The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 466

I'm going to laugh! I'm feeling very depressed! I'm tired! I feel like I'm dreaming! It's better not to have too much! I feel! This is a very funny thing! I'm so tired! What should I do? This is making me! It's very uncomfortable! It's a very uncomfortable problem! There's actually such a difficulty! I'm speechless like I'm eating melons! I feel it! I'm very tired! Can I not know? Sigh! Hur hur, that's enough! Sigh, I really don't know! Sigh! It's very, very uncomfortable! What should I do? Sigh! This isn't very good, is it?! Day by day! I'm really tired! I feel! This way! What kind of problem is this! Sigh! Maybe I really don't know! Sigh! I thought it was! Sigh! I'm so tired! Can't I write properly?! This kind of feeling! It's really enough! There's no other way! I can only close my eyes and write! I'm so tired! Sigh! All kinds of exhaustion! What's going on?! Think about some problems! My mood! It's really too heavy! Sigh! I have to work hard slowly! I actually don't know anything! Hur hur! I feel like it! Such a melon-eating problem! It's really enough! I'm writing in my sleep! It was almost like he had become a rogue! I'm really tired! Closing my eyes! Without a doubt, it's the feeling of falling asleep! Sigh! It's so unbearable! Damn it! What should I do! Where's the promised dream! Where's the promised beautiful life! I should persevere for a while! The reason! Actually, there's really no reason! I'm thinking about a serious problem! It's still quite difficult to live! Why do I only know! Sigh! What kind of situation am I in! Sigh! Feeling! Something! I'm really going to die! There's something! There's no way to face it! I don't know! Sigh, this is a problem that makes me speechless! Sigh! I can't do it! What else can I do! Sigh! I feel like it! Hur hur! I actually don't know anything! Haha! What should I do! Sigh! It's very, very depressing! Sigh, all kinds of melon-eating feelings! Sigh, I really want to sleep! Such a complicated problem! Sigh! It's so unbearable! I actually don't know! Hur hur! I'm thinking about some problems! What kind of situation is this! Hur hur! I feel very restless inside! I'm so sleepy! I actually have such difficulties! Sigh! I have to say! It's really enough! It's really enough! There's a problem! I need to overcome it! Also, what about the agreement! Sigh! It's not easy! I feel that the difficulty is too high! Every word I say is sleepy! All kinds of sleepy feelings! Sigh! I'm too restless! I need determination to be a person! Isn't that so! Do I have a choice! Why don't I know! So young! I'm really restless! I don't have enough experience! Haha! Young people! There are always too many problems! Hur hur! I feel that it's such a complicated problem! Why don't I know! Sigh! Haha! Sigh! I can't accept it! It's really enough! Sigh, I'm so sleepy! I feel like I'm going to die! I'm suddenly speechless! Fortunately! The symptoms of sleepiness and difficulty in writing are serious! How sleepy can I be! Hur hur! Ordinary people! They don't understand! The most direct manifestation is! They fall asleep the moment they close their eyes! Very, very fast! Sigh! They don't know how to live! What are you trying to say! Sigh! It's a very powerless feeling! Sigh! It's a very, very restless feeling! Sigh! This is what I thought was a problem! Sigh! It's so unbearable! Can I not know! Sigh! I'm so sleepy! It's really too difficult! Sigh! There are all kinds of unbearable feelings! Sigh! What should I do! I don't know at all! Sigh! It's really tiring! I feel that this is a very unbearable problem! Sigh! I'm the one who's sleepy! I can't think about life properly! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! It's a feeling of restlessness! Sigh! What am I! I'm speechless! This feeling! It's really enough! Sigh! There's no other way! It's not easy! I feel it myself! Sigh! There's such a trap! I only found out about it now! Hur hur! I feel that it's such a serious problem! I should have known about it a long time ago! I'm done for! This is a conditioned reflex! There's actually such a trick! I'm really alive or something! What's going on! Anything can happen! I don't know about life! It's too difficult! What are my feelings! I don't have enough experience! What do I want to do! Sigh! I really don't understand this problem! Damn it! What about life! It's such a tragedy! It's really not easy! I feel it myself! I'm going to cry! Sigh! I don't know what's going on in my heart! Sigh! It's actually okay! I'm still feeling tired! Damn it! I feel like I'm going to die! I really can't take