The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 47

I was injured this afternoon!

I lost a lot of blood!

When I was cutting vegetables, I cut my finger!

I cut a layer of meat!

That's enough!

I want to change my habit of taking lunch breaks!

I don't have lunch breaks at work!

En, that's how it is!

I need to work harder!

I can't use all five of my fingers!

I can only use five of my ten fingers to type!

I use my middle finger more often!

Because it's the longest!

The position is also suitable!

It's more powerful!

I want to sing and dance!

I want to change my fingers to type!

I have things to do every day!

Today is Sunday!

I originally planned to rest!

But I can't do that!

I don't have the life of a great god!

I should at least have the attitude of a great god!

Attitude is very important!

Say, say, say!

There's nothing to say!

I feel that I'm also an ordinary person!

But I want to live an extraordinary life!

This is a contradiction!

I need to grasp this contradiction!

I need to make a good fuss about it!

It's been so many years!

I haven't returned to my hometown!

It's been 15 years!

I still need to work harder!

This time, I've taken root in my hometown!

The house has been repaired!

I need to find a job!

Wait for a job!

That's enough!

I need to find a partner!

What an ordinary life!

But I have an extraordinary heart!

There's nothing wrong with that!

I'm already purple!

I'm considered a cripple!

I want to live a simple and ordinary life!

There's a kind of natural weakness!

I need to fight against the heavens!

Yes, it's like this!

No one can dictate your fate!

We are still relatively free!

Even if it was a little hard!

I'm still lacking in many areas!

He needed more growth!

This means that I need to work even harder!

I can't give up!

Perseverance was victory!

The house would need another month to be repaired!

I have to make the best use of my time to prepare my manuscript!

Try your best to save up enough for a month!

However, he might have to give himself a day off in the future!

I have no friends!

Novels are my best friends!

I was very happy to be able to wander around in my own novel!

It was 2: 30!

It was 40!

He wrote it down!

It will only be finished at 4 o 'clock!

I feel like I'm writing very slowly!

He still needed to create more!

He felt that his thoughts were superfluous!

These questions are not important. As long as I can write, I am very happy!

It was that simple!

There were some things that didn't need to be exposed!

Just keep it in your heart!

I'm still not enough!

He still needed to work harder!

Otherwise, it would be very difficult for me to start a family!

I'm the type that doesn't listen to anyone!

Thinking about it, it was true!

Young people are all like this!

That young man was not impetuous!

The weather right now was very pleasant!

Very comfortable!

Write a novel!

It could even be considered my refined hobby!

Although it wasn't written well!

But he still had to write!

Although there were no results!

But that didn't mean!

I couldn't write!

No one could stop me from writing!

Today's matter was very sad!

It was really too sad!

I still have a long way to go!

Some things didn't need to be cared about!

They were just clouds!

And some things couldn't be ignored!

That was life!

Eating and sleeping were the most important things!

Following that was!

Family!

Continuing to write novels and work!

Following that was gaming!

Although I was very disgusted with the various things in gaming!

But gaming did indeed bring me joy!

Thinking about myself!

I hope I can persevere!

I also need to write for a very long time!

Actually, there was always a feeling of wanting to give up!

It was too tiring!

But I still had to persevere!

If I wanted to do it, I had to do it well!

No one would mind that!

It was just that I couldn't get over it!

Thinking about myself!

Although I was an undergraduate!

But I was also a dabbler!

Only now did I realize it clearly!

I'm still far from it!

I want to start a family and start a career!

What I'm doing now is far from enough!

I need to improve!

This is not enough!

I'm not honest and straightforward. There's a problem with my character!

I'll refute this point!

I'm very thankful that she was so direct!

Girls all like to say this!

I'm thinking too much!

Otherwise, I'll get lost!

Well, it's like this!

Xuemei and I!

We promised to meet during the New Year!

I hope!

I can!

Of course, I'm just saying!

At most, I'll treat her as a younger sister!

Treat her as such!

