The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 45

I'll only write one chapter today!

I'm human too. I need to rest too!

I can't rush writing a novel!

I'm just saying!

It's time to rest!

The intensity of 6,000 words a day is indeed a little too much!

It's a little too much!

I still have to work hard to adapt to it!

I'll just write one chapter a day!

That's it!

I need to ensure that I'm writing one chapter a day!

But that's for the future!

It's really hard to say!

It's already 10 PM!

I can only write one chapter!

I can't do this when I'm at work!

I'll see if I have a break!

I can relax a little if I have a break!

Yes, that's it!

I'm so unbearable!

I'm so weak!

Can you accept that?

Anyway, I just want to know if I can!

This is who I am. I have to take it step by step!

Today!

It's Saturday ~ I still have to persevere!

I can't have a break!

Your sister!

No one's reading it. What am I writing for!

This is a problem of attitude!

Yesterday!

I had a dream!

I dreamt of what I was doing!

I can't remember!

I really can't remember!

I wanted to talk about it!

But I forgot again!

I once read a short horror novel in school!

One of the chapters was about it!

A girl found out!

She only found out when she got up to go to the toilet!

She had to leave her bunk!

Only her skin was left!

On her face!

I can't say that she's shameless!

I can only say that she's shameless!

No!

She's just an empty shell!

I thought I was dreaming!

I often encounter this kind of thing!

I've also heard about the rumors in school!

I originally thought that it was just made up by some bored people!

So!

I can't believe it!

It's actually true!

What should I do!

I really want to turn on the light!

I heard that this thing is afraid of light!

I took out my phone and turned on the flashlight!

It shone towards my lower bunk's face!

Suddenly!

His featureless face twitched!

I couldn't scream even if I wanted to!

Then it shook!

Da da!

Da da!

The sound was very loud!

My heartbeat could be heard!

Even!

It was scary enough!

I thought it was just a dream!

A boring dream!

I'll wake up in a while!

What are you doing!

This voice is very familiar!

It's sweet!

It's from my lower bunk!

My lower bunk is an art student!

Sharing a dorm room with us science students!

Because there's only one female dorm!

There are only so many bunks!

There's no lack of mixed dorms!

That's naturally!

What!

Why turn on the flashlight!

I get up to go to the toilet

Oh!

Oh, then go!

I go!!!

I subconsciously answered her!

She also asked me with concern from my lower bunk!

I'm quite familiar with her!

She's an art student!

There's not much pressure to study!

She can at least be an art soldier!

We study literature!

It's hard work but not good!

If an art student does well, then they're not artists!

They're the kind that's passed down through the ages!

Just like many works now!

They're all passed down!

We study literature!

It's impossible for there to be a scientist, a great writer, or anything like that!

So many people can't do it!

What's more, we're a third-rate school!

I often think this way!

Some things can't be denied that it's impossible!

I can only think about it!

I!

Haven't come back to my senses!

This doesn't seem like a dream!

It seems like everything just now!

It's all real!

Maybe I didn't see it clearly!

I often see things wrongly!

Forget it, it's better not to talk about this kind of thing!

Otherwise, how would others see it!

We believe in science!

But there are some things that science can't do!

There's only one airplane now!

Humans can't even leave the solar system!

There are many things that can't be explained!

I often think that even a small place like the solar system can't leave!

It's also considered science!

Those who have studied geography know this!

This is just a theory!

Although it's applicable to us!

But there's always an exception!

I don't believe it!

All worlds are the same!

I'll go open the toilet door!

I turned on the light!

It's the toilet light!

Our school's dormitory has a separate bathroom!

I only washed my hands!

I used my towel to wash my face!

Maybe it's because I've been under too much pressure recently!

I'm busy with midterm exams!

It'll be the National Day holiday in a few days!

There'll be a monthly exam when I come back!

This is my first exam since high school!

It should be taken seriously!

After washing my face!

I acted like nothing happened!

I climbed onto the top bunk and went to sleep!

The next day, I went to class as usual and acted as if nothing happened!

Although I'm not independent enough!

I already know how to do all kinds of housework!

I'm 16 years old!

My parents work in the same factory!

We live in the factory and don't rent a house!

This school isn't far from my house!

It's a distance of 2 kilometers!

I usually walk back home!

Anyway, that's how it is!

I'm Yu Jialin!

I'm from Sha Gao!

I'm a student of the 2009 class!

My looks are average!

There's no good boy who pursues me!

I suddenly spat out a mouthful of blood!

How did I become a girl!

That's enough!

Girls are good enough for boys to look at!

It's best if I change my identity and angle!

It's too old-fashioned!

Modern!

If!

It'll be good if I can continue writing!

But I can't continue writing!

I can't take it!

I see a yellow kitten!

It's looking at the pond!

It's not blinking!

It's like a big tiger that has found its prey!

It's dignified!

It's lowering its head!

It looks like it's about to make a move!

But when it turns its head, it lies down and licks its fur!

Maybe it's waiting too anxiously!

Yes, that's it!

I'll try to finish this chapter by this morning!

I'll relax in the afternoon!

It looks like it's impossible!

I haven't written much yet!

There are people everywhere in the fields opposite!

They're plowing the fields!

They're preparing to plant rice!

The water in the river!

Slowly!

It feels like it's going to overflow!

There's water everywhere on the road!

On the road across the river!

I'm not so lucky!

I want to dance here!

Yes, that's right!

I need a lot of effort!

I'll continue like this!

I have to do it step by step!

It's already 10: 45!

I can't write for much longer!

I need to get busy!

I still can't do it!

Look at the cat scratching the tree!

I want it again!

I'm drooling!

There are people everywhere in the fields!

They're doing everything!

I even see a tricycle!

Haha, I'm sketching!