it anymore! I don't want to cry too much! Damn it! Sigh! It's so unbearable! I feel it myself! I'll take it slow! There's a problem with my mentality! It's definitely not easy! Sigh! What about life! It's still too difficult! I don't know at all! I feel depressed in my heart! It's better not to cry too much! Sigh! All kinds of unbearable! I really don't know! Sigh! This problem! I definitely don't know about it! Sigh! I'm really speechless! Sigh, it's really unbearable! I don't know anything! Sigh! Haha, I'm really speechless! I feel that this problem! It's too much! Sigh! It's a very heavy feeling! Can I not know? Haha! I feel it! This must be an unbearable thing! Sigh! I'm suddenly speechless! I feel it myself! Sigh! It's so depressing! I can't feel it too clearly! My heart is so heavy! Haha! I thought it was! Sigh! I'm really speechless! I really don't know about it! Sigh! I'm so tired! What the hell is this! Sigh! It's such a headache! Sigh! It feels like I'm going to die! How can it be like this! Sigh! I really don't understand it! There's such a trap! Sigh! I don't understand it! What else can I do? I have to continue thinking about life! Haha! I really don't know about it! I have to think about it properly! I'm really speechless! I feel it myself! Sigh! It's a very, very unbearable feeling! What am I thinking! Sigh! It's not easy! Sigh! I'll take it slow! There's a problem! It's not easy to handle! Sigh! It's really unbearable! What should I do? It's a problem that even God doesn't know about! How can I possibly know about it! This is just a question of eating melons! I don't understand it at all! I thought it was! Sigh, it's really enough! Sigh, I feel so depressed! Sigh! I really don't know about it! I'm feeling all sorts of memories! I can't be confused at this time! What is it! It feels like paste! Sigh! It's so heavy! This is actually considered difficult! It has to be said! Enough! It's really enough! Can I not know about it! It's so unbearable! Sigh, what a trap! I still don't know about it! Sigh! I'm too young! Sigh, can anyone tell me! Why do I feel so sleepy! It's really enough! Sigh! I don't know about it! Sigh! It's really, really unbearable! There's a problem with all sorts of feelings! Can I not know about it! Sigh! It's really enough! I'm always very young! It's a sudden feeling! I'm really speechless! Haha! I really don't know about it! What should I do! This problem is so serious! What I want is the nature of the problem! And the problem of principles! I still don't know about it! I feel like I'm unable to grasp it! I don't even feel like I'm alive! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Pressure and whatnot! It can't be too big! Sigh! I feel like this is a serious problem! I thought! I don't know anything! Hur hur! I need to think about life properly! Sigh! I'm really speechless! What about my own feelings! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, mood and whatnot! Sigh, I'm so depressed! This problem! It's too serious! I don't know about it at all! Haha! It's really enough! I really don't know about it! Haha! Sigh, I feel terrible! Young people! I don't know about it at all! Sigh! I'm going to die! I'm going to die! This feeling! Sigh, I still don't understand life! What does this count as? How can I not know about it? Sigh! It's really, really uncomfortable! Sigh! I feel very tired! I don't want too much! I'm sleepy! I feel like I'm sleepwalking! Hur hur, I can't think that I'm awake! I should think that! I'm asleep! Hur hur! It's too tiring! I'm so tired that I'm facing all kinds of difficulties! Sigh! It's really enough! I'm completely speechless! What about my own feelings! Hur hur! I sing loudly! It's still necessary! If I don't go crazy! We'll be old! What's the point of immortality! We'll miss it! There won't be any more! It's really depressing! It shows that I don't understand life at all! Hur hur! It's really enough! Sigh! There's a problem! It makes people feel hopeless! I definitely know that! I should continue singing! It's a promised dream! It's still necessary! I'm depressed! No one understands! What exactly is the dream! How difficult is it! These things! Ordinary people can't understand! Hur hur! There aren't that many people in this world! Hur hur! What I mean is! This world! There aren't any ordinary people! I don't think there's such a saying! What feelings! It's totally useless! Hur hur, it's just adding to the feeling of sadness! Haha! You're not really happy! You're smiling! It's just that you're wearing protective colors! The crowd is crying! Hur hur! Ordinary people! Or are you thinking too