My heart is tired! I want to think about life! I still insist on eating melons! Haha! It's really enough! This way! Is it really not good? Eating melons is ultimately a problem! Hur hur! Isn't it good that we have melons to eat all the time? Sigh! This is a serious problem! I still don't understand it! How can I make my life better?! And then?! It's not that I have nothing better to do! There's a problem! It's too serious! There needs to be someone to deal with and think about it! To find a direction! Although I'm not a monkey! But I'm definitely doing voluntary labor! Haha! What's the reason? Others want my salary! I don't want it! I'm doing it for free! Right?! It's really enough! There are too many excuses! But this is reality! Why can't it be like this?! Haha! What reality! It's not just cruel! I definitely know that! The difference in living standards! It's a little big! It's also very difficult to eat melons! All kinds of resistance! All kinds of traps! All kinds of tricks! It's not easy to live either! However, no matter how hard it is! It's all about feelings! How should I put it! It's not good! Because there are many problems! More people need to do it well! What does that mean? It's because of many things! It's still the melon-eating masses! It can't be decided! What kind of problem is this! Facing danger! Facing difficulties! It's really powerless! Reality is reality after all! Haha! I thought so! It's really scary! I'm done for! It's not good for me either! Even eating is a problem! Sigh! It's really too tragic! Not working! There's no food to eat! Sigh! It's so tiring! It's such a pain in the ass! What can I do? I really can't do it! And then! These problems! How should I face them! What am I thinking! Hur hur! The problems I'm thinking about! What is it! My future life! How should I persevere! It's very difficult! I'm getting old! It's also a problem! I'll get old! We'll eventually get old! We have to live well! It's all tears! To groom the so-called next generation of talents! It's still very important! Hur hur! Sigh! This kind of problem! It's still the key! What tiger! I think it's just like that! Hur hur! The truth is out! This is hype! I don't want to watch the news at all! Especially on the Internet! Fake Big Sky! My balls hurt just looking at it! That's not what I'm thinking about! Hur hur! I thought it was! To put it bluntly! It's all a trick! What do I want! The next generation of idiots! Just hold on a little! I'm a cripple anyway! Sigh! So! I'm thinking about some very serious problems! Hur hur! I'm helpless too! No matter what! Groom the next generation! In the end! Things that won't change much! Sigh! My balls hurt just thinking about it! There are so many problems! How should I deal with them? There's no way! Life is powerless! Life at the bottom! It's not just difficult! Sigh! It's too tiring! Hur hur, I have to calm down! People like me! I don't know anything! Living is tiring! It's over! I might really not be clear about it! So! Sigh! What should I do! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh! What should I do! Sigh! Reality! Don't be too serious! What do I think? Sigh! This way! Is it really okay? Sigh! It's a very simple problem! What do I think? There are so many problems! I don't even have a solution! How to deal with some situations! I really don't know! Sigh! It's scary! Sigh! I really don't understand! Haha! I was thinking! Sigh! I don't understand at all! Is this really okay? Sigh! I was thinking! I'm feeling depressed! I'm thinking about life problems! Haha! Young people! Can't calm down! Kids nowadays! I'm very disappointed! I can only lie down and wait for bad luck! I definitely won't be able to protect myself! Damn it! The unlucky ones are the weak ones! So! Serious consequences! Unimaginable! I definitely know that! I was thinking! I'm at my wit's end! These idiots! That's enough! Actually, it's still okay! People like me! I can't calm down at all! Sigh! I was thinking! Sigh! I really don't know! Don't you understand life? Your experience at the bottom is not enough! Don't you know? I'm about to lose my life! I really can't take it anymore! Hehe! The truth! The problem is a little tricky! When an era! The so-called history! When I see it! I'm also very speechless! What the f * ck! I really don't have any solution! Haha! The solution is very simple! Just lie down and eat melons! Your memory! It's a little tricky! A one-sided understanding of a lot of people! It's probably the Heavenly Bull and Earthly Bull! I'm the best! And then! Bullying the weak! That's all! It's really enough! This kind of person! I've seen