This is bad news!

Damn!

There's going to be a power outage!

Yes!

It's tragic!

It's going to stop!

It's really not the right time!

Just when I need electricity!

There's going to be a power outage!

I heard!

It's next Monday!

I'm also very annoyed!

I can't write anymore!

At least!

I have to!

Stop for a day or two!

Of course, I won't stop updating!

I still have a stockpile of chapters!

I have time!

I should still write more!

Faced with such an unexpected situation!

I'm not in a position to say anything!

I saw it today!

She's a very beautiful goddess!

She's very classy!

She's my type!

I really want to hug her!

I really want to be together!

If only this could happen!

That would be great!

But!

I didn't even greet her!

Courage!

None!

Forget it!

This is also true!

It's useless!

This is simply!

It's not worth it!

The price to pay is too high!

Yes!

For!

A moment of happiness!

But I have to!

Sacrifice my entire life!

How to calculate it!

It's a bit of a loss!

So this problem!

I still have to think about it properly!

But it's not that easy to understand!

I'm letting myself down!

To make a mistake!

Damn!

I'm still willing to do it!

That's the problem!

Sigh!

I like beautiful women!

I like them!

The classy kind!

The kind with feelings!

Is this good?!

What kind of feeling is this?!

That's just an illusion!

It's what you think!

Actually!

Maybe!

She didn't!

You thought so well!

Maybe!

What if it's better than what I thought!

It's still okay!

I still know myself!

What kind of person am I!

When it comes to relationships!

I'm not sure myself!

Otherwise!

I don't know!

I don't know what to say either!

My feelings for you!

Maybe it's just a kind of fondness!

A kind of admiration!

So what!

But I!

I just like this feeling very much!

Maybe this is the beginning of love!

Then there's no then!

This problem!

I don't know either!

The main thing is!

I've never dated anyone!

Until now!

It's all!

A blank piece of paper!

Sigh!

I don't know!

I've never dated anyone!

Damn!

I might break a record!

Right now!

23 years old!

Damn!

23 years old!

A single dog!

I don't understand!

What's the feeling of loving someone!

Being loved!

And also blissful!

Actually loving someone!

It's very happy!

The feeling of being loved!

It's too abstract!

It's too superficial!

I'm always!

Getting nothing from all these!

Deeply entangled!

It seems like!

Sooner or later!

It has to be on this!

Stumbling!

Damn!

It's very possible!

I'm always!

Like this!

Curiosity killed the cat!

Isn't that so!

It's really different!

It's still possible!

Damn!

Take myself!

My own experience!

Say!

Indeed!

It feels good!

That's the most beautiful existence!

Damn!

Damn!

You rascal!

You don't want to work anymore!

This is a matter of principle!

Damn!

I'm always!

Envious!

Short videos!

Short videos!

That feeling!

Feeling very happy!

Actually, thinking about it!

It's just like that!

We always have extravagant hopes!

Get it!

Want it!

Get it!

Everything!

Actually!

I don't have anything!

Why should I have extravagant hopes!

Right now!

I'm getting it!

I'm realizing!

I'm pretentious!

My ability!

It's a huge improvement!

Sigh!

I'm finally!

It's all for!

What!

Happiness!

Is necessary!

Exciting!

Is also necessary!

But!

Belongs!

The peace in my heart!

I also need it!

That's enough!

I can't do it!

I still!

Want to find a home for my heart!

I also want to be someone to rely on!

Yes!

That's it!

I like it very much!

That feeling of mutual dependence!

And!

That sense of responsibility!

That's enough!

That's not good!

Fortunately!

I!

I still have a few years!

Do creative work!

That's also something to be thankful for!

Sigh!

This is!

So-called!

Luck!

Sigh!

That kind of!

So-called!

So-called rhythm!

That's it!

That can't last forever!

It's just me!

Still!

I can't control myself!

But!

Actually!

Thinking about all these!

In my heart!

I don't feel good!

This also shows that!

I'm just like everyone else!

There's no difference!

However!

Indeed!

It's the same!

I know!

Damn!

I don't know!

What kind of feeling is this?!

Sigh!

I'm crying!

This problem!

It's also very frustrating!

Damn!

I need to be clear-headed!

It's easy to make mistakes like this!

Now!

I!

I'm 23 years old!

Age!

Need in this aspect!

It can be said that!

So-called!

So-called!

Exuberant!

Actually!

This is simply!

Not true love!

I'm just!

Reminiscing!

So-called!

Videos!

So-called!

This thing!

It's very harmful!

But!

How should I put it!

This problem!

I'm a romance!

I've read too many novels!

I remember 2005!

During National Day!

At that time!

The Legend of the Sword and Fairy!

Was!

Ling-er!

Mesmerized!

I just like that feeling!

Sigh!

Why?!

I can't have such a life!

Damn!

So-called novels!

I came into contact with them earlier!

It's really!

Ruining my life!

I started cultivating them earlier!

Damn!

That's enough!

Of course!

It's just supplementary!

Something!

It's hard to say!

Those two years!

It's a chaotic era!

Damn!

This kind of thing!

Quite a lot!

Sigh!

I can't say anything!

Damn!

In the end!

There's no one!

Together with me!

In the end!

I started to write novels!

Now!

I just started writing them!

Damn!

It's enough to think about it!

Actually at that time!

I started to come into contact with novels!

The first time I read!

Comics!

Looking for!

The story of the copper coin!

Yes!

This is!

My first novel!