much! In this world! The pit is too big! What else can I do! Haha! Young people! There are too many problems! It's a very restless feeling! Hur hur! I should be clear about it! Don't tell me I don't know! What is heavy! You want to ascend to the heavens! Hur hur! I'm from the countryside! I don't know what capital is! This is a very laughable question! Do I think I don't know? Young people have a lot of questions! I'm still lacking in the key nature of the problem! And then! There's nothing else! I'm not sure about the direction yet! This is a trap! What should I do! It's so uncomfortable! I don't know anything! I'm speechless! What do I want to do! It's too uncomfortable! Haha! I really don't know! Sigh, I feel depressed! Sigh! I'm very unclear! Sigh! There are still too many questions! Sigh! I can't calm down! I think! I think! I can be confused! Is it not good? There are things! It's better not to know! Are you tired? Tired! I really don't have time to sleep! The feeling of running for my life! It's not easy to bear! There's no other way! They're all scoundrels! I can think about life properly! I don't understand heavy things! All kinds of gossip! Hur hur! I don't have enough experience! I don't understand life! And then! Some questions! I have to grasp them! And then! I don't have that kind of ability! This is nonsense! I thought it was! Such a laughable thing! Seriously, that's enough! What questions! It's better not to have too many! There are some problems! That's too serious! Hur hur! There are some problems! I can't do anything about it! And then! Mood and whatnot! It's especially heavy! Haha! What should I say! Sigh! I'm suddenly speechless! Depressing life! It's like this! Eating is so painful! Eating melons is not fun! Sigh, what am I thinking! It's really enough! Sigh, I don't know at all! I still don't know! So young! Why are they so stupid! Sigh! I think it's enough! There are some problems! If I can't grasp it! In this lifetime! It's like waiting for death! Because there are so many problems! It's very realistic, okay! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, I don't understand at all! Sigh! All kinds of problems are enough! Sigh! Eating melons! This matter! I actually don't know! Sigh! I'm going to die! This matter! Sigh, I don't know at all! Sigh, I'm especially speechless! Sigh! I really don't know at all! Sigh! I'm speechless in my heart! Sigh! Hur hur! What am I thinking! Sigh! All kinds of depressing and heavy feelings! Can I not know? Sigh! Hur hur! Sigh, I feel terrible just thinking about it! Don't I know? Sigh, I'm so tired! What happened to perseverance? I can't see my own determination at all! It's really enough! Sigh! I'm so tired! This feeling is not easy to bear! Hur hur! I've thought of a problem! Sigh! I'll get used to it! Hur hur! I don't know! The scam back then! It's so scary! I thought it was! Sigh, the process of growing up! I'm still a rascal! I don't know anything at all! I'm going to die! This matter! I don't know at all! This is indeed a trap! I have no choice! Sigh! I don't know anything at all! Sigh! My problem! It's still not the key! Haha! I'm not calm at all! Eating melons! Hur hur! I thought it was! Sigh! Sometimes! I have to say it! I'm done for! Sigh! What should I do! Sigh! I really don't know anything at all! What opinion do I have? I don't understand life! Idiot! That's enough! Sigh! I'm so damn tired! Sigh! I feel so uncomfortable! I'm suddenly speechless! I'm tired! I'm so tired! How can I not know? Tired! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Something! I don't know anything at all! Sigh! It's too difficult! For people like me! It's very heavy! Haha! Sigh! I can't do it! I can't do it at all! What kind of problem is this? I really don't know anything! Think about life properly! Kid! That's enough! Sigh! I don't know anything at all! Sigh! I suddenly want to know something! Sigh! Kid! How can I not know! Damn it! I'm born with it! You're different from ordinary people! It's really enough! No one can understand the pain in the balls! I've made a mistake! Isn't that right? Sigh! It's a very uncomfortable feeling! I shouldn't be like this! Sigh! You're giving in to Idiot! Feeling very unbalanced in my heart! I thought so myself! All kinds of uncomfortable feelings! Sigh! I really don't know! Kid! I'm going to eat melons again! Haha! It's a very, very tricky problem! I still need to have faith! Sigh! My heart is heavy! I have to say! It's such a big trap! I only have myself to blame! Sigh! That's exactly what happened! I made a mistake! Ordinary people wouldn't understand! I have too many