too much! I'm really disappointed! These idiots! I'm completely helpless! Hehe, most people! They're all like that! I have no choice! I'm a psychopath! I'm definitely different! Sigh! Actually, it's still okay! I'm almost the same! Because there are many problems! I have them too! What do you mean? Failure and whatnot! It's really quite good! You still don't understand! Actually, it's just that you don't have enough experience! Great gods and whatnot! Sigh! I'm heartbroken! I also need someone to guide me! That's a must! Hehe! You don't know how to live! You don't know how to live! Hehe, why is that! It seems! The Great God is the Great God after all! It's still impossible to know! Hehe! Because how should I put it! I still don't understand! Without the guidance of these idiots! Life is destined to be a tragedy! Haha! It's over! I have to say! These people! They're really too awesome! I'm really helpless! Hehe! I have to say! There's actually such a Great God! I'm still very excited! So! Haha! What am I thinking! I have to say! I insist! I still need to study hard! The Great God is spirited! I need to work hard! Because how should I put it! It's just that I don't have enough experience! Hehe! And then! Indeed! Great Gods and whatnot! Life experiences! A lot of them! The people I see! It's quite a lot! What do I want to say! Haha! I really don't understand! I'm thinking about some questions! I should think hard about life! Sigh! It's really not good! I thought! The key question! What is it! I really don't know! I should live well! Then how should I live well?! This is a problem! I really don't know! It's just a feeling of looking up! It's still necessary! Everyone's standpoint! It's completely different! Hehe! Actually, I've been confused before! I'm not confused! It's all impossible! Actually, there are many things! I really need to think! I need to explore! I need to improve my understanding! And then! This is a must! Because how should I put it! There will always be problems! It's impossible for there to be no problems! Life is a process of constantly solving problems! And then! I'm depressed! What am I thinking! Kid, that's enough! Don't I know! Maybe I really don't want to know! Because this is a very subjective judgment! Hehe! You're not calm! Grasping the way of life! What should I do! What do I want! Hehe! Of course! It must be happiness! What is it to pursue! The whole world must be happy! The reason! I'm alone! I really can't be happy! Because it's all a problem! Hehe! What do I think! Life is limited! Young people nowadays! Their awareness is very high! Damn, I'm scared to death! I can only say that there is hope! There is still hope! It's painful! Haha! I'm thinking about some problems! There must always be hope! Take it slow! Hehe! What about life! It's too difficult! For people like me! Sigh! It's really very difficult! I don't understand at all! Sigh! What am I thinking about! Can I be ignorant! Sigh! How do I feel! It's very tiring! Sigh! This is a pain in the ass! It's really powerless! I don't have to think about it! Because it's true! It's useless to think about it! Actually, it's useless to think about it! Why? Hehe, it's useless! It's meaningless! It won't be tiring! Right! Young people! You don't understand life! Everything has to be based on the so-called meaning! The so-called usefulness! Do you want to die? Are you tired? What can I do? Don't you know it yourself? Hehe! What am I thinking about! Actually, it's still okay! Life is only a few decades! I'm really courting death enough! I can't calm down! Actually, it's still okay! What about life! It depends on my own choice! What do I think? It's very difficult! It's too tiring! I have no choice! I can't even afford to eat! I really don't have the capital! It's still okay! It's still okay! I can only say that! I really, really don't have enough experience! It's too tragic! Sigh! I'm quite ashamed about this! I still feel guilty! Although I'm quite pitiful! But I can't say that I'm pitiful! Because many people are even more tragic! Even more pitiful! So! Because there's a problem! I'd better not avoid it! Hehe! The truth! I have no choice! There are some things! Someone has to do it! I thought that! I've experienced it! So many lives! I can only say that! But these people are actually unwilling! Then I'll do it! Hehe! I really don't want to do it! Because no one does it! So I'll do it! I don't have that much free time! Hehe! Wouldn't it be better to lie down and sleep when there's nothing to do? Am I right? Watch some television series or something! Then! I'll go out and have a walk! My balls are