The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 38

Meeting countless of you who I didn't know!

Only then did I know how important you are to me!

You're so beautiful, yet I can't touch you!

Blame me for not being wholehearted, just for a moment of your beauty!

Forgive me for being so shallow!

I can't be with you for a lifetime!

Time is fleeting, and I'm just a passerby!

You'll never guess which corner I'll be in!

Just like how I don't know you're there!

I want to stack up my longing for you!

Put it in my wallet!

I'm always alone!

That's the reality!

I can't bear it!

I don't know where you'll go!

The world is so big!

And I'm so insignificant!

Indeed!

I'm just a dispensable character!

I can't deny that!

I'm already old!

What should I do!

I don't want to grow old like this!

My dream hasn't come true!

The air, the sun, the sky, and the earth all get along harmoniously!

There are too many things to do!

This is a problem!

This is something I have to face!

I realized that in front of reality!

I'm still powerless!

Maybe my mentality hasn't changed yet!

This world!

It's just too exciting!

But why is it moving forward!

Why is the wind blowing!

Could it be that I'm living for the sake of living!

Living for the sake of living is really sad!

I need to live!

If I want to live, I need to live with a tone!

Of course, I don't have a tone!

Otherwise, I wouldn't be so sad!

It's not good for me to say that!

I want to ask the whole world, why do I want to live!

What am I here for, where am I going?!

No one has ever told me this!

That's the direction of the heart!

I don't know why I'm doing this!

It's just fighting for the right to live!

My fate is no longer in my hands!

I only realized it now!

I can change the process!

But I can't change the ending!

This is my sorrow!

This is a problem!

Birth, old age, sickness, and death!

I have to face it!

I'm not afraid of death!

I'm afraid of living in pain!

If I die, the world won't be peaceful!

It won't develop for the better!

I can't change the world!

I can only change myself!

I said I want to save the world!

But I can't even take care of myself!

Some people say that my writing is like an essay!

It's the same whether it's popular or not!

Life doesn't go according to plan!

Everything goes according to plan!

Then there's no need to live!

It's not that I don't want to be popular!

I'm trying to change!

If I want to be popular, I need to be popular!

I'm always afraid of something!

This place is big!

I want to see it!

There are so many places I've never been!

I'm '' '' ''

I want to be strong ''

'' '''ve heard!

There were two kinds of people who wanted to become strong!

'are the weak'!'s people

'are the''s't't

't '''t't't't

Who't't want to

Raise't '

Be a '' person's'!

Live with an emphasis!

'' I'm living a lowly life!

'' Cause I have the urge to die all day long!

'' My novel's' been updated for almost twenty days!

'' Yang Yang's' have also written hundreds of thousands of words!

'' Of course, I didn't upload that much!

'' My novel's' main content is about my life!

'' Bout ideals', bout life!

'' I was young once!

'' I was cute once!

'' But that's all in the past!

'' Bout to write about my ideals!

'' Bout my life!

'' And my realization!

'' Bout to be an exercise book!

'' Bout to be my first novel!

'' Bout to have experience in writing!

'' Bout to be honest, I've put in a lot of effort into this!

'' Bout to be honest, I've put in a lot of effort into the first novel!

'' Bout to be honest, the purpose of this novel is to practice my writing!

'' Bout to be honest, I'm still not good at writing!

'' Bout to work harder!

'' I don't think any realization is useful!

'' Bout to rely on oneself to realize!

'' Bout to be different for everyone!

'' Bout to be different for each person!

'' Bout to be too abstruse!

'' Bout to be sure!

'' Bout to be useful!

'' Bout to become a pile of famous writers!

'Bout to be different for each person!

'Bout to realize!

'When's' Bout to realize it!

's' Bout 'Bout to finish!

The current me is far from enough!

I really like writing novels!

But I don't want to write novels!

It has become a burden in my mind!

I can't stand the pressure!

They might as well not be popular at all!

This was a problem!

I need to face it!

I have to write with my heart!

I shouldn't care about anything else!

If you don't have a source of income, go find a job!

Don't blindly shout!

I'm also very scared!

I'm afraid I can't do it well!

My thoughts are very negative!

Sometimes, he really wanted to give up!

My dream is to be a CEO!

These were his heartfelt words!

But when I thought about it, there's nothing good about it!

No freedom!

He could go bankrupt at any time!

I still prefer the feeling of being a freelance writer!

Money can't buy everything!

This is why I like to write novels!

Novel, his own novel!

You can't buy it no matter how much money you spend!

That was really pure!

He suddenly wanted to look up at the starry sky!

I want to see what's in the sky!

As a weakling, he should live well!

This in itself was very encouraging!

I can't control the situation!

But I can control myself!

Just like how this game of chess was always a game of chess!

Humans will always be humans!

I've said before how to write novels!

That was to recall, recall, and recall!

Think, think, and think!

This was also my theory!

Of course, it was the conclusion at that time!

You know!

Late autumn of 2011!

I also wanted to be a good person!

He paused for a moment!

I was fighting monsters just now!

Of course, playing games must not affect my writing!

Didn't that affect me!

The wind was blowing!

Did you see me?

I miss your sweet smile!

