Calm down! Actually, I still don't understand my own problem! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, what do I think! Oh, all kinds of sorrowful looks! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! I don't feel it! Oh, how terrible it is! Let me think about it! Oh, how sad it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, what is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, think about it! Oh, how sad it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, how painful it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how sad it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, how sad it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how terrible it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how terrible it is! Oh, how can it be like this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how terrible it is! Oh, how can I not understand it! Oh, how I don't understand it! Oh, how terrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how sad it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how sad it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how terrible it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, what is this! Oh, how sad it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! I don't understand it! Love is such a thing! It can only be encountered and not sought! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! What is my own feeling! Oh, how horrible it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, I don't understand it! How can it be like this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how horrible it is! I don't understand it! Oh, how painful it is! What is this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how can it be like this! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is!

Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Some things cannot be chosen! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! What is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Sigh, some things can't be pure! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how serious it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Forget about that! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh, how painful it is! Oh!