The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 28
The computer glowed faintly, illuminating my keyboard. I began to compose again!
Finally, I could write a chapter at night. The night was quiet.
I could even see the stars through the window!
Glowing faintly!
Overlooking the whole world!
It was as if someone was shining a flashlight in the sky!
And that was just a star!
But it couldn't shine on us!
I thought it was the light of the human world!
But that wasn't it. There wasn't such a strong light!
To be able to penetrate such a deep night!
This night seemed to be able to swallow everything!
I was afraid that the sun would never come out again!
How scary was that!
This was a problem!
This was a struggle against my own understanding!
What kind of world was this!
I was afraid of this feeling!
But fear was useless!
I didn't expect this to be a problem!
There were still too many unknowns waiting for us!
We should be able to survive!
In this world, there was another me looking up at the starry sky!
In that world, there was another you above the starry sky!
And this was the distance between us, unreachable!
When the starry sky converged!
I would rush to find you regardless of my safety!
Mosquitoes were crawling around on the computer!
This affected my composing too much!
It was dark all around!
Here, there was me.
Wherever there was you!
Walk to the place where you and I met!
I will remember this place forever!
I won't write for now. I switched off my phone!
My world was full of sunny days and rainy days!
I only wrote a little last night!
The conditions were too bad. I could see it clearly if I wrote during the day!
I had to refresh my phone every five minutes. Yesterday, I made an appointment in the game to change items!
Only refresh!
I couldn't miss the appointment!
Today was Wednesday. It seemed like there wouldn't be a reply anytime soon!
I'd better compose quietly!
That was enough. I really looked down on myself!
I didn't want to listen to songs. I liked this kind of dry feeling!
A few days ago, a certain electronics company had an event. They delivered things for ten consecutive days!
I also went to get a big basin!
That was too extravagant!
Of course, this was just a mention!
There's a 'me' here, but there's a 'you' there!
If only we could meet!
If only we could know each other!
If only we could know each other!
Of course, I knew it was just a dream!
I'll wait for you here!
Music was playing in the fields. Starting from scratch!
Starting from scratch, I can't do it!
People like me are destined to fail!
Maybe you won't be able to understand!
But time will tell!
He's playing Little Apple again!
Why is it so noisy this morning?
I also like Little Apple a lot, but it's the hot dance version!
This kind of thing was better kept in his heart. Why did he have to bring it up?
He had an extremely corrupt heart!
That's enough. I've lost to myself. I'm doomed to fail!
I'm really useless!
Can this music not be messed up?
Just listening to it was annoying!
I want to compose quietly!
Even with the internet, it's not easy to create!
They all went to watch the beauties dance!
I'm quite familiar with this!
Without the internet, the temptation was much less!
What an inspiring song!
That's what I want!
Because I like it. I've never been so willful before!
If he could be willful, why not be willful?
Suddenly, there was nothing much to say. Today was as busy as usual!
Cooking and cooking were a must!
There were a lot of things to do today. I've just started writing and it's noon again. Time passed quickly!
It's almost 9!
I have things I don't want to talk about. Even if I did, it wouldn't help. It would only add to the sadness!
I still have to walk my own path. I still have to eat my own food!
This is the bitter fruit I planted!
I have to swallow it down!
There were still a few days left. The novel had been uploaded for half a month. There were still two days left!
Don't underestimate this half a month. 12 days like this would be half a year!
Perseverance is victory!
I'm destined to fail!
Please don't laugh at me!
I just like to write novels!
I like to express my feelings!
Of course, I want to succeed even in my dreams!
In this summer, my novel, A Man's Mental Illness, will be serialized. This is worth commemorating. Let's wait for the next summer!
Every season, I'll write a commemorative chapter!
I hope that this novel can accompany me through every day and night!
It can be considered as my everything!
I won't give it up so easily. If I have the chance to write it, I'll definitely write it!
There will always be times in life when you don't care about your own safety!
Once for life, and once for your dreams!
Maybe what I said was wrong!
I believe that this novel will be even more exciting!
Right now, I just lack life experience!
I lack life experience!
I believe that with my continuous efforts, this novel will be even more exciting!
