Perhaps I won't!

I don't know!

From my perspective!

Indeed!

There's a problem!

Putting myself!

From God's perspective!

Packaging!

Up!

And then!

And being sarcastic!

Others!

This emotion!

It's not very good!

I'm just explaining the problem!

Honor!

That's all there is to it!

It's nothing!

This problem!

There's no need to be conflicted!

I used to be this kind of person too!

I always lie to myself!

I don't know anymore!

The problem!

It's from myself!

I'm also this kind of person!

Actually, I've always been like this!

It's just that!

I'm good at hiding it!

I can't tell!

Actually!

Normal people have it!

I have it all!

Sigh!

Life problems!

I haven't figured it out yet!

I don't know anymore!

This problem!

Sigh!

Now!

I want to feel sad!

It turns out that!

Loving someone!

I have to learn to let go and lose!

This problem!

What to do!

I don't know!

This problem!

I don't know!

Damn!

It turns out that!

There's a problem!

If I suppress it in my heart!

I can come up with something new!

I'm just afraid of myself!

I can't take it!

That's all there is to it!

Sigh!

Love is beautiful!

It's just that there's a price to pay!

It's too big!

Perhaps!

I can't!

Get your blessings!

Perhaps!

That's all there is to it!

Perhaps!

The whole world!

Is very happy!

Because!

There are people getting married almost every day!

In the future!

Will only be!

One of the couples!

Don't be so!

Sad!

Damn!

It's not good for you to say that!

Can't you have fun?!

Other people's happiness!

In your eyes!

It's just that!

Should be!

Should be!

Sigh!

What about your own happiness!

This brought up another problem!

What is it?!

Happiness!

Happiness!

What is it?!

Perhaps!

Happiness!

It's just a feeling!

Sigh, this problem!

It's all!

Monkey!

There are many!

Actually, I'm not missing!

Sigh!

Sigh!

I still have to!

Wish you well!

As long as you're happy!

I'm afraid you're not happy!

Again!

Harming society!

I'm used to living alone!

My happiness!

It's not important!

I'm just afraid!

Some people are not happy!

If it comes out!

Harming society!

It's also not good!

Sometimes!

It's not me!

I don't have the ability to love!

It's not that I'm not good enough!

It's not that I don't deserve happiness!

It's just that!

Because!

I can give my happiness!

And my ability!

And give it to others!

I have a stronger ability to take it!

Damn!

It's just that I can endure pain!

Endure loneliness!

Sometimes!

It's not me!

I can't!

I'm the one giving in to you!

Giving in to me!

Occupying!

How can others survive!

Damn!

Talent!

Single dog!

Can also express inner qualities!

It turns out that!

I can do it too!

It's very artistic!

These are all excuses!

Damn!

Forget it!

It's not important!

Please bear with me!

Pretentious!

Treat others well!

There's nothing wrong with being more tolerant!

Although!

I!

Am just like this!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

I don't know!

What to do!

This problem!

It's also very frustrating!

Love and love!

It's really frustrating!

I still!

Want to let go!

Damn!

Still!

Should!

Go compromise!

Some people are not happy!

Will go!

Harming society!

Sigh!

Actually, I'm such a person!

I can only say!

My happiness!

It's given to me by others!

They're just afraid of me!

Just fooling around!

That's enough!

Sigh!

It's time to say something!

Today!

This episode!

It's over!

It's time to say something!

It doesn't matter if there's support!

It's not important!

That's it!

This problem!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

I don't know anymore!

Still!

I hope everyone is happy!

No!

Again!

Harming society!

I hope everyone!

Can find their own happiness!

Forget it for me!

I don't care!

I should still bear with it!

Loneliness!

Yes!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I hope so!

Wishes are beautiful!

It's still good to have hope!

I still have to bear with loneliness!

I'm not lonely anymore!

It's also impossible!

Actually, it's my heart that's lonely!

Sigh!

How should I say this problem!

It's also frustrating!

Sigh!

Love and love!

That's true!

It's possible!

This is a person's mental illness!

I'm enlightened!

I'm writing a person's novel!

Perhaps!

This book!

Not good!

It's not important!

I think it's a good book!

It can change the world!

Yes!

It can change our lives!

Hope!

A book like this!

Earlier!

Someone wrote it!

Today!

This chapter!

Written!

Awesome!

Full of!

Pretentious wind!

It's here!

Damn!

I admire my own courage!

This is it!

The feeling of envy, jealousy, and hatred!

If!

You can't accept it!

Please!

Skip this chapter!

Forget me!

Forget!

A person's mental illness!

Perhaps!

Perhaps!

Damn!

I can see it!

This chapter!

People!

Undoubtedly!

Are lucky!

Bear with loneliness!

Weak!

Useless!

It's a kind of ability!

Damn!

Continue!

Alright!

That's it!

Sigh!

Can't say anything!

Do it!

It's like!

It's the same!

Actually, a novel like mine!

Can't be finished!

It's all the same!

900,000 words!

Alright!

That's it!

Sigh!

I don't know anymore!

Damn!

This question!

Alright!

You rascal!

What are you trying to do!

10. Goodbye!

Stay!

Sigh!

This question!

Sigh!

So cold!

I don't know what to do!

Calm down!

Continue!

Originally!

I still want to write!

The next chapter!

It's gone just like that!

I'm going to start a new chapter!

Sigh!

I still have to!

Leave a memento!

Enlightened!

Written on Wednesday, October 21, 2015