really hurting! Damn it! I don't have that much free time! Inside my brain! It should contain thousands of people! I don't know about others! Hehe! People who know something about me! Hehe! This matter! I definitely know about it! Damn it! Don't I know it myself! The truth! Among these thousands of people! I really can't tell! What can these people do! I thought that! These idiots! There are some things! Let these people do it! It will never be possible! There shouldn't be thousands! It can't be that exaggerated! It's just those that I know! Students! I know them better! At most, there are only 500 people! Hehe! It's a slap in the face! A few thousand is indeed an exaggeration! How many are there! Is it important? I met people who I laughed at! I'm speechless too! I can't do anything about it! Sigh! My heart is in too much pain! People that I know something about! There are quite a lot of them! Because I'm especially disappointed! And then! I'm disappointed in myself! I'm also quite disappointed! To be honest! I have a lot of problems! I'm also conflicted! I hope I'm wrong! I'm a failure! I hope my words are fallacies! These things! I'm very conflicted! Sigh! Heartache! What I think! I don't want to succeed! Because of what! I have a lot of problems! Hehe! What I want is not success! What do I want! Hehe! More people! To find problems! More people who succeed! This is what I want! I thought that! This is something that can't be helped! Hehe! Reality is a scoundrel! A motley crew! Endless! Too many tricks! Hehe! But the only thing that doesn't change is selfishness! Greed! The thought of eating people! I thought that! There is such a thing! Although the tricks have changed! But ultimately, the essence cannot be changed! I thought that! I must calm down! There is no one who isn't selfish! Can't you be more selfish? I must learn to think! I'm done for in this life! Because of my problems! There are too many! I don't have the ability to protect myself! My character is very weak! There are too many people who bully the weak! I belong to the kind of people in fantasy novels! A character that is looked down upon by all kinds of people! It's really enough! I don't have any golden fingers! I really can't ascend to heaven! And then? What I want is to live well! It's quite painful in my heart! Damn it! I'm being bullied in all kinds of ways! I'm being ostracized in all kinds of ways! And that feeling of powerlessness! It's really enough! Because there's no other way! I'm afraid! I'm afraid! That's right! Fear and terror! This is normal psychology! I understand these things! Sometimes, memory is such a thing! It makes people feel very painful! I can't calm down! And then? The feeling of lying down and waiting for death! Being heartless and having a story! Ordinary people can't do it! And then? Actually, this is the key problem! What is it! I still don't know! The so-called trap! It's just a trap after all! Don't I know it myself! My heart is in pain! Sigh, so depressing! How to face the crisis! I don't know at all! It's a problem with the laws of history! It's something! It's so hard to change! I think it is! Actually, it's really not good! Sigh! I think it is! Hur hur, I can't calm down! It's all a trap! The problem that I know! How can others not know! It's all a trap! Is it tiring? Hur hur! Young man, that's enough! Haha! The problem is always simple! I thought it was! I still don't understand! You know! What am I thinking! Sigh! All sorts of feelings of uneasiness! Sigh! I have to work hard! It's really enough! Young man! You're eating too much! Sigh! There's no other way! You don't understand! I don't want to understand! Don't say anything! Hur hur, it's really enough! Sigh! Onlookers! There are always so many problems! People like me! I'm finished! Damn it! What should I do! Sigh! This is not a question of whether I understand or not! There are problems! Can I not know! Isn't this important! Haha! I thought I knew! Actually, I really! I don't know anything! Hur hur, I'm a moron! Looks like I'm digging my own grave! It's not going to be easy! What do I mean! The key problem! The essential thing! How can I not know! Young man! That's enough! You have a lot of problems! That's great! Why can't I understand! How can I not understand! Actually, I still don't have a good attitude! I thought it was! This is my own choice! Or something else! There's no other way! That's my personality! Anxiety! Mental illness! I have no other way! Because it's hereditary! Damn it! I'm really speechless! Sigh! Actually, it's okay! This is a problem of digging a grave! I still don't understand