The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 280

You know!

The president!

Who is it?

I searched carefully in my mind!

I thought about it!

I really don't know!

Who is the president!

I want to guess!

But I'm afraid of being wrong!

I'm afraid of being ridiculed!

I'm a straight-A student!

These guys!

It's all because of them!

They sent them!

They will target me!

I'm a talent that the country is grooming!

By these guys!

They're following me!

I'm in trouble!

They won't let me!

It's too easy!

I said something!

I don't know!

I had time to think!

It was very short!

The doctor!

Said that I diagnosed you with schizophrenia!

Simple-Minded!

Do you have anything you want to say!

I have nothing to say!

I thought to myself!

I'm done for now!

I'm mentally ill!

I can't accept this fact!

I'm!

A talent that the country is grooming!

I'm going to win the Nobel Prize!

I'm going to change the world!

What am I going to do in the future!

How am I going to meet people!

Like this!

I was!

This heartless result!

Pulled back to reality!

This is what mental illness is like!

Thinking!

Very fleeting!

Very jumpy!

Just a few minutes ago!

I'm still doing it!

Psychological test!

I thought!

They!

Secretly!

Did it for me!

Intelligence test!

They!

Wanted to know!

My IQ!

How high is it!

I actually!

Also wanted to know!

I always thought that my IQ was very high!

Einstein!

What!

That was nothing!

I was thinking!

Very excited!

I went in!

The door was opened!

As if!

It was leading to another world!

The questions were very simple!

Just some!

Emotional questions!

These kinds of questions!

They weren't easy questions!

I was very serious about it!

I was thinking about how to!

How to get full marks!

A strange thought flashed in my mind!

If I got full marks!

Let her meet me!

She is me!

The girl that I think about day and night!

I really want to meet her!

For myself!

I've done a lot of things to meet her!

I don't know!

These kinds of questions!

How can I get full marks!

These kinds of questions!

They're subjective questions!

Everyone will have their own answers!

And some!

Yes!

Drawing questions!

You have to draw according to the questions!

I'm very nervous!

Drawing!

That's not my strong suit!

I'll go!

All kinds of strange pictures!

I really want to!

I need drawing tools!

Otherwise!

How can I get a high score!

I am!

A top student!

I'm the country!

I'll focus on nurturing talents!

I thought in my heart!

Perhaps!

I'll answer well!

At this time!

I just want to do my best to answer the questions!

I realized!

These kinds of questions!

They're very difficult to answer!

I realized!

My head hurts!

I'm still as serious as before!

Maybe I'm just going to beat myself!

Sigh!

I!

I'm really not in a good state!

However!

I have confidence!

Let me finish answering!

This question!

There were no marks!

I did a brainwave!

I felt scared!

All kinds!

Strange things!

I lay on the bed like a corpse!

Waiting!

The judgment of fate!

I don't feel very comfortable!

Very depressed!

But I can't do anything!

I'm dishonest!

I'm not allowed to meet her!

Such a loss!

It's not worth it!

Alright, my head is numb!

I want to go to the toilet!

I went to the toilet!

In my head!

Continuously!

A sound rang!

You think!

You went to the men's toilet!

No!

It's not!

I have to believe in myself!

This is the men's toilet!

This is the women's toilet!

I have a way!

I'll turn this place into the women's toilet!

I want the whole world to!

Know!

You're in the women's toilet!

Someone like you!

Let's see what you can do!

I'm very scared!

When I go out!

Full of!

Fear!

I don't dare to look!

What if it's the women's toilet!

For myself!

It left a shadow!

Not good!

I don't!

I don't dare to!

Turn back to look!

I went in!

The doctor's office!

What do you think!

Are you sick?

I can't say anything!

I still don't want to!

To believe that I'm sick!

You know!

The country's president!

Who is it!

I don't know!

I answered!

En!

I diagnose you as!

Schizophrenia!

Simple-Minded!

Do you want to say something!

I didn't say anything!

I just think it's funny!

You rascal!

What are you!

I'm the country!

The main point!

The talent nurtured!

I can change the world!

You!

A half-dead person!

What can you do!

You even said that I'm crazy!

In the end!

So I gave you a prescription!

Imagination is imagination!

Yes!

I was quickly pulled back to reality!

I thought!

There were a lot of people!

Following me!

But!

Actually, that's impossible!

I thought!

These!

Were all prearranged!

The thoughts of people!

Sometimes it's like this!

Some things!

Are still willing to believe!

I also walked this path!

Walking on this path!

I felt it!

A lot of people!

Laughing at me!

This guy is crazy!

He's crazy!

What can I do!

I can't look at myself!

My head hurts!

When I take the medicine!

I don't dare to take it!

I'm scared!

Take it!

Medicine!

They!

Only then can you control me better!

Like this!

Can I cooperate!

Why did they give me medicine!

It's because!

All kinds of reasons!

I'm free from control!

I'm free!

These people!

I don't know how to do anything!

I can't have my own consciousness!

It's all because of them!

Controlling me!

But because!

I'm different from these people!

I have my own characteristics!

