The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 43
It's a new day!
A new beginning!
I'm dancing right here!
I was playing games just now and I was surprisingly high!
It also affected my writing!
I have to reflect on it!
This is a serious problem!
Yes, that's it!
I can't do it either!
Now that I have to play games, I can only write one chapter a day!
What am I playing!
I really like to play games!
Although I'm not strong enough!
But the most important thing is to participate!
The so-called strength is just a wrapper for the emptiness in my heart!
Did I say that?
It's actually a single loop!
Quickly play it randomly!
The song is melodious!
My heart flutters!
I still remember that year!
I can't write a fantasy novel!
I'll sink too deep!
I can't control my emotions!
I'll treat the characters I write as myself!
I'm also very afraid!
I'm a weak person!
I can't control my life!
It's enough!
It's still not enough!
It rained last night!
I only went to bed after 12!
When I woke up, it was 8: 30. I played games for a while!
It's really unbearable!
I can't forgive myself!
This is an extreme mistake!
I really shouldn't have!
It's useless to talk about it!
All the more I should do a good job!
Write a story!
I'm standing here!
Alone and quiet!
I think so many years have passed!
This world should also change!
Write a different life!
A different world!
Of course, not in this book!
It has to be in the future!
Write a completely different book!
What you're doing is against the organization's rules!
I can deal with you anytime and anywhere!
The new book is being planned!
It has to be prepared for three years!
Forgive me for not being smart enough!
Today is May 22nd!
It's enough!
My heart is so cold!
Waiting for you to hurt me!
This wind is too strong!
I can't open my eyes!
What's wrong with this world!
I don't understand!
My heart is so cold, waiting for you to hurt me!
But you still don't understand!
It's useless to hate myself!
I'm singing a sad love song again!
Tears!
Tears!
This song has too much meaning!
I really like this kind of work!
I'm the only one left!
This world is beautiful!
But I don't realize that I can't open my eyes!
This wind!
The mountains, the water!
I really like this feeling!
It's a little depressing!
And a little relaxing!
Isn't this the sadness I want?
I'm too unbearable!
No one is waiting for me!
Because I've never waited for anyone!
This is retribution!
I only had feelings for her!!
I've read a few romance novels!
I've thought I was right!
Chasing after my so-called love!
I don't understand!!!
This so-called love!
I don't understand!
I'm just being impulsive!
I need to calm down!
Otherwise, I'll make a big mistake!
Disaster for life!
I need to think clearly!
I don't need to have everything!
I don't have that kind of consciousness!
I don't have that kind of concept!
I don't want to be a father too early!
How can I write a novel!
I won't get married for three years!
I have to at least finish this book!
Get married, my ass!
I haven't even found a partner!
I can't even see a finger!
I'm just thinking about it!
There's a kind of fairy tale called love!
There's a kind of love!
It's called!
Eating and sleeping!
There's a kind of eating and sleeping that needs a lifetime!
I'm really too young!
Too insensible!
A typical Chen Shimei!
I'm that kind of person!
I'm too ambitious!
Normal people can't control me!
Of course, that's just talk!
I keep a low profile!
Thinking of your gentle smile!
My delusions are getting worse!
No girl has ever smiled at me before!
That's enough!
You're blind again!
Don't think I don't know about you!
Damn!
It's already gone with the wind!
At that time, I pursued many girls!
I even said I didn't really like girls!
I just wanted to write a novel!
That's enough!
Those are the words I regret the most!
My heart is rotten!
At that time, I said I wanted to write a novel!
I saw those guys on TV!
I also had the urge to move up!
Now it seems!
Let's not talk about this!
We'll talk about it in the future!
It's useless to talk about it!
I've read a novel!
It's still very good!
What kind of life is it!
That's enough!
It's just that I didn't handle it well!
I want to be together with you!
I'm just being hot-headed!
Why would I look for a girlfriend!
I haven't thought it through!
The burden is too heavy!
I'm still looking for a girlfriend!
What's there to look for!
