I feel depressed! I feel hopeless! What position do I have in the eyes of others! Do you think I don't know?! This is a slap in the face! Hur hur! Are you joking? It's such a simple question! It's impossible that I don't know! It's just a matter of experience! The conditions are too poor! I might not even have food to eat! Kid, you're clearly courting death! You're retarded to such an extent! Sure enough, this is the feeling of wanting to die! So! Maybe I'm having a mental episode! There's a problem! It's very simple! I know so many people! Kid, you're sick! Hur hur, there's a problem! It's too obvious! People who are sick are different! I've met so many people in my life! It's a blow to me! I really don't want too many! Suddenly, one day! I suddenly found a girl! She actually accepted me! Most people can't understand this kind of feeling! I'm always the one being ridiculed! The kind that gets ridiculed! Damn it! These experiences are very realistic! A lot of people look at me! They all look at me with disdain! Because they know me too well! They know that I'm mentally ill! And I'm more fickle! And I'm a useless person! It's a slap in the face! Actually, there are opportunities! Maybe I didn't grasp it! There's too much despair! Actually, I can't do it myself either! I don't persevere enough! Damn it! Because how should I put it! Actually, dating! For someone like me who has an emotional disorder! It's too difficult! Most people don't understand that kind of scoundrel! There's something wrong with my brain! I'm always doubting life! They're basically people who deny me! People who make sarcastic remarks! Not basic! Except for girlfriends! Basically, the whole world is smacking my face! Damn it! I've had too many experiences in this area! How heartbreaking! Why are they treating me like this! Actually, I don't have a good grasp of myself either! Because I'm just a fool! Maybe it's not time yet! Not enough experience! And then! I didn't meet the right person! There's still some resistance! The feeling of being on edge! Reality has beaten me so badly that I'm scared! Damn it! My experience is so painful! It's always me who likes others! Others don't like me! Because how should I put it! My method is wrong! I confess when I go up! Actually, it's not too bad! But how should I put it! They're still too young! Actually, I'm indeed! Too trashy! When I was in school! Even a monkey could bully me! Such a boy! No girl would look up to him! Some things are very realistic! I don't know how many times I've confessed! In the end, I still failed! There were no accidents! Only face-smacking! The number of failures! It's unimaginable! I'm scared! Can you not let me fail! This world to me! It's too unfair! Why is it so easy for others! Why do I have to be so difficult! Damn it! Poor family conditions! It's all excuses and tricks! The main thing is that I'm useless! You're saying all this! Is there any meaning to it! Reality hurts! The class monitor I pursued back then! Even a child can do nothing! What kind of situation is this! It's true that my family conditions are poor! Too poor! I can't do it myself! So! I don't know how to persevere! I'm indeed too fickle! The reason! Do I need to explain! What can I explain! This is a pain in the ass! I don't want to think about this problem! It's too infuriating! I don't even have a reason to feel pain! I don't have any! It's because I like others! Others don't like me! I think it's because I'm too stubborn! It's too scary! I went up and confessed! How can I succeed! I'm not reliable! I really don't know! Who knows! It's hard for me to eat! It's not easy to find a job! Relationship problems are a headache! I'm afraid of failure! This feeling! I've failed too many times! Only now do I understand! I've never succeeded! Motherf * cker! Slapping my face! It's really enough! Anyone can scold me for fun! This can only be! Let's change the way we understand it! Because I'm easier to talk to! More amiable! How should I put it clearly! I feel like scolding me for fun! Nothing will happen! Damn it! All kinds of failures! Then there's nothing! This is a trap problem! Because I'm always thinking about others! Others ignore me! Damn it! My living conditions are really too bad! Fridge and whatnot! Damn it! I've never had that before! Actually, it's still okay! My parents don't have that either! My grandparents! They don't have that either! Then! I have to get used to this feeling! Motherf * cker, I've gone crazy! And even bullied me! Scolding me for fun! It's really enough! I'm speechless! Why are you bullying me like that! A good-for-nothing! A mental patient! Damn it! I've gone