The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 489

I have to think more about life! You idiot! Haha! I don't know! My head hurts! Depressing questions! Not too much! I thought so! It's so sad! Or my balls are hurting! I don't know! I thought so myself! I don't know! Problems and whatnot! It must be heavy! You're cooking porridge again! My head hurts just thinking about it! Haha! All these things! It's so sad! I don't know! Problems and whatnot! It's too difficult! My own feelings! Haha! I don't know! It's so sad! I thought so myself! It's really enough! My own feelings! It's so funny! I don't know! Haha! I don't know! I want to think about life! My feelings! I really don't know! Problems and whatnot! It's so heart-wrenching! Haha! It's so funny! You're like this! That's not right! It's so annoying! Write more! Not easily irritated! Haha! It consumes energy! It's also a distraction! What's so annoying! You idiot! Day by day! This way! Is it really not good?! My own feelings! Hur hur! I really don't know! I thought so! I'm really watching melons! I probably don't know myself! Haha! It's so funny! I thought so! I really don't know! Such a heavy thing! I still feel so helpless! I need to think about it properly! Damn it! It's so funny! It's really not easy! I have to pay attention to these problems! Haha! Do I know! I don't know! Sigh, why bother! There's definitely going to be conflict! My thoughts! It's really not easy! What a funny world! I don't know! Haha! A tragic pit! It's ultimately a tragedy! My feelings! Haha! My feelings! Sigh! I can't do anything about it! I have a problem! It's too heart-wrenching! I don't understand! I think so! There's no need to worry about that! You're such a joke! Do I know! Haha! I don't know! This feeling! It's really funny! I don't know! I don't know! Why bother! It's too sad! Isn't it not that good? I thought so! I really don't know! My feelings! There are so many problems! It's too complicated! I thought so! It's really not easy! Do I know! It's really not easy! Do I know! I'm quite a gossip! All kinds of uneasiness! Haha! I don't know! This is too f * cking hilarious! My feelings! I really am hilarious! Sigh, what is life! I have to think about it carefully! My own feelings! Sigh, I'm confused! Is this really okay? Sigh, I really don't understand! I thought so! I don't know! All kinds of pits! And then! I don't know! My feelings! Sigh, all kinds of gossip! And then nothing! I thought so! I really don't know! I think so! I really don't understand! Haha! I don't understand! I have to think about life properly! My own feelings! I don't know! All kinds of speechlessness! My feelings! I really don't know! Sigh, I really don't know! I think so! Haha! I don't know! Do I know! I thought so! Calm down for a while! You young man! I don't know! Haha! All kinds of thinking! And then! I don't know! My own feelings! I don't know! All kinds of uneasiness! What else! It's too complicated! I have to think about life more! It's too f * cking scary! Do I know! Do I know! It's really not easy! My feelings! I don't know! Haha! I thought so! It must be very complicated! I'm confused! I'm so tired! Do I know! I don't know! Haha! This is too f * cking haha! Really enough! I thought so myself! I don't know! This matter! It's too tragic! Haha! Do I know! Sigh, it's really not easy! I thought so! What a joke! You young man! My feelings! This is too f * cking haha! I'm speechless! Do I know! I really don't know! My feelings! This is too f * cking haha! Really enough! I think so myself! Sigh, I'm too sleepy! This feeling of sleeping! It's really enough! Sigh! Haha! I need to pay more attention! There are some problems! I'm so f * cking bored! I want to think about life in peace! Grandpa! It's really not easy! I don't know! Haha! It's really not easy! I think so myself! I'm really bored! I thought so! I don't know! Haha! It's really not easy! Haha! It feels like I'm bored! I thought so myself! I don't understand! It's really all kinds of bored! I thought so myself! Damn it! I'm screwed! Do you know! Why bother! Sigh! It's not easy! It's definitely not easy! I think so myself! Haha! You idiot! I thought so! I don't know! My feelings! I don't know! I thought so! Really haha! My