A new chapter, a new beginning!

What will my fate be?!

I don't know!

I've had enough of playing with power!

Do you think what you're doing is right?!

No!

There's no right or wrong!

Survival is the way of the king!

When I hit someone, even I'm afraid!

I don't care so much!

Who has ever cared about me!

This way of thinking is very negative. I can't do it!

I'm just being destroyed from time to time!

That's fate!

Sometimes, I have to give in and lower my head!

I feel very unbalanced!

So I want to be independent!

But the road ahead is still very long!

That's why I can't do it!

Fortunately, it's a harmonious society now!

Otherwise, I won't be able to survive!

I believe in the law, I believe in justice!

But this society is still very cruel!

I still need to work hard!

Hehe!

I'll have to work hard in the future!

I'll have to work hard alone!

That's useless!

The one I hit is you. You're welcome to find trouble with me!

I'm not afraid of trouble!

But I've never caused trouble!

Don't force me to make a move!

Don't infringe on my interests!

When I hit someone, even I'm afraid!

There's nothing I can't do!

Stop pretending to be a big shot!

I hate this kind of people the most!

Pretending to be a big shot, you'll have money to spend!

That's probably the case!

I'm not afraid. The one who's afraid is you!

If you don't provoke me, will I touch you?

I've had enough!

You only know how to bully honest people!

This kind of person is the most lamentable!

In that dog-like school, there's a dog-like me!

You want to cover my eyes!

But, you can't!

I'm both unfortunate and lucky!

At least my eyes aren't covered!

What I need is hard work!

I need to work hard to train my body!

Otherwise, how could he defend himself?

What should they do if they run into trouble?

He must have the ability to fight against others!

You're pretty awesome!

You're worse than a dog!

He only knew how to bully the weak!

This method was wrong!

That's right, I am a weakling!

I'm not afraid of trouble, I won't cause trouble!

He had to have some tricks up his sleeve!

Without any means, there was only suffering!

Take things too hard!

These guys are not good people!

This was a problem!

I have to work hard!

Do your best to survive!

It couldn't end here!

Today is Sunday, May 17, 2015!

Another Sunday!

It was best to be careful!

Hard work is a must. You have anti-social tendencies!

I'm not a sociopath!

I had no choice!

I can choose not to do things that are not stipulated by the law!

So happy!

These guys were capable of doing anything!

He had to be prepared!

I can't be weak anymore!

Being weak is useless, I have to be strong!

What he needed to do was to work hard!

I thought too much!

I really think too much!

He really couldn't think straight!

I've had enough!

Just look at what I've said!

I am such a cold-blooded person!

I don't want to be cold-blooded either. I'll treat others the way they treat me!

Work hard!

I'm really a little scared!

I don't know what will happen in the future!

Is a good-for-nothing qualified to say no?

Of course, I'm qualified!

There are many things that I have to think about!

I'm a very pessimistic person!

Damn, am I hopeless?

I'm a very pessimistic person!

I've also realized it!

I can't care so much!

What I need to do is to work hard!

I can't do it either!

I need to work hard to improve my self-awareness!

Writing a novel, I can't have my own thoughts!

I need to write from a subjective point of view!

I don't need to make any comments!

There are still many things that I need to do!

There are also many things that I don't want to do!

I'm also considered a so-called * * * * *!

I'm just afraid!

That's enough!

This is a problem that must be solved!

Before I find a girlfriend!

A problem that must be solved!

I need to work hard!

You don't have the ability!

Sometimes, I'm not willing to be ordinary!

To fabricate lies for myself!

That's enough!

To lie to myself that I'm a one-in-a-million talent!

This society can't do without me!

I only realized it now!

This world can do without anyone!

It's not that there can't be anyone!

En!

That's it!

Work hard to write a good novel. Start from yourself!

Being yourself is the key!

Without self-awareness, you'll make a big mistake!

I need to correct myself!

I want to be a man of unyielding character!

En!

That's right, that's it!

The only thing I can do is to change myself!

To improve my self-awareness!

I won't reveal my personal information in the future!

I'm really the kind that's dispensable!

I write novels, not to increase my value, but mainly to express myself and pour out my feelings!

