The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 44

Imagination!

Within, it turns out that I'm no different from others!

I admit that I was once so moved!

This was a line from a song, but it was more like a monologue!

I like it very much!

This feeling!

It's exactly my work and what I need!

I still lack this kind of thing!

I still need to work hard!

But it's true!

It's my style that won't change!

Stay calm!

I must stay calm!

At 6 o 'clock!

I need to be busy!

I need to be busy!

I need to go online!

I need to feel!

I don't have any sense of existence!

Of course, I need to find a sense of existence myself!

I don't need a sense of existence!

I don't need to exist!

But I can also look up at the starry sky!

Look at how bright the stars are.

Shiny!

That eternal shine!

The stars!

There will be one star that I will exist for!

This shine!

It's the light that I'm chasing!

It's guiding me!

This world is enough!

Perhaps that's where I'll settle down!

Of course, that's only the starry sky!

It's not just thinking about it!

Of course, I'll write a novel about a planet!

Otherwise, how can I look up at the starry sky!

I don't know what I'm doing!

I'm doing what I want to do!

I don't have anyone's support!

I have to persevere and continue walking!

This can't change my determination!

This is what it means to be alive!

I also don't know when I'll pounce!

It's only a matter of time before I pounce!

It's only a matter of time!

If I'm going to pounce, I'll pounce with a certain tone!

Although, I'm very confused!

But what's the use of that!

I can't control myself!

This feeling!

Too sonorous!

This was a secret that couldn't be revealed!

It was the same!

I have my own persistence!

He couldn't let everyone be the same!

I can't do it!

The sun was still dazzling!

I welcome the baptism of light!

My sinful soul!

Glittering and sparkling!

What's the point of that?

I can't indulge myself too much!

That's my fault!

This is my personal problem!

They still needed to be dealt with!

Relationship problems were still a big problem!

It was not handled well!

Destroy one's life!

Just the thought of it was scary!

I can devour!

What's wrong with the world?

I can only devour my conscience!

It kept growing crazily!

The so-called growth!

In my opinion!

This was the Ming Clan's way of destroying humanity!

Of course, this was human nature!

Inhuman!

It's not enough for me. I still need to put in more effort!

He still needed to work harder!

This is a problem with my thinking!

People with problematic thinking can't write good works!

Everyone had to sweep the snow in front of their own door!

That was the logic!

You can't say that my novel isn't good!

You could say that!

The main problem was that there was a problem with his way of thinking!

He had to be aware of his own problems!

Pain and correction!

This day, this road!

This day!

I'm the kind that's anxious for success!

I can't wait to become a famous author!

Maybe I'm too impetuous!

This guy is bad enough!

The problem with the work!

It's also a problem with my character!

I have to change if I can!

I can't write well!

You're too much, blaming my character!

Fair, rich, and beautiful!

Don't come!

En, it's useless even if you come!

It's my heart that's not firm enough!

Liking women is my big problem!

It's that perverted liking!

It's not the kind that comes from the heart!

I think I can't do it!

I think!

I'll be with you for life!

And you're just a passerby!

Every time he confessed to her!

I'll do my best!

There's no gain if you don't work hard!

Just like the saying goes!

Deep love!

Shallow fate!

And I'm just hot-headed!

This is too irrational!

I'd rather not have this kind of personality!

But without this, I'm not me!

I want to ask myself!

What's the point of living!

Living for the sake of living!

My ending is already decided!

I can't change it!

I'm very happy about this!

Even if I can live forever, I'll give it up!

Because it's useless!

Living is painful!

This is a tragedy!

I'll never say I'm looking for a girlfriend again!

Not now!

I don't know about the future!

For the sake of liking women!

I'm carrying too much on my shoulders!

This is the problem!

I'm a perverted type of true love!

If there's a demon, I'll be the first to be sucked in!

I don't have that kind of feeling from the heart!

Your request is like a saint's!

But there's a limit to perverts!

I'm too unreliable!

This era!

I can't bear to look back!

The pace of life is too fast!

Writing novels allows me to be well and quiet!

All kinds of jokes fly!

A novel without jokes is not a good novel!

Thinking about it, it's enough for me!

There's still a week to go before it's serialized for a month!

It must be high!

I don't know how many more months there are!

Life!

Only!

More than 800 months!

That's still considered a lot!

I've already passed more than 200 months!

There's still 200 months!

Wait for me!

And that's the most!

200 months!

So be it!

200 days!

One day and one month!

Time passed by so quickly!

Thinking about it, it's enough for me!

There's nothing for me to be proud of!

I'm a person with an inferiority complex!

I still need to put in more effort!

But the ending is the same!

I don't care about the ending!

The process is very important!

There's no self!

Towards the direction of the heart!

I request!

I have nothing to ask for!

That's just wishful thinking!

I can't do anything!

I can't write those elegant and sad stories!

Looking at my works makes me feel like I'm drinking porridge!

I feel like that!

A bit like eating porridge!

It makes one lose their appetite!

But it's also digested quickly!

The fields were green and glossy!

It's all rice!

Seedlings!

A few days ago!

It's still a field full of rapes!

Time passes too quickly!

I don't have time to wait!

My tears are coming out again!

I should work harder!

I don't know if that's the case!

I'm thinking, thinking about a problem!

This feeling will continue if I'm not dead!

Singing and dancing together!

Life should be so high!

Being unhappy is also passing, being happy is also passing!

I just lack that kind of open-minded spirit!

I've talked to a patient's family!

Her attitude!

I'm quite envious!

I don't want to either!

I want to eat and sleep!

I want to survive!

I want to think of a way!

Living isn't that easy!

Otherwise, why would I be greedy!