Looks like I won't be able to find one!
That's it!
That's enough!
I still have a lot of things to do!
It's necessary to maintain my livelihood!
In the past, I always felt that life was very boring!
I really envied that kind of life in novels!
Now, I've finally gotten what I wanted!
It's also a dream come true!
Life is too exciting!
There's no time to wait!
I can do it!
I have to do it even if I can't!
Although this situation isn't something you and I can control!
But I have to live with a tone!
Live my life!
I'm also a failure!
If I'm given a grade for my failure, then I'm at least a grade!
Grade S!
And it's an active one!
After playing too many games, my brain is emptier!
It's all water in my brain!
Just now, someone was selling accounts for 50 cents!
I gave him 10 cents!
There was no reply for a long time!
That's enough!
I still have to work hard!
I don't want to spend even a dime!
Traffic doesn't count for money!
It can't be counted like that!
Then I'll lose a lot of money playing games!
I'll lose a car and a house!
Playing games for a lifetime is like that!
I think!
I probably won't be able to play games for a lifetime!
The game's server has long been shut down!
What's there to play!
I don't change games much!
I play here and there!
It's all text online games!
I really like to play text games!
But I hate inside stories the most!
That's the situation now!
The game isn't as well written as in online novels!
It's ridiculously bad!
Online games in online novels!
In our era!
It's impossible for it to appear!
I used Invincible Flying Kick!
I activated full server hostile mode!
Kill!
How can I kill so happily!
I don't want to do that!
I want to play a PK game to my heart's content!
There's none!
It's all black!
That's enough!
It's not good at all!
And there's even an inside story!
There's too much going on here!
I can't look straight at it!
A game is still a game!
I plan to write one too!
An online game novel!
If I don't know how to write this, I'll be playing games for nothing!
The main thing is to write about my feelings when playing games!
Feelings are the most important!
This song is coming!
It's a classic!
oh
No, no, no, it's coming!
Only this sentence sounds good!
Everything else is just soy sauce!
I really like to listen to girls sing!
I actually have such a hobby!
I've had it for a long time!
I was also led astray by others!
I used to watch movies too!
Now my taste has become heavier!
It's also a little refreshing!
It's her, it's that woman who pushed me to!
The abyss of evil!
Actually, I already knew about these things!
It's also not good enough!
I'm a freak!
I'm too self-indulgent!
I'm really evil!
These things can't be said!
Just think about it!
Just hide in a corner!
Don't endanger society!
Lead the next generation astray!
I won't watch TV anymore!
Too much of it gives me a headache!
I don't dare to watch it!
I feel terrible watching it!
At most, I'll watch movies!
It's really evil!
F * * k!
You can't be like this!
You're a writer!
You're a public figure!
If you want to watch it, you can only watch it secretly!
You can't spread it around!
Now, the website has been reported!
I can't go up!
That's enough!
It's best if I can't watch it!
Thinking about how I look when I have a headache!
I'm scared of it!
But I still can't stand it!
I have to watch it!
After that, I decisively deleted it!
But there's still a dancing video on the computer!
That's enough!
It's too evil!
I can watch it alone!
But I can't spread it around!
I won't do anything illegal!
I still have to take care of myself!
I'm just watching it for myself!
It's hard to say if I don't say it!
This is a problem!
I really don't know how to solve this problem!
But I don't want to think about women!
My condition will be much better!
I can't control my emotions!
I'm too self-indulgent!
That's not right!
This is a personal problem!
I'm a damn pervert!
I've had enough!
I'm just curious!
I'm just messing around with my hormones!
Actually, it's nothing!
It's just too empty!
It's too lonely!
I'm bored!
What's the use!
Just watch a little a month!
In the past, I installed broadband and watched a few movies a day!
That's enough!
That won't do!
Curiosity really killed the cat!
It's easy to make mistakes!
Do you think all girls are like that!
You have to be responsible for what you do!
This isn't just a personal problem!
It's also a social problem!
I'm too self-indulgent!
Most girls are still good!
