I've become someone who doesn't like to study! One of the Ten Evils! This problem is too heavy! I have no choice! I'm too tired! Damn! I'm still considered tired every day! I fell asleep today! I didn't get up! I'm so tired! Sigh! I'm sad! There's a problem! I have no choice! Sigh! It's really enough! I'm so tired! My computer is lagging! It's so annoying! Sigh! Damn! This feeling is not easy to bear! Take it slow! Don't be anxious! There are many things! It needs to be settled and accumulated! Actually, you don't understand life! Failure is really a good choice! This is just a way of life! Hur hur! Is this important? Damn it! These days! I'm so tired! Why do I have to write? If I don't write, I'll have a mental breakdown! My fingers will itch too! It should be rheumatism or something! Finger bones! It's actually aching and itching! It actually makes me feel like chopping off my hand! It's too difficult! It's too unbelievable! I don't have to know! This problem?! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Being anxious won't solve the problem! I thought so! That's enough! There's no time! According to the routine! Time is like water in a sponge! There will always be some if you squeeze a little! Damn it! It's so tiring! What do I want to say! What do I want to say! The body is the capital of the revolution! Sigh! I'm tired just thinking about it! I can't rest well every day! I'm so tired! I'm so tired! How am I going to live on! How do I feel! What do I want to think about! My heart is heavy! Haha! I thought so! Damn it! How can I go to heaven! Sigh! It's so scary! Sigh! I'm really not sure! Sigh! I'm dying! Such a situation! Sigh! Damn it! I'm tearing up just thinking about it! I thought so! I'm so tired! I only want to sleep every day! That's all! My balls are hurting! This matter! I'm really speechless! Because how should I put it! I'm wasting my speechlessness! Composing and whatnot! Opportunities are always limited! Hur hur! I still don't understand! Damn it! There's no other way! I want to eat! I want to live on! Actually, it's not that bad! You're not calm! Failure is inevitable! Some things! Even though you know it's a failure! You still have to move forward! Why! There's no reason! I thought so! You don't understand life! It's not a matter of opportunities! But what! Success or whatnot! It's really useless! What I want is a better life! Just a better living environment! If I don't have any of these! Success or whatnot! It's destined to be illusory! Anyway, that's what I think! It's meaningless! I'm going to hang up! Damn it! I feel like I'm going to kneel down! Isn't it good! Young people! The psychological burden is too heavy! It's really not good! Slowly think about some problems! Sigh! That's really enough! What can I be clear about! Sigh! Can I not know! Sigh! Sigh, it's really sad! Sigh! Can I not know! I feel! It's so complicated! Sigh! I'm so tired! Sigh! There's no other way! Alright, it's time to get up! Sigh, I'm so depressed! What else can I do? Sigh! Too tired! Too tired! Sigh! My heart is tired! I just want to sleep! It's more important to stay alive! Sigh! I'm really going to cry! Sigh! There's really no other way! Haha! I thought so myself! Sigh! I feel like I'm going to die! Damn it! I'm going to die! You're going to die! You're going to die! Get up! Dumbass! You're going to die! Damn it! I'm so depressed! I'm so tired! It's so painful! I'm going to die! It's too miserable! Sigh! It's really enough! I need to think about life! Actually, every day now! I can write! That's already very good! I still don't understand life! Sigh! It's too scary! Hur hur! I really don't know! Sigh! I don't know at all! Sigh! It's so sad! I need to think about it carefully! What does this mean? Sigh! I really don't know that well! Sigh! I don't understand at such a young age! I thought so myself! Sigh, it's really scary! What am I thinking! Actually, it's still okay! I'm not calm again! Sigh! That's really enough! I thought so myself! It's really not easy! Sigh! Haha! Why don't I know that? Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! It's all because I don't know! It's probably because my thoughts are in a mess! Psychological pressure! And it's quite big! I don't understand life at such a young age! How should I put this feeling! I'm not calm at all! Hur hur! I've watched too many television dramas! Haha! An onlooker! Sigh! I need to work hard! What should I say! Sigh! I'm always so restless! Sigh! It's really scary! Sigh! I really thought so! Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! I feel that this is nothing! Sigh! It's all deceitful! Sigh! What does this mean? Sigh! It's really not easy! I'll think about it properly! Sigh! This isn't a serious question! Hur hur! What am I thinking about again! I just don't understand! Sigh! This is a tragedy! Sigh! I don't understand life! Sigh! I thought so! Sigh! What is life! It's really not easy! I thought so myself! There are too many excuses! Isn't it not good? Sigh! I feel that it's really enough! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! This is too scary! Sigh! I thought so! Sigh! It's really scary! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! I thought so! Sigh! This problem! I still need to face it properly! Sigh! It's really not easy! I need to work hard continuously! Haha! What am I thinking about again! Sigh! I don't know at all! Haha! I still can't be that calm! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Hehe! Calm down! It's not important! Thinking patterns! It's more important! I thought so myself! Sigh! It's too scary! Sigh! It's so uncomfortable! Sigh! I still don't know! Sigh! I'm getting more and more clueless! Sigh! I don't think it's a complicated situation! Haha! I feel so speechless! I think so myself! There's a problem! It's quite serious! I thought so myself! Sigh! It's really not easy! I can only say! Move aside, I want to think about life! It's really enough! I'm not calm at all! What am I thinking about again! It's such a complicated situation! What do I know! It's really, really not easy! And then! I'm thinking about some complicated problems! It's really not easy! Damn it! Experience problems! Isn't it a little heavy? Actually, it's still okay! There's no other way! These are all problems that I need to face myself! Sigh! It's so painful! I don't have a choice! It's a dog-egg problem! What can I do about it! Sigh! I will eventually become such a person! Because fate gave it to me! I don't have a choice! Haha! Actually, it's still okay! I have to be calm! I still don't understand! Young man, that's enough! Actually, so what? It's all a kind of life! I don't understand anything at all! Haha! What a joke! Idiot! It's really not enough! I think so myself! Haha! I have to be calm! What am I very worried about? Haha! I'm not calm! What if I can do it? Actually, that's not important at all! Haha! I still don't understand life! Sigh! I'm young! I'm not calm at all! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I'm a little confused! Haha! Psychological burden! It's too heavy! Sigh! It's not easy at all! I'm very sleepy every day! Okay! Sigh! All sorts of feelings of restlessness! I think it's just me! Hard work and whatnot! It's not a luxury! I still have to have it! It's not about what I want! Right?! It's enough as long as I have food to eat! Haha! Young man! It's still a tragedy! Sigh! I'm not that clear about it! Sigh! I'm destined to fail! So what! I'm still very restless! Sigh! All sorts of feelings of restlessness! Sigh! I'm not that clear about it! Sigh! It's very uncomfortable! Sigh! There's a problem! I can't face it! Failure and whatnot! It's not that easy to bear! I feel it myself! Haha! I can't calm down! What's this! It's necessary! Hur hur! It's necessary! Someone has to do it! What's the reason? Why? Why don't I know! Sacrifice and whatnot! It's inevitable! I can't calm down at all! Sigh! Feelings and whatnot! It's really enough! Sigh! What am I going to do! Sigh! I'm not sure! Can I? Sigh! I'm done for! Haha! Kid, you want to go to heaven! I thought so myself! Damn it! I really can't figure it out! Haha! What do I want to say! Sigh! I don't understand! You're just a bystander! Sigh! My thoughts are in a mess! I really can't do it! Eating is a problem! The pressure is not small! There's no other way! Failure and whatnot! I can see it all! Hur hur! I still don't understand life! Sigh, I don't understand at all! Hur hur! Such a simple problem! I feel that it's all bullsh * t! Fortunately! It's destined to fail! It must be necessary! I'm disappointed! I believe in things! It's too much! Actually, I don't need to know! Reality and whatnot! It's heartbreaking! Haha! It's simply hilarious! A lot of things are clearly problems! But no one can solve them! Then I can only do it! I'm really! I can't do anything! Hur hur! Why! It's the same world! It's the same dream! I can't calm down! I'm really a grandpa! Because there are things! I'm still too ignorant! I'm numbly believing them! I believe them numbly! How can I be like this! Traitor! There