Damn, it's starting!

I can feel it!

I'm a little confused!

How can it be like this!

My hands are weak!

Suddenly!

I feel like I can't write it!

Why must I make things difficult for myself!

Why!

I'll just go with the flow!

I'll continue!

The form isn't important!

Feelings are very important!

I used to hate myself a lot!

Yes!

I was too disgusted with myself!

What did I do!

I was too engrossed!

This is my problem!

Yes!

This is a problem!

I don't know!

What should I do!

Damn!

Life!

I can't do it!

What should I do!

This problem!

Damn!

Continue!

I don't know!

Damn!

The path is under my feet!

Just like a certain brother said!

The path I chose!

Kneeling!

I have to continue walking!

Of course!

We can completely ignore such sayings!

Back then!

My own problem!

It hasn't been solved yet!

I've always been too serious!

Serious!

You've lost!

Winning or losing isn't important!

I still don't understand!

I haven't become!

I want to become!

I've always been!

A person who doesn't mean what he says!

Yes!

I've always been like this!

Writing!

Impossible!

I've achieved too much!

But!

I remember!

This isn't my style!

Writing!

It's used!

To express my feelings!

Other things!

Are purely superfluous!

I should understand!

If!

I can't even do this!

You'd better give up!

Yes!

But!

There are still problems!

I still have hope!

I thought!

I can only!

Write novels!

I can't do anything!

I'm still afraid!

I keep feeling that!

That I can do something!

Perhaps this is hope!

Then what should I do!

This problem!

Don't ask me!

I've always been too persistent!

Sigh!

The things I can't let go of!

There are too many!

Yes!

And!

A few days!

I'll start!

I'll upload it!

Two chapters!

One day!

I'm a little excited just thinking about it!

Yes!

I don't know!

I!

Can I persevere!

I don't dare to think about it!

I thought I can!

But!

In reality!

I don't know!

I can only say!

It's good to have confidence!

Why can't I have it!

Confidence is a thing!

It's given to me!

Others can't give it to me!

Damn!

The thoughts in my heart!

Obsession!

It's too deep!

But!

There's a good saying!

Things will move in the opposite direction when they reach an extreme!

Damn!

Of course!

I'm just a bystander!

I'm still!

Stubborn!

Sigh!

It's always like this!

I don't want to find a girlfriend!

It doesn't feel good!

Why do I say this!

This problem!

Of course!

This is it!

The problem of survival!

How can this be!

Damn!

Uncomfortable!

I'm still far from it!

I'm not!

This kind of person!

Damn!

The feeling of annoyance!

What else can I do!

I'm just like that!

Except!

Outside my nature!

And like!

Outside my beauty!

I'll!

I can't write anymore!

Damn!

How can this do!

I'm!

I can't satisfy myself!

Yes!

However!

I have a chance to write now!

I'm also very lucky!

It's better than nothing!

At least!

I can still write!

Think about it!

Those two years!

I can't write anymore!

My heart hurts!

Emotions!

A little!

Low!

What am I thinking!

I'm thinking!

Why!

Some people!

Look down on mental patients!

Problems!

Come!

These people!

Look down on who!

No one!

These people don't target me!

Actually, this kind of feeling!

I feel a little!

You think!

You're not a mental patient!

Others won't target you!

Then!

Be amiable!

Don't be silly!

Mental patients!

Both!

Different standpoints!

All kinds of contradictions!

Let alone these things!

This is a problem!

There's no need to say it!

It's too scary!

Damn!

For!

Eat a mouthful of rice!

Sometimes!

It's not very easy!

I can only say!

I can't do anything about it!

I don't think so!

Who's fault is this?!

This is it!

I brought this upon myself!

I harmed myself!

What else can I do?!

This problem!

Of course!

I'm the same!

Sigh!

This problem is very serious!

This is a problem!

And it's a problem!

Good problem!

Actually!

This is the state of survival!

However!

This doesn't seem to be very important!

Perhaps it's just like this!

Forget it!

It's all my fault!

If!

I can!

It's fine!

This is a sin!

I'll bear it alone!

Forget it!

I can't do anything about it!

I'm still under a lot of pressure!

The current environment is a little unsuitable!

To write!

What to do!

This problem!

Damn!

Continue!

It's enough!

I don't know what to do anymore!

Life!

It's so depressing!

Of course!

Pain!

It's also good!

Why do I say so?!

At least!

We can still feel pain!

If!

We don't feel pain anymore!

Then we live!

It's too boring!

Damn!

Of course!

Life!

There's not only happiness!

Yes!

However!

I still!

Hope for happiness!

A little more!

Of course!

Happiness!

Often!

It's not alone!

I don't understand!

What is pain?!

How can I know?!

What is happiness?!

Some look up to it!

There are two opposing sides!

