The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 39

That's enough!

Taking things too hard!

Well, that's where you're wrong!

I have nothing to say!

What else do I have to say!

I had a dream last night!

I dreamt that I was bitten by a ghost!

Well, that's enough!

How can I pass this!

This is a problem!

There's still room for improvement!

That's right!

This is a personal problem for me!

I've already uploaded all my old manuscripts!

I'm still writing new manuscripts!

That's not enough!

Including this chapter, there's a total of 13 chapters!

I've saved up a whole week's worth of manuscripts!

Of course, this is still far from enough!

I have to work hard!

I'm still far from it!

I have to work harder!

That's it!

That's not enough!

That's what I said!

That's not enough!

My beautiful editor!

Wearing a 15-year-old's vest!

Using an older sister's accent!

That's enough!

That's how I am!

Hehe!

That's enough!

What does it have to do with me!

This is an era with a lot of bad people!

I have to say!

That's enough!

I'm not a good person either!

I've had enough!

A failure!

Give me a good chance to be a bad person!

I can't be bad even if I want to!

I won't die in silence anymore!

I'll be a pervert in silence!

And I'm in between the two!

Damn pervert!

I feel very repressed!

I can't take it!

I can't be a man of steel!

I can't endure!

I can't hold anything in my head!

That's enough!

The road ahead is still very long!

It will be even more difficult!

I need to face the challenge!

I'm not afraid of sacrifice!

Alright, today's theme!

Today is the 20th day of my novel's upload!

When you see this chapter, I've already uploaded it for a month!

This is a stockpile of manuscripts!

There's no skill in stockpiling them!

So troublesome!

I can't stay calm!

I'm writing with an uneasy mind!

Well, that's enough!

I don't want to bring that uneasy feeling into the novel!

I just want to write the novel in peace!

I'm always very restless!

The so-called game is just going around in other people's world!

That's enough!

I can't deny that!

It's also something I dislike!

Hehe!

That's nothing!

You're too naive, too stupid!

I don't want to say anything!

That's your fault!

I still have to find a job!

At most, I can make a living!

Just thinking about it!

Who isn't making a living!

No one is an exception!

Of course, that's what I think!

I remember I've said!

Being stupid isn't scary!

Not knowing your own stupidity is scary!

And I'm a very scary person!

I have nothing to explain!

I'm just lying to myself!

I can't kill my own hope!

I can't do it!

Forgive me!

I can't control myself!

I don't want to explain anything because there's no explanation!

This is a problem!

Who doesn't have hope!

Actually, I'm more desperate!

The problem of a partner hasn't been solved!

Where's the promised love!

I can't face reality!

But reality is like this!

What's the use of being a scoundrel!

No matter how I struggle, I can't get rid of it!

Today is a very busy day!

Finish this chapter!

I'll play games for a while!

I'm going to cook!

Time is tight!

I don't know if I can!

I don't think so!

What's so good about this!

It's still not fast enough!

I've already stopped listening to music!

I still need to work hard!

Well!

That's it!

It's 8: 30 now. I can write until 9: 30. I'll strive to write well!

Work hard!

Some people say that my novel is like an essay or a diary!

But I like this style!

Not everyone can do it!

Not just anyone could write a novel!

Otherwise, there would be hundreds of millions of novels!

Others can only like it if you like it!

This is what I firmly believe!

Although no one reads my novel!

This was also within his expectations!

No one reads it doesn't mean I can't write!

On the contrary, whether I write or not, it's up to me!

I can finally make the decision!

It's not easy to get!

No way!

I'll write as I wish!

I've probably written a third of it!

That's how it should be!

I don't think there's anything to say!

I'm not writing what others like!

I'm writing it for myself!

Read it or not!

Don't like it!

Won't read it!

I'm not forcing it!

It's time to work harder. There's less than an hour left!

I should strive for more time!

Strive for before 9: 30!

Write well!

Let's talk about the recent situation!

The house will be repaired in a month!

My mission is still very important!

I have no choice but to survive!

I have to survive!

I have no choice but to do this!

I don't want to go to work at all!

I only want to play!

I can only lie to myself!

Lying to myself is my skill!

It can't be broken!

It has an automatic repair function!

What I need to do is to work hard to adjust my condition!

Work hard to fight for it!

Although I can't do it because I like it!

I can't do it because I like it!

But I still need to work hard!

I can't just sit and wait to starve to death!

Don't think that anyone can live without worries!

This is a problem!

Anyway, I can't do it!

I only want to eat my fill!

But this society can't let me do that!

I can't live past Tao Yuanming!

That kind of life!

As the saying goes, a great hermit lives in the city!

I really don't understand!

The pace of life is speeding up now!

Material desires are rampant!

Is this what we want?

Anyway, I don't want such a life!

I still want to be like Mr. Wu Liu!

But I can't!

I have no choice!

So!

It doesn't matter!

I can't do anything about this society either!

I don't like such a world!

What's the use!

This is a problem!

A problem of survival!

I only want to live the life of a farmer!

It doesn't matter if I get married or not!

I don't care!

I can't stand this pressure!

There might be more problems in the future!

I have a premonition!

Actually, the problem has already appeared!

I also feel uncomfortable when I think about it!