feelings! I don't understand! Why bother! I'm really bored! These are all problems! I thought so myself! It's really not easy! Haha! My feelings! I don't know! Haha! It's really a scam! I think so! I don't understand! I want to ascend to Heaven! Your grandpa! Are you here to be funny? That's a possibility! You idiot! I want to think about life properly! I don't understand! I don't know! What does this count as? I don't know! What do I want to understand! It's really tragic! Haha! I don't think so! A scam is a scam after all! I don't understand! Grandpa! This life! It's too f * * king heavy! I thought so! The problem is really complicated! I need to think more about it! I want to think hard about life! Haha! Such a scam! I'll definitely be speechless! My feelings! Too haha! It's not easy! It's definitely not easy! I'm too sleepy! I need to face it properly! This is a problem! But it's never been a problem! I thought so myself! Haha! It's not that easy! My feelings! You're such a joke! It's too easy! My own feelings! Haha! It's really not easy! I want to think about life quietly! I'm really speechless! These things! I don't understand! I'm really not clear! I thought so! Really enough! Grandpa! There are so many tricks! I don't want to! My own feelings! Sigh, damn it! Am I clear? Haha! It's so thin that I can't look at it directly! My own feelings! It's too damn not easy! I thought so! It's really enough! I'm really not clear! I thought so! You brat, day by day! Sigh, there are so many mistakes! You don't have the courage to face it! What else do you want! My own feelings! It's really not easy! Haha! These problems! They're still problems! I'm really not clear! My thoughts! Haha! I'm in trouble! I don't really understand it myself! This way! It's not too good, right? I thought so! I thought so! I feel like these traps! It has to be continued! This has to become a norm! You're such a joke! My own feelings! Damn it! I'm going to haha! This is too damn true! I need to think about life! It's really not easy! My thoughts! Haha! This is a normal problem! I didn't notice it before! I never thought so! This feeling is haha! It's a little more like a trap! Haha! Why didn't I understand it before! Haha! Coincidences! It's too much of a certainty! My own feelings! Haha! You're such a joke! My own feelings! I don't understand! I thought so! It's too damn not easy! Am I clear? This thing! Is it really good! It's really not good! What's so complicated about it! It's definitely complicated! My own feelings! It's really not easy! I don't understand! I don't understand! It's too damn complicated! I never thought so! I thought so! This is a normal thing! Damn! It's too much of a trap! Damn it! I actually don't have a choice! This way! Isn't that not good! I thought so! I can choose! You're such a joke! How to write is a problem! Haha! It's not easy! My own feelings! Why bother! Writing or something! It needs to become a normal process! It's inexplicable! I actually don't have a choice! This way! Isn't that not good! What a tough life! My own feelings! Maintain my own mental state! Or maintain so-called health! It's all necessary! Damn it! Damn it! It's too much of a trap! This way! Isn't that not good! It's so depressing! Am I clear? It's not easy! Can I feel it myself! Haha! I'm not clear! Ah, this is a trap! This way! It'll be fine once I get used to it! I realized! I want to choose! I don't have a choice! My own feelings! The questions are always so funny! I wasn't clear in the past! Haha! Do I know! I don't understand! Haha! Are you a joke? It's still a trap! I thought so myself! It's complicated! It's too much! Heh heh! Pay attention to this problem! I suddenly feel very sad! It's not easy! It doesn't exist! I can only say! I'll get used to it! Sigh, life! Whatever! It's that heavy! Sigh, I'm speechless! It's scary! I don't really understand! All kinds of traps! Pay attention to some problems! Damn it! All kinds of things I don't know! Haha! Of course! This is basic work! Damn! It's too damn! It's life-destroying! My own feelings! Haha! It's not easy! Damn it! It's too awkward! It's just complementing each other! Damn it! As long as it falls! It will all fall! So! This kid! It's especially awkward! Heh