crazy! They even want to trick me! When I was crazy back then! All kinds of tragedies! My classmates could bully me! Then! Damn it! Slapping my face every minute! They all looked down on me! They all thought I was a joke! Damn it! I'm so tired! All kinds of bullying! It's really tiring! At that time, a girl said! I'd better not go to school! Go home! I'm always being bullied in school! I swear about this! It's definitely not fabricated! This is a face-slapping pit! Some things are really impossible! Damn it! They all scolded me! Basically! I'm someone who's been scolded by the whole class! It's really a pit! Damn it! My popularity! It's too high! The impact is very serious! Because I'm easy to bully! I'm simply famous! Actually, it's not that bad! Things have changed with the passage of time! I'm really just a legend now! The story of the past! Actually, there's no ending! There won't be an ending either! It will stay! There's only sadness! There was once a girl! She asked me to buy her a bottle of water! To be my girlfriend! In the end, I didn't buy it! Damn it! I'm thinking about this problem! Don't be too serious! It's a pit! It's inexplicable! Time passes so quickly! Time really doesn't wait for anyone! There are some things! It's really irreversible! Hur hur! There are also times when you regret! I really don't want to fail! I'm afraid of failure! I don't want to feel like a pit! Why didn't I buy it? Because that girl looked down on me! She said I don't know how to shop online! I don't know how to shop online! That's why I don't have a good impression of her! I really don't like her! Damn it! A reason to look down on me! How can I be so useless! This is a pit! No one understands my theory! What did I say back then! Ma Yun really changed! I made it back then! Because of the nature of e-commerce! It's decided! It can never be replaced! Physical commerce! Hur hur, I said that! No one believed me! Reality is a pit! No one believed me at all! That should have been 12 years ago! It should have been 13 years ago! The me back then! I really think that Ma Yun! Didn't change anything! I actually still remember this sentence! After all, I said it! And then! Damn it! How many years have passed since then! What are you doing, kid! Damn it! This is a reality that I can't face! A relationship problem! It's still very prominent! Why! Afraid that there will be competition! After all, there are many things! I can't make the decision! This is a serious problem! After all, there are too many things! It's irreversible! It can never be redeemed! Why do I have to lie down and fail! Shout out! Actually, it's really necessary! Coward! I don't even have the spirit to draw my sword! It seems like I haven't seen enough of drawing my sword! I'm scared out of my wits! A pit with great resistance! This world has passed too quickly! It's hard to find a job now! Damn it! It's hard to even eat! And then! 4 years later! I'm quite speechless! These 4 years of mine! What have I been doing! This problem is unbearable! It's inexplicable! Four years passed! 2013! In the adult college entrance exam! October 26-27! Then at the end of the year, I'll be working as a security guard! 2014! Selling fish! Selling fish for a few months! Then returning home to be a rice bucket! Eating noodles! At the beginning of 2015! Repairing houses! Repairing for half a year! And then! At the electronics factory! Then, it was 2016! Then, I came out to beg for food! And now! 2017! Damn it, this time has passed! It's too much! What do I think! Let me think about it carefully! Hur hur! During the 2013 New Year! I bought the current laptop! This computer was a demonstration computer! Because it was sold out! At that time, I asked for a refund! Why didn't you give me a new one! Because I was afraid it would break! Because I was really poor! Selling computers! For a family like mine! Unbelievable! At that time, my mental illness acted up! All kinds of pain! Damn it! What's the reason! There's a pit in my mental illness! What's going on! At that time, I thought it was for the sake of buying computers! It was all a trap! Why is it such a coincidence! The computers were sold out! Why did you give me a demonstration computer! Why didn't you give it to someone else! Of course, I was unhappy! At that time, three computers were sold! There were only two in stock! There was also a demonstration computer! For one person! It was because my home was too far away! What was the other situation! I really can't remember! The ones who bought the computers were a few girls! I was f * * king speechless! Girls always like to whisper in front of me! I'm mentally ill! I