My grandpa! He actually had a psychotic episode early in the morning! This is really not good! I thought it was! Sigh, feelings and whatnot! It's so sad! Grandpa! I'm depressed! Damn! It's so painful! Sigh! What is this! Sigh! I'm not calm anymore! Dumbass! That's enough, kid! Haha! I'm still not too sure! What's the point? Sigh, what a tragedy! Haha! I thought it was really good! Was it really good? Wasn't it especially tragic? Let me think about it myself! I don't know! It's so uncomfortable! I thought it was! Was it really good? Grandpa! I'm so disappointed! I'm having a psychotic episode at night! I'm really not calm! I thought it was! Haha! I'm so unhappy! Haha! I can't do it myself! Sigh! What's this! Sigh! I'm not calm anymore! Haha! What can I do on my own? Sigh! I'm not happy! Haha! I think it's like this! Is it really not good? I definitely have opinions! I need to have a critical spirit! And a self-critical spirit! It's all a trap! This world! There's never an absolutely correct theory! A theory is only relatively correct! A good theory! It needs to be constantly perfected! How about it! Keep discovering! Keep discovering! To put some things into practice! Haha! No matter how good the theory is! It also needs more people! To practice and learn! I'm not calm anymore! There are too many problems! I have my own problems as well! I just found out! I don't quite understand it myself! Haha! I thought it was! Haha, the process of growing up! It's destined to be a tragedy! I thought it was! Sigh, it's really uncomfortable! I'll properly feel it! I'm not sure! Haha! I don't understand! And then? There's really no other way! Sigh! Is it necessary? Dumbass! That's enough from you! I'm thinking about some problems! It's not easy! I feel it myself! Sigh, it's so painful! I can't do it myself! Sigh! It's really not easy! I'll properly feel it! I'll definitely feel depressed! Damn, I'm cold and sleepy! So my mental illness is acting up! It's really painful! I can't accept it! It's also a trap! It's still okay! Look at it from a positive point of view! There's nothing that's absolutely right! Everyone's position is different! The things they consider are different! Furthermore! There's no such thing as an absolutely good person! I don't feel it! What does that mean! Everyone's values! It's different! The understanding of the same things! It's not the same! What does that mean? Just like that saying! A thousand readers! There are a thousand Hamlets! What does that mean! Actually, people and people! There's no difference! Haha! It depends on one's own learning! And life experience! Damn it! People like me! People who are born sick! I'm not included! Actually what! What is it! They all need to be trained! Look at it from a positive point of view! I'll urge myself! To do some things! But this kind of effect! It's very limited! Haha! Laziness is a mental illness! The main characteristic! Especially people like me! And then! There's no other way! It's too negative! The oppression I put on myself! It's also very limited! Because I'm too much of a scammer! What's the main expression! I don't even know! What do I want to do! I'm also very confused! I'm also very confused! But the problem! It can't be that complicated! I thought it was! I feel so painful! Haha! Goals and whatnot! The general direction can't be wrong! It's too hard to walk! I'm the kind of person who has to crawl! Haha! I'm confused! If I get used to it! I might not be able to see my heart! I really can't calm down! The problem isn't that complicated! But it's enough to scammer! Although these are minor problems! But they're still very important! The so-called scammer! How should I put it! What a headache! I don't know! I need to think about life properly! I'm especially speechless! I can't do it myself! Sigh, I feel like there's no other way! Haha! I thought it was! Life and whatnot! It's so painful! I feel speechless! I thought it was! I'm so helpless! You're just repeating yourself! Isn't that good? Don't go too far! You idiot! That's not important! Haha! I've told you before! Haha! Sigh, mood and whatnot! Very anxious! Sigh, it's so unbearable! What am I thinking! There's definitely no solution! There's definitely no ready-made solution! I'm thinking too much! Haha! Ready-Made solution! There is! It's just that it's not that useful! Haha! I thought it was! That's enough! So many problems! My understanding! All kinds of uneasiness! I can't do anything about it! Sigh! It's not easy to have a mental illness! Sigh! There's no solution! I thought it was! Haha! I feel it myself! I'm not calm enough! Sigh, life and whatnot! It's so tragic! Sigh, I'm like this! What's the big deal! Sigh, I can't stay calm! What do I know! Sigh, I don't really understand! I don't even know about this! Haha! What do I think? Sigh! I'm not happy! I thought it was! Sigh! I really don't understand! Sigh, I'm so tired! It's not easy! And then? I'm confused! Isn't it good? I actually feel despair! I'm also depressed! And then? I'm not happy! What do I think it is! I feel it is so terrible! What do I think it is! Sigh, it's so painful! I can't do it by myself! Sigh! Damn it! Do you want to ascend to Heaven? I thought it was! Maybe I don't understand! Sigh, what's the big deal! Sigh, it's not sad at all! Life is such a pain in the ass! I thought it