I think I should work hard!

The education I've received!

It's the so-called thinking of great men!

Let's not talk about Confucius and Mencius, at least they're like Tao Yuanming!

I'm also deeply ingrained on this point!

Idealization of thinking!

It's a nerd like me!

The most obvious characteristic!

I have nothing to argue about!

Do you think this world is the same as what's written in the books!

Our education!

We should keep up with the times!

Especially literature!

Is it useful to read some famous books every day?

Look at what I've read!

I hate myself!

This is my personal problem!

It's still an education problem!

I don't want to talk about this!

Because it's useless!

It's better to blame myself than to blame others!

It's useless to blame this and that!

I'm considered useless!

Maybe a super nerd like me is only a minority!

I've never seen anyone who's stupid!

I have nothing to say!

They'll call me a bastard again!

This is a problem!

I feel that I'm naive and stupid!

I'm a stupid dog!

I hate myself!

I hate myself!

I hate this and that!

It's useless!

It has nothing to do with anything!

If I want to blame someone, I can only blame myself for not being smart enough!

Not being smart enough!

Society's problems are all personal problems!

What I need to do is to change myself!

I won't be easily bullied!

At least not in my works!

This is a piece of paradise for me!

It's a paradise!

A good place where I can grow to my heart's content!

Although it's overgrown with weeds!

It's fertile enough!

Otherwise, how can I grow weeds!

I have the urge to beat myself to death time and time again!

I hate my incompetence!

I hate my weakness!

I hate my worldliness!

I hate that I don't have a life!

Tone!

My biggest dream is to live with a good accent!

I can't be too worldly!

This is a problem!

When others are wrong, do you follow in their footsteps?

This is my personal problem!

I hope it's like this!

I hope that I'm the world's greatest sinner!

Put all the blame on me!

Send me to hell!

This is too direct!

Other writers wouldn't say this!

Of course, there are also writers like me!

Your mistake is my sin! "

It's all my fault!

It's all my fault for being weak!

It's all my fault!

It's all my fault!

It's all my fault!

You're never wrong!

It's only me who's wrong!

I've had enough!

I'm a meddlesome person!

Please forgive me!

I'm so pretentious!

I can't be too cold to the world!

This has to do with my personality!

And the education I've received!

It's seriously inconsistent!

I can't do it!

Of course, I'm a freak!

I'm just lying to myself!

It's useless to say more!

This is the most hateful thing. I even have to lie to myself!

It's enough!

This is also very sad!

I can't help but lie to myself!

Because I'm too weak!

I still need to further train my thinking!

I need to be prepared to face the challenges!

Luckily, it's a peaceful era now!

Actually, it's nothing!

It's just a personal problem!

I only have the ability to be a tyrant at home!

These are all personal problems!

If everyone can do it well!

Will there be a war?

A personal problem is quite serious!

This is a big problem!

If it's not handled well, I'll have to stay!

A big hidden danger!

This is a problem!

Maybe it's because our thinking is different!

The idea that everyone is equal!

It's already deep in my brain!

This bookworm didn't stay for nothing!

At least I believe in the good things!

What obeying orders!

I don't agree!

That's a problem!

Everyone has to have their own point of view!

Didn't they agree that everyone was equal?

And obey orders!

That's enough!

This is just a show!

Who are you acting for!

Do you think you're fighting aliens!

I've been brainwashed enough!

A personal problem is a big problem!

It can't be because of a few people's wrong thinking!

It affects the overall situation!

I can't bend over for so-called capital!

This is just a game!

It's also a show!

The acting is so wonderful. There's no loophole at all!

I can't change the world!

But I can change myself!

What does it have to do with me!

I've had enough!

Maybe this isn't a problem I should be thinking about!

This is a very mysterious thing!

I have nothing to say!

I hope there won't be a successor!

That's a very painful thing!

This is also hope!

Hope is always good!

There's nothing bad about having hope!

That's right!

That's it!

300 more words!

10 minutes!

I was struggling just now!

I couldn't keep up with my typing speed!

Sigh, today's mission has come to an end!

Hmph!

No way!

I didn't think so much!

I just wrote what I wanted to write!

Yes, that's right!

That's it!

That's right!

I have nothing to look forward to!

As long as I can write novels!

Novels are my best companion!

Although it's silent!

But I have to portray it with my heart!

Only then will it be colorful!

I'm about to reach a month!

Just one more month!

I'll write a commemorative chapter!

Commemorative!

I've broken it!

My own flop record!

I don't know how long I wrote that time!

February!

I wrote until May!

I don't know how long this time!

The plan is for three years!

Yes, that's right!

That's it!

I've been writing for almost a month this time!

Of course, there's no serialization!

I'll stick to serialization!

There's a time record for serialization!

And it's counting the time of serialization!

There won't be too many discrepancies!

I'm far from enough!

I still need to work harder!

This is not enough!

I still need to find a job!

What a headache!

I can only find one myself!

Dad and Mom!

They won't find one!

They can't find one either!

I can only rely on myself!

There's no other way!

It was my first job, and my dad only went with me!

The second job, I found it myself!

It's tough!

Let me be proud of myself!

Yes, yes!

It's nothing!

Eating and sleeping, that's all!