hate this kind of behavior the most! At that time, I was mentally ill! All kinds of seizures! I didn't know how to use a computer! I didn't even know how to turn it on! I didn't even know how to turn it on! Internet or anything! I didn't know how to! At that time, I installed a broadband connection! I played all kinds of games! I watched all kinds of live broadcasts! And then! I started writing the first work of my life! It was extremely painful! All kinds of mental illnesses! For a mentally ill person! Relapsing was a big problem! When I started writing this book! It didn't happen often! It was still alright now! Slightly better! Because I didn't have the energy to relapse! My consciousness and whatnot! It was completely consumed! I didn't have enough consciousness and energy to relapse! Relapsing was a very painful thing! I was very afraid of relapsing! So! It was all a scam! It scared me to death! Because how should I put it! This was a complicated problem! I thought of some problems! It was really quite tragic! Actually, this book! It had always been difficult to write! It was always dozing off! All kinds of sleepiness! In the first year! My hands were frozen! In the second year! My hands weren't frozen! My heart was broken! I went into the water! I learned to go to health care! I felt even heavier! Was it really okay for me to be like this? It was easier for me to have a mental illness! Because I felt that life was especially difficult! It was especially painful! The pressure was too great! I was thinking! Why was that! Why did I do that! After that, I met a girlfriend! I still had a philandering heart! I cheated on them physically! It was considered to have stopped! After that! After that, I became a security guard next to a nightclub! It hurt every day! Why! How should I put it! All kinds of things! Fighting! Whatever! It always happened often! The scene was unimaginable! What was going on! Going to a nightclub! They were all local old men! Migrant middle-aged migrant workers! This was the mainstream group! Aunties dancing in the square! It was not a good thing! Their living conditions were better! These old men! They were really too indulgent! They were bullying people! Indulgence was a certain degree of willingness on both sides! But endangering society was not right! Aunties dancing in the square! I finally understand! Old men! Why did they stop dancing! To put it mildly! These people had gone to drink with prostitutes! They were really taking advantage of their seniority! They were so infuriating even in death! They were simply sinners! Don't avoid reality! Internal problems! I still had to face them! Why should I face them! Because I was poor! I couldn't guarantee it! These people would harm me! When the time came! Who would be able to protect me! This was an awkward question! I didn't want to say anything else! These old men! It was good that they died! They deserved to die! Aunties dancing in the square! I'm against it now too! My own old man! I can't close it! Drinking with prostitutes! It was really enough! Damn it! What can I say! I can't do anything! There was no other way! Everyone had their own obligations! Even if I had to die! I also wanted to roast them! Don't be afraid of death! Little brat! Anyway, Xu Jian would die sooner or later! Don't curse! How could that be! You are a writer of a generation! A tortoise hiding in its shell! It was simply an insult to the Great Celestial Empire! Damn it! Something must be done! People like me who want to live and die! The first to be implicated! This problem! I have to understand it thoroughly! Drinking with prostitutes! The main crowd! What does it look like! What does the crowd of healthcare workers look like! Ignorant and incompetent youngsters! Middle-aged migrant workers! Hur hur! And then! Those old bastards who should have died long ago! I can't not curse! Responsibility! I have to! As a writer of a generation! My inaction! Am I not embarrassed! I'm really afraid of death! And then! This problem! What solution is there! I don't know! This problem! It's actually very simple! But f * * k Monkey! It's also annoying! After all, Monkey will go too! And then! What can I do! I'm alone! I can't even afford to eat! What do you want me to do! And my own problem is also very serious! There is a problem! I still need to face it directly! Think about it from another perspective! If I have a lot of money! I will really go there every day! And then! I'm speechless! Do you have to be so honest! I have to face it directly! It's better to be more sincere! There's no point in hiding it! Hur hur! Disguise and whatnot! It's too tiring! Life is