I can do it!

Maybe!

I maybe!

I'm the last one!

A human with living characteristics!

They!

Want to harm me!

Want to control me!

Maybe!

The world has been destroyed!

They!

Wait for me!

Invent the time machine!

Save the world!

Forget it!

Just thinking about it is scary!

I can't write that kind of state anymore!

Why go!

Like this!

It's all in the past!

I'll go!

I still have to bravely try!

I want to!

Be with her!

A root!

It doesn't exist!

My girl!

This is completely!

It's just an illusion!

I'll go!

I'm still!

Relieved!

Sigh!

I can only say that this is it!

Maybe!

To a certain extent!

My life!

Physical characteristics!

Also disappeared!

Sigh!

This is a problem!

What else can I do!

Continue!

Work hard to write!

What else can I do!

Sigh!

This is a problem!

I'll go and continue!

I'm still!

Not writing well enough!

At least I'm myself!

Not satisfied!

I'm still!

A little!

Just barely passable!

Continue!

My writing style!

There's a problem!

I!

Have been!

I've fallen for it!

Although!

This is good!

But!

It should be!

There should be a limit!

Yes!

There are many problems!

Sigh!

Continue!

Problems!

Many!

This is serious!

It's slowing down!

My!

Writing speed!

But sooner or later!

I have to write like this!

I'm expressionless!

Those who don't know will think!

I'm expressionless!

Forget it!

I'll deal with these problems properly!

Writing is not difficult!

It can't be done!

I feel!

I can't write anymore!

Sigh!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

Alright!

I'll think of a way!

I'm still!

There's too little imagery!

I don't know!

This problem!

No matter how good the story is!

It's just a story!

I guess so!

I don't know!

This is a problem!

Sigh!

What else can I say!

My own writing!

Actually, it's always been a problem!

I'm!

Using myself!

Writing in a suitable writing style!

But it should be more suitable!

I'll write myself!

The difficulty is still very high!

What else can I do!

This is a problem!

How would I know!

Sigh!

My heart hurts!

All kinds of memories!

Dreams!

Intertwined in my mind!

My mind!

It's just like this!

Emotions!

Very messy!

I don't know!

What should I do!

I feel terrible!

What else can I do!

I just want to write!

It's a little artistic!

Damn!

Your brother Chacha!

Indeed!

I should write well!

Otherwise!

I'll be letting myself down!

Sigh!

Problem!

What should I do!

This problem!

I have no choice!

I can only continue!

Sigh!

This problem!

It makes me feel terrible!

Actually!

This is my own problem!

This is a problem!

I don't want to write too realistically!

But the problem is!

Who knows!

What else can I do!

It's just these words!

Sigh!

Still!

But it's worth encouraging myself!

First, it's myself!

Finally!

I've written it!

This is a good start!

However!

Problems!

There's still a lot!

Yes!

Others!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I still don't do enough!

Psychological description!

That's my strength!

I'm the best at monologues!

Others!

I don't know how to!

What to write!

Scenery!

I don't know how to!

This isn't my forte!

I guess so!

In this aspect!

I have!

Lack!

I'm still far from it!

It might be my own!

Writing standard!

Originally!

It's very low!

Why should I!

Admit it!

I've been!

Brought in!

Sigh!

My story!

I don't know!

When?!

It's starting!

It's very difficult!

What else can I do!

This problem!

I have no choice!

Continue!

I'm so sleepy!

I want to sleep!

I'm too tired!

I guess so!

Damn!

I'm not in a good state today!

I have to adjust in the future!

I have to continue in the future!

I have to try!

Otherwise!

It's not good for me!

For myself!

My writing!

It's not good either!

I guess so!

Actually!

I care about how I feel!

There's nothing wrong with that!

Exciting!

It comes from the heart!

Yes!

That's it!

I don't know!

How should I write!

How much can I write!

Delete!

It's unlikely!

However!

Rewrite!

It's unlikely!

Creation!

Difficulty!

It's very difficult!

I haven't!

I have to grasp the rhythm!

I still don't believe in my own ability!

I guess so!

Perhaps!

The problem!

The root!

It's not here!

So!

I have it too!

I don't dare to face it!

I'm still afraid!

I'm afraid that others will target me!

I'm afraid!

This problem!

Of course!

I have no choice!

I have to continue!

What should I do!

I have to work hard!

Sometimes!

I can't do anything about it!

I!

Write!

I have to be more tactful!

After all!

I have something!

It doesn't seem too good!

Yes!

I guess so!

Sigh!

I'm frustrated!

I don't know what to do!

This problem!

Damn!

It's a problem!

My ability is limited!

What should I do!

I'm so tired!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

I'm still far from it!

What should I do!

I don't know!

Sigh!

I'm so sleepy!

I want to sleep!

Today!

I can only write!

Little 6000!

Damn!

This problem!

It's also a problem!

My condition!

Not good!

Today!

My body!

I'm weak!

Sigh!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

What can I do!

This problem!

I have to continue!

What else can I do!

This problem!

I know!

I can't do it!

Damn!