myself! Don't find so many reasons and excuses! I'm very tired! Very heavy! It's meaningless! I thought it was! Hehe! The key problem! I don't know after all! I know! I'm in heaven! Hehe! I can't calm down! Hehe! There's no need to know! There's no need to know! All the more I want to know! Hehe! What do I think! What is going on! Sigh! I don't understand! I thought it was! I really don't know! Sigh! What do I think! Sigh! I don't know at all! Sigh! What am I thinking! Sigh! I really don't understand! I'm going to eat melons again! There are so many problems! I still can't understand! Sigh! I'm done for! Sigh! I don't know at all! I can't do anything about it! What should I do! Haha! What else can I do! I feel all sorts of uneasy feelings! Sigh! How should I put it! Not enough experience! Some things! I don't have a level of understanding at all! My understanding! High level of thinking! They're all very superficial! Actually, it's not that bad! Essential things! Although there are no mistakes! But it's too empty! Too idealistic! Actually, it's not that bad! There are no problems! How should I put it! More people are needed to deal with it! I thought it was! What I wanted was a group of talents! Do you know! Hehe! I feel that this problem is very heavy! Damn it! You don't understand! Your ability to identify talents! It's still not enough! I have a lot of problems too! Because of a lot of things! It's really too much! What do I mean! Because of the times! It won't stop! It will keep moving forward! And then! There are many variables! But there are also things that won't change! Don't be too optimistic! I have my own problems too! A lot of them! It's very depressing! I really don't know! My problems! There are indeed too many! What am I thinking! Hehe! I'm feeling very dejected! Don't I understand myself! Sigh! I feel all sorts of uneasy feelings! I need to think about life! I still don't know! Sigh! I'm done for! Sigh, I really don't know all sorts of things! Young people! Work hard slowly! I really have no other way! I can't do it at all! Haha! Should I persevere or … What am I doing! I really don't know! And then! Very, very confused! Really enough! At such a young age! Very uneasy! Hehe! Facing problems! My mentality! There are problems in itself! What kind of situation is this? Hehe! I need to slowly change some things! Forget it! I even have problems eating! Damn it! There's no other way! One must believe in their dreams! What to do! It's really not important! Hehe! Dignity is such a thing! It's something that others can't give! My own feelings! It's so painful! I thought it was! Something! There's no other way! My own willpower isn't very strong either! Not too much willpower! It's making me laugh! This problem! I really don't have any other way! Trust and whatnot! It's all a trap! It's not because I believe it! Only then can I see it! It's really enough! Do I have any reason not to believe it! Anyway, it's painful! It's all because of me! So! I have reasons! I have every reason to believe it! This world is especially beautiful! I have to have hope in my heart! Do you understand what I mean? Hehe! I really don't understand! Just thinking about it makes me tired! Because of many things! It's true! There's a problem! For example! The problem of eating and surviving! Sigh! It's very painful! Sigh! There's really no other way! I thought it was! This problem is too simple! I never understand life! I thought it was! I'm still not hardworking enough! Not persevering enough! Not having enough attitude! What is hard work for? What do I want! Just living well! Then there's nothing else! Dealing with problems! I have no other way! I'm crazy! There's a lot of things! I have no other way! How do I put it! For me! It's cruel! Because there's a way out! There's no way out! Hehe! You don't understand! Dumbass! I'm mentally ill! Sigh! And I have all kinds of criminal records! I'm done for! Actually, you're being cheated again! Actually, it's really not that bad! You're not calm! Haha! You have to think about it slowly! Hehe! Onlookers! There's always a lot of problems! I thought it was! I'm not crazy! My brain's not normal! I thought it was! Sigh! That's really enough! Sigh, forget it! All these problems! I really don't know! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! What am I thinking about again! What a boring dumbass! Sigh! All kinds of uneasy feelings! Haha! I thought it was! Actually, it's really enough! Depressing! I'm feeling all kinds of uneasy feelings! I'm under a lot of pressure! Worries and whatnot! It's really quite a lot! Haha! Sigh! There's no other way! I