short to begin with! And all sorts of disguises! It's really too tough! Kid! How should I say it! You don't understand life! Actually, I'm also a problem! I won't be able to resist temptation! I have a problem! I'm quite speechless! It looks like I've still lost to myself! People like me! I'm too stubborn! I can't guarantee it! I can't guarantee it! I can't guarantee it all the time! I don't have a problem with myself! My greatest selfishness! I just want the whole world to be happy! This way! The people I love! Only then can they live better lives! Only then can they make a living better! Am I right! I don't want to win against anyone! It's not easy for everyone! After all, all lives are equal! There's no need to think too highly of yourself! This Tathagata Buddhist ideology! It's being formalized! I thought so! This is normal! There are many things! They've all been formalized! Vegetarianism! For vegetarianism! I'm especially disgusted! Don't pretend to be a good person! Inaction is also a type of bad person! Previously, I was eating noodles in a noodle shop! An onlooker! A bowl of noodles with vegetables and mushrooms! He actually scolded me on the street for the taste of meat! That's really enough! An illusory form of vegetarianism! It's completely meaningless! Tathagata Buddhist ideology! What is it! Salvation for all living beings! The whole world needs liberation! And then! I feel that some people! It's completely misunderstood! Definitely misunderstood! Tathagata Buddhist ideology! I'm quite speechless! I want to get first place at every turn! All kinds of blessings! I want to get rich at every turn! I curse the heavens at every turn! The cursed land! And then! Actually, this kind of thing! I like to do it too! Actually, is there any meaning to it? It's completely meaningless! What happened to the saying that it's better to be happy alone than to be happy together! Young people! So selfish! Isn't that not good! Some kind of wrong individualism! It's not desirable! We have to look at the big picture! And then! This is a complicated problem! It's not easy for everyone to live! There's nothing bad about being rich together! However, there's a traitor! A traitor! What can I do? It's normal! Put me in that position! I would have done it myself! That's just hehe! So! I'm quite speechless! Actually, I'm quite good at being a good-for-nothing! It's too suitable! I'm not sure myself! I wouldn't have done it myself! I only have myself to blame! I can guarantee it! It's all a lie! History is such a thing! It's too scary! It's beyond my control! I'm thinking about a problem! My heart is heavy! What can I do! I've been cursed before! Probably in this lifetime! It won't be easy for me! And then! Actually, it's fine! If I sacrifice myself! If the whole world can be happy! This sacrifice! I'm willing! You're too idealistic! I'm a good-for-nothing! There's nothing I can do even if I die! I can't change anything! I need to understand! I'm quite a rascal! I've actually been cursed by someone! It must have happened when I was very young! This is a very painful question! Because I'm at fault! Why did I have to be cursed! It's quite sad! No one listens to my explanation! I'm cursed! I feel even more wronged than Dou E! Actually, this is an exaggeration! I explained it at the time! But no one believed me! Damn it! That night! I've been cursed! And then! This is a joke! It's killing me! This makes me speechless! What kind of person am I! They actually don't understand me! Didn't time explain anything! If I don't understand, I'll explain! Why doesn't anyone listen to my explanation! I'm alive! On that night! I've been cursed! What a crumbling worldview! This matter! I still need to deal with it! Hurting my young heart! Damn it! It's really a trap! Beast! It's really enough! This is something that makes me speechless! Damn it! I'm so scared of this bad guy! I have to teach him a lesson! Actually, it's not that bad! I don't care so much! I'm most afraid of this sh * t! Because I know him too well! He's too scheming! He's too vicious! This sh * t! It scares me just looking at him! Actually, some people know him too well! I'm really scared! There are some things! It's better not to know! This matter! I'm very unperturbed! I thought it was! This melon-eating question! I'm speechless! This sh * t! His heart is too black! I can't even find a reason! Actually, there's a reason! Because when I was young! That memory! I don't have it at all! I beat that idiot up! Then! I beat that idiot up in all kinds of crazy ways! Damn it! Grudges! It's really enough! When I was young! He's really too ruthless! Later, I lost my