It's starting again. This is a new chapter!

White Lovers!

This short story is in the midst of preparation!

The female lead will be called Chen Mengdie!

And I'm just a mental patient!

I can't stand it. The lead should be changed. To change or not to change, that's the problem!

Writing is so painful!

This feeling is like a knife cutting my heart!

You can't even say it's painful!

In short, it's very painful!

How should Huang Yajian appear!

White Lovers!

There's a kind of love called leaving!

Maybe it's like this. I don't want to remember the past!

I was once naive!

I also pursued!

We were together!

But that's all in the past!

And now …!

Let me introduce myself. My name is Huang Yajian. But I don't like people calling me by my name!

Huang Yajian's teeth are so yellow!

That's why I'm called Huang Yajian!

But things are definitely not like that!

My surname is Huang. My name is Yajian. You should understand now!

Because my grandmother's teeth are not good, she gave me a name when I was born. She gave me the name Huang Yajian!

It means that my teeth are healthy!

I can eat anything!

Many people think that Huang Yajian is not my real name!

It's a nickname given to me by others!

They're really thinking too much!

And my social media name is Huang Yajian!

I've been hacked by the system on some real name websites!

There's a problem with your real name!

Please change it quickly. Otherwise, your account will be blocked!

That's still okay. My classmates are already used to it!

They call me Huang Yajian. But I've always been a low-key person!

Not many of my classmates know me!

I can count them with my fingers!

Although I'm always in school and wander around!

My fame has not increased!

Every time I'm cleaning, I'm always at the front!

Attracting the attention of the girls!

I'm very hardworking!

Of course, this is a good habit that I've cultivated since I was young!

It's not for show. I've always remembered this teaching since I was young!

If I can't even sweep the floor well, what else can I do?

I'm afraid that I won't accomplish anything!

So I have to be hardworking!

I come from a village. I've suffered a lot in college!

The main reason was that the school fees were paid on loan!

In the future, when he works, he will have to pay it back!

Every day, there would be a heavy burden on his shoulders!

You need someone to hold your ribs for you to be considered human!

Do you understand?!

What does it mean that life is like the work of an ox, supporting the heavens and supporting the earth, being the support of others?

You won't fall if someone is pressing against your ribs!

This was life!

This was taught to us by our dean!

These words were engraved in his heart!

He couldn't forget it for a long time!

Speaking of me, Huang Yajian!

You could even find a few of them in school!

I am just that ordinary!

I've never been in love before!

I've been taking the college entrance examination for a few years, but I don't dare to say that!

It was scary to say it out loud!

I'm 22 and I'm only a freshman!

I just love reading!

Although I don't have much talent, I just love reading!

Finally, I got into this university!

He was so excited that he couldn't sleep at night!

Now that he thought about it, he was pretty stupid back then!

Wasn't it just getting into a university?

Was it necessary?

In this era, there were no social connections or background.

Studying is a better and easier way!

Enough with you. Who asked you to talk about comprehension? I asked you to tell stories!

I can't write anymore. Emotional scenes are my forte!

It's as deep as you want it to be. It'll give you a shock that goes deep into your brain!

Isn't it too exaggerated!

Look at my erratic style of writing!

I can write emotional scenes that go deep into your brain!

That's not possible!

It's possible to go deep into your brain!

I want to give you the feeling of going deep into your brain!

It'll feel like falling in love!

I'm addicted to writing novels. It's harder to quit than taking drugs. Because I can't quit!

To be honest, I've never taken drugs before. I don't have the financial resources!

They're all scumbags ~ for girls to take drugs from!

They're good at doing shameful and illegal things!

This kind of thing is broadcast on TV every day. Novels are even worse!

There's such a plot everywhere!

I can't look straight at it!

Is there anyone who wrote about scumbags? If there's a chance, I'll write about a different kind of scumbag!

This scumbag isn't that kind of scumbag, the kind in TV. They're not even human!

Silly dogs are even more so!

I just want to say that these people are better off dead!

I don't want to see it!

Writing this kind of thing is surprisingly slow. I can only write a thousand words after half a day. I can only be a troll!

In this bustling and unfamiliar city!

There's a me who can't control myself!

The streets are still streets. There are still many roads!

It's dizzying!

I'm going to start troll.

Are you mentally prepared?

I haven't seen the news these few days!

I saw one a few days ago. A certain beauty and a certain fortune attended a certain opening ceremony!

Who are they showing off for? What's wrong with this world? Where did our goodness and beauty go? Where's our hard work?!

A beauty and fortune that are just packaged makes it impossible for people not to ridicule them!

They're deliberately attracting ridicule so that they can become popular!

It's like they can't become popular without ridicule!

It's not that they can't survive.

Enough is enough. Society's problems are personal. Who asked some rich people to be so unenlightened!

Playing this game!

Let me tell you, other than being thick-skinned and being able to eat meat, you have nothing else!

Don't go overboard. There's a limit to the people's patience!

This is everyone's world, not that one person's!

Stop trying to brainwash me!

This is the specific manifestation of unenlightened thinking!

Being criticized and cursed by others was inevitable!

It's not like I'm the only troll!

Scolding you is giving you face!

Some people won't even scold you!

They'll just ignore you!

I've had enough!

I've seen a certain program. This program aims to change people's lives!

Where did those people come from? They can't even compare to me!

Enough is enough. Such people can even be on TV!

I want to be there too!

They're simply putting on a show. Good actors!

Forget it. Time will prove everything!

We'll eventually forget about them!

This kind of program!

Sigh!

It makes me feel very confident!

Maybe they did it on purpose. They put a few scumbags in, just like the traitors in the anti-Japanese films. It's to set us off!

Let's find someone who's confident!

That's enough!

Television is television after all, not life!