I read comics!

My first time!

I read horror novels!

It's a small magazine!

That kind!

A thin book!

It's also around!

In the year 2005!

I don't remember much!

I remember!

My first time!

Starting!

The door to my imagination!

It's at that time!

It's a story!

Telling!

The story of the brook!

Catching butterflies!

I also want to have such a life!

Yes!

I want to know!

Where's the brook!

Yes!

Damn!

It's good to have hope!

That kind of happiness!

I also need it!

Later!

Then!

I came into contact with it!

Some!

All kinds of works!

Later!

It's until now!

Sigh!

Continue!

Now!

Feeling!

A little!

A feeling of vicissitudes!

What kind of work do I want to write the most!

The kind that I want to write for myself!

It might not be exciting!

But!

I still want it!

How should I put it!

I like it!

Of course!

Actually, this is very difficult to do!

Damn!

Topic!

It's changing very quickly!

Now!

Life problems!

Solved!

Of course!

It can't be solved!

Yes!

This is!

It was an unchanging problem since time immemorial!

It will always exist!

Yes!

What I want to say!

It's like this!

Continue!

This creation!

Yes!

I still want to find a girlfriend!

I don't know why!

To be honest!

Find some fun!

The mentality!

There are some!

I feel that I'm too much of a scumbag!

I!

In this aspect!

I'm still too immature!

Damn!

One has to know!

In this world!

There's no free lunch!

Not even!

Free love!

Love!

Perhaps!

In the end!

What is love!

Now!

I don't understand!

This is a feeling!

A desire to go!

The feeling of being together!

This is a kind of responsibility!

I realized!

I don't!

I don't know love!

Actually!

Now!

It's just that!

One!

Body!

By my own!

Instinctive desire!

Persevere!

I'm sorry for my actions!

I feel ashamed!

I deserve to be mentally ill!

I'm dead!

It's the best!

I can't make mistakes!

Why!

Because!

It's not for other reasons!

It's for other people's mistakes!

Some people's mistakes!

Why must I commit them!

This isn't good for me!

I hate myself!

I'm weak and incompetent!

I'm self-righteous!

Perhaps!

Not at all!

Compared to me!

I'm even more retarded!

I'm subdued by my own instincts!

Dominated!

I can't find the direction!

Actually, this is an illusion!

Damn!

Instincts!

In the end!

That's it!

A kind!

The most primitive desire!

This is!

I can't do it!

It's hard to live!

Definitely!

I need to eat!

Sleep!

I need to sleep!

Yes!

But!

There are some things!

I can't say anything!

Society's problems!

Indeed!

It was a problem that had never changed since ancient times!

No matter what era it is!

This is a problem!

Sigh, I don't know!

I hope!

I can be together with the person I like!

Actually!

I!

Feel aggrieved!

A little!

There's nothing bad about it!

This is also a form of training for myself!

Yes!

Damn!

I'm self-harming!

Inclination!

Girls these days!

I don't understand at all!

Just me!

Small!

Videos!

Watching from the inside!

I'm completely!

Being!

Brainwashed!

My favorite character!

Not yet!

I like it!

It's a wonderful feeling!

But!

Beautiful!

There's a price to pay!

Sigh!

Annoyed!

Now!

I can't even protect myself!

Rice!

I can't afford it!

Saying these!

It's useless!

Yes!

This problem!

Sigh!

I know!

No one will like me!

What do they like about me!

I don't have anything!

Sigh!

This problem!

It's also very annoyed!

I don't know!

This problem!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

Damn!

Continue!

I think about this problem!

It's also hard to say!

Damn!

There are a lot of things!

Do you know!

I'm under a lot of pressure!

Damn!

I really can't tell!

Damn!

I'm actually!

Really!

I'm under a lot of pressure!

This problem!

I don't know!

Damn!

I don't know!

I want to say something!

Damn!

Damn!

This problem!

I know!

I can't do it!

The only thing I can do is to wait for death!

Damn!

I can't die!

I still want to write novels!

Even if!

It's such a big shame!

I don't know what to say!

This problem!

Damn!

Damn!

I still have!

One breath!

Damn!

Now!

This life!

The only one!

Feels!

It's a headache!

I still have to do laundry!

Wait!

I still have to go!

Go to work!

Sigh!

Life!

So!

I have nothing to say!

Life!

It's just so boring!

Sigh!

I have no choice!

Full-time writer!

I can't do it either!

Full-time writer!

I don't have much inspiration!

Maybe!

I don't have any real life experience!

Foundation!

I can't write anything!

Sigh!

This problem!

Damn!

Myself!

Life!

It's also a problem!

No one!

Can give me food!

One day!

6,000 words!

It's already a very magical existence!

I'll just have to make do with it!

That's all!

One day!

My one day!

Write a chapter!

I feel tired!

But!

Regarding the power outage!

I have nothing to say!

This problem!

It's really annoying!

Damn!

There's actually a power outage!

I don't want to!

Stop!

This problem!

It's really annoying!

At!

At this moment!

I don't know either!

What should I do!

Damn!

There's a solution!

Almost none!

I!

Charge it once!

At most!

Only!

Two chapters!

I can't write!

There are too many!

Sigh!

Damn!

Annoying!

But!

I have to adjust my state!

I can't!

It's affecting my writing mood!

Sigh!

I have to write it today!

It's a little tiring!

Because!

This is just the beginning!

I can see the word count!

When I take a look!

This word count!

I feel guilty!