Sigh! Could it be that I'm really wrong? Damn it! Can I not ask this question? Sigh! Persevere until 10: 30! Sigh! That's more like it! I have to encourage him! I haven't been like this for a long time! Sigh! I still don't know! Such a situation! Sigh! It's really enough! How can I understand? There's nothing I can do! What do I want to do? It's really enough! Such a thing! I don't think I can do it! There's nothing I can do! What do I want to do? I still don't think so! Sigh! I really can't do it! Sigh! Such a life! Sigh! There's nothing I can do! What do I want to do? I think! That's not good in itself! I think! To do it like this! Is there no problem? Sigh! It's really enough! All kinds of things that aren't good! I think that's always bad! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! Is there no problem? Sigh! It's really enough! All kinds of things that aren't good! It can't be like this! I'll think about it myself! What's going on? Sigh! I think I'm wrong! What's wrong! Damn it! Can I not say it? I don't want to tell myself yet! I'll talk about it when I have the chance! Life is always full of regrets! Sigh! You're scaring me to death! It's fine as long as I believe it! Schizophrenia! How should I put it! A person actually exists here! Multiple personalities! Of course! Television or something! The acting is too amazing! I think! It's a little exaggerated! Indeed, I really can't do it! It can't be helped at all! What do I want! Sigh! It's really enough! All kinds of bad things! I'm sure that there's no way! There's something wrong with my brain! Sigh! It's still hard to say! Conspiracy theories! It's useless! I'll think about it carefully! Such a thing! It's really enough! What can I do? I really don't understand! The problem isn't too obvious! How can it be like this! Sigh! All kinds of bad things! It can't be helped at all! Forget it! How can I know! Sigh! It's really enough! It can't be understood! I've discovered what happiness is! Simple happiness! Only now do I know why! I'm so addicted to playing games! Because the world of games is very simple! Very pure! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! Sigh! Playing games! It can be said that! I've played for many years! Probably! At least! Also! Ten years! It definitely hasn't been that long! Sigh! I didn't expect it! Sigh! Games! Indeed! My life is very simple! Eat and sleep! Write! Play games! Sigh! If only it could be like this! Is that possible? Happy times! It's always short! It can't be helped! I think I really don't know! I realize that I'm really helpless! I still don't quite understand! I owe others too much! I can't even pay them back! Sigh! How can it be like this! I think I still don't know! I don't know what's going on! Sigh! I'll think about it carefully! Is this okay? I think I'm wrong! I'm really wrong! Sigh! I can't accept it! This kind of thing! I really don't quite understand! It can't be helped! Sigh! I'll think about it myself! Sigh! I can't do anything! Sigh! I'm really helpless! Sigh! I really can't do this! Sigh! It can't be helped! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! I still don't think so! Sigh! What's wrong with me! I have to bear it myself! I'm an only child! I can't stand it! I'm still high and mighty! But! I have to do it! It's really tiring! What's wrong! I have to do it myself! Sigh! It can't be helped! Furthermore! The most infuriating thing! My character! And the softer kind! Therefore, sometimes! The fault lies with me! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! It can't be helped! It's really enough! Sigh! What else can I do? You're such a talent! Sigh! How should I put it! Sigh! Indeed, I should understand! I have no reason to give up! What do you think? Who does? Unexpectedly! Finally! I've become such a person! I really don't quite understand! Sigh! I can't do it! Sigh! It's really enough! Indeed, I don't know either! What else can I do? It can't be helped! It can't be helped! Sigh! How can it be like this! Sigh! It's really enough! I really don't know! It can't be helped! It can't be helped! I don't have the capital! I can't afford it! Damn! Very soon! I know! I'm already 24 years old! Damn! Time! It always passes so quickly! Sigh! It can't be helped! It's a problem like this! It's hard to say! It can't be helped! Sigh! I can't accept it! It can't be helped! It can't be done like this! What am I thinking? What am I thinking? I should think about it carefully! All these things! What should I do! Sigh, it's really enough! I can't do it! It can't be helped! Sigh! I don't quite understand! How can it be like this! Sigh! Actually, it's not good in itself! Sigh! I think I still don't quite understand! It can't be helped! It can't be helped! What am I thinking? It can't be helped! Sigh! Damn! This problem! I can't handle it well! It's such a heavy responsibility! I only know now! Sigh! How can I understand! It's still not clear! It's really enough! I still don't know! Sigh! Of course! How should I put this problem! It can't be helped! There are all kinds of things that I can't do! Sigh! How should I put it! Men are animals! It's hard to say! When they lie to others! They even lie to themselves! Women lie! They even know that they're lying! How should I put it! I'm just thinking! It's just to explain the problem! Let's talk about it! It's really enough! Actually, putting everything aside! Sigh! How should I put it! It's something that I don't understand! It can't be helped! No matter who it is for! They need to live on! I realize! It's for me to live! It's very tiring! Obviously, it's for me to live! This reason isn't good enough! Of course! Most