heh! I suddenly feel very emotional! This is a joke! It's a bit of a trap! Life is not easy! My own feelings! It looks like a tragedy! It's not just a tragedy! I don't understand! Haha! I thought so! How did you know! Heh heh! How can I not know! I never expected it! Such a thing! To become a normal thing! Haha! I thought so! To maintain my condition! To maintain my mental health! It's also very important! It's suddenly very awkward! It feels too surreal! It feels a little like writing to prolong my life! Heh heh! Not writing! I'm just an onlooker! Heh heh! Thinking needs to be trained and actively guided! Damn it! Now it's a tragedy! Heh heh! It's supposed to be a choice! It becomes! Normal! It's too damn heavy! It's so difficult! Life and what not! Think about it! It's indeed difficult! This trap! Actually, I don't really understand! It feels a little awkward! Haha! I thought so! To become a habit! Haha! It's not easy at all! It feels too damn depressing! The key is! I have no choice! Haha! When did life become so tangled! Damn! He suddenly realized! This problem! It's really too serious! It's not easy at all! I feel it myself! I'm in trouble! Haha! I never expected it! This is beating me to death! I can't even imagine it! Heh heh! Writing is a trap! I didn't understand it in the past! I still don't understand it in the future! Grandpa! This kind of thing! It should become a habit! Heh heh! You can say that! I didn't have a choice from the beginning! It's all fate! Sigh at how fate plays tricks on people! Or do something else! You kid! It's really a pain in the ass! I feel it myself! Isn't this not very good?! This! Actually, it's not very good! I might have once! I have a choice! Are you joking?! I'm alive! It's all tears! I've been in trouble all the way! I've been thinking about life all the way! I didn't understand it in the past! Haha! From the beginning! I have a choice! Can I have that?! I'm talking about this now! Actually, it's not too late! I'm old! I have no choice! Haha! Stop fooling around! Young people! I should have known! The so-called choice! It's just the situation! Fate! It's fate after all! Don't be too afraid! Don't panic! Just get used to it! I thought it myself! Grandpa! It's definitely not easy! This trap! I didn't even think of it myself! Haha! I feel very sad! Of course! Adjust your mentality! Don't complain! It's not easy at all! Complain every day! Isn't that not very good! Sigh! I feel like vomiting blood! I need to think about life! Such a thing! Become the norm! I'm still very conflicted! Damn it! Look! I do have a choice! In fact! I don't! Why do I have to do that? Just get used to it! Day by day! Why are you screaming! Can't you find something to do? What about my own feelings! Haha! It's really not easy at all! There must be these aspects! Deep thinking! What about my own feelings! Haha! Creation is not just about creating! Haha! Write about my own confusion! Haha! Write about my life! It feels like it's enough! Different possibilities! Probably not! Haha! I thought it was! Retreat or advance! It's never up to me! Isn't this very normal! Talking about distant experiences! Hur hur! I thought it was! This is very! A situation that makes one feel helpless! I'm so tired! Sleep after writing! This feeling … Hur hur! I can't take it anymore! I'm so tired! Sigh! Being tired is good! In fact! I can write and sleep at the same time! Sigh! Hur hur! You're such a joke! I'm so tired! This way! Isn't it very bad? Sigh! What a joke! Life is so tragic! Isn't it more awkward? It doesn't exist! I can only say! True enough! All walks of life! There are tears of blood! It's not easy at all! What about my own feelings! Damn it! This problem! No one has ever! Talked to me before! These funny questions! Grandpa! That usual sentence! I often hear it! My own feelings! It's not easy! I don't understand! Haha! It's really enough! I don't know! What about my feelings! It's not that easy! Hur hur! I want to think about life! There are pitfalls! I haven't sunk deep enough! How would I know! I've sunk deep enough! Hur hur! Isn't it good? Hur hur! I feel like there are pitfalls everywhere! It's not that bad! It's a tragic fate! Although it looks like … This pitfall! Many people yearn to