Sigh! Continue! It's really enough! I don't understand all kinds of things! Sometimes! I give up when I should! I still don't quite understand! There are things! What can I do? Sigh! I know there's really no other way! What can I do? Sigh, I definitely can't do it! It's really enough! What can I do? Sigh! Damn it! I have no other way! There are still many problems that I have to face! No one! Can help me! Sometimes! It's not a matter of whether I can help or not! There are things! I have to do it myself! Sigh! This problem! It's that simple! I can't bear the pressure! Don't do it! Sigh! How can I be like this? Although life is a scoundrel! Damn it! Friends! Ordinary people! People who can't be friends with me! Sigh! I don't want to talk about it anymore! These are all tears! I'd better be a mental patient! Sigh, I really don't quite understand! Sigh! There's no other way! How can I do it? Sigh! All kinds of bad things! There are things! They're also things that I can't face! How should I put it! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! Sigh! Indeed! I'm quite scared! I'll be surpassed by others! But! I'm just too bad! Because sometimes! It decides a person's fate! It's often not about ability! It's about attitude! Could it be that I still don't know? Sigh! I still don't realize it! You! What should I say about you! Sigh! I think I really can't understand! I'm scared! Because I know! I'm alive! It's all based on other people's expressions! Sigh! Actually, it's my life and death! It's not in my hands! Sigh! It's a little scary to think about it! It's not up to me to live! It's okay to die! Sigh! This is life! It's too shameless! There's no other way about it! There are things! I don't want to talk about it! It's good not to understand it! There's no benefit in understanding it! I'm the one suffering! Sigh! There are too many of such people! It's also an infuriating thing! No one knows! How long will I live for! My life! It's not worth much! Sigh! How should I put it! Of course! It can be said that way! My life is worthless! But to me! It's very important! You can disregard my life! But! Damn it! It's your freedom! Sigh! What am I trying to say! Sigh, I don't really understand! Sigh! How can I be like this! Sigh! What do I think! This thing! I! I really don't understand! I didn't realize it! Can't I be more sunny! Conspiracy theories every day! It's really not good! I'm living in fear! It's so painful! Sigh! Of course! How should I put it! I only have myself to blame! Sigh! What else can I say! I really don't understand! I thought! This kind of thing! It's really enough! I really don't understand! Why do I have to work so hard! Sigh! It's very simple! I don't accept my fate! Why! My ancestors have been ordinary people for generations! Why can't I work harder! Sigh! I'm like this! Is there no problem? Actually, ordinary people! There's nothing wrong with that! I'm still afraid! What do I want to do? Think about it! These problems! I think I really don't quite understand! There's no other way! Sigh! I just want to live like a person! Most of the time! I'm worse than pigs and dogs! Sigh! Damn! Say that! I think it's a little serious! What do I want to do? Have more freedom! Relax! This is the life I want! Sigh! The problem is such a life! Who doesn't want that! So! Can't I just do it properly? Sigh! How sad! Who made this mistake? Sigh! What else can I say? Sigh! Damn it! My concept! This is too harmful! I also feel that it's very scary! I'd better not say it! I've written everything! It's not good! One has to leave a way out for everything! Sigh! How should I say it! I've said everything! It's not good! Sigh! One can't be so unkind! Sigh! This is actually not the main point! Actually, this itself isn't a problem! Could it be that I still don't know? Sigh! I think I really don't understand! Real life isn't easy to come by! I can't even cry! What can I do? Sigh! The problem is more serious! What the hell is this! Sigh! This kind of thing! It's really not good! There's no way around it! I can't do it! Sigh! What can I do? Sigh! I don't think I know! Sigh! Damn it! What can I do? Sigh! I definitely don't know about it! There's no way around it! Sigh! What the hell is this! Sigh! I can't do it! Just write properly! No one has an answer for this! What do you think? No one will give it to me! That's really enough! Could it be that I still don't understand? What do I think? This kind of situation! It's really not good! I can't do it at all! Don't think I know! No one can do it! I'm scared too! What can I do? That's really enough! I don't think I can do it! There's no way around it! There's something! I don't want to say anything! Sigh! What else can I say? This is a simple problem! Sigh! I'd better not say it! I'm scared myself! Why should I say it? Actually, I can say it! Sigh! The reason is very simple! Live! Who will give in to who! Damn it! You're really messing with me! Sigh! If I say it like this! It's meaningless! Sigh! Some people! They don't even treat me as a human! What else can I say? Damn it! I can't say anything! This is someone else's freedom! Sigh! Damn it! Don't tell me I don't know! Sigh! Of course, these are the things that people do! Often what happens! It's not something that ordinary