memory! I don't remember! I don't know why! I suddenly became a pussy! Because of the changes in my family! My parents have left! It's really a trap! My parents have gone out to work! Damn it! It's really when I was young! He's not a good person! At such a young age! He just likes to bully others! Then! Life! It's like a green light! That memory! I've lost it! I can only remember it once! I'm really too awesome! All kinds of crazy! All kinds of smashing things! Damn it, my childhood experience is so bleak! Damn it, I almost fell into endless pain! Damn it, my memory is too good! It's not a good thing! My heart hurts! I don't know! A person with a good memory! Not suitable for writing books! No one knows! What kind of pain is this! I met a particularly licentious big sister! A person with a character like mine! It's destined to be a tragedy! A lot of things! I definitely can't accept it! My memory is too good! In this life! It's all a tragedy! This world is really fair! I'll give you talent! I'll let you learn how to bear it! Most people think that I'm heartless! No one knows how heavy I am! This kind of thing! Most people can't understand! Because of my character! I'm different from too many people! So! In this life! It's not going to be easy! My professional life! It's not long! Because I'm not sociable! Uncompromising! No skills! Can't do physical work! These are all disadvantages! Because I'm a maverick! And the kind of person who doesn't have the capital! Do you think that a person with a character like mine will? Will I compliment anyone! Is it possible? My nature-defying character! Will never be possible! I'm miserable! What's the use of compliments! So! I hope to see the world! A better development! I desperately hope for it! People like me! No capital! And I like to be a maverick! And I don't like to compliment anyone! Damn it! Don't smoke or drink! This is also a disadvantage! It's really enough! I'll just lie down and wait to starve to death! Damn it! It's all my character! It's the tragedy of my fate! My character! It's not something I should have! Because I'm just mentally ill! I don't have big dreams! I want to be a writer or something! A writer of a generation! It's just a small dream! There's no need to realize it! It's too selfish! It's not good! What do I want! It's good to have food to eat! My biggest wish is hope! The whole world will be happy! Damn it! There are too many pitfalls in reality! My heart is heavy! Gratitude and grudges and whatnot! It's too nature-defying! Because I was too unconventional in the past! This is also one of the reasons for my many years of tragedy! Because my family fell! Because it fell apart! Is this the so-called development? Damn it! I was actually living well in the past! Life was too cruel to me! After that, I was constantly targeted! Damn it! Not only was I treated differently! I can understand that! Damn it! It's a pitfall! They still bully me! I'm crazy and they still bully me! I'm quite speechless! I can't care so much! It's too tiring! There are too many pitfalls! No one knows! How did I get over it! It's a miracle that I'm not crazy! It's not surprising that I'm crazy! Damn it! It's actually all my sins! Some problems are too realistic! My parents are looked down upon! I'm also looked down upon! I discover many beautiful stories! It's just a novel! I'm treated differently! And I'm bullied! It's really enough! Damn it! No one knows! I have the position I have today! It's not easy! I must get this position! Damn it! It's really enough! It's a pitfall! I have no choice! Actually, it's still alright! I failed back then! Why? Because I didn't have enough experience! I'm still too stupid! Actually, to this world, dementia! It's a good thing! Because there's no other way! No one knows what cruelty is! I think I do know! It's not easy for me to get to where I am today! Let's not talk about other things! Even if I die! I have to persevere! Don't be so serious! Reality has made me understand! Ah Q! Actually, sometimes! I study seriously! I'm just escaping from reality! I just don't want to face reality! Hur hur! Ah Q is not bad! To feel the pain of others! Let me know! It's nothing to me! Because it will only be more painful in the future! Hur hur! Kid, your burden is too heavy! Actually, Ah Q is quite good! Not bad! Learn slowly! Slowly adjust your mentality! There will come a day! I can't take it anymore! Humans have a self-adjustment mechanism! I really can't take it anymore! I'll go crazy! Sigh! It's really enough! No one can understand the feelings of a lunatic! They need to be understood! Is it wrong to eat a meal? Is it wrong to