I'll be updating at a steady rate of 3,000 words a day!
Now, I'll write 6,000 words a day. I'll save up for emergencies!
This is my current writing plan!
Although I'm not good at writing!
I'm mostly talking about my feelings!
Here, there's a me!
I'm watching. I'm standing still!
I'm waiting!
I'm looking forward to it!
I'm asking for more!
My feet hurt today. I don't know what's going on!
I don't know what to say!
I can't control myself!
I can't.
This is a day within a day!
Time flew by!
Time is like flowing water. It can't be stopped!
It's impossible to travel through time!
Stop dreaming!
For example, at 5 o 'clock, the cup was placed on the table!
At 6 o 'clock, it fell. How could it return to 5 o' clock from 6 o 'clock!
Could it be that it would go up by itself!
Everything would return to 5 o 'clock!
Is that possible?
It's my wishful thinking. I'm too stupid and too naive!
What's the use of going back!
Some things can never be changed, and there's no point in changing them!
That's it!
I'm a stupid dog. I don't want to be reborn!
No matter how bad I am, I'm willing to be myself!
No matter who I am, it's better than being myself!
I'm a big bad guy!
I'm too evil!
My behavior is extremely wretched. Serves me right for not having a girlfriend!
Serves me right for being a single dog!
My eyes are swollen from writing!
That's enough. I'll speed up!
This is a legendary song. The older brother must be handsome!
It's just that the singer isn't so dynamic. If he's more dynamic, the title of the song will also be popular!
That's enough. Bragging is too much. It's also very nice!
I'm a very ugly man. Otherwise, I wouldn't write such a weird novel!
I'm ugly and wretched!
I'm even wearing glasses!
That's enough. It's the standard for a super wretched man!
I'm wretched, but I'm not bad!
I might not be able to type these words!
I'm bad, but I'm bad because of my principles!
I'm very conflicted.
Relationship problems are a big problem!
I must handle it well!
I confessed again today!
Of course, it didn't work out!
The world has changed. I still have to work hard to survive!
My life is in my hands, not the heavens. If the heavens don't control me, I'll fight the heavens!
I can't write anymore!
That's also the case!
It's enough just thinking about it!
I'm wrong here!
Forgive me for being unbearable. Forgive me for being cruel!
I've had enough!
I'm a single dog who has never been in a relationship!
I'm even learning to write novels!
I'm also a playboy!
It's enough just thinking about it!
I don't write about relationships. I can't write about them. I've never been in a relationship!
Thinking about it, it's not easy for me either!
I've really never been in a relationship!
Ruffian Cai and Qingwu Fei Yang's relationship is also a benchmark!
Yang Yang wrote tens of thousands of words. It's very enjoyable!
Then I'll continue with my White Lovers!
I'll make a parody!
That article is called The First Intimate Contact!
I'll write White Lovers after this chapter. I'll have to write a draft and follow the previous version!
I'll still be in A University. There will be a lot of interludes. I won't write it as a poor peasant!
I'm a poor peasant to begin with!
I'm very proud!
I'll write an outline!
First!
Then I'll combine it with what I've read!
I've experienced it.
I'll make it crudely!
A short story of White Lovers with tens of thousands of words might be written. I just can't accept it!
I can't control it as I wish!
I'll have to arrange a few romantic encounters. Otherwise, I'll be at a loss. I'm also looking forward to having romantic encounters. But that's just a dream!
It'll be like writing about Ke Jingteng and Shen Jiayi!
But I can't handle that kind of theme. I don't have that much experience!
I'm still too young!
I won't write it so badly. I'll have an open ending!
I'll leave some room for imagination!
I intend for the male and female leads to have countless encounters!
They'll go to class together and eat together!
They'll read together!
They'll chat together!
I'm wondering if I should write my own personality in it!
That won't do. The male lead must be infatuated!
I'm also infatuated.
Why don't you write about me? I'll write about a living person!
My heart hurts so much!
What kind of feeling should I write about!
I can't be too conservative!
I can't be too open either. I have to control it well!
Should I write when I have work to do?
I'll write a little. This is the main point of a bitter love drama. Although it's old-fashioned, I'll write it well!
