The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 490
Not thinking about life! Is that really good! Hur hur! The problem is very complicated! Balance and what not! It has always been a problem! Hur hur! Sad! How does that saying go again! Too outstanding! It's also a form of harm to others! Hur hur! You can think of it that way! This concept! It's not right! Reality is cruel! I don't quite understand it! There are problems! I have to learn to weigh the pros and cons! I don't know! How should I deal with it! Haha! Settle down! Isn't that good! This problem can't be dealt with well! Life is easy to destroy! I feel it myself! I have to be calm! I have to understand it thoroughly! Is it interesting? However, there is no such thing! Such opponents in the future! There will be no shortage of them! Hur hur! I have to remain calm! Haha! I should be well aware of this! And then! It's not that I want to be well aware! I thought it was! What a joke! It's too deep! Years of sinking! It makes me speechless! Experience is an advantage! It's also a disadvantage! Understand to the end! What does it mean! Can it be done! Be proactive in changing! It's very difficult, okay! I thought it was! I really don't understand! I don't understand! What's the point! There are some details! What do I want to say! The grasp of propriety! I'm not good enough! Haha! I don't understand! This is really a problem! Haha! I have to think about life! Pitfalls! It's still pitfalls! What do I think it is! Dealing with problems! For me! It's quite tricky! This can be done! Don't you want to talk about it? Damn it! For me! It's really scary! Sigh! It's not easy! I feel it myself! What about life! There are always too many pitfalls! I thought it was! Don't be conflicted! Young people! Do I understand! Haha! I do it day by day! I'm so bored! Choice is a pitfall! I should be very clear about this! Damn it! It's not easy! Life's tragedy! It's really too much! Haha! Feel it more! I don't know it myself! Tragedy! What do I think it is! This is a problem! In fact! Is it a problem? However, it's not! Hur hur! I can't solve it! Sigh! What a headache! Proactive response! It's necessary! Haha! Plan! There's none at all! So! I'm confused! I'm at a loss! I'm at a loss! Haha! I thought it was! This kind of direction! It's not something I can control! Actually, it's possible! Hur hur! I know fear! It's also quite good! But I can't be afraid! Don't tell me I don't know! What's there to be afraid of? It really can't solve the problem! Hur hur! I have to be calm! The determination to hit a rock with an egg! It's necessary! I must have this kind of determination! I don't have the determination to win! Hur hur! My problem is serious! Life and death are not important! What's important then! Hur hur! Putting aside life and death! Hur hur! My pitfalls! My destiny! It's ultimately me! I can't choose! It's like I can choose! Hur hur! It doesn't exist! Determination and courage! It's all what I need! Hur hur! I have to be calm! Hur hur! I have to be even calmer! It's necessary! Otherwise, there's a problem! It's complicated! But there are too many weaknesses! Every single one! For people like me! They're all fatal! Hur hur! Isn't that good! A body full of drawbacks! It's also quite good! Hur hur! I have to work hard! To perfect myself! Hur hur! The process of changing direction! It's also the process of self-realization! Damn it! Life is like this! Isn't it too tragic? Hur hur! Sacrifice is inevitable! I have to be calm! I'll go first! Hur hur! The degree of control over time! I'm still not good enough! The judgment of the whole! I'm still sufficiently lacking! It doesn't exist! I just can't find the direction! Reality is a trap! This process! It's very long! It's a process of self-realization! Hur hur! It's something that needs to be paid attention to! Step by step! Sigh! I'm too impatient! Sigh! What a joke! Three Feet of Ice! It's not built in a day! I'm still too young! This kind of impatience! Don't feel uneasy! This so-called eagerness for quick success! What I think! I think! It's reasonable! The yearning and expectation for a better life! I still have to persist! I'm indeed too impatient! This way! I can't handle the problem! I'm afraid of problems! It'll be even worse! Reality is cruel! What I think! Keep working hard to move forward! This path! There's no other choice! What I think! I can't stay calm! It's a matter of grasping the direction! It's a matter of sticking to principles! What I feel! It's all very necessary! I have to believe in myself! There's a difference! Hur hur! There's no superiority or inferiority! It's a matter of reason! Hur hur! It's a matter of grasping the ideology! It's too scary! Haha! There's a difference! I can only say! Facing the difference! The principle I want to maintain is! Independence! Self-reliance! I can choose! I don't care about the difference! Yes and no! Is it really important! What I feel! Haha! It's important to stick to principles! What's