But the royal sister isn't good!
But it's undeniable that the royal sister is really beautiful!
She became my goddess at one point!
This is a personal problem!
It's also a social problem!
A personal problem!
It's a social problem!
I'm a scumbag!
I don't want to say anything!
I just want to slap myself!
This will tarnish my pure hands!
My hands are for writing novels!
Not for beating animals!
Actually, I'm worse than animals!
It's all because of my brain!
I've had enough!
Sigh, I'm a psychopath!
Only now do I realize that I'm just a pervert!
No wonder others discriminate against us!
We don't even do well!
Girls aren't like that!
Some are like that!
I don't understand!
Girls can also break up!
It's too amazing!
Unbelievable!
It's because my life is too depressing!
No one loves me, no one dotes on me, so I break up!
I can't feel love!
So, I confess to every girl I know!
Netizens also confess!
And there are fellow Daoists!
And we've even chatted on video!
Just thinking about it makes me excited!
I don't dare to think about it!
She's not pretty!
She looks too average!
But I just like her!
My female netizen!
There's only one I haven't confessed to!
Among my friends!
She's my teacher!
She's in charge of me now!
I don't dare to confess!
I'll talk about it after I graduate!
My former teacher!
I've already confessed to two!
That's enough!
I can't contact some!
Forgive me for being so unbearable!
The only one I haven't confessed to is Fatty!
Even Huang Ning!
I think she looks good in a dress!
That's why I confessed!
I'm so envious of myself!
I can confess to so many girls!
But none of them succeeded!
That's all in the past!
I miss my past self!
I don't have a chance now!
I'm out of society!
Only then do I know that girls are precious!
It's useless even if I regret it!
This is a matter of ability!
Just like what a certain brother said!
If others make friends, others can continue!
I didn't even say a word!
This is definitely a matter of ability!
Thinking about it, I'm quite sad!
Mm!
I don't have the opportunity either!
Those of the same age as me are all boyfriends!
Brother Qiang!
Brother Qiao!
Girls aren't fated to be with me!
I was in vocational high school back then and was old!
I was already 20!
I didn't even know them!
I didn't have the support of the masses!
The support of the masses is very important!
As the saying goes, the pavilion closest to the water enjoys the moonlight first!
There are more successes like this!
All of them are making friends!
They just don't bring me along!
Can't I level up happily!
Obviously!
This also has its benefits!
I haven't been defeated!
There will be memories!
There will be expectations!
This is also the force I use to write novels!
I want to express my feelings!
I heard that love can make people decadent!
Or very active!
Hehe!
I'm in the middle!
Active decadence!
Thank you for letting me go!
Give me a novel with memories!
If I have a girlfriend!
I definitely won't write such a novel for the laborious masses!
This novel is very suitable for the laborious masses to write!
If I'm in a relationship!
Then I won't say it!
You know!
My personality isn't suitable for a relationship!
I'm not considerate enough!
I'm not rich enough!
I'm not capable enough!
No one will take a fancy to me!
This is what I'm unhappy about!
Why no one will take a fancy to me!
I just lack opportunities!
I'm a super expert at picking up girls!
My ability to speak!
It's not for show!
I won't say anything about a certain fellow!
My brainwashing ability!
My ability to not confess is second to none!
Of course, it's in reality!
I can't do it on the Internet!
I don't have money!
I can't even afford a membership!
My moves don't work on the Internet!
But I'm also considered a weirdo!
I'll confess the moment I come online!
That's the feeling of being hot-headed!
That's a big mistake!
Destroying life!
Anything is possible!
Women's problems must be carefully considered!
I don't want those campus couples to break up!
Those guys!
But it's good!
They know everything!
They're more considerate!
There are older sisters!
Feelings!
I need average ones!
I don't want younger sisters!
I only want those from 92 to 95!
Too younger sisters!
I can't take it!
Older sisters can be considered!
92 is the bottom line!
It's not up to you!
I'm going to beat you up today!
You dare to talk about me!
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