must be! I can't calm down! Haha! I feel it myself! Sigh! It's really enough! Haha! I'm still young! I can't calm down! Isn't that not good? Sigh! It's really enough! There are problems! Although they're problems left behind by history! They're not easy to solve! But I still have to work hard! Even if I can't do it! Even if the sacrifice is great! Although I'm just a dog's life! Haha! And then! There are problems! I have to do it well! Numb! It's really enough! I'm also that kind of person! Numb! It's also a kind of cannibalism! Haha! I have to work hard! I have to solve some problems! I really can't sit still anymore! Haha! I don't want excuses! I'm looking for too many! I have a lot of problems too! But! I have to work hard! Haha! It's really enough! I can't calm down in all kinds of ways! How to solve problems! Don't I know! I don't know at all! I don't want my life! It's a very normal thing! I'm such a sinner! Death is not to be regretted! Haha! I can't calm down! It's really not that important! What do I want? What do I have to work hard towards? I definitely don't know! I'll further discover problems! What do I want to say! What does the surface show! Vulnerable groups! I'm really too unlucky! Damn! Is this society?

It's not what I want! Haha! Why? Damn! It's all a trap! It feels like I'm courting death! I don't want too many! It's actually another trap! I have to maintain a certain state of mind! There are too many mosquitoes! It's really uncomfortable! I have to calm down! I have to spare my worthless life! It's still the same! It's useless! Haha! But according to the routine! This is the biggest punishment for myself! There are some problems! I don't understand! Haha! I have to change! It's really enough! Young people! What are you trying to do! I'm helpless! I can't calm down! I can't live! Do I need a reason? There are too many problems! There's nothing I can do! Sigh! Haha! I'm still feeling all sorts of uneasy feelings! Sigh! What's the big deal about this! Sigh! It's really uncomfortable! Sigh! It's really enough! I really don't understand! It's not like I don't know! Haha! Think about it carefully! Haha! I thought it was! There are some problems! I have to deal with it! It's really difficult! Damn! It's really enough! I'm alone! What can I do? This is a problem of uneasiness! Haha! I thought it was! Sigh! Haha! The feeling of uneasiness in my heart! Sigh! I really don't understand all sorts of things! Sigh! I thought it was! Don't be too frustrated! I have to calm down! I'm under a lot of pressure! What else can I do? I don't understand at all! Sigh! It's really me who doesn't understand! Sigh! There are a lot of problems! I've always been unable to understand! Sigh! It's a feeling of uneasiness! Sigh! What's the big deal about this! Sigh! Young people! I really can't calm down! What do I want to do! I want to think about life! Then, there's nothing else! Complicated problems! I don't want so much! I can't accept it! I have to calm down! Hur hur! Young people! There are too many problems! Alright! Haha! I'm not calm enough! There's actually such a situation! Hur hur! I thought so! There's not enough space! I can't express myself normally! Hur hur! It's unbearable! I feel like there's something wrong with me! Don't I want too much? Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! It's not like I'm that calm! Sigh! I really can't calm down! Haha! I thought so! What's the big deal about this! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! That's scary! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! This is my own problem! Sigh! It's not like I know! Sigh! I feel really uneasy! Sigh! This is a problem! I don't understand at all! Sigh! I don't think this is the big deal! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! I thought so! What's the problem! Haha! I'm scared to death! Sigh! All kinds of uneasy feelings! I feel really uneasy! I thought so! Sigh! All kinds of uneasy feelings! It's better not to think too much! This is something! I still! I'm very stubborn! Sigh! All kinds of uneasy! Sigh! Just thinking about it gives me a headache! Maybe I just want to sleep! It's really enough! Reality is a trap! Sigh! I'm so tired! There's actually such a situation! Sigh! I feel so helpless! I'll take it slow! I'm still too anxious! I don't have enough energy at all! The drowsiness is very serious! I feel it myself! Sigh! It's really enough! It's so tragic! This feeling! Haha! How can I not know! All kinds of uneasy feelings! It's an uncomfortable feeling! Sigh! It's really enough! What am I thinking! Sigh! So! Sigh! I'm so tired! Sigh, I'm going to die! I'm going to die! Damn! I'm so damn tired! I'm stuck at a high altitude! I'm not in a good state of mind! So! I'm going to die! So! A lot of times! What else can I do? It's too tiring! This is a very complicated matter! My own feelings! Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! I'm totally not clear about it! Sigh! All kinds of uncomfortable! Sigh! This is really a problem! Sigh! Let me think about it carefully! Damn it! I'm so tired! Thinking and whatnot! It's so painful! Can I not cry? It's really enough! Sigh! All kinds of uncomfortable feelings! It's really enough! Sigh! I can't calm down at all! What do I think? Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! What do I think? It's such a boring matter! I actually don't know about it! Sigh! Damn it! Sigh! Haha! I have to work hard! Sigh! All kinds of painful feelings! What do I think? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! What do I know about it? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! I'm tired! I can also feel like I'm in heaven! Sigh! It's really enough! I'm really not clear about it! Damn it! It's like this! Isn't it not good? What do I think? Sigh! It's really enough! Young people! I have to calm down! Am I right? It's a very simple matter! Why don't I understand it? Sigh! All kinds of painful feelings! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! What do I think? Sigh! Haha! I still need to work hard! Why should I? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! I feel terrible! It's about taking damage! I'm speechless! Damn it! I really can't accept it! I have to think about life! Damn it! What's going on? I can't calm down! Haha! It's a simple matter! Hur hur! Young people! That's enough! Sigh! I really don't know about it! Sigh! I have to feel it properly! Sigh! It's so sad! Sigh! I really don't know about it at all! Sigh! What do I think? Sigh! I really can't calm down! Sigh! What do I think? Sigh! I have to think about some problems! Haha! That's really enough! One must keep a low profile! Don't you know? That's great! I'll take it slow! These problems! I can't calm down at all! Hur hur! Sigh! I'm really speechless! Sigh! What's the big deal about this! Haha! I really can't calm down at all! What do I think? I really can't! I can't take the pressure! It's too vexing! Sigh! I feel terrible! Sigh! The problems of reality! What exactly are they! I need to rest! There are all problems! How can I face them! What about life! I'm really helpless! Sigh, I feel like this! Is this really okay? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! What do I think? The problems of eating melons! Hur hur today! And then! Tired! Sigh! Sigh! It's really enough! What should I think? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! It's still too much! Haha! What do I think? I can't calm down at all! What am I thinking? Sigh! I'm speechless! I think! What's the big deal about this! Sigh! Haha! It's nothing! What do I think? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! I think! Sigh! It's actually not that bad! I can't be that calm! Sigh! I really can't figure it out! Haha! What do I think? Sigh! I'll take it slow! Sigh! What about life! It's too cruel! Sigh! I must work hard! How can I not know! Sigh! I can't calm down at all! I want to! I feel like I'm going to die of exhaustion! Damn it! I feel very helpless! I'm really too tired! But there are many problems! I have to persevere and deal with them! I have to! What do I think? Sigh! I can't calm down at all! Don't I know? Sigh! I feel terrible! Sigh! What do I think? Sigh! I'm really powerless to eat melons! Sigh! What do I feel? Sigh! It's really not easy! Sigh! What does this count as! What about my mood! It's very depressing! What do I feel? This feeling of being trapped to death! It's really enough! What about my brain! What about my thoughts! All of them! I'm dozing off! Sigh! It's really enough! I'm so tired! There's nothing I can do about it! I'm better than ordinary people! It's easier to get tired! Sigh! It's really a pain in the ass! Sigh! Haha! I can't calm down at all! I'm really laughing at it! What do I think? I really don't know! Sigh! I'm not clear at all! Sigh! What do I feel? What does this count as! Sigh! I really don't think much of it! Sigh! I'm scared to death! I can't calm down at all! What do I feel? Sigh! I'm really laughing at it! Sigh, young man! You're not calm enough! Sigh! Eating melons! Eating