I'm still a little conflicted!

Yes!

I don't know how to write it!

Damn!

This question!

What should I do!

I'm thinking!

I should let go!

I should let go!

Write!

There's nothing else!

Express my feelings!

Why bother with these things!

I still can't let go!

I'm always feeling sad!

I don't know!

How should I get to know her!

I know!

I like her a lot!

I think!

She's very similar to me!

But!

I'm also hesitating!

Sometimes!

It's good not to be honest!

At least!

I can still take a look!

There's no need to leave my image in her heart!

I know!

This is bad for me!

It's not good for her!

Sigh!

I really do!

I like her a lot!

I really want to be together with her!

But!

I can't bear it!

This kind of responsibility!

Sigh!

This is a tragedy!

What else can I do!

This question!

Forget it!

I'll just treat it as!

I can't lie to my feelings!

I like her!

If!

It's even better if we can be together!

But I feel that it's almost!

Not possible!

I don't have anything!

From a realistic point of view!

Say!

Someone like me!

An idiot!

I don't want it!

I'm so poor!

I have to eat!

It's all a problem!

I know!

There are things!

In some people!

It's hard to imagine!

But!

It's not much different in reality!

I'm living a precarious life!

Sigh!

This kind of life!

It's frustrating!

I'm a little tired!

But!

Even if I have money!

It can't solve my problems!

That's it!

There's nothing good about it!

It's not important!

I just want to live on!

I can write!

Live!

Write!

That's enough!

It's that simple!

My illness!

It's mental illness!

Schizophrenia is simple!

I've seen it!

A psychiatrist!

An evaluation of me!

Simple!

Towards people!

Unguarded!

Sincere feelings!

That's it!

Damn!

This is my fault!

My result!

The girl I like!

So many!

I can't really say anything!

You want to like!

Just like!

That's your freedom!

But others!

They can also not like you!

That's it!

A more realistic situation!

I can only say!

Someone like me!

No one is destined to want me!

That's good too!

We!

Have to look at it from many angles!

Look at this problem!

In my eyes!

Some things!

It's really not important!

What I care about is still feelings!

Something!

It's useless!

That's all!

I'm also very glad!

No one!

Dragged me!

Got into the water!

Thanked!

Their kindness!

I'm not different!

It's just that my requirements are higher!

That's it!

Do you know that Ziqiao!

My criteria for finding a girlfriend!

Similar to him!

But!

Reality!

Yes!

I can't find someone like her!

Forget it!

I can't find one!

I won't look anymore!

Marriage!

It's not as good as you think!

The responsibility is huge!

If I get married!

I might not be able to write novels!

I can't!

Maybe!

I still have readers!

They need me!

Marriage!

That's not my only pursuit!

If!

I can't meet someone I like!

Forget it!

I won't get married alone!

To society!

It won't affect me!

That's it!

This problem!

It's not important!

Damn!

Even if it's me!

Without me!

So what!

This point!

I should know it clearly!

Because!

It's like the whole world!

It's all there!

It's like forcing you to get married!

That's all there is to it!

Of course!

Actually, this is the problem!

Public opinion!

That's all there is to it!

It's a waste of time!

I know!

No matter what I do!

There will be people talking about it!

You can't have it both ways!

I'm still alive!

Sometimes!

It's for myself!

I remember!

Last year!

That's when!

That's when!

This year!

February!

I saw it!

It's a girl!

It feels good!

I didn't look carefully!

Forget it!

My problem!

That's all there is to it!

What should I do!

Damn!

Continue!

How would I know!

Okay, continue!

This problem!

I don't know what to do!

This problem!

Damn!

Damn!

I don't know!

I'm thinking about you!

This problem!

People nowadays!

That's enough!

What I get!

The more!

The more I lose!

Don't tell me you!

Don't know!

It's such a simple problem!

I realized it!

I've got too much!

I'm also afraid of losing it!

What should I do!

I've had enough!

This problem!

I don't know!

What can I do!

That's all there is to it!

Sigh!

This problem!

I can't say anything!

Because of myself!

I didn't do it right!

I feel that I!

I can't calm down for a long time!

That's all there is to it!

Forget it!

This life!

Emotions!

I'm a little depressed!

This is!

Inspiration!

When I don't have it!

I should!

I need to adjust myself!

Yes!

I thought!

I can find someone I like!

Forget it, reality is cruel!

That's all I can do!

I can't find someone I like!

This isn't important at all!

Damn!

There are things!

I can tolerate it!

But!

Towards my girlfriend!

I can't compromise!

Yes!

That's all there is to it!

What else can I do!

I feel terrible!

Sigh!

I don't know!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

How would I know these things!

Damn!

There are so many problems in reality!

Girls nowadays!

Can like someone like me!

It's getting less and less!

I can only say!

I'm really not lucky enough!

Look!

A certain brother!

Really!

I'm so happy!

Really!

Writing in my hands!

A role model!

If!

I want to have that kind of life too!

Although!

I'm destined!

I won't have that kind of life!

I don't know about it!

But this isn't important!

I still have too many things!

I can't let go!

Compared to others!