the bottom line? What's the goal? It's all very consistent! Independence! Self-reliance! Progress together! Conduct oneself! There should be such basic principles! Hur hur! Otherwise! I've been thinking about it! These problems! It's not easy! Hur hur! This is a f * cking trap! The principles I want to maintain! It should be like this! My image to the outside world! It should be like this! There's no difference! What's the main point! Independence! Self-reliance! The pursuit of progress together! A person must have sufficient principles and standards! Otherwise, it's easy! There's no bottom line! These problems! I didn't notice it in the past! Hur hur! There's a path to take! There must be! I have a clear and deep understanding! It's not easy! I want to think about life! It's not easy at all! Haha! Young people! That's enough from you! Originally! It should be for myself! A clear issue of principles! Hur hur! Conduct oneself! One should have their own principles! And standards of handling! Hur hur! It's not easy at all! Haha! These traps! These standpoints! I don't have the space to speak! I need to pay attention to them in the future! Haha! What a trap! It's not easy at all! Haha! What I feel! I don't understand! I don't understand! I thought it was! Progress together! That's the pursuit! Basic principles! I have to maintain them! Haha! What about life! It's not easy at all! What I feel! I'm a glutton! I need to think about life properly! It's really enough! It's not easy at all! What I feel! Hur hur! What I feel! It's funny! I still don't want it! I can't calm down! Haha! It's really good! Trap! It's still a trap! What I feel! It's not easy at all! Do I understand! This is a problem! It's never a problem! Haha! I don't understand! I thought it was! It's not easy at all! What I feel! Haha! It's a trap! I need to! Think about life more! What I feel! It's really not easy! Haha! There are too many difficulties! I didn't pay attention! I thought it was! Do I understand! I thought it was! Is this really okay? It's really not okay! I thought it was! It's not easy at all! Haha! Life is so difficult! Isn't it not good? Hur hur! I thought it was! It's funny! What I feel! This is awkward! I'm really speechless! Is this really okay? Haha! I don't understand! Pay attention to these problems! Hur hur! I don't understand! I thought it was! This way! It's really okay! I don't understand! I thought it was! It's still a trap! Haha! I don't understand! I thought it was! I was really watching! Hur hur! Do I understand! I don't understand! Haha! What I feel! Hur hur! That's impossible! What I feel! I really don't understand! My uncle! Do I know! My uncle! It's all true! I thought it was! Pay attention to research! Some problems! Haha! It's not easy! I thought it was! Hur hur! This way! Isn't it not good! I thought it was! I was under a lot of pressure, okay! I thought it was! I can't be too outstanding! Damn it! I want to give it to the people around me! Leave behind more! Space to perform! I thought it was! Haha! I don't understand! What's life! Don't be too conflicted! Do you know! I don't know! This way! Isn't it not good! I thought it was! It's really a trap! I thought it was! It's too f * cking haha! I'm really watching! I don't understand! Sigh, I'm confused! This way! Is it really not good! I thought it was! It's not easy! I thought it was! I don't really know! This way! Isn't it very bad! Sigh! Hur hur! So conflicted! It's too much of a trap! I thought it was! It's not easy! Haha! I should pay more attention to grasp it! You idiot! Haha! It feels very special! It's not easy! Hur hur! Grandpa! It has to be firm! Pay attention! These are practical problems! I thought it was! It's not easy! Hur hur! I don't understand! I have to act appropriately! I thought it was! Hur hur! I really don't know! I thought it was! I was scared to the point of peeing! Did it! I thought it was! It was such a failure! It didn't exist! Don't talk about failure! I thought it was! Haha! That's enough! I didn't understand! Haha! I have to think more about life! Haha! You joker! I don't understand! I thought it was! A trap is still a trap! I felt it myself! Isn't it good to be a beggar? You young man! I thought it was! Hur hur! Damn it! It's a trap! It feels like every step is being taken! It's all out! Haha! I'll go! Be careful! It has to be! What I thought it was! I don't understand! It doesn't exist! Young man! The attitude of actively dealing with problems! No matter what! It has to be! I thought it was! Haha! It's too much of a trap! Am I clear? I don't know! It's no exaggeration to say that! I've been in danger so many times! I've been on the verge of death so many times! I'm peeing in fear just thinking about it! So many times! Basically! I've lost my life directly! Hur hur! It's too scary! I've experienced too many dangerous things! It's so stifling! I know it myself! The chance to lose my life! I don't need too many! I'm peeing in fear just thinking about