melons! Kid! You're really … You're really disappointing me! Don't you understand? Young man! Sigh! That's enough! Sigh! I thought! I can't calm down at all times! It's really enough! Sigh! What do I think? This is a trap! Haha! I'm not calm at all! This is a laughing problem! I need to think about it! Sigh! I don't understand at all! I still don't understand! Some questions! What! This question! I think I can't figure it out! What! Reading is the easiest way! Hehe! It's really enough! Why don't I understand? Sigh! I'm too careless! It's really enough! I can't calm down at such a young age! My feelings aren't strong enough! Sigh! It's really too tiring! Sigh! I'm scared to death! Sigh! I'm having all sorts of restless feelings! Sigh! What do I want to do? Sigh! And then? Sigh! It's very good! It's actually like this! It's really not good! Sigh! Hehe! There's a problem! It's impossible for me not to know! I thought! Damn monkey! That's enough! It's so painful! I'm so tired! I'm powerless to spread my so-called thoughts! Damn it! I'm going to fall asleep at any moment! I feel like I can't get up! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh, I can't be calm anymore! I thought! Sigh, it's such a painful feeling! I thought! Sigh! It's nothing! Sigh! I thought! Sigh! So! It's the feeling that I have to work hard! Haha! Hur hur! What does this count as? Training and whatnot! It's still necessary! Hehe! My opponent is really too scary! Hehe! I can't calm down! Haha! I need to train! I'm definitely not willing to do that! It's because I'm too tired! Haha! I feel like I can't calm down! What do I think! What does this count as? Actually, under normal circumstances! Hehe! I thought! I feel like I'm going to laugh! I'm finished! I'm finished! What am I thinking! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! Haha! I'm going to die! I'm a complete good-for-nothing! At least how should I put it! There's no other way! I have to think about it carefully! Sigh! I really feel like I can't calm down! Sigh! That's really enough! I have to calm down! Little brat! Hur hur! Work hard and whatnot! I definitely can't do without it! Sigh! I feel like I can't calm down! I better not do it too much! I'll take it slow! I can only say! My time! I really don't have much time left! Sigh! Haha! You're here! Are you joking? Sigh! What does this count as? Haha! I really don't know! Sigh! I feel! This is something that I can't calm down about! Haha! I thought! Hur hur! I don't know how to live! Ordinary and whatnot! I don't know at all! Young and whatnot! I still need to work hard! It's really enough! I thought! Sigh! It's really enough! Sigh! Young man! You still don't know at all! Sigh! Haha! I feel like I can't calm down! I don't want it too much! I thought! I don't know how to live! Young man! That's really enough! Hur hur! Don't give me a pee! You kid! It's really enough! I still don't know myself! Hur hur! Can I not know! Sigh! Actually, it's still alright! This is a complicated matter! I'm speechless! I'll take it slow! I can remember some things! How can I possibly not know! Haha! There's no other way! I'm crazy! I need to understand! Sigh! I really can't calm down! I feel like I can! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! Young man! You have too many things to do! Actually, it's alright! There's nothing much to do! You've dug too many pits! Hur hur! They must have been dug for me! I thought so! Sigh! At such a young age! I can't calm down! I feel it myself! Sigh! What do I think? What does this matter? Sigh! I don't know how to work hard! Young man! I'm an idiot! F * ck! This is a simple problem! Take a detour! Actually, it's quite good! I still don't understand! Damn it! Life is too heavy! What else can I do! Sigh! Can I not know! Sigh, it's very uncomfortable! I feel like it myself! Sigh! Think about it! These things! I really don't know! I feel like I'm digging my own grave! I still can't calm down! I thought so! Thoughts and whatnot! It's still too messy! I thought so! Sigh! All kinds of restless feelings! There are too many of them! Don't I know! It's really enough! Sigh! Haha! It's not like I don't know! Sigh! Haha! I'm really speechless! Sigh! I'm really not calm! Sigh! I'm dying of laughter! I thought so! Inner thoughts and whatnot! All kinds of restless feelings! Don't I know! Sigh! My inner thoughts are very restless! What do I think? Haha! I really don't know! Let me think about it! It's a complicated problem! It's a trap! Sigh! Haha! I can't do anything about it! I'm so tired! I'm so helpless! I'm really not calm at all! What do I think? Sigh! Let me think about it carefully! Sigh! I think! What does this count as! Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! I really don't know! I'm not satisfied! I thought so! Sigh! I still don't understand! Sigh! Haha! I thought so! Sigh! It's really a pain in the ass! Sigh! Haha! I still don't understand! I still don't care! I'm not smart! Haha! Young people! That's enough! Sigh! This problem! What does it count as! Sigh! I thought so! Sigh! Young people! Think about life properly! I don't want the chance! What I want is to live! So! I'm a coward! Sigh! Young people! I can't calm down at any moment! I'm hopeless! What does this count as! Damn it! Dementia or something! I'm actually born with it! I'm finished! It's destined! My life is a tragedy! To put it in layman's terms! My train of thought! I can't turn! I think so! I still can't calm down! Sigh! Hur hur! Young people! That's enough! This problem! I'm completely helpless! You want to ascend to Heaven! Damn brat! Sigh! It's really a feeling of restlessness! Sigh! I thought so! Mood and whatnot! It's better not to be too heavy! Haha! A melon-eating fool! You've really had enough! What should I think! It means that I don't know anything! How can I not know! Sigh! This problem! I'm in a dilemma! I'm in pain and shamelessness! It can't be avoided! Hur hur! The problem itself! It's very simple! All kinds of complicated connections! Damn it, hur hur! I still can't calm down! I have to have determination! It means that I can't see it! Only what! What should I do! I can do it! It's nothing! It doesn't reflect my determination! So! That's enough! Hur hur! Only what! Maybe there are many things! I need time! Sigh! I'm tired just thinking about it! Do I know anything about life? I feel that I don't know anything about it! Sigh! I feel very depressed! Haha! What do I think! Sigh! It's always something I don't know! There's no other way! I feel! What the hell is this! Sigh! Haha! Second generation onlookers! That's enough from you! Sigh! What do you want! Don't you know it yourself! Sigh! I can't calm down! Sigh! I'm really speechless! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! Haha! I can't calm down at all! Hur hur! I can't calm down! Onlookers! That's enough from you! Sigh! What do I think! Hahaha! I can't calm down at all! Sigh! What do I think! What kind of trap is this! I'm scared to death! What do I think! Sigh! I can't calm down! Sigh! I'm speechless! I'm really speechless! What the heck! I feel like I'm trapped to death! That's really enough! Young people! I can't calm down at all! Sigh! What does this count as? Sigh! I feel terrible! What do I think! That's really enough! Sigh! What do I think! What about life! I still need to think about it properly! It's really! I'm so tired! Damn it! I have to think about it! I have to think hard about some problems! I have to work hard to improve myself! I have to build up my thoughts! It's really enough! It's all because of you! What a huge trap! Don't I know it myself! Sigh! That's not possible! Sigh! I'm like this! I'm going to die! What do I think! Sigh! I can't calm down! How can I not know it myself! Sigh! What do I think! What does this count as? Sigh! I don't understand! Eating melons! Dumbass! How can you not know it! Sigh! Haha! Sigh! Thinking about it still makes me feel terrible! Sigh! What about experiences! All kinds of tragedies! Haha! Take it slow! Haha! This is such a scam! Sigh! I have to work hard! Little brat! You eat too much! What a pain in the balls! Sigh! Sleepy! Sleepy! I want to sleep! Damn it! That's really enough! Pay attention to rest! You must be under a lot of psychological pressure! Sigh! I don't understand at all! Sigh! What do I think! All kinds of restless feelings! What do I think! Sigh! Eating melons! What does this count as? Sigh! I really don't know! Sigh! It feels like I'm going against the heavens! Actually, it doesn't! I don't understand! What does this count as? Sigh! This problem! I can't accept it! What do I think! That's really enough! Sigh! You look very restless! What do I think! You can go to heaven! Damn it! I'm going to die! Little brat! What are you trying to do! That's really enough! Young man! You're very restless! Take it slow! Damn, it hurts! Sigh! There's a problem! It hurts! Sigh! I really don't know! What do I think! Hur hur! Eating melons! Don't you know? Sigh! What do I think! Hur hur! I'm still not calm enough! Little brat, that's enough! You don't understand! Sigh!