problems! Actually, it's not my problem at all! I can't take the blame! Hur hur! Damn it! That's really enough! Actually, it's still okay! It's a feeling of being very idle! Kid, you're too restless! It's such a simple problem! It's impossible for me not to know! Sigh! I have my own life! I'm also speechless! Because I want to knock myself down! It's a really difficult problem! I thought so! Hur hur! I don't think it's a good thing! I'm speechless! I'll take it myself too! There's no other way! This is just hur hur! I'm going to die! If I can't grasp the key nature of the problem! If I can't determine the direction of my life! Hur hur! Life is bound to fail! Haha! I'm depressed! What kind of problem is this! I'm going to die! This feeling isn't easy to bear! It's a problem of mentality! Sigh, take it slow! Actually, it's not bad to fail! At least I can still fail! Hur hur! I've said it before! The biggest success! Forever! I can still fail! Haha! How should I put it! It's difficult to eat! Hur hur! Young man can't stay calm! Such a stupid problem! I actually don't know about it at all! The key problem! I still have to work hard to grasp it! Sigh! It's really enough! Hur hur, it's really painful for young people to eat melons! It's really enough! Sigh! Completely hur hur! What else can I do! Sigh! Can I not know about it? Sigh! I really don't know about it! Hur hur! Can I not know about it? This isn't important! A tragedy of life! I think it's definitely destined! This isn't important either! What does it mean? Personal gains and losses! So what? It's very simple! Increase my so-called usefulness! Reduce my own harm! And then! Such a stupid problem! I actually don't know about it! Think about it! Such a serious problem! Sigh! I really don't know about it! Sigh! All kinds of uncomfortable feelings! I really don't want too much! I don't seem to understand it! Sigh! It's really enough! Think about it! These problems! Mood and whatnot! I'm not calm enough! Sigh! I'm done for! Why don't I know about it! Haha! I don't seem to understand anything at all! Haha! I thought it was! Feelings! Damn it! I really don't know about it! Sigh! I'm wrong! Sigh! The key problem! Especially haha! What should I do? I don't even know about it myself! Sigh! Think about these problems! I'm depressed! Sigh! Life! Path and whatnot! It's really not easy! It's very tiring! There are some problems! Don't I know about it myself! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I'm really speechless! Haha! You're especially restless! Haha! Courting death! It's really enough! Very free, right? Idiot! You're eating too much! Haha! I thought it was! I still don't know about life! There are some problems! Can I not know about it! Eating melons! It's better if I don't know about it! My heart is especially heavy! Haha! I'm done for! There's something wrong with my mental fortitude! And then! If I can't grasp the key problem! I'm laughing too! But I should say! This is a process! I feel very restless! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, I'm depressed! Can I not know about it! Sigh, it's really enough! There are some problems! I'm a rascal just thinking about it! There are some problems! It's not easy to handle! Eating too much! It's really different! Eating melons! Don't eat too much! What do I want to say! Very stupid! Kid, you want to go to heaven! Actually, it's not that bad! A lunatic or something! There are always many problems! I actually don't know about it! I'm going to die! The key problem! I'm not sure! I'm just laughing! Damn, it's really tragic, okay! It's really enough! The bottom line problem! Why don't I know about it! The key problem is the nature of it! It doesn't mean the bottom line! So! The bottom line? Damn it! It's too difficult! Eating too much melon eater! Sigh! I actually don't know about it! Sigh! I'll take it slow! There are many things! I need to learn! Can I not learn? I don't want to know about these things! It's too tiring! Very tiring! There are some problems! Don't I know about it! Hur hur! It's heavy! It's not easy! I have such a simple problem! I don't even know about it! Isn't it not good? Nothing is necessary! Why are there so many absolutes! What should I do! Hur hur! My intelligence quotient! It's also a hard problem! The key problem! It's not easy to grasp! It's really enough! I think it's too much! Sigh! I don't know at all! Haha! There are things! Why don't I know about it! Sigh! This matter! Don't I know about it! Little brat! You're really too much! You're really too much! Sigh! All kinds of speechless feelings! It's really enough! Sigh! I'm not