was! Sigh, it feels impossible! What's there to be depressed about? Sigh! I'm definitely tired! And then? I feel like I want to sleep! Obviously I can't sleep anymore! What do I think? I didn't know at the beginning! Sigh! I feel like I can't do anything about it! Sigh! I can't do it at all! What do I think? Sigh, I can't calm down! What do I feel! Sigh! Life is so depressing! Hur hur! Sigh! I'm really not happy! I thought it was! Sigh, I can't calm down! Haha! What do I feel! Sigh! What about life! What a tragedy! I thought it was! Sigh, it's all a pain in the ass! Haha! It's so painful! I thought it was! It feels so sad! I thought it was! Sigh, life is so tragic! Haha! I don't know! Sigh! It's all a pain in the ass! And then! Sigh, I don't know! Sigh, life! I really don't want to start! I thought it was! Haha! All kinds of unhappiness! I eat a lot! So what if it's easy! I eat a lot! I'm a busybody! Hur hur! Some things! After all, someone needs to care about me! Hur hur! I can't calm down! I feel depressed! Hur hur! I'm a good-for-nothing! Actually, this problem! It's a more serious problem! What do I feel! What about life! What about life! It's all a tragedy! What do I feel! Sigh, it's so tragic! Sigh, it's all a pain in the ass! What do I think it is! Hahaha! All kinds of unsettled feelings! It's impossible for me to know! Not all the problems! I'll find out myself! It's a normal phenomenon! Hur hur, it's too much of a scam! I thought it was! I can't do it! Sigh! Hur hur! I'm going to be unlucky! It's like this! Sigh, what about life! I can't calm down! Sigh, what about life! I can't calm down! I thought it was! Hur hur! I'm not happy! It's all blood and tears! I want to think about life! I can't calm down! Sigh! I don't know anything! Sigh, it's not calm! I thought it was! I really don't understand! Sigh, life is so depressing! Not too much! It's so cruel! Is there any meaning to it? I think it is! Isn't that a problem? Haha! I can't do it myself! Sigh, what a headache! What do I think it is! I feel so unlucky! And then! I don't think I can do it! Sigh, there's no other way! Haha! I thought it was! Sigh, what about life! It's all a tragedy! I still can't do it! Sigh, it's impossible to know! Sigh! I'm so tired! I thought it was! I can't calm down! Hur hur! I don't really understand! I really don't know! And then! It's all a tragedy! I thought it was! Sigh, I really don't understand! I don't know! Depressing! Haha! I don't think I can do it! Sigh, what about life! It's all a tragedy! And then! I don't know! Sigh, I'm doomed! Sigh! How tragic! Haha! I thought it was! Sigh! I don't understand! It's impossible for me to know! Haha! I can't do it! And then! I'm so tired! Sigh! Damn! Damn it! It feels like my brain is boiling porridge! It's really enough! I can't calm down! I'm sure I can't do it! I thought it was! I really can't do it! Sigh! It's all a trap! Sigh! I definitely can't do it! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! I don't think I can do it! Hur hur! It's very normal! I thought it was! I really can't calm down! This way! It might not be good! Sigh, damn it! I'm really speechless! I'm done for! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh! Life is so depressing! Damn it! It's not that easy to improve! Are you an idiot! I didn't know before! I don't know now either! Hur hur! Baldy Wang's words! I still don't understand! There's no other way! I'm completely helpless! But these idiots! Their tricks are too deep! I thought it was! It's not scary if the opponent is strong! It's scary if the opponent is heartless! Damn it! It's a trap! And then! I can't calm down! I feel it myself! There's something! Ordinary people can't do it! I thought it was! It reflected from the side! I have a lot of questions! And then! I can't feel it myself! I don't understand! And then! I'm completely hopeless! And then! Damn! I can't calm down! I really don't know! You know every day! Find a reason! It's indeed a reason! Don't I know it myself! Sigh, it might be a tragedy! And then! There's nothing else! I don't understand! Sigh, I'm finished! I need to think about life properly! I don't know! I thought it was! I thought it was! There's not much hope! That's great! Damn, it's all a trap! I thought it was! It's really not good! Life is so depressing! Haha! Expressing hur hur! Not calm down! Hur hur! I don't understand! Sigh, what's this! I can't do it myself! Sigh, there's really no other way! I thought it was! Sigh, I'm tired! Understanding! I need to improve! I thought it was! I can't do it at all! Sigh! There's no other way! And then! I don't know! Sigh! I really don't know! Hur hur! What am I going to do! Sigh, I don't understand! I'm sure I don't know! I thought it was! That's really enough! Sigh, life is really speechless! Sigh, the key is that I'm being tricked! I don't know! What life is! It's so tragic! I thought it was! I don't know! And then! Why didn't I understand at the beginning! Sigh! I'm done for! I'm so tired! That's it! Is it really okay? I thought it was! Sigh, all kinds of unhappiness! And then! What's the use! Sigh, it's really over! What a joke! I've had enough! Sigh, forget it! These problems! I can't stay calm! I've had enough, too! Hur hur! Haha! What a scam from the onlookers! Let me think about it! Sigh, what life is! It's always been a bit