I'm a little, no, I'm very silly!

What I need to do is to work hard to create!

Being silly isn't scary.

What's scary is not knowing that you're silly!

En! That's right!

I need to cook. I'll make noodles for lunch today!

En! That's it!

I need to work hard to survive!

Alright, that's it!

There are too many temptations in this world!

Today's chapter hasn't been uploaded yet!

I'm very busy!

I can only upload it later!

My fingers hurt!

What I need to do is to recuperate!

Injuries, mental health, and resources!

These make up the three major difficulties of writing!

Thinking about it, I can't do it!

Get lost!

My fingers hurt!

Damn, this song is too good!

I can't wait to download the song on loop!

It's too good!

This EDM sound, just thinking about it is enough!

It's too good to listen to and irresistible!

I need to listen more!

This beat makes me want to dance!

I want to dance here!

I'll change to a song on loop!

I'm too excited to write!

I still need to work hard!

I still need to listen to something more emotional!

This is also very good!

Today's weather is good, it won't be too hot. This is also the benefit of last night's rain!

But this is not the direct reason!

I've always been a very strict person!

There must be a basis for what you say!

Damn, this is the reason why you're so stubborn!

I'm looking forward to it, I like it, I like the rhythm of this dance!

It's very dynamic!

It's a pity I don't know how to dance!

I only know how to twist and turn!

If it's enough!

It's good!

It's scary!

This is also enough. En, I need to work hard, I can't do it!

I also need to write a comedy. I've already forgotten what I want to write!

This music is also very good!

Why can I only hear such a good song now!

That's right, I'm a love-struck fool!

En, that's right!

I need to work hard!

This voice is really good!

I can't do it!

These are all goddesses!

Ah!

I like young and beautiful female singers the most!

Haha, a love-struck fool, super love-struck fool!

Hehe, I need to work hard!

En, writing is the way of the king!

I'm also old!

I want to!

I want to be a singer too!

Hehe!

I want to be an actor!

Let's dance together!

Can I?

I realized that I really have nothing to write about!

Just like this, my middle finger hurts so much that I can't bend it!

I'm drunk!

Bragging, wishful thinking!

Wishful thinking is one of my strengths!

I still need to carry it forward!

Together!

Team up!

Hehe, that's enough!

What I want to do, is it useful?

What do you think!

Just thinking about it is enough!

Dark, dark!

En, that's how it should be!

Work hard and do your best!

Listening to this song is very frustrating!

Let's listen to this song!

I've been played to death by myself!

If only I had awakened earlier!

It wouldn't be like this!

Every choice is a different life!

Each has its own excitement!

If only I could play better than myself!

But I've still been played to death by myself!

I've been played to death for five years!

If it wasn't for that, I wouldn't be writing novels here!

Actually, the biggest enemy is myself!

That's not wrong at all!

In the end, the one who's been played to death is myself!

I have nothing to say!

I don't dare to think about what kind of life my choice will lead me to!

But I'm also content, because it's useless to not be content!

It's useless!

It's only adding to my sadness!

I've never done anything right!

I didn't expect it to be a farewell forever!

This punishment is too heavy!

This is life!

It's always losing and gaining!

It's always going to be zero!

The only sad thing is my tears!

Now, I can't shed any tears!

I've already lost the ability to shed tears!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

I'm a numb person!

I don't have my own stand!

I also deserve to die!

Just like what Mr. Lu Xun said!

I'm a fatuous person!

There's no saving me!

I feel the same way!

Naturally, I feel it. I have to do something!

I can't just sit there and wait to be scolded!

I'm a thin-skinned Chinese!

I'm afraid of people scolding me!

For the so-called face, I've decided to do something!

I can't just lie in bed and wait for people to scold me!

I have to do something, so I'm here!

I feel that I'm afraid of people scolding me for having no thoughts, so I write novels!

Writing novels can also improve my self-cultivation and connotation!

So I still have to write!

Novels aren't something that anyone can write!

I can't write!

This can't be considered a novel. At most, it's an essay!

It's a one-pot kind!

In order to improve my self-cultivation and connotation, I've decided to continue writing!