jump down! Damn it! Only those who have sunk deep enough! Only those who have sunk deep enough! It's too damn! It's not easy! I want to think about life in peace! It's not that bad! It's not that bad! What about my feelings? Are you joking? What about my feelings? The problem is so complicated! Isn't it not good? Haha! I want to think about life! I didn't expect it! This is indeed a surprise! Unexpected! It's reasonable! A deep experience! These tears! Dropped! They're all tears of blood! Just like that saying! Young and strong, not working hard! The eldest is sad! I feel like it's a pitfall! Walk this path! All of them! I have to pick them up! Damn it! Haha! It means … What is the common meaning! Hur hur! Picking up the Morning Blossoms! I'm going to ascend to heaven! I want to think about life! Damn it! The problem is too big! It's not easy! This is a problem! But never! It's not a problem! Pay attention to adjust your mentality! Haha! I suddenly feel! Speechlessness! Speechlessness is not enough! This matter! It needs to become a norm! Not train! Degenerate easily! And then! Easily have a psychotic episode! The reason is too good! I'm depressed too! There's nothing wrong with this! I have to calm down! Hur hur! This pitfall! I can only say! I definitely have myself to blame! Damn it! My own choice! Hur hur! I chose my own path! Haha! I feel like I have to think about life properly! Damn it! Feeling! This is awkward! Faced with such a problem! I don't even have a reason to complain! There's none! I have to say! I want to think about life! Haha! But it's okay! This is a problem! What can I say! Change my way of thinking! What's the use! A pitfall is a pitfall after all! Don't feel tired! Most importantly! This is my own choice! Hur hur! This is a hobby! Pursue something! A high degree of integration of the professions! Isn't that good! Most people can't even be envious of it! However, it's useless! It feels like I'm eating melons! An uneasy feeling! There must be! Don't be conflicted! This pitfall is dug by myself! I have to calm down! I have to maintain a deep inner peace! Hur hur! I have to think about life properly! I didn't notice it in the past! Why? Because I'm mentally ill! These pitfalls! I've never understood them! Haha! It's too scary! It's just a coincidence! All kinds of promotion! Haha! It's too damn heavy! This kind of life! I can only say! It's not easy! Haha! There must be pitfalls! I feel it myself! How should I put it! I have to think about life quietly! I thought it was! Haha! This path! I have to leave even if I don't want to! I have to leave even if I want to! Hur hur! I have to leave anyway! I feel like hur hur! I don't believe it! Damn it! I have no reason not to believe it! This path! I can't find a reason! Hur hur! Damn it! It's too natural! Isn't it not too good? Actually, it's not too bad! Do you understand? I'm a more miserable person! Hur hur! I didn't notice it before! I only realized it now! Damn it! Do I have a choice? Actually, I do! It's just a problem of the method! It's just a problem of the situation! I'm a joker! Such a heavy problem! Do I want to think? It's not easy! I feel awkward! Haha! What a boring life! I thought it was! All sorts of unclear things! Haha! Damn it! There will always be difficulties! I want to think! It's not easy! Damn it! This life! It's difficult! I don't want it! Sigh! Haha! What do I think? Haha! It's difficult! I actually didn't notice it! Hur hur! Do I understand? I don't understand at all! Hur hur! It's really hard to bear! I thought it was! I was tricked! It's really a trap! Sigh, I don't even have a reason to feel agitated! I don't have any! This is a trap! It's too sparse and normal! It's really enough! I want to be quiet! Thinking about life! It's not easy! It's too much to eat! Actually, it's still okay! I look! There are too many choices! In fact! It's also like this! It's not easy! I want to think about it properly! What exactly is the problem! Sigh! It's not easy! This matter! It's not easy! What difficulties! There must be! A confused youth! You're really disappointing! Haha! Hur hur! It's not easy! This joke! I can't hold it in anymore! It's not easy! Sigh, I want to think about life in peace! Haha! What a joke! This