I'm always being held back by reality! Sigh! My mood is too impetuous! That's not good either! Sigh, I think so! Hearing a song will make my heart ache! I will feel uneasy! I will feel very, very painful! Sigh! I don't want to listen to it! What kind of state is that! I can't even bear to listen to the song anymore! Damn it! It's really enough! Sigh! Like this! I don't know! Sigh! It's really enough! How I feel! Sigh, I've been troubled a lot! I actually don't know myself! Is this really okay? Sigh, I think so! This matter is a little serious! How I feel! I don't understand! Is this really okay? What I think so! Sigh! Don't I understand myself! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, I don't understand at all! Sigh! Let's just forget about this! Sigh! It's too unbearable! These problems! I don't understand myself at all! There are some things! It's quite complicated! Sigh, of course, is this very important! How I want to write it! How I want to write it! It's just that simple! My work! I said it! Let's just forget about it! How I feel! Sigh, it's meaningless! How I feel! Sigh, even I can't do it! Don't I know myself! Sigh, it's really enough! I don't know! Sigh! Let's just forget about this! What I think so! Sigh! Do I understand? This matter doesn't feel good! Sigh! What about my life! Sigh! I don't know! Sigh, I think I'm really disappointed! Sigh! How sad! Is this really okay? Sigh! Forget it! I don't know myself! How I feel! Sigh! Let's just forget about this! Sigh, what I think so! Is this really okay? Sigh, I don't understand at all! Is this really okay? How I feel! This is a good question! Don't I know myself! I really don't understand! It's too difficult! How I feel! Sigh! It's a serious question! Sigh! How I feel! Sigh, it's not easy! How I feel! It's too serious! This question! Sigh, I don't know about this! Let's just forget about this! Sigh! I don't understand! Is this really okay? Sigh, I don't understand at all! Sigh! I didn't expect this! Sigh, forget about this! Sigh, I don't know at all! Sigh! Is this really okay? Sigh, it's too painful! How I feel! Sigh, it's so serious! This question! It's really enough! Sigh, I don't understand! Sigh! It seems! This matter is a bit serious! Writing in the morning! It's not good either! It's not just hunger! Furthermore! It's also sleepy! Sigh, it seems! Composing time! I have to grasp it! How I feel! Sigh! There's actually such a problem! Damn! Can I not accept it? It seems that I'm just a good-for-nothing! Sigh! This is not a problem! How I feel! Sigh! Is this important? I don't know myself! Is this really okay? I thought so! It's too scary! This matter! How I feel! Actually, this question! It's even scarier than I thought! How I feel! Sigh, is this really important? Sigh, forget it! These questions! It's really enough! How I feel! I don't know! Is this a good thing? Sigh! It's also considered a problem! Sigh, I don't know! This matter is too serious! Sigh! I don't know! How I feel! Sigh, I don't know! How I feel! Sigh! It's meaningless! How I feel! It's not serious! This matter! It's really enough! Sigh! It's a problem! This matter! It's too serious! I don't know! Sigh, forget it! These questions! It's really enough! Do you think I don't know! Sigh! Forget it! These questions! Sigh! It's not really a problem! How I feel! Sigh, it's too serious! These things! I don't think I understand either! Just thinking about it makes me frustrated! Can I put in more effort? It looks like I have to adjust my writing time! I don't have any feelings when I write during the day! Damn! Sigh! I better be more careful! I'm hungry in the morning! I'm still hungry at night! I might not be hungry at night! Sigh! I feel so sleepy! Sigh, is this really a good thing? Sigh, this is too confusing! This question! Do I not know! Is this really a good thing? Sigh! Forget it! This is something I don't know! Sigh! It's too painful! This problem! Is this really a good thing? Sigh, this is a serious problem! Sigh! What about feelings! Sigh! Feelings are feelings that I can't feel! Sigh, how many times have I said this! Don't fall into it! Sigh! This kind of situation! It's very dangerous! It's not just muddling through! Grasp this well! Sigh! It's too painful! These things! Is this really a good thing? I don't think I know either! Sigh, it's too unbearable! Is this really a good thing? Sigh! I don't know at all! I thought it was! Sigh, it's like this! Sigh, it's too difficult! Anyway, the problem is very serious! Now I sleep until 3 o'clock! I'll wake up naturally at around 3 o'clock! Damn! Late at night! I don't set the alarm clock! I definitely won't be able to get up! Damn! Sigh! I'm someone who can sleep while lying down! Sigh! Hur hur! Is this really a good thing? Sigh, forget it! This problem! It's so serious! I feel it myself! I still don't understand! Sigh, am I afraid? I should indeed adjust it! My own feelings! Sigh, this is indeed a problem! It's not easy to deal with! It's easy to say! It's indeed easy! I should be happy! I didn't sleep until 6 o'clock! That's already pretty good! Of course, this is nonsense! Alright, goodbye! Sigh! I'll make up for it tonight!