calm at all! Sometimes! All kinds of depressing! What's going on! The bottom line is a scam! Damn it! I feel like I want to die! There are all kinds of problems! These problems! They're not easy to handle! I can't do anything about it! I don't know what to do at all! Hur hur! I think it's too much! I don't know if it's tiring! I don't know if it's tiring! I don't have the time! It's very tiring, okay! So! It's still okay! I don't have to go to some places! Isn't it good? Young people! What a big good-for-nothing! Use your brain! Okay! It's really enough! How can I not know! Sigh! This is a problem of understanding! Hur hur, a lot of problems! It needs to be coordinated! I'm too much! I don't have it! I don't have it! I have this kind of ability! I have a communication barrier! I'm not prepared at all! How can that be! Hur hur! I feel very uncomfortable! I'm really watching melons! I can't do it myself! I have to work! It's not that easy! It's all a trick! Why don't I know! I'm going to die! Reality is so complicated! I can't even afford to eat! It's really enough! It's something! To be specific! It's especially scary! Take it slow! Mentality and whatnot! It needs to be constantly adjusted! It's something! It's accumulated! I don't think I can do it! It's because of intelligence! I'm also speechless! Hur hur, failure and whatnot! It turns out! It's not something that can be achieved overnight! Hur hur! My heart is heavy! My pit is too big! The feeling of going crazy in the past! It's really enough! I don't have the ability at all! I have to face the problem! Face the doubt! I'm a little too much! My opponent is very strong! Okay! I feel it myself! It's actually okay! It's all tricks! The bottom level is a pit! Don't I know what I've been through! This is a common and widespread phenomenon at the bottom level! It's really enough! Sigh! Damn it! How can I deal with it! I don't have any ideas at all! I really don't know! What kind of situation is this! I seem to! I really don't know! Haha! I need to think about it! I've eaten too much! It's really different! Hur hur! It's really enough! There are some problems! I'm speechless! I'm especially shameless! What position! It's not important! I need to know what I can do! What I want to do! What I insist on doing! Hur hur! There are a lot of things! They need to be learned! Opportunities and whatnot! It's not easy to grasp! For me! It's very difficult! You don't know what opportunities are! You lack the capital to watch melons! Damn it! No bottom class experience! I don't have to suffer! Correct behavior! It's too difficult! Actually, I thought! No bottom class experience! How can I withstand the test of history! What's important! What's important! Hur hur! I'm going to die! This matter! At such a young age! It's difficult to even make a living! This is a practical problem! There are some problems! I'm still too superstitious! I can't grasp it at all! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, I don't understand! That's enough, you dead man! Sigh! I'm such a scam myself! What can I do! Bottom class experience! It's not enough at all! What do I mean! There are a lot of things! I still need to persist and grasp it! There will always be difficulties! Facing difficulties! What else can I do! I keep failing! Hur hur! I can't withstand the temptation! Damn it! These things! They need to be accumulated! After all, occupations and whatnot! Pursuits and whatnot! I'm different from ordinary people! I thought! I don't know! In this world! Not ordinary people! Hur hur! What am I thinking! I must grasp it! The ability to distinguish right from wrong! I must have it! I feel! I'm done for! There are some problems! I can't do anything about it! It's a very tiring feeling! It's not easy! It's too difficult! It's actually very simple! I'll just have to be myself! Damn it! I have a criminal record! Let people! I'm speechless! I don't understand! Life and whatnot! It's too cruel! I can't do anything about it! What should I do? I really don't know! I have to do something! It's not that easy! Hur hur! I feel this problem! The feeling of eating melon seeds! Kid, can you use your brain a little! Sigh! Damn it! Sigh! I'm speechless! Can I not know anything! Sigh! Hur hur! I'm depressed! I really don't know! There are some problems! All kinds of complicated! I need to think about life! What is this! I don't even have the ability to judge! I don't have any! It's so difficult! This problem! This problem! I'm done for! I naturally lack the ability to judge! I'm also a talent! Comprehension ability! It's also absolutely lacking! What do I mean! It's