The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 462

A quick slap to the face! I'm too stupid! Is that even possible?! It's a trap! I can't stay calm! Life is limited! My brain is never enough! I need to be enlightened! Competitive and ruthless! It's forever endless! I'll eventually grow old! It's a TV series! I've watched too many of them! It's really a trap! I still need to pay attention to some problems! Unfair competition! It's not without its background! I find it very scary! Unfair competition is still a good thing! I'm most afraid of losing! I'll lose my life! I'll win! I'll lose my life! I'll save my life! I'm number one! People like me! Living at the bottom! It's really too difficult! There are too many internal struggles! There are many things! It's irreversible! I have to pay attention to this point! After all, I only have one life! I can't be careless! And then?! Idealism and whatnot! It's actually a good thing! It's sad! It's a very depressing feeling! I don't know how to choose! I really don't have the ability to protect myself! I'm really not afraid of competition! I'm afraid of losing my life! I thought so! To some idiots! I still understand it better! I'll slowly understand! How scary is the thought of eating people! I can only say! Write that I'm a good-for-nothing! I'm a dog! Please don't take me away! This fear of death! It's scary! I have such concerns! But there are too many things more painful than death! I can't calm down! Work hard to live! Little brat! My heart is filled with fear! Some things! It's better for ordinary people not to experience it! It's too painful! So! Actually, it's really enough! What's my personal opinion?! Actually, this is the problem of educating children! Excellent! Full of a sense of justice! It's also not a good thing! After all, the world is something! It's always bad! I think being an ordinary person who eats melons is quite good! It's still quite good! Kid, that's really enough! There are no ordinary people who eat melons in this world! Don't I know this! No one is ordinary! They're all full of stories! Hehe! I'm still too young! Ordinary people! How can there be so many ordinary people! Life is really too destructive! There's no other way! The key problem! I have to grasp it! Admit defeat and become a dog! It's all possible! I have to live! There are too many things! It's irreversible! It's irreversible! It's irreversible! For example! Life and so on! It's naturally irreversible! Hehe! Love and so on! It's even more irreversible! I have to pay attention! In front of life! I still have to compromise! I'm ready to admit defeat! I'm ready to admit defeat! I'm ready to lower my head! You little brat! You're eating too much, okay! I think there are all kinds of problems! I'm a person with a different way of thinking! I'm the main target of attack! I'm really too scared! And then! I might really be unable to protect myself! And then! Admit defeat and compromise! Is there any use! I'm quite a rascal! That's all! I hate those who don't speak directly the most! Can't you just say what you want to do? Is there any point in slapping my face? I think it's quite pitiful! I'm just a good-for-nothing! Slapping my face! It's also meaningless! Haha! The truth is out! Slapping my face! It's a complete waste of life! Damn! I'm screwed! Mentality is very important! Okay! I'm so depressed! I'm just thinking! Win against me! What can I do! I'm very embarrassed! No one can understand the feeling of being a rascal! It's the feeling of being unjustly attacked! I finally! I finally understand what it means to be speechless! It's too much of a scam! I really haven't lived long enough! Slapping my face! I really feel for these people! I feel that it's not worth it! So that's why I'm having a headache! It's actually on a good-for-nothing like me! It's a waste of time! It's quite scary to be brainless! I'm too smart! Damn! There's actually such a situation! They're my sparring partner for free! I don't have the money to pay the tuition fees! And then? It's quite uncomfortable! Haha! I'm thinking about some problems! People who educate me! Don't ask for too much! What kind of master am I! I have them all! Sarcastic and mean ones can be found everywhere! I'm just an idiot! I'm born stupider than others! How do I learn! They're all good-for-nothings! I'm quite amused! I'm just trying to make a living! I feel like I'm being praised! I'm quite a glutton! It's inexplicable! I'm being carried up to the sky! No one understands! The kind of rascal who becomes the main target of attack! What do I want to say! It's so boring! To actually carry a good-for-nothing to the sky! And then all kinds of important tricks! There are too many talents in this world! I can't even find a reason! I'm dying of laughter! I need to take it easy! I need to keep a low profile! Damn it! I just don't understand! Can't you give me a reason! I'm just