But there are!

They are connected!

Of course!

It's just a casual remark!

Damn!

I can feel myself!

I really can't do it!

I'm even slandering myself!

This is not good!

How can I be like this!

I still can't write a story!

I'm thinking!

Why make things difficult for myself!

Actually!

This way!

Writing!

There's nothing bad about it!

Forget it!

This problem!

How would I know!

Damn!

Time!

Will give me an answer!

Damn!

I don't like to write stories!

Stories!

It's ultimately a story!

This can't give me anything!

Forget it!

There's no need!

To say it like this!

Anyway!

I just don't like stories!

Of course!

This is in itself!

It's a story!

In my opinion!

Life!

I still want it!

He needed to sharpen himself!

Of course!

Don't do this to me!

I can't take it!

What to do!

This problem!

Damn!

What if!

The girl I like!

I still like her!

I like her!

She's young and pretty!

And for me!

It's a wonderful feeling!

Damn!

Crazy!

It's indeed like this!

Damn!

Feeling!

A little!

Like a duck!

The feeling of being published!

I'm not ready yet!

Let's start!

Serialization!

Serialization!

I have to finish writing it!

Again!

Can't tolerate me!

Too much thinking!

Just like this!

I'm starting!

This problem!

It's also very annoying!

My own condition!

Rather bad!

Today!

Read it!

Small art!

My entire body!

I'm exhausted!

It's good enough that I can write it!

Indeed!

You know the truth!

That's not the point!

What can I do!

I have to find some entertainment for myself!

According to!

In layman's terms!

I have to be worthy of myself!

Indeed!

What I'm doing is wrong!

But!

Right or wrong!

No!

Just a few sentences!

It can be explained clearly!

I admit!

I'm wrong!

I'm!

A beast!

I even!

Hypocrites aren't worthy!

I hate that kind of people the most!

Obviously!

They bully the weak!

Self-righteous!

Despicable humans!

They still think they're so noble!

My fault!

Damn!

This is a problem!

What can I do!

Damn!

Continue!

Of course!

This is a problem!

These guys!

Will have!

Scruples!

What do you think!

Of course!

This kind of people!

They definitely exist!

Damn!

Of course!

Just take it that I'm!

Mentally ill!

I've said it before!

This is not that important!

You just need to!

Feel my emotions!

I believe!

Be attentive!

Feel!

You can feel it!

Yes!

Don't be afraid!

This is not a problem!

Don't be fooled by my words!

Be conflicted!

Of course!

Words!

Are!

Able to convey emotions!

Damn!

Perhaps that's the case!

Some emotions!

Words are just!

Form!

This is just a feeling!

I'm still!

Too stubborn!

Of course!

Anytime!

I can let go!

This is not that important!

Damn!

I'm very tired!

Damn!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I've said it many times!

Be a person!

Have to be self-disciplined!

Now!

It's tiring!

And a sentence!

Like a dog!

Damn!

I really have to be careful!

This feeling is indeed a little tiring!

I'm not resting well!

Damn!

I have no choice!

I have to suppress my emotions!

You rascal!

You're mentally ill!

So what!

Such a beautiful feeling!

Why did you scold me!

It's my fault!

Of course!

I have to deal with my own problems!

There's still a lot!

Can I deal with it!

It's all a problem!

Actually, I'm just afraid!

This is not good for me!

I find excuses for everything!

But I can see it!

It's indeed a little difficult!

This is a!

Problem!

Damn!

There's no choice!

What else can I do!

This problem!

There's no choice!

I don't know!

This problem!

I'm always!

Easily confused!

Damn!

Damn!

This feeling!

It's still going on!

This way!

It's not very good to me!

Wait!

I still have things to do!

This way!

How can I!

Alright!

Story!

I can't write it!

It's all your fault!

Why do you want to harm me!

Compose!

It's all for!

To express my emotions!

Everything else!

They're all accessories!

Yes!

Sort of!

Alright!

And!

A few days!

It's starting!

I don't know!

Can I hold on?!

If this goes on!

It's definitely not going to work!

My own!

Spirit!

I can't hold on!

Damn!

Alright!

Damn!

Annoyance!

This life!

It's enough!

Let people!

I can't continue!

Damn!

Forget it!

I have to continue!

My own creation now!

Compared to before!

It's much better!

Sort of!

But the problem!

It's still there!

I like beautiful women!

That's all I can do!

Except!

There's this feeling of longing!

There's nothing else!

Sigh!

I can only blame myself!

I'm not giving myself a chance!

I'm indeed!

I didn't rest well!

What else can I do!

It's all your fault!

Excited!

Can't sleep!

That's enough!

That's all you can do!

What else can I do!

This problem!

Damn!

I have ideas!

It's good!

I should write my own ideas!

Damn!