They just haven't taken their medicine. I was like that in the past too!

I'll be fine after taking some medicine!

I'm watching the news. How annoying!

I don't even dare to watch the news. It's all about showing off their wealth and beauty every day!

What's wrong with this world!

If this goes on, I'll be replaced sooner or later!

He had to create a serious social media app!

This is still considered good!

I can still brag everywhere!

No one cares about it. The Internet.

It's a free world, but there are many restrictions!

This is just my personal opinion!

I've been playing games these few days. The game I'm playing is the one that ruined my life!

I've been playing it for six years!

Maybe it's going to close soon. I can't bear to do it!

It's useless to find excuses. It's useless to find reasons. What should I have done earlier!

This is a problem!

I'm a bad person. A bad person!

That's right. I'm rotten inside!

My thinking is rotten!

I don't have any awareness!

I don't know my next meal. How can I have any awareness!

I don't want to go back to the past!

I want my life to go faster again!

Once it starts, it will end!

Sooner or later!

I don't want to live forever!

For a weakling like me, it's very painful to live for a long time!

I plan to live to 60 years old!

I don't want to live for too long. Living is tiring!

Living is uncomfortable!

This is not right. This is my personal opinion!

I'm just saying!

I don't want to trigger any negative emotions!

Everything is just my personal opinion!

It seems that I'm really negative!

I don't want to die yet. I haven't finished writing my novel!

I haven't been in love. Dying like this.

It's too painful!

You can just say that you don't want to die!

There's no need to say so much!

Whether you want to die or not, you have to die!

I can't want to die!

I have to face it positively!

How am I positive!

I feel uncomfortable!

I'm too poor. So I have to work hard.

I'm the kind of person who can't even afford to eat!

When I get married in the future, she has to work!

How can I do it alone!

I can't bear it!

Living is so tiring!

If only I could write novels like this for the rest of my life!

Writing novels will only make my troubles worse!

Eat, sleep, and beat Doudou!

Why don't I want to live? Because of toothache!

Thinking about it, it's enough. I still have to wash the dishes later!

The dishes definitely aren't washed!

Even a mentally ill person like me wants to slack off!

Who doesn't want to slack off!

If only I could continue like this. There are always too many changes in life. I'm very unlucky, but I'm very lucky.

I can still write novels!

I can still have my own computer and my own phone!

What's there to be discontent about? I can be content but not satisfied!

This is the same principle. It's hard to grasp that degree!

I went to take a look just now. The dishes were actually washed. How magical!

That's too magical. My teeth hurt!

I'll brush my teeth after writing this chapter!

The consequences of not brushing my teeth!

I haven't eaten candy in a long time. What does candy taste like?

I've long forgotten!

The toothache is unbearable!

I held it in for an entire afternoon before writing 2500!

Thinking about it, I can't do it!

I have a feeling of wanting to pull my teeth out!

The pain makes my teeth itch!

It's also quite unbearable!

Am I going to lose my teeth again!

I can accompany you to eat and sleep!

This feeling is indeed quite tiring!

I'll write another 1000 words and brush my teeth.

I'm already old. My heart!

Sigh, the world has nothing to do with me!

But I'm so unbearable!

I'll use my lightning-fast speed!

I'll write this short 900 words!

I'll talk about the recent situation. My sister is still uncontactable!

There's still no reply!

That's enough!

It seems like no one has chatted with me!

I'm just here to entertain myself!

I'm staring straight at it to train my eyesight. I have to stare at the keyboard and the screen!

I keep moving back and forth!

I stare at the keyboard to type!

I stare at the screen to avoid typing wrong words!

I don't use my hands to type!

I hate rules the most!

I like to fight!

I'm here to change the rules!

These songs are getting worse and worse. I don't feel anything when I listen to them!

I still want Gan Ma!

Gan Ma's thinking is fast enough, but it's very painful!

Listening to songs can divert my attention!

Gan Ma's heart is unbearable and his head hurts!

Listening to songs is like being injected with anesthesia!

I can't drink coffee, but I've drunk it before!

It's not good and it's extremely bitter!

I've collapsed after drinking a little!

Now I'm protected by Little White.

I'm full of energy but no inspiration!

My head is a little itchy. It's like someone is scratching my feet!

It's so exaggerated!

Maybe it's the drug's effect!

Maybe it's because of me, or maybe it's because I'm too tired. I like this itchy feeling!

Damn, this feeling is very familiar. Could it be that my addiction is here again? Is it gaming addiction or that addiction!

The more I talk, the more itchy my head feels. Fortunately, it's controllable!

To put it in a more frightening way, it's like there's a worm crawling in my head!

I'm so scared that I peed my pants!

It's not suitable for children!

I have to be careful when writing a novel!

But as I write, I forget!

I forget everything!

I only know how to narrate!

This is the feeling of writing a novel!

Forgetting the unhappiness and being immersed in the sea of words!

This is the best time to write!

I should work hard to write!

There's a me here, there's a you there!

We've built a world together!

I'm going to brush my teeth after writing. This drug is too strong. My head is itchy!

Many factors are causing my head to itch!

I want to know what's going on!

There might be a problem!

I might be addicted!

Gaming addiction. I used to hit my head with a stick because my head was itchy!

Damn, I'm a freak!

Luckily, I can control it now!

It's not completely controlled!

I'm aware of it!

I've forcefully broken through!

My head is itchy!

Write a little more!

3200!

How should I put it!

I'm a normal person now!

I don't know how to spit!

I can't spit it out!

Thinking about it, it's scary!

Unknowingly, I've saved a week's worth of drafts!

I have to continue working hard to save enough for a month!

I have to work hard. The computer is almost out of battery!

How do I play!

It's enough!

Thinking about it, I can't!