What does it feel like to fail! It's a feeling that I don't want to experience again no matter what! Why don't I know! Sigh, I'm still too young! Do I not understand! It's a miracle that I understand! Sigh, people like me! I can't write anymore! Sigh, I'll write for another ten minutes! Fry some shredded potatoes! Finish eating! Go to work! What do I think! Sigh, it's really not that important! Sigh, it's scary! Sigh, this matter! It's really not important! Sigh, it's really scary! Sigh, I don't know! Sigh, I'll take it slow! It's a little messy! Damn it! This is all a trap! I don't know! Sigh, how can I be so pessimistic! It's really not good to be like this from the start! How can I not understand! Sigh, it's too scary! I'll go and think about it myself! Sigh, it's so scary! What is this! Sigh, is it really important! I'll think about it myself! It's really scary! I think! It's really not that important! Damn, it's so scary! Sigh, it's so sad! What is this! Sigh, it's really more painful! What is this about me! Sigh, it's so sad! I don't know! Sigh, it's so sad! Damn, what is this! Sigh! What a painful thing! It's really not that easy! Sigh, I might not know! Why don't I know! Sigh, is it really easy! Sigh, I'll think about it myself! Okay! This problem! It's really not that important! Damn, it's so scary! What is this about me! Sigh, it's really not that easy! Sigh, it's such a sad feeling! Sigh, it's really sad! What is this about me! Sigh, it's really sad! Damn, it's so scary! What is this about me! Sigh, it's so sad! I think! Sigh, it's really not that easy! Sigh, it's so scary! I think! Sigh, I don't know! Can I understand! What a deep trap! Sigh, what is this about me! Sigh, it's really not that important! Sigh, it's really a problem! Sigh, it's really too scary! Sigh, I might not understand! I remember the first time I met my wife! Sigh! Haha! I think! That's a joke! But how should I say it! Can I treat her as my wife?! It's totally possible! Then she'll be my wife! Sigh! There are really some things that can't be explained! Sigh, it's really not that easy! Sigh, it's really scary! Sigh, I really don't understand! Damn, what is this about me! I'm just eating melons! Sigh, what is this about me! Is it really that important? I don't know! Kid, you're a genius! I can tell you the first time I met my wife! Did I get scared by her? Sigh, it's really scary! I think! Sigh, it's really not that important! Sigh, it seems to be very scary! Actually, there are some things! It's hard to say! A woman needs to capture a man's heart! It's really easy! You don't have to use your body! Hehe! Because the body is such a thing! Sister has it too! Haha! Why do I only understand now! A woman needs to use her brain! There's really no other way! Sigh, it's really not easy! I'll feel it myself! Sigh, what is this about me! Alright, enough with the nonsense! Get up! Cook and eat! Then go! Watch the door! Damn it! Sigh, damn it! I'm a little hesitant! Why! Sigh, I don't understand! I hope I can make her happy! But I don't seem to have that ability! It's good that I know! I don't even know how hard I work! I don't know! Because it's useless! It's very simple! Use all your strength! Do everything you can! Treat her well! That's enough! I think it's good enough! Alright, get up! Feelings are such things! It's hard to say! Desire is a pit! Sigh, the so-called secular concept! It's very deceiving! Damn it! Sigh, love is such a painful thing! This world! If you're serious, you'll lose! Sigh! Women make you feel pain! It's a very easy thing! Sigh, I don't accept it! Men don't have the right to take the initiative! Sigh! There's something! There's still no need to understand! I can think that I don't understand! There's something! It's really not that important! Why don't I know! The problem is actually very simple! I just want to say! I'm also afraid of this possibility! But I can't do anything! Love! Love properly! That's enough! We can't change anyone! We can't restrict the other party! The only thing we can do! We just have to love properly! Everything else is not within our control! My experience tells me! There's something!