continue living? Right?! Don't tell me you want to live on properly! Can't you? Why do you have to discriminate against the mentally ill! It's really enough! Actually, it's not bad! Actually, I can't stand it either! The so-called normal person's face! Hur hur! It's just like that! To put it bluntly! It's just that the tricks are too deep! To put it in layman's terms! It's just that I like my own tricks! To put it in terms of routines! I like myself! I still have face! This sentence is too classic! Hur hur! My feelings! There are many things! It's all subjective judgment! Idiot! In this kind of situation! I won't compliment anyone! Hur hur! I'm destined to fail! I won't eat what I want to eat! Think of a way! Damn it, I'm stupid! It's really different! Actually, being stupid is good! It's tiring! Others don't want to let me eat! Why should I want to eat! I'm really speechless! It's a living cruelty! I estimate how many years later! If I'm still alive! I must write a book that's like my childhood! Tell my own experiences! Not just a story! What's so warm about it! There's nothing at all! I thought it was! I was quite embarrassed! I

I was actually thought by others! Heartless! Hur hur! Damn, I don't understand heartless people at all! Hur hur! I feel so f * * king wronged! No one can understand that kind of feeling! I've experienced an unstoppable tragedy! What else can I do? What else can I do? I've been so angry that I've vomited blood! Finally, one day! My self-regulation system! Something went wrong! So I became a lunatic! Damn it! I can't feel at ease even if I'm crazy! Internal and external causes! There are some! The reason! Because I still want love! And then! Even if I go crazy, I'll still be bullied by others! Damn it! It's really enough! It's so painful! Now people are even more annoying! The number one that belongs to me! I must get it back! Hur hur, unfair competition! Isn't it not good?! Remedial lessons are also counted! It means that remedial lessons are very common nowadays! Actually, you're not calm! People like me! My ability is too strong! I'm not a good person either! This! I should be clear about it myself! And then! Although there's no use in getting the number one! I want to say! Why did you take my number one! What a scam! Isn't it not good?! I can't calm down! Fairness is a joke! And then! I can't even eat right now! The difference is too big! How can I compete now! I don't have the capital! I'm already 25 years old! I'll be 25 soon! Damn it! It's still difficult to eat! What can I do! So! What should I do! I can't accept it! I definitely have it! I can't accept it! I have to adjust my mentality! I'm destined to lose! The difference is too big now! The number one that belongs to me! It looks like I can't get it back! Sigh! Regret! To be honest! There's no regret! I'm quite sad! I've completely fallen! I've lost to myself! Indeed, I've lost to my own good-for-nothing mouth! I don't even have the ability to howl! It's all gone! I don't dare to challenge anymore! It's still okay! My personality has always been like this! I'm not used to howling ghosts! I don't have the determination now! I'm just a lazy good-for-nothing! And then there's nothing! You know how it is! It's very bad! What do I want! Do I know! I want love! And to live a good life! Everything else is really useless! Hehe, no matter how much wealth I have! What is this! Boring little brat! Intelligence is a problem! I get lost too easily! There's a problem! I have to understand! A lot of things! It should be everything in this world! It's all irreversible! This is just hehe! Time is irreversible! It's too scary! It's always been like this! I thought so! My heart is heavy! There are things! It depends on how I grasp them! Many difficulties! Not having a strong will! Many threats! I'm speechless! I don't need opponents! The reason! I don't have that much free time! You're too much! I've lived until now! I really don't treat some people as opponents! Because they're stronger than me! I'm looking up! I'm sighing at my inadequacy! You think! I'll treat myself as a weak person! As an opponent! Damn it! Stronger than me! I have to say! I can't beat them! I can't even f * * king eat! How can I compete with them! And all kinds of threats! If I'm not careful! I'll die! Damn it! I'm not the main character! I don't have the main character halo! It's very scary! I don't care about some problems! I just want to! Defeat the people I think are strong! Do you think that's possible! I can't even afford to eat! Those idiots! They're ridiculously powerful! I don't dare to face them! The difference is too big! I'm too scared! I'm