I was already 20 years old when I was in vocational high school!

But my mental age!

Far from 20 years old!

Some people said that my brain was very good!

There was a problem with my mentality!

I need to be hospitalized!

I need to be hospitalized!

Don't I need money?

What about my future!

Don't I have to start a family and start a career?

I have no choice!

I can't be hospitalized!

I still have my life!

At least there's a novel waiting for me to write!

The hospital's money!

Even if you sell me, I can't afford it!

I have no choice!

I've wanted to be hospitalized more than once!

But I have no money!

Hospitalization is useless!

This illness can't be cured. This is a social disease!

It can be controlled!

But it can't be cured!

The water here is too deep!

This illness can't be cured!

It depends on you!

It depends on your mentality!

It doesn't matter if you're good or not!

As long as you do well!

There's no problem!

Why did I get sick!

It's because there's a problem with my character!

Of course, the pressure is also a factor!

I was very ordinary back then.

I wasn't as confident as I am now!

Actually, I haven't changed after all these years!

It's just that I feel that I've changed!

It doesn't matter if I've changed or not!

As long as you don't break the law or violate morals!

Anything is fine!

I'm also considered a highly educated person!

I won't make mistakes on my principles so easily!

Of course, there's a limit to my patience!

I've been educated for many years!

My imagination is lacking!

I can't write any fantasy novels!

I've mostly written short stories similar to those in my textbooks!

I haven't read any novels!

Only I Am Immortal!

And Ghost Blows Out the Light!

And!

Some short stories and sci-fi novels!

And online games!

I've only read the first Ghost Blows Out the Light!

It's very good!

Well, I still have a lot of shortcomings!

I need to correct myself!

I need to work hard!

Fear is useless. Fear can't solve the problem!

That's it!

Think about yourself!

I forgot what I wanted to say just now!

I went to the toilet just now!

I thought a lot!

The computer made a crackling sound!

There's wind!

Some things we don't need to take to heart!

But some things must be taken to heart!

Well, that's it!

I feel that I'm not mature enough!

My ability is also very weak!

My character is also problematic!

I still need to modify it!

I thought there were only 1,000 words left!

Actually, there's still 2,000!

Looks like I'm still writing too slowly!

Walking through the familiar streets!

Smelling the familiar smell!

I'm back in my childhood!

I'm naive and silly!

My brain is acting up!

I need to use my big move!

Only then can I write well!

Finish writing!

Scary!

Work hard to fight!

I need to reflect on myself in everything!

Flies don't eat seamless eggs!

I only understand now!

This sentence is not wrong at all!

It's very quiet now!

It's as if I've entered my own novel world!

There's only the sound of typing on the keyboard!

I don't hear any other sounds!

It's pretty good to write novels without listening to songs!

I still need to get used to it!

I'm still too impetuous!

I'm still not enough!

I realize that I'm really Chen Shimei!

Not to mention that I'm heartless!

I even lied to myself!

This is an additional crime!

Tell me!

My girlfriend is the standard!

She has to have a good temper!

Be good to me!

Be smart!

Even my mother can't do this!

It's just a thought.

You will only be good to me if I'm good to you!

This is the reality!

There's no such thing as blindly giving!

Especially when it came to relationships between people!

Maybe my point of view is wrong!

But it needs to be corrected!

There's no best point of view, only a better point of view!

I believe that I need to work harder!

There's nothing wrong with this!

I can't just lie in bed and wait for death!

That's enough!

No way!

I have a lot of problems!

There are things that need to be corrected!

A lot!

Waves of pain!

I don't have a childhood sweetheart!

I really don't have one!

I'm unlucky!

There's no fate!

I'm a rascal!

I remember someone saying!

No fate is the best fate!

I've always been right with this sentence!

With a doubtful attitude!

Because this sentence was made up by me!

I won't lie to anyone!

But this sentence definitely has a deeper meaning!

It's just that I didn't realize it!

I need to observe and understand more!

Only then can I have hope!