begging for a bento box! Maybe only when I'm in this position! I finally understand! What kind of pain in the ass is this! Actually, the trick is very simple! Because it's a trick on me! There are no side effects! I usually don't curse in the street directly! My temper is still quite good! I don't want to curse in the street! I'm too ruthless in my cursing! So! If I do something bad! I'm definitely a devil! How do I know! I still have my memories! The truth is a bit of a scam! I'm very good at cursing! When I was young! I started to curse the village chief! That was when I was very, very young! I reckon it was the news broadcast! I've watched too much! When I was young! There was no television to watch! At that time! There was no cable TV! I made the antenna myself! I watched the news broadcast! There was no other way! Because there was nothing else to watch! Because I watched the news broadcast! I've watched too much! I've been affected! I scolded the village chief! I'm very vicious when I curse! I'd better save it! I'd better not curse! When I curse! Normal people can't take it! How do I know that! So! I'm quite speechless! Because when I was young! It was simply crazy! I'd beat up whoever bullied me! Then, I'd find all sorts of things to do! Then, my personality and whatnot! I suddenly became weak! Inexplicably, he was cursed by someone! This matter is very painful! Haha! I'm speechless! I must have made a mistake! This matter is worth reflecting on! Some people have known each other for a long time! It's useless! And relatives! They're all balls! I have a deep memory! I'd better save it! It's more important to save my life! It's so dangerous to live! It's really enough! Don't make me do it! I've said it before! I want to be a good person! If I do something bad! Do it! It's not something a human can take! I'm a mental patient! I'm a pure extremist! Hur hur! The angle from which I curse! It's really enough! I usually don't want to curse! Because it's too unbearable! So! It's actually not bad! It's quite exaggerated! It's not to that extent! The problem is always simple! I'm a bystander! I'm too free! I'm in the mood to watch! Actually, these problems! I'm in a dilemma! There's nothing bad about them! I thought so! What the heck! I have so much free time! I don't believe it myself! It's mainly because I'm too free! I'm a little uneasy! Damn it! I'm going to be unlucky again! Those who protect me! In this world! There won't be more than ten! There are ten! I'm happy! Damn it! The truth is so cruel! It's a slap in the face! Such a serious thing! It's a serious stab to my heart! And then! I have no choice! This problem! It's too painful! In this world! Those who protect me! There are ten of them! I'll wake up laughing even in my dreams! Sigh, it's so painful! There's indeed a problem with my way of thinking! Because I haven't been dealt enough blows! Find a girlfriend! Actually, I still need to find one! Someone who can accept me! That's more important than anything else! It's all important! People like me live a tiring life! After all, it's too hard! I didn't have enough experience in the past! Now, I'm too weak! I have to face reality! I don't know! There's still fear! How f * * king painful is this! In this world! Those who protect me! It could have been a slap! It could have been counted to the end! Inexplicably, there's one less! Don't be too painful! Those who can protect me! There aren't many people! Reality is cruel! Except for parents! I really can't imagine it! Girlfriends can also be counted! Grandmother or something! Damn it can be counted! In this world! Those who can protect me! Just these five people! Then! There's really no one left! Damn it! I can't look at it directly! Such a miserable life! I can't look at it directly! So! There's something! There's something! I don't understand! It's just that I don't have enough experience! Sigh! It's a slap in the face! Then! I can't calm down! This painful feeling! It's really enough! The feeling of eating too much! Haha! You don't have anything to dig up this problem! What are you doing! It's really painful! The truth and whatnot! Don't be too cruel! No one understands my pain in the balls! People who have no experience! They won't understand! Actually, it's still okay! Who doesn't live like this?! Kid! You're still too young! Can you understand?! The problem is always too superficial! What can I say! Actually, it's really important to me! I'm seriously mentally deficient! My girlfriend is very important to me! I want to contact my girlfriend every day! Then! My grandmother and grandmother! And my mother! I just call them when I have time! Once a month! More or less! Kid, that's really enough! Damn! This is a trap problem! Damn it! It's a living trap! There's no comparison at all! There's no harm! This is a problem of eating melons! This is serious! Actually, it's still okay! What does it mean?! It means