people can bear! Live! Why does it have to be so tiring? Sigh! Why does it have to be so painful? Sigh! Damn it! I don't want to talk about you anymore! Of course! I still have some things to do! Maybe it's not to save the world! It's to save myself! I've discovered it! This kind of problem! One person can't save the world at all! Sigh! Damn it! It's good enough that I can save myself! That's why sometimes! There's a problem with society! It's often not a problem with one person! It's a problem with many people! How should I put it! This kind of thing! Sigh! I'm getting more and more confused! Whose fault is this? This is something that everyone should bear! What a beautiful world! We need to work together! Some things! Indeed! One person can't do it well! This isn't a world that belongs to one person! Sigh! I still lose to myself! This is a mental illness of a person! Sometimes! There's no other way! I definitely don't want to do anything! I just lie on the bed and wait for death! This is my wish! But is this possible? In fact, this is a problem of perspective! Let me tell you my purpose! It's still for a better life for myself! This definitely won't change! Other things! It's just a problem of the method! Is there any meaning to it? What do you think! Sigh! Let those who want to live continue to live! Sigh! I still want to do something! People are too smart! Not good! Smart! It can be said to be a derogatory term! Sigh! I still prefer lunatics and fools! This term! I think I'm really crazy! Sigh! What can I do! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! And I can't do anything! Sigh! Do you think there's anyone who can do anything! Don't make such a joke in front of me! It's meaningless! Do you think those people! What can they do? Sigh! I don't mean to question! I'm just telling the truth! I'm just expressing my personal opinion! Sigh! There are indeed people! When people become scary! That's really scary! Humans are the happiest! And the most painful! And the most tragic! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! This! I'm the one who thinks so! How should I put it! I need to explain it properly! How should I put it! Sigh! Damn it! Can I not say it! Sigh! Of course, this isn't important! Sigh! Actually, I don't think so! What's so hard to say! Sometimes! Forget it! I don't know what to say anymore! Sigh! But! How should I put it! This isn't important at all! What I think! It's not important! It's mainly up to you! You're asking yourself what you want! This world! Don't believe in something too much! This is wrong in itself! Sigh! Believe in yourself! Maybe it's not the best! But it's also a good choice! But most of the time! The one who deceives yourself is yourself! Sigh! How can I understand! Sigh! Let me think about it carefully! Let this dream continue! Let it continue! Sigh! Maybe I'm just a joke! Of course! This isn't important! What do you think! Sigh! I still don't quite understand! I still have things that I want to do! I still want to be with the person that I like! Talk about an insufferably arrogant love! Sigh! Do I really want it that much! Maybe! This is what I call regret! Sigh! How can it be like this! So! I realize that I'm still dreaming! It can't be like this! Of course, there are some responsibilities that I have to bear! There's no other way! Sigh! I don't think I can do it! What can I do! There's indeed a problem! It's not up to me to decide! Girls like those in novels! In reality! It can be said that! It's impossible to find! Sigh! I can't accept it! That's how it is! But! That's reality! I can't accept it! I have to accept it! I'm tearing up just thinking about it! Why does it have to be like this! Sigh! No one will wait for anyone! And no one will make do with anyone! So! We have to be the best we can be! What do you think! Who's waiting for anyone! Such lies! I've really wanted to complain for a long time! This is really a lie! Sigh! How can I not say it! It's all tears! So! No one will wait for us at all! There is! It's something that we strive for! In that case! Feelings! It's not good! Sigh! But this is reality! So! I shouldn't believe in those things! But this is what I'm pursuing! So! Love is such a thing! It's just something to think about! Why do I have to be so stubborn! I really don't understand it! Didn't I realize it? This kind of thing! It's really enough! I think! The problem is still simpler! If you're about to die! You think! Who can save you! Sigh! On this issue! I suddenly understand a lot! Life is my own! Not anyone else's! But! I've said it before! Many times! It's not up to me to be human! Sigh! How should I say it! Sigh! How can I not say it! Because of my individualism! Sigh! It's really not good! So! We have to be more friendly! But! Live! Maybe it's just to live! Who will give way to anyone! Who the hell! Give way to me again! I don't want to say it anymore! My experience tells me! Actually, I should know that this is a very painful thing! There's no other way! Because I know why! I can't do this! Sigh! I realized it! I can only do this! Sigh! Damn it! I've always stood in my own perspective! I've said it before! No one has to live! But no one has to die! Sigh! So! I should understand this sentence well! This kind of thing! I really …