of a scam! And then! Sigh, it's obviously a tragedy! I thought it was! All kinds of unhappiness! And then! There's really nothing I can do about it! I'll just have to feel it myself! Sigh! It's really not easy! I can't do it myself! Sigh! It's really depressing! I don't know it myself! Sigh! It's really depressing! Haha! I don't know it myself! Sigh, and then! Sigh, I feel like my life is over! I thought it was! I don't even know it myself! I thought it was! This scam! I can't do anything about it either! I don't know it myself! Hur hur! I thought it was! I really don't know it! Haha! I thought it was! Feeling this! Isn't it not good! Sigh! There's no other way! Sigh, what's with life! It's not enough! And then! I thought it was! Sigh, I'm not happy enough! I don't know it at the beginning! I don't know it! Haha! It's over! Damn, it's too awkward! I feel like it's going to suffocate me to death! Sigh! I can't calm down! There's really no other way! Sigh! I'm really not calm now! Haha! I don't know it myself! And then! There's a problem! You're telling me that you don't know it yourself! Isn't that impossible?! That's very normal! I'm really confused! And then! I'm speechless! That's enough! Sigh, I'm depressed! Sigh! Forget it! That's it! So what?! Sigh! I don't know it myself! Sigh, what's with life! It looks like I need to think about it carefully! Damn it! I'm so tired! I think it's! I don't think I can do it! There's really no other way! I thought it was! Haha! I can't calm down! I feel it myself! Sigh, I can't do it at all! Hur hur! I thought it was! I'm so tired! I can't calm down! Hur hur! I thought it was! I'm not happy! I don't know it at all! There's really no other way! I thought it was! I feel it myself! I can't understand it at all! And then! I can't do it myself! And then! There's no other way! Haha! I don't know it myself! Sigh, what's life! It's all a tragedy! I need to return to normal! It's so difficult! I can't calm down! I think it was! I feel it myself! I can't do it! Sigh! I need to think about life! I feel all sorts of unhappy feelings! The mental pressure is too great! I can't do it! Sigh, I can't do it! I think it's! I don't know it myself! Sigh, then! Sigh, I'm completely helpless! Then! This trap! I definitely can't do it! It's over! I'm speechless! Then! You want to go to heaven! What a joke! I've had enough! What do I want to do! Sigh, I don't know! I think it was! I feel it! Is this really okay! I'm speechless! I need to think about life! Damn it! I'm so tired! This trap! I can't do it! I can't calm down! I can't do things! I need determination! Do I not know it! Then! Even sleeping is a trap! I'm speechless too! I can't do it! Sigh, I can't do it! Then! I don't know it either! Forget it! How should I put it! Sigh, I don't know! I think it was! I really don't know! Sigh, I feel it! Like this! Is it really okay! I can't calm down! I think it's okay! I think it's okay! I'm not happy! It's too depressing! I can't do it myself at all! It's very, very depressing! I think it was! I can't calm down enough! Then! Haha! It's very painful! I feel it myself! Sigh, what is life! It's all tears! I think it was! Sigh, I don't know! I think it myself! I don't know! Sigh, what is this! I don't know! Sigh! It's over! I'm so sleepy! It's going to take minutes! I'm going to fail! Although I've already failed! I can't fail! It's a little inspirational! Isn't that right! It's very normal, okay! I can't calm down! Many years! I've lacked practice! I don't even understand it at all! It's almost there! Haha! I think it was! Damn! This way! Isn't it not good? I'm so tired! I think it was! I feel that I … I can't do it at all! There's no other way! Then! Sigh, all kinds of tiredness! Then! It's really impossible! Sigh! I feel so terrible! Haha! I don't know! I'm so tired! I think it was! I can't calm down! I don't know! Hur hur! Then! I don't know! I think it was! All kinds of tiredness! Sigh, what is life! It's all a trap! I think it was! All kinds of unhappiness! Haha! I think it was! I don't know! Then! This way! I really don't know! Okay! Sigh, what is life! It's so tragic! I think it was! I don't know! I'm done for! Sigh, I can't do it! Sigh! I feel depressed! Then! What a joke! Haha! You must be joking! Sigh! Then! There's really no other way! Sigh! It's really not good! This precipitation and whatnot! It's a bit of a scam! I think it was! I'm too unlucky! Haha! I can't do it! Sigh! What is life! It's all about being uncalm! Then! There's no other way! I think it was! What the! Damn! Kid, you feel like you're in heaven! I'm so sleepy! Pay attention to rest! How do I put it! I need to take a break! I really don't have the energy! What I think it was! I can't calm down! Hur hur! I think it's all a scam! Sigh! Life! It's so depressing! I feel it myself! I'm not happy! Hur hur! I don't know! As a good-for-nothing! I don't know! Then! It's so depressing! Then! I'm done for! Hur hur! I think it was! I really don't know! Sigh, I can't do it myself! I feel! This thing! It's so uncomfortable! It's impossible for me to know! I can't do it myself! Damn it! I'm done! I'm so sleepy! Damn it! Do I need to be so sleepy! Damn it! Damn it! Grandpa! Alright! Goodbye! I don't have enough sleep now! I don't have enough recovery time! Damn it! This is so depressing! Hur hur! Alright!