Hope to write novels!

Only then can I start a family!

I used to have aspirations too!

But reality is a rascal!

Reality is such a rascal!

I've had enough!

There's a kind of reality that's too horrible to look at!

There's a kind of love that can't be looked at directly!

I can't bear to look at myself now!

I'm a total scum!

The insect of society!

I can't look at myself now!

Gluttonous and lazy!

Looks like 4 o 'clock isn't good!

I still need two hours to write a chapter!

And this is the fastest!

I can't stand myself being unbearable!

I want to punch myself!

You're just putting on a show!

I do have this mentality!

The sun is very strong at noon today, but it's gone in the afternoon!

The weather!

That's enough!

It's not good recently!

A series of continuous injuries!

I can't help but laugh!

You're abusing words!

As the saying goes, a red apricot tree has an affair!

Thousands of pear trees blooming!

As the saying goes!

Alone in a foreign land as a stranger, a thousand cups are too few for a bosom friend!

As the saying goes!

Looking up at the bright moon!

Making three shadows!

I'm making things up again. Making things up is my specialty!

I want to get the minimum wage and drive a small car!

How can it be so cheap!

How can there be such a good thing!

This feeling is also a kind of fallen!

I've long forgotten the words I learned!

That's not enough!

I'm still far from it!

I have an urge to go to the river for a walk!

It's not that I'm taking things too hard!

I just want to wash my hair!

I can't wash it now!

My fingers are injured!

I used 1 yuan to bandage it!

It's also a waste of my mineral water!

Luckily, they didn't prescribe me any anti-inflammatory medicine!

Otherwise, I'll have to pay ten times more!

I lost a lot of blood today!

It seems like I'm bleeding!

Clear your mind!

It's clean!

No stains!

A lot of new blood!

The composition of my blood might be different from normal people!

I've been taking medicine for more than three years!

There's medicine in my blood!

Although it will be excreted!

There will definitely be some residue!

What's the composition of this medicine again!

Anyway, it doesn't taste good!

If I don't take this medicine, I won't be able to take it!

I feel like I'll lose control of my emotions!

Yes, that's it!

That's right!

I can't take it without taking medicine!

My mind will be confused!

Although I'm not addicted!

If it was expensive, I wouldn't take it!

Luckily, it's cheap!

I heard that women don't take Sulpiride in this situation!

I've read the instructions before!

You won't get your period after taking it!

You'll have delayed movement disorder in men!

You'll also have chest dilation!

That's the side effect!

If this happens, I'll have to change the medicine!

I don't want to change it!

These medicines are very expensive!

Except for Sulpiride!

Sulpiride costs a few yuan per bottle!

A hundred tablets!

This medicine is very affordable!

It's impossible to cure it!

Just think about it!

That's enough!

This won't do!

There's less than a week to a month!

Staring blankly at the computer, I don't know what to do!

I'll be ending this chapter soon!

There's still 700 yuan left!

Nowadays, financial managers are everywhere, making money everywhere!

I think it's useless!

Anyway, I don't believe it!

Money isn't that easy to earn!

Is it still money if it's easy to earn?

Do you think Heaven and Earth cherry blossoms!

Forget it!

My dad went to buy one for my mom!

That's enough!

He has nothing better to do!

There's risk in investing!

One has to be cautious when entering the market!

Don't you know this sentence?

It's true!

I suddenly don't know what to say!

I'm in a daze!

That's enough!

Say it!

I married someone in the game!

That's worth mentioning!

Actually, there's nothing much to say!

Damn, I want to hit you!

You three-three!

That's enough!

I want to have a dance with you!

That's how cool it is!

Haha!

I want to be with you!

You're my little one!

Little girl!

No matter how much I love you, it's never too much!

Damn, you're always singing at this time every day!

I want to give you the power of love!

The power of love!

You didn't say you didn't love me!

What do you think you are!

This is an original, you didn't say you didn't love me!

What do you think you are!

I've already sung it!

You said it was light blue!