life! It's heavy! Even I can't believe it myself! This way! Isn't it not good! How I feel! Haha! I'm quite speechless! It's really not good! It's too difficult! How can I not feel heavy! Actually, rather than being so empty, my balls hurt! Hur hur! Ha ha ha! It's always better than a reason! I can't find a flaw! It's so much better! Hur hur! This matter! What do I want to say! It's not easy! How I feel! It's difficult! It's not easy at all! How I feel! Hur hur! Don't be conflicted! Day by day! Don't give it to yourself! Wear a hat! This life of wearing a hat! It's destined to be a tragedy! I found out! I don't have a choice! How I feel! Don't be too lost! I'm not worried now! It's a matter of wearing a hat or not! It's a matter of not wearing a hat! What I'm worried about is! With a hat! A problem in the future! The pressure is too great! I want to think about life! Fortunately! At my age! It's too awkward! F * ck! I want to think about life! I'm not sure! What problems do I have! I can't deal with them! As for me! There's nothing that's not difficult! Only something that's more difficult! Haha! I thought it was! It's not easy at all! What else can I do! Sigh, the problem is getting complicated! You're such a joke! Think about it carefully! I don't understand! That's a problem! But it's never a problem! Basically! It's all my fault! Hur hur! Day by day! Very free! Haha! What do I think? I don't understand! My own feelings! All kinds of uncomfortable! I didn't pay attention! I thought it was! Hur hur! Reasons to be conflicted! It's also very sufficient! Haha! Don't talk about these funny problems! Hur hur! I'm too young! What should I do! Wearing a hat is a problem! I'm not suitable right now! Hur hur! I'm too young! Too many traps! I can't jump over them! There's no such possibility! Haha! I thought it was! What's the key now? I don't want to be cheated! Hur hur! What should I adjust? It's really! It's not easy! My own feelings! I'm confused! There are all kinds of problems! And then? It's not easy! My own feelings! Depressing problems! I have to solve them myself! Hur hur! Mental problems! Taking medicine is definitely not enough! As an old patient! I should be clear about it! Haha! What's life! It's too heavy! Fate is calling! I thought it was! I'm not so clear about it myself! Haha! It's not easy! Thinking! It's definitely more difficult! I'm also depressed! Actually, it's not that bad! Don't I understand! Pay more attention to these problems! Don't be too sad! My own feelings! It's not easy! Haha! Let me! To be funny! These problems! Aren't they not good! Reality is too cruel! Maybe! This is the legendary growth! Hur hur! Could this be fate? I don't understand! Change fate! It's still a trap! Grandpa! I can't change it! The main point is not! Change and not change! Hur hur! This is a trap! I don't care! This problem! Change the heavens and defy fate! It's too deceptive! It doesn't exist! Haha! Think more about the problems! I should be able to discover it! Pay more attention! Hur hur! There are still difficulties! Think more! Pay more attention! Damn it! What's the main point! Live a good life! Change fate! That's too nonsensical! Fate and whatnot! It's always relative! Hur hur! Who told you that! Haha! Pay more attention to thinking! How I feel! Damn it! It's not easy! Haha! I'm really watching! I thought it was! I don't know! I don't understand it myself! And then! I don't understand! It's scary! Do you know it yourself! I don't understand it! Haha! Damn it! It's so unbearable! I want to think about life in peace! I have to calm down! You're such a joker! I'll get used to it! Damn it! I don't want to talk! I'm tired! I want to think about life! And then! Damn it! There's no choice! I discovered it! I still haven't discovered it! That's enough! This kind of thing! There are too many deceptions! What's impossible in reality?! Damn it! Hur hur! It's just a problem of experience! Real life experience! I have to tell myself that it's a trap! I'm a fool! Damn it! Damn it! Although there's no need to tell me! Hur hur! But now it's true! Haha! It's not easy! Do I understand it! Damn it! I don't understand it! Damn it, life is too difficult! I thought it was! It's not easy! Haha! How I feel!