If I can write, why not? I can't just sit there and wait to be scolded!

Just thinking about it makes me sad!

So I'm here again!

I realized that my goal of writing novels isn't simple!

It's very complicated!

It's a long story!

I have to continue paying attention!

Tell me what I ate today!

Bitter gourd and noodles, and I even drank Sprite!

The noodles are so salty!

It's too salty!

How can it be so salty!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I'm a beggar in the north of the city!

If you say I'm a beggar, you're squishing me!

I'm a dog in the north of the city!

I'm more familiar with the north of the city!

Yes, that's right!

I can't do it in the south of the city!

I know so and so!

I love you very much!

Really!

But my conditions aren't good enough!

My ability isn't strong either. But I still want to try!

Love is such a fascinating thing!

I can't extricate myself from it!

I finally understand what it means to fall in love!

I can't swim!

I can't swim!

I'm already 22 years old.

I still fell in love!

Other people could swim here and there!

After writing this chapter, I'll go chase my so-called love!

Love is really complicated!

I've never experienced the feeling of being liked!

Only I like others. No one likes me!

Hmph!

I want to confess!

Strike first and gain the upper hand!

Pick up the scraps later!

Yes, that's it!

Today's writing wasn't satisfactory!

It's mainly because my fingers hurt and I woke up too late!

I slept in the afternoon!

What's the point of writing a novel when I'm so lazy!

Just like what my grandma said, learning to be lazy for a day, learning to be diligent for three years!

My laziness isn't something that can be cultivated in a day or two!

It's enough!

I'm an honest person!

I'm heartless!

Thinking about it, I'm really unbearable!

I have to work harder and improve more!

I have to work hard to improve my thinking!

Work hard!

Don't be lazy, don't be pretentious!

As a student, although I'm not a member of the Communist Youth League or a party!

But I have to work hard to serve the people!

This society doesn't belong to one person!

I'm not good enough!

I should be more resolute and determined!

I have to be unafraid of difficulties!

I have to be brave to contribute and sacrifice!

I have to work hard to live!

First, I have to be myself!

Yes, that's it!

I feel that I'm very hateful!

I'm not a good person!

I have to work hard to be a person with thinking and awareness!

I have to take responsibility for my actions!

I have to be a man with iron bones!

I'm determined not to be a spineless person!

Hehe, I can tell that you're a spineless person from the way you speak!

I've had enough!

If I don't have awareness, I'll make a big mistake!

If everyone had a certain level of awareness!

Society wouldn't be like this!

But it's still okay now!

I didn't starve to death!

I'm already very grateful!

I'm someone who's easily satisfied!

I'm going to upload today's novel later!

No one is reading it!

I'm also used to it!

There's nothing I can't stand!

Just get used to it!

I've had enough of it. Every day!

It's either this pain or that pain!

Maybe I've taken too much medicine!

I don't know what's going on!

I should pay attention!

In the end, I've still been defeated by myself!

Indeed, my greatest enemy is myself!

I've still been ruined by myself!

That's my personal problem!

I'll use my story to tell everyone!

No, I'll personally experience it!

My experience is still alright. Compared to most people, it's still considered bumpy!

Of course, I'm not the outstanding kind!

I'm just a little different!

I've been to the east!

I've traveled to the east!

I've taken many trains!

That's my only pride!

I've taken it almost every year for the past few years!

I even went to Chengdu not long ago!

Yes, it's a sea of people!

I've been following a novel recently!

Although the plot is old-fashioned!

It's just like what I've read many years ago!

It's so familiar!

I can tell what's going to happen just by reading it!

That can't stop me from liking it. I still followed it. My novel doesn't seem to have anything written!

I'm just casually chatting!

Just like chatting with someone!

There's no sense of distance!

That's my advantage!

My works don't need the so-called sense of immersion!

It's more like two people who are very close to each other!

There's not much of a barrier between me and the people who read it!

That's also an advantage and a characteristic!

Yes!

I don't think that's my fault!

Why do you care!

I'm not forcing you to read it!

You can write whatever you want!

I'm a troll!

I can't change!

But I still need to sharpen myself!

That won't do!

I have to have high standards and strict requirements!