basically! They all belong to the category of avoiding the strong! I'm too scared! So strong! To what extent! Anyway, in this lifetime of mine! I can't compete with them! Actually, it's fine! I have to calm down! My biggest opponent! And it's the thought of eating people! Are you kidding me? What can I do about this! Scourge! It's too scary! I can't even eat! You call me a person who can't even guarantee my survival! Facing all this! Isn't it too heavy? I want to f * * king scold someone! Standing in this position! I'm strong without a doubt! At least someone! He's also the son of a rich family who went abroad to study! What am I? I've been bullied since I was young! Hehe! Damn it! Enough! I can't help it! I'm baffled! From a good-for-nothing! I've been placed in the position of a genius! So what if I'm a genius? There are so many geniuses! What am I?! Hehe! You keep slapping my face! It's the problem of being a genius! I'm speechless too! I've had enough life experience! People who are stronger than me! I can't possibly be boasting! I've never seen them before! A loss is a loss! Sigh, I'm such a rascal! Can this be ignored? I'm quite distressed! Why do I have to be like this! And then! What am I going to do! I'd better continue thinking about how to change the world! So what if I can't do it! Actually, they're saying that I'm arrogant and conceited! People who don't know the immensity of heaven and earth! They're simply ignorant! I'm already very low-key! People who are more arrogant than me! There are too many! I've never seen them before! People who are more low-key than me! Words of conscience! I really haven't! It's too tragic! My kind of life! The feeling that the whole world is stronger than me! Actually, it's fine! That's not important! I value it! It's a beautiful life! It's meaningless to care so much! Gratitude and grudges! It's quite heavy! This problem will always exist! It's too serious! I don't know how much pressure I'm under! Actually, it's fine! Who's alive and who's not! Damn it! I've been beaten up! No one will help me! After all, I'm an only child! All my relatives! All of them are trying to squeeze me! Only my grandma and grandma who have a lot of life experience! Speak up! Damn it! My heart hurts! It's really too painful! In this world! People who protect me! I don't want to think about this problem! It's not good! It's too heavy! How can I not know! Damn it! In this world! People who will protect me! No more than ten people! Anyway, it's all kinds of doubts! Some people actually say that I'm a hooligan! I'm also speechless about this! I don't understand! They don't understand me at all! What's my reason! I hate it the most! Some people say that I'm a hooligan! That's how they talk about me! Isn't it not good?! It's fine if they don't accept it! They even slandered me! They don't understand my world! I'm quite speechless! Completely! They don't understand a foodie's world! Hehe! I'm a complete foodie! I'm just a rice bucket! A foodie's world! Why can't ordinary people understand! They don't understand either! Actually, I finally understand! It's actually a foodie's world! It's very simple! They don't know enough! Actually, the foodies of this world! Rice buckets! Just hope! The whole world can taste delicious food! A foodie's state of mind! Not a foodie! I don't think it's easy to understand! A foodie wants to eat ~ A lot of delicious food! Because of living conditions! A lot of things! A lot of dishes! There's not a single bar to eat! Eating KFC! Hamburgers! Pizza Hut! Whatever! They all need to come up with a twenty-year plan! Damn it! This world! It's not fair! It's a full month for others! It's all my lifetime's income! I can't calm down! These are all traitors! And then! Never thought about it! Donate some to me! Sigh! It's too heavy! I'm bored! I'm learning experience theory! I'm learning something! I've really disappointed myself! Because of capital and whatnot! Tricks and whatnot! It's too easy to confuse people! I feel that this is just haha! It's an insult to me! Damn it! There's no other way! I've failed to learn economic theory! I'm also quite speechless! Actually, I don't have much ability to distinguish! The main problem is that I'm not firm enough! It's too easy! I've been tricked! Sigh, it's really enough! I've been blinded by benefits! I'm also speechless! Such an illusory and beautiful life! It seems to make me very intoxicated! Actually, it's not that bad! This is a problem that I only have myself to blame for! A lot of things! It's all a trick! Let's be more direct! No one connives! No one cheers! How is that possible! Brain damage! Mental