I just can't see a girl!

I'll definitely run over there!

But that's just talk!

The first half is just drooling!

The second half is about crusading!

I can't do it! This is wrong!

Who says this is wrong!

What's wrong!

It's wrong to begin with!

That's enough for you!

You don't even reflect on yourself!

I'm drunk!

I don't even have a cover yet!

I need to apply for it!

But I can't get on the forums!

I don't have a cover!

How can I!

I've decided!

I'll give you 5 million Heaven and Earth Cherry Blossoms!

I said it wrong!

It's Heaven and Earth Bank!

That's another good item name!

Heaven and Earth Cherry Blossoms!

Why don't there's a watermelon on the ground!

And a water lotus!

That's enough!

I'm messing around again!

I was thinking of switching to horror!

My latest update is suitable for horror!

That might become popular!

I'm sorry to tell you!

You've been possessed by me!

When did this happen!

Why didn't I know!

You're bragging!

You didn't see me talking to you!

But I can't see you!

I want to control you!

Control me!

Whatever!

Do as you please!

How did I meet a host like you!

Why don't you struggle!

Because I know it's useless!

The more you struggle!

The stronger I am!

Until your consciousness fades!

It's scary just thinking about it!

My soul!

It's been devoured!

So scary!

I'm being controlled!

I feel terrible!

I want to cry!

That's right!

I feel like I'm having a seizure!

I'm in a daze!

And a big 1200!

Dance right here!

Get high together!

I think that's enough!

I still need to do it properly!

That's enough!

I'm going to bite you!

You silly dog!

You won't let me write a novel!

Hurry up and let me write!

You can't write anymore, lala!

Your sister, that's enough!

I can't take it anymore!

I've fallen into it myself!

I can't control myself!

I've written enough up to this point!

I can't write anything here!

I have to write singing and dancing too!

I'll wash my hair later!

I'll wash it in the pond!

I'll have dandruff all over my head!

I still need 1000 words!

I have to make the final attack!

Lala!

I've worked hard enough!

Ahhh!

I can't torture myself like this!

I'll write in the afternoon!

What's wrong with me today!

I'm unusually tired today!

It looks like I'm going to flop!

I can't believe it!

But that's reality!

I can't accept this reality!

I have to struggle!

I can't just sit around and wait for it to flop!

Even if I want to flop, I have to flop in style!

This is my work!

I've been too tired from playing games these past few days!

That's enough!

I have to give up more!

I have to play less!

Playing games affects the game!

I can't let go!

So I don't have the energy to write a novel!

My beautiful editor!

That's enough!

I still have work to do later!

Games harm people!

I still have to do other things!

I'm a little addicted to games!

I'm really annoyed!

I have to recover my energy later!

I mainly play three games!

They're all word-based games!

I also want to make a word-based game myself!

But I don't dare to pay for it!

I can't take it back if I do!

I don't know when word-based games will become extinct!

I still like word-based games!

Although it requires a lot of traffic!

But after playing for so many years, I still like it!

It's a classic!

I remember saying it before!

A game is a game in someone else's world!

Spinning!

That's how it is!

I've spent a lot of money playing games!

I can't avoid topping up!

I regret it a little!

I do regret it!

There's no need to spend money!

Games are for fun!

It's not something that can be bought with money!

It's enough just thinking about it!

I want to be a game designer!

I want to make a different game!

A game is still a game!

There's nothing different about it!

I'll write a game designer in the future!

I'll write on it!

It's possible!

I'll write a few more!

I'll write the plot and all that!

I might not be able to write it!

I've even planned to write a novel about online games!

But it seems like that's far away!

But I'll plan it first!

Online games!

I'll write it!

A sudden surge of energy burned in my heart!

Is this the recovery of my energy?

Playing games is too tiring!

It's too tiring!

I need to rest well!

Dance together!

That's how it should be!

I'll wait!

I can't say it!

That's enough!

I just found it!

The pictures are nice!

I'll go take a look in the afternoon!

It's already 6 o 'clock!

That's enough!

I'm searching for super sexy beauties!

Sexy beauties don't suit me anymore!

Hehe!

Think about how unbearable I am!

This is my aesthetic!

I'm not looking at porn!

What a lousy excuse!

To this world!

A little coler

see

see

I've forgotten the words for this color. I haven't learned it in a long time!

I'm creating words again!

I only know a few simple ones!

I've had enough thinking about it!

I still want to write!

It's this dynamic song again!

I'm burning!

I'm boiling!

I feel like I'm possessed by a god!

I want to write 10,000 words!

This is the effect of chicken blood!

Chicken blood is a good thing!

Listen to it again, I want to burn again!

I still want to write 10,000 words!

I want to write in a better state!

There's no point in writing too much!

One chapter a day is a must!

Damn!

I'm saying something strange again!

To attract girls' attention!

Today is the 23rd!

It's going to be a month soon!

This feeling!

I need to write for at least 10 months!

Now it seems like three years is going to be difficult!

This is a problem!

I want to see!

Beauties!

Hello beauties!

Beauties won't like people like me!

I have no money!

I have money!

I'm dreaming!

Anyone can get rich!

Only I can't!

I'll be rich!

That's also impossible!

I'm destined to be poor my whole life!

If I have money!

That's impossible!

I'll be lucky if I don't starve to death!

Dancing, I want to dance here!

I can write happily!

It might break!

But I have to maintain the good habit of writing every day!

I need to be diligent for three years!

I need to be lazy for a day!

That's the logic!

This isn't the love I want!

This is just my wishful thinking!

Those girls don't exist!

They're just photoshopped!

What's the use of being beautiful!

They don't belong to me!

In the cold weather!

The original flower picker!

The original sentence wasn't like that!

The original sentence was also written by me!

I haven't published it yet!