Sigh, I still can't understand it! Why don't I understand it! Sigh, how painful it is! How I feel! How terrible it is! Do I not understand it! Sigh, calm down! Sigh, how painful it is! What I think! Sigh, how terrible it is! What can I know! Sigh, how painful it is! Sigh, how can it be like this! Sigh, how terrible it is! How painful it is! Sigh, how insatiable it is! Don't I know it! Sigh, how painful it is! What I think! Sigh, how terrible it is! Why don't I understand it! Sigh, how painful it is! What is this! Sigh, how sad it is! How painful it is! What is this! Sigh, how terrible it is! I don't feel it! Sigh, how sad it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how painful it is! What I think! Sigh, how terrible it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how terrible it is! What is this! What is this! What is this! How terrible it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how painful it is! Let me think about it carefully! Forget about it! Sigh, how terrible it is! Sigh, how terrible it is! Sigh, how painful it is! What I think! Sigh, how sad it is! What I think! How painful it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how terrible it is! What I think! Sigh! What a sad thing! Let me think about it carefully! Sigh, how terrible it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how painful it is! Sigh, how can it be like this! The evils we bring upon ourselves are the hardest to bear! The pit we dig ourselves has to jump into! Sigh, how terrible it is! What I think! How painful it is! Sigh, how can it be like this! Sigh, how terrible it is! What is this! Sigh, how painful it is! Sigh, how I don't understand it! Sigh, how terrible it is! What I think! Sigh, there is no other way! What can I do! Sigh, how terrible it is! What I think! Sigh, how painful it is! Don't I understand it! Sigh, how terrible it is! What I think! How painful it is! What is this! Sigh!