Of course, I'm best at self-tangled monologues!
I don't know how to write dialogues!
I'm someone who doesn't even talk to girls!
That's miserable enough!
I intend to write according to my own personality!
I'll try to make it as realistic as possible. But I'll also have to beautify it and make it inferior. I'll have to go to extremes!
I'm such a person!
The male lead's motive can't be too straightforward!
I'll have to be more reserved!
I can't say that I'll come up directly. I'll just ask!
That'll be too realistic.
That's right. I'm that bad!
I'll write a beginning!
I'm Huang Yajian. I'm a student of A University!
I'm a freshman this year!
I'm from a village in Sichuan!
I can't write like that. It's too old-fashioned. It feels like a primary school student's level!
That's enough!
Huang Yajian!
Huang Yajian!
Why didn't Huang Yajian come!
He's the only one who didn't come to the class meeting!
This time, it's mainly because!
The male lead isn't a tall, rich, and handsome guy. He's just an ordinary person. The male lead's name is Huang Yajian!
Just looking at this name, it's quite sad!
It's a departure from my high and mighty image!
This is the contrast!
With the contrast, Huang Yajian's information, what should he be like!
Because he should be, 186cm tall, with yellow teeth!
This is more appropriate for me!
But can't there be some special effects or something!
But he can't be as hungry as me!
This is a difficult problem!
How to handle it well, I can't do it!
How should Huang Yajian appear!
Huang Yajian should be a good person!
Simple and honest, but not stupid. He has a certain level of wisdom, but he can't be lacking in wisdom!
He can't be too hungry. Huang Yajian should be very popular with girls!
Let's use myself as the basis!
The background can't be placed in a university. Have you seen a university student as retarded as me!
Let's place it in a vocational school!
Can the protagonist have a mental illness!
This is a problem!
That's writing about myself!
I want to write a story!
And not an autobiography!
But I can't leave my own shadow. I have a girlfriend!
The protagonist, Huang Yajian, is from a vocational school!
A high school freshman!
He loves to work. This is like me, but also not like me!
I have that kind of cunning love. I can't wait to quit that day!
Writing about myself is too painful!
Writing about a vocational school is too low class!
This is another story. I can write it again. If I write about a vocational school!
I can't write about myself.
It's not that I can't write!
It's just that it's not easy to write!
A vocational school love story, I'll write it later!
I'm going to run out of battery as I write. I have to speed up!
I can't!
The background still has to be a university. The protagonist can't use my brain. I'm a bad guy. I won't wait for anyone!
I'm that kind of person!
I'll use my brain to write!
There's also bullshit romance!
What kind of brain does the protagonist have!
It should be similar to me, but definitely not the same. It has to be idealized and emotional!
First of all, the protagonist can't be multi-talented. I'll be called Huang Yajian!
I'll be called Huang Yajian in the future!
What a concrete name!
I'll follow the previous version!
I don't know how it will turn out. I'm looking forward to it!
But I'm very nervous!
I'll start writing in a few days!
Thinking about it makes me happy!
I want to create a different Huang Yajian!
What should the female protagonist be called? It should be a very cultured name. It'll give a refreshing feeling!
This name is hard to come up with!
What should I call it!
I can't add some misty!
This isn't writing a cultivation novel!
What should I call it!
I can't think of it!
It's hard to be a wild monster!
I'll just call it. Sigh, I can't think of it!
It has to be easy to remember!
Chen Mengdie!
I've thought of it. I won't change it!
I have a premonition!
This one of mine has to be popular!
What's the use of it being popular!
I don't know!
It's never been popular!
There's nothing good about it. Whether it's popular or not, I have to give it my all!
How should he and she get to know each other?
That's another problem!
What kind of personality does the female protagonist have!
Why are there so many difficulties!
The female protagonist can't chase after idols. She can't be brainless!
The female protagonist is still a difficult problem!
She can't be too rural. A university student should act like one!
I still have a better understanding of rural women!
After all, she was born there!
What's her family background?
That's a problem!
I think it should be a little political!
That's exciting enough!
It can't be too much. The main thing is to be funny!
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