There's a kind of love called letting go!

I'm not good enough, I can't give you everything!

Let go of your love!

Change is needed!

I want to write, don't stop me!

What's so good about that!

It's enough just thinking about it!

Will you die if you don't say this!

Today's update was not good!

Busy all morning!

Sleeping in the afternoon!

Too lazy!

Can't remember!

Let's do it again!

En!

My pen is ready, get ready for your heartbeat!

I plan to write a different one!

If only the title was from the first movie!

Now, with the new one!

There are so many titles!

That's right, I'm a clickbait!

I don't care if it's important or not!

Let's forget about those boring channels!

Hehe!

Yesterday, I saw that someone started writing novels at the age of 14!

While I was systematically reading novels!

I was also 16!

I was already 22 when I wrote it!

I can't compare!

I've read it before, Ghost Blows Out the Light!

It's very good!

I even read some of it!

That kind of horror!

There's also a sci-fi one!

At that time, I thought that the novel was real!

I've also read that female dormitory chapter!

I don't have any representative works!

This is my first one!

But I still have to continue writing!

En, that's it!

I have to continue working hard!

There's no dance in this chapter!

I'm also strange!

I really like someone's work!

He wrote it very well!

However, I feel that I should inherit the classics!

Create a better novel!

I think that's it!

I also want to continue this effort!

My beautiful senior has to write it!

Make a preview!

I have to persevere!

I don't know how long I can persevere!

The plan is for three years!

This book will take three years to write!

To write a novel on a whim is also a happy thing in life!

Although it's very restrictive!

It's still okay!

Not everyone who writes novels wants to become a famous author!

I can't even get past this stage!

What's the point of writing a novel!

I haven't passed it yet!

This stage has infinite monsters and can't be killed. I can only defend!

I can only be stuck!

In this world!

It's enough!

I should continue working hard!

This chapter doesn't even have a so-and-so I Like You!

That's strange!

Nothing is necessary!

The computer is almost out of battery!

I haven't even finished this chapter!

I've already gotten used to writing about 3,000 words!

I feel that it's still not enough!

It's too little!

I should add more!

It might be very difficult!

I'm not a full-time writer!

This is a huge change!

Some people use a small dark room!

I don't need it. I can take care of myself!

I couldn't do it in the past either!

I need to change day by day!

Listening to songs is great!

A small dark room can only treat the symptoms!

No wonder I'm in such a good state!

I've only written two-thirds of it!

I was wondering!

It's impossible for me to be so fast!

It's really dark!

If I'm in a good state, I have to write more!

If I'm in a bad state, I can recover!

En!

That's it!

I have to type furiously!

I can't give up!

At least I can't give up easily!

Anyone can give up!

I should work harder!

That's it. I haven't written for a long time. I don't even know how to write!

Did I allow you to do that?

En, I should work harder!

Hehe!

That's it!

It's still the same sentence.

I want to be here, singing and dancing!

It can't be like this!

In this prosperous society!

There's a fickle me!

This is plagiarism!

There's a reason for my fickleness!

En!

That's it!

I can't be like Yaya anymore!

There are still many works waiting for me to write!

I want to be here dancing!

En, I have to work hard and work hard!

I don't want my computer to be lousy!

I have unlimited energy!

In the past, I didn't have a cell phone. I was envious of others who had a cell phone!

I was drooling when I looked at other people's laptops!

Now I have everything!

I haven't done anything!

I've only written novels!

I like it the most!

Writing novels!

I have a girlfriend!

I can't write!

Only a single dog like me would work hard to write novels!

You're misusing words again!

This can't do!

His heart was filled with joy!

Happiness brings misfortune, happiness brings misfortune!

No, it's starvation!

I am in trouble and starving at the same time!

I've had enough!

This voice is very good!

I have to get busy after writing this chapter!

En, yes!

I have to speed up!

Sprint!

Flying Kick!

Unique skill, Flying Kick!

The attacking power of Flying Kick is unlimited!

Hehe!

What a classy and cool skill!

En, that's it!

I want to drink mineral water!

I've had enough!

Haha!

It's very popular!

It's everywhere, haha!

What the hell is haha!

My computer is almost out of battery!

The sky is dark!

I can't see!

How can this be!

I want to sing!

Hehe!

Waiter, did you make a mistake!?

Guess what song this is!

I want to run towards you!

Right at this moment!

The world, I'm coming!

Even if I'm wrong, I'm wrong!

Just

do

What does it mean!

I have to think about it for a while!

There's a story to this, I'll leave it for next time!

Competing with me in math!

You're still far from it!

Although I'm only at the level of Year 1!

I can crush you!

I like the feeling of competing with each other!

But I went to Normal High School, I'm still far from you!

I miss the feeling of competing with each other!

I want to be a top student!

I still have to work hard!

I'm very talented in my studies!

Especially in the sciences!

Now I'm forced to make a living!

I have no choice!

This is not an excuse!

Don't find excuses for yourself!

I like the feeling of getting first place back then!

To be honest!

I haven't gotten first place in a long time!

I'm waiting for money for the new year!

I can't see the keyboard!

I'm almost done writing, I won't write anymore!

I believe I can write well!

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