I feel that I'm still too happy!

This problem!

I can't say for sure!

Damn!

What else can I do!

Damn!

I can't do this!

I miss you!

I don't know!

This problem!

I know!

I feel fear!

Happiness!

This thing!

Seems like!

It doesn't match me!

Damn!

In my eyes!

Some people!

Are happy!

Have!

Beautiful girlfriends!

I'm really envious!

If I have one!

That would be great!

Problem!

Yes!

It's unlikely that I have one!

This isn't!

What kind of miracles happen every day!

Damn!

What else can I do!

Damn!

This is a problem!

Damn!

Continue!

I'm not afraid!

This little thing!

You kid!

Can bear with it!

Can't!

Aren't you!

Waiting for death!

Sometimes!

Emotional things!

I can't stand it!

This!

Girlfriend!

I can't let myself down!

It's also like this!

This isn't!

Who do you want to compete with!

I can't even stand it!

How can I!

This is a problem!

My fault!

My mindset!

The problem!

It's still not resolved!

This is!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

I still want to find one!

Beautiful!

Cute!

Gentle girlfriend!

This is actually!

It's a trap!

Someone who suits me!

There are too few standards!

Someone who likes me!

None!

Of course!

I don't care!

What else can I do!

I just!

I can't think straight!

I'll get tired of this feeling!

Yes!

Don't be afraid!

It's just like this!

It's a waste of time!

I can't do anything about it!

I don't want to get married!

The main thing is!

I'm mentally ill!

I have no money!

I have nothing!

I'm just waiting to die!

Forget it!

It's just like this!

I still feel uneasy!

I can't suppress it!

How can this be!

Sigh!

What should I do!

This problem!

I can't solve it!

Of course!

This is just a dream!

I'm still too stubborn!

What's the use of this!

I don't have the time!

I don't want to mess around with you!

Forget it!

My life!

The main thing is!

Relationship problems!

And life problems!

What other problems do you want!

That's enough!

You're wasting my time!

That's all I can do!

I'm heartless!

Get up!

I'm scared of myself!

Sigh!

I don't know anymore!

This problem!

Today!

I wrote it!

It's too difficult!

What should I do!

I'll go!

My creation!

I can only make the best of it!

It's wrong!

Sometimes!

The so-called right and wrong!

It's just like that!

I'll go!

It's not important!

What else can I do!

This problem!

Continue!

I'll go!

I don't know what to do!

I'll continue!

You don't know!

How would I know!

I'll go!

It's not important!

What else can I do!

This problem!

It's also frustrating!

I'll go!

I'm just like this!

I despise myself!

I only know how to write like this!

Sigh!

Actually, this is the most basic!

There's no need to force it!

No matter how gorgeous it looks!

It's also for!

To express my feelings!

You should understand!

I'm a little stressed out now!

I don't know what to do!

I'll go!

I don't know!

How should I write!

It's a little stressful!

My heart hurts a little!

My heart hurts a lot!

What else can I do!

I think it's also like this!

Mm!

I always have hope!

A kind of happiness!

Perhaps!

I don't like the beautiful you!

I just like this kind of beautiful feeling!

Forgive me!

First impressions are the strongest!

I always think!

Beautiful!

It's good!

I don't know!

The real situation!

How!

Love!

It's beautiful!

But it's also destined to be cruel!

I and myself!

We were in a relationship!

No!

I feel!

I feel disgusted!

What else can I do!

I'm a lonely person!

I'll go!

A little sad!

Heart!

A cold pain!

I know!

I like her!

Even who I am!

I don't know!

I also want to know who I am!

It's not important!

I just want to find a feeling of happiness!

True happiness!

In my heart!

I want to try to believe!

Not far away!

Somewhere!

There's a person!

A beautiful person!

Waiting for me!

I'll go!

I always!

Try to convince others!

I can't even convince myself!

Happiness!

It comes from the heart!

It doesn't come from!

It comes from something!

My loneliness is also like this!

Sigh!

I can't help but say myself!

Sometimes!

I have to believe in something!

At least I can make myself!

Feel better!

I should!

Try!

Believe!

She might not be so!

She likes me!

I'll go!

My ability to lie to myself!

Far better than me!

More than me!

Powerful!

But!

It's always easy for me!

Pulled back to reality!

If!

I can!

I only want to write!

I'm too lonely!

I miss you so much!

Yes!

I finally understand!

So!

This is speechlessness!

It's indescribable pain!

So it's like this!

I'll go!

Let this pain!

Leave a deeper impression!

I might!

Be able to write!

This!

Is more dead than alive!

Pain!

Perhaps!

It's the weather!

It's cold!

Indeed!

My heart!

It's also cold!

It feels a little unbearable!

I'll go!

I was wondering!

I'm!

Enlightened!

How can I!

So it's like this!

It's too cold!

I was wondering!

My heart hurts!

How can I feel it!

And it's so deep!

Damn!

You rascal!

Enough!

Come on!

You should pay more attention!

Sigh!

Indeed!

The weather!

It's a little cold!

Damn!

Today!

I didn't do anything!

Sigh!

Indeed!