If money is easy to come by!

Capital!

Easy to earn!

Will there be beggars?

These problems haven't been solved since ancient times!

It's not that I don't believe it!

It's that I didn't see it!

I should be able to do it!

Yes, it's enough!

Yes, that's it!

That's it!

I can't do it!

I'm only suitable for running around in the fields!

I want to run!

But there's no other way, I want to eat and sleep!

If I run, I'll only starve to death!

It's that realistic!

I'm destined to starve to death!

I don't believe I will!

That's highly possible!

I can't let go!

If I don't have obsession!

I can't write novels!

I won't be a patient either!

Of course, it doesn't matter if I'm there or not!

That's reality!

Yes, I need to work harder!

I need to work hard to change myself!

I won't change!

It's very difficult!

Even if I become a commoner!

I'll change myself!

There's no other way, I want to live!

There's only hope if I'm alive!

I'm a hardworking commoner to begin with!

You don't mean what you say!

You said it before!

But I still can't accept it!

I can't let go!

It's very difficult for a person without obsession to write novels!

I'm very thankful that I have my obsession!

Of course, it's also my biggest enemy in writing novels!

I'm fighting with myself!

That's not a problem!

I just lack time!

I want to immediately!

Change myself!

Walk towards the pinnacle of my life and career!

Of course, Brother Hammer!

That's what I'm saying.

I just want to live too much!

I'm thankful that I can write novels here!

My own problems are very serious!

I've had enough!

This is not enough!

It's also not good enough!

It's not pure enough!

It's not classy enough!

That's my personal problem!

Chicky is eating his food!

I'm a silly dog that only knows how to toss around!

I always think too much!

It's not me who thinks too much!

It's you who thinks too little!

There'll be a day when you have to face it!

That's the problem!

It needs to be painstakingly corrected!

My ability is flawed!

Why is it because of my character?

It's mainly because of my character!

There's no problem with my character!

Everything can be discussed!

There's always a feeling of sadness!

It makes me unable to raise my head!

To look up at the starry sky!

To raise my head and realize!

The sky is so beautiful!

It's as if someone has drawn it!

It's really too beautiful!

Blue sky, white clouds!

This sky is really good!

I'll occasionally raise my head!

I'll discover it!

What a beautiful scenery!

What's the world on the other side like!

I'm looking forward to it!

I'm looking at it with a feeling of awe!

That's enough!

I want to fly to the sky!

This field is too beautiful!

I want to run like crazy!

Sing and dance!

I can't express it anymore!

I want to run like crazy!

What do I want!

I don't know anymore!

I'm satisfied!

To be able to write novels!

It's a great joy in life!

My fingernails are full of dirt!

Even I, a humble scholar, have to experience the vicissitudes of life?

That won't do!

I've also learned to experience the vicissitudes of life!

I'm a tragic person!

Really!

I'm destined to be a tragedy!

That's why I have to face my miserable self!

I'm thinking of a problem!

The entire world suddenly quietened down!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I can't not want to write!

I'll finish this chapter!

And then wrap it up!

Look!

I have to write at least 600 more words!

That's also a tragedy!

Damn!

I have to write for two hours!

Let's talk about the recent situation!

There's nothing much to say. It's still lukewarm!

That's all!

Don't talk about yourself!

Keep talking about yourself!

Memories are painful!

I'm old. This era is destined not to belong to me!

I sigh at the passing of time!

I'm old. I'm no longer young!

I just want to live a stable life!

What about the agreement!

It will come!

What will come will come!

The river is full!

It's frightening!

There's been a lot of rain these few days!

But I can't cross it!

Yes, that's right!

Too troublesome!

You seem to be the only troublesome one!

You're ruining my mood again!

Be careful that I don't hit you!

I'm a person who gets bullied!

It's been like this since I was young!

I'm a weakling!

I'm still far from it!

I'll go look for an editor later!

I don't know that there are high school students everywhere!

How can there be so many!

I can meet them here!

I can meet them there too!

However!

It's also very happy to have someone to play with!

But!

They have studies!

An editor!

Chatting with others online in class!

That's enough!

I feel that it's an imposter!

It's very likely to be a software!

There are still such chatting software!

Don't think that there aren't any!

There's even voice-changing software!

Such advanced technology!

It's scary!

Who knows what kind of dog is behind the Internet!

I'll go look for an editor later!

I'm a little stuck!

Hehe!

I have to work hard!

That's enough!

I can't do it!

It's like this!

I only know how to talk nonsense!

I've seen it with my own eyes!

Everyone is talking about the college entrance exam!

It's as if they've been taking it their whole life!

Every year at this time, it's noisy!

It's hard to tell if it's real or fake!

I haven't logged into some of my game accounts for a long time!

He had expended a tremendous amount of effort!

Just to get them!

I only bought an account once!

That's because I was muddle-headed!

I used 50 yuan!

When I'm done being silly, I've grown up!

This sentence is sincere enough!

Hehe!

That's enough!

I know how to dance at this time!

I even have to sing and dance!

That's the rhythm!

Let's dance together!

Let's talk about the movement!

There's nothing to talk about!

It's uncomfortable to talk too much!

I'll go look for someone to read my novel!

I make the decisions for my songs!

That's enough!

It's also scary!

The sky is even more beautiful now!

It's like splashing ink on a piece of white paper!

What a beautiful scenery!

It was a vast expanse of green wilderness!

It's really beautiful!

I really want to hug it!

My computer is almost out of battery!

I can't write for much longer!

It's enough just thinking about it!

I'm here!

Waiting for you!

Needing you!

We still have to dance together!

This scene is full of vitality!

Full of vitality!

I want to absorb spiritual energy!

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