of the time! It's always like this! It can't be helped! Sigh! I can't do it! How can I be like this! Sigh! Let me think about it! It's really not good! Sigh! Alright! I don't want to complain anymore! Why! I can't change my style! Sigh! It's really enough! What is this! I really don't know! It can't be helped! Sigh! I can't do it! Now! Damn it! Do I want to die? Sigh! That's what I hate the most! I think! It's not the right time yet! The first book is so deceitful! It's so insincere! Alright! Sigh! Do you think you're not deceitful? Do you think! Are you sincere? Sigh! It can't be helped! I definitely can't do it! It's really enough! All kinds of things that I don't know! Sigh! It can't be helped! Sometimes! They understand me too well! It's also not good! How should I put it! I think I always don't know! It can't be helped! I think I really don't quite understand! Sigh! What can I do? Sigh, it's really enough! This kind of problem! I still don't know! I have to write until half past ten! Yes! Sigh! I'm sleeping now! It's quite late! Sigh! It's really enough! I don't write anymore! I won't say anymore! I still owe it! No one asked me to write! No one forced me! It's mainly because of me! Sigh! Can I give it a try? Why can't I? I want to be a writer! Sigh! I need to express myself! So! I'll start writing! Sigh! I realized! This kind of thing! How is it! There's really no other way! Sigh! I still don't know! Sigh! Damn! I still don't understand! Just at the beginning! There's only one chapter a day! I only realized it now! It's not enough for me! I realized! My life! Very short! Sigh! What I want to write! It's quite a lot! Of course! Write! Three chapters! It's not very tiring! When I'm young! Most of the time! I should suffer a little! Otherwise, when I'm old! What should I use! Bragging! Haha! Sigh! Of course! How should I put it! I only realized it now! These are all basic skills! Indeed! To be a writer! Especially a web novelist! Sigh! It's frustrating! A realistic writer! I want to do that too! Sigh! There's no chance at all! The Internet will do! My creative platform! This matter! How should I put it! There's really no other way! Sigh! What can I do! Indeed! There's no other way! Indeed! Without a platform! If I didn't have this online platform! To be a writer myself! That's impossible! Therefore! I should be thankful! How should I put it! Because there are such platforms! Let us! There's a chance! Do creative work! Of course! How should I put it! That's why I talk about my motives! It's not that simple! It's very simple! Maybe! It's just for the sake of fame! To become that person I want to be! Sigh! I need to pay a price for that! Tell me about it! I'll say it openly! I want to be! Who among the writers! My mind has gone blank! That's because I don't want to be! Sigh! What do I want! Some people say! Mental illness! I can't do that! There! I can't do that! Don't I deserve to die! Mental illness! I can't write novels! I can't write novels! Who told you that! Sigh! Damn! How long ago was that! Hearing that! It was two years ago! Haha! Sigh! I haven't communicated with my fellow patients for a long time! It's the same with or without me! I'll wait a little longer! Sigh! This kind of thing! How should I put it! If! I can hold on! I'll write for another year! I'll do it! I'll publicize it! I'll spread the positive energy! Sigh! No matter what! I'm also the representative of mental illness! How can that be enough! Sigh! This isn't what I'm after! I feel that I'm still too far away from this goal! As the representative of mental illness! This kind of thing! It's hard to say! I don't really understand it! Sigh! I'm still lacking some things! You're too materialistic! You think I don't know you! I can't let you make any mistakes! It's not the time yet! We'll talk about it when you don't feel like writing anymore! This is for you! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! You are! Digging a hole! Of course! Don't be afraid! There are some things! It's not that easy to understand! I can't despair! I can't let it go! How can I pick it up! Alright! Work hard! I think! I should be able to do better! Sigh! It's not the right time at all! Sigh! Think about it carefully! What should I do! There's no other way! It's really enough! Sigh! I can't do it! What can this be considered as? Sigh! There are all kinds of things I can't do! I haven't written much yet! Sigh! I've uploaded it! It's only two million! More or less! Sigh! Damn! I'm so close to my goal! I'm still lacking! Sigh! This problem! It's hard to say! You actually believed it! Why do you have to ask why? Actually, this isn't important at all! What do you think? Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! My problem! What should I do! What I need to do now is very simple! Let me live! There's no other way! What can I do? It's not a good time yet! Think about it carefully! There's no other way! I should also thank you! Sigh! I've really settled down quite a lot! At least! I know! Give me money! I don't have the life to spend it! Sigh! This is very important! Sigh! Let me think about it! Sigh! Damn! I feel like I can't write anymore now! Sigh! I only want to play now! I almost forgot to upload it! Sigh! I didn't expect it to be like this! All kinds of bad things! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! What can I do! I really don't know! I can't do it! There's really no other way! Sigh! I thought! All kinds of things that I don't know! There's no other way! Sigh! I think so too! I'm quite confused! I actually don't feel like writing! Of course! Write continuously! About eight thousand! That's true.