probably because of mental illness! Damn it! I really can't do it! Sigh! That's really enough! Sigh! My problems! There are all kinds of them! I'm very free! Idiot! I really don't know! So! I've been at the bottom for too long! What's going on! Don't I know! Sigh! I'm bragging every day! I'm really free! That's normal! I don't have any experience at the bottom! I'll have a smooth life! I won't ascend to heaven! It's all impossible! Because I'm also that kind of person! Hur hur! It feels very heavy! Damn it! How can I not know it! I don't understand at all! How should I think about life! Haha! The feeling of eating melon seeds! I'm going to die! This situation! It's quite complicated! I feel like I can't take it anymore! Damn it! I thought about it carefully! What do I mean! Don't eat melons too much! Hur hur! Because there are some things! It's impossible for me not to know! It's too difficult! There's something wrong with my mentality! How much am I worth! I still have to be clear about it! Hur hur! Don't I know! I've been living at the bottom for too long! I'll be doubting life every day! What if I say it! I don't have a team! Life is also painful! Experience problems! It's quite a trap! What do I mean! It's not easy for me! And then! Actually, it's still alright! What can I do! I don't even know myself! Sigh! I have to work hard! I have to! Because I don't have the capital! I feel like I can't even afford to eat! It's really unbearable! I'm speechless! Haha! I thought so! I'm going to die! I actually don't know! Damn it! It's a normal phenomenon! Resistance and whatnot! There's definitely no lack of it! It's difficult at the bottom! It's hard at the bottom! I'm starting to doubt life! All kinds of demons and ghosts! Flying all over the sky! It's really enough! The feeling of being in a precarious situation! That's true! I've thought about it carefully! It's better to live well! The experience at the bottom is not enough! My heart is too big! Do I have to pay the price? Actually, it's not that bad! Why are you so superstitious! Demons and ghosts! It's really enough! Hur hur! There's no other way to be superstitious! Is this fear? Maybe it's self-consolation! Hur hur! The key problem! How can I not know! It's really enough! I actually know how to do that! Hur hur! It's really enough! This problem of eating melons! What's my reason?! Because I know that others are not suitable! Others are not reliable! If these people were to do it! The consequences would be unimaginable! I'm also quite a rascal! I don't have that much free time! I only have a few minutes! I want to retire! Sleep until I wake up naturally! Then I'll have meat to eat! That's great! There's a problem! It's quite a trap! There are too many opponents! I'm helpless! Damn it! Why should I go? Because I don't think others are suitable! Because there's a problem with my experience! The routine of life is different! I don't want to care about these trivial things either! I'll be sick all my life! I don't have that much free time! I want to stay in a mental hospital to reflect on life! I can't! It's a waste! It's really enough! Sigh! What am I thinking! I have to say! Sigh, I'm depressed! What's going on! Demons and ghosts! They can do whatever they want! It's really enough! What else can I do?! I still have to give it a try! Why can't I give myself a chance! The me of the past! It's not like this! Because how should I put it! I know! I can't do anything! So! But it's very hehe! I thought it was! Something! Also a rascal! Can I choose! I really can't! I also need to eat! I've been living at the bottom for too long! I think these idiots! They're really not suitable! There are too many tricks! Can't they be good people! The most distressing thing is! It's all kinds of dog heads! What kind of behavior is this! There's no sense of cleanliness at all! If these people come and stand in some positions! I'll hehe! I don't want too many opponents! Forget it! I have a lot of criminal records too! Things like stealing chickens and dogs! I've done quite a lot too! Hehe! Eating, drinking, health care, gambling! I'm sick of it! It's really enough! Such a heavy problem! I'm also speechless! Damn it! What the hell is going on! What do I want to do! Actually, it's still okay! I got to know some unreliable people! Life is destined to be a tragedy! I think this is a TV drama! What's going on! It's really too hehe! Forget it! This is the standard behavior of the audience! How could I not know! Haha! Acting cool is courting death! It's really enough! I thought it was! I have to be calm! Inexplicable! Hehe! Sigh! I'm finished!