deficiency! It's very serious, okay! But I'm relieved! It's a good thing! People like me! There's something wrong with my brain! It's still quite good! People like me! It's impossible to not have a tragedy! I'm a nationalistic youth who's too angry! Sigh, it really hurts! Damn it! It's a tragedy! Actually, it's not that bad! I have this tragedy! It's not surprising! I'm mentally ill! Stubbornness is a major characteristic of mental illness! Everyone is stubborn about it! It's probably different! I'm like this! It's very dangerous, okay! Don't think too highly of yourself! And then! Don't be afraid! Life and death are irreversible! I'm really afraid! So many people threaten me! They say they want to beat me up! Take care of me! Damn it! Is it fun to bully mental illness! That Xu Huo! Not a good person! That kid is too much! I'm depressed! I'm doomed! My mental illness is acting up again! I can't take it anymore! Xu Huo! It's that Ah Fei! Damn it, it's too embarrassing! Do you want to die, kid? It's too arrogant! That's something that happened three years ago! My heart hurts! I'm depressed! And then! Damn this feeling! It's the moment I open my eyes! I close my eyes! More than three years have passed! Time and tide wait for no man! I'm very miserable! Sigh! I'm speechless! I remember when I started writing this book! Give him a f * ck! Send him a message! Wait for him to sponsor me! I've seen too many of those people! It's impossible for them to achieve anything! Young ones! All they know is to brag! What PhD! That's all they are! Haha! I have to believe in hope! That guy is a black man! Even he can get rich! That's impossible! Anyway, he's rich! He won't be able to bring me flying! That's a slap in the face! That guy! His way of showing off is deep! Actually, it's not too bad! He's not my match! If there's any fairness in this world! Actually, it's really enough! This question is too serious! This f * ck! I chuckle! Actually, it's not too bad! This f * ck! He can't contact me now! This f * ck!

I don't know what he's doing now! To be honest! A PhD! And he's learning from others to brag! It's also a pain in the ass! I'm speechless! I've probably seen this before! The trashiest PhD!

Even a PhD needs to brag! I'm quite shameless! And then! I'd better save it! Otherwise, I might be the one scolding myself! I won't have a chance! My learning ability now! Mentality! Completely lost! The problem is serious! Now that I'm writing something! Seriously rejecting the content of the textbook! My learning method! I can't take it anymore! Sigh! It's really tiring! Actually, it's awkward! I need someone else to chew on it! Then teach it to me! It's so much easier this way! Hur hur, it's easy to digest! There's a problem with this learning method! After all, I'm only studying at night university! I'm depressed! Actually, it's still okay! At the beginning! I've dug a pit for myself! Don't change it! It's meaningless! And then! I feel quite inferior! Actually, it's a practical problem! It's too much! After my mental illness! I basically have no energy! I have to adapt to my previous learning method! I have to learn something! It's too difficult! My previous learning method! I can't take it anymore! So! I have to explore new learning methods! I'm helpless! It's so difficult! I really can't do it! My previous learning method! I can't do it anymore! I'm learning some problems now! I'm basically illiterate! I purely need to rely on what I've learned before! Indeed, learning! There's a golden period! For me! This period is only for four years! Actually, there's no such thing! Because I went crazy later on! After going crazy! My previous learning method! It's not suitable for me anymore! There's something! Change it! It's very difficult! Actually, the learning method! It's very simple! Just listen carefully! Then, there's nothing else! After going crazy! Then hehe! Fortunately! Because I'm stupid! Otherwise, my life will be over! I finally understand Fatty Wang's routine! My family is poor! I'm not that stupid! What will I do in the future if I don't learn! It doesn't matter to others! My family is well-off! I won't do anything for the rest of my life! Hehe! That's awkward! This problem! I'm speechless! I had an opinion at that time! Why should I teach other people! I can read extracurricular books! I can't! Damn it! This fatty is a little stupid! Damn it! I've known this fatty for ten years! I've known this fatty for ten years! It's pretty good to have him in this life! Actually, it's a trap! When was the first time I met him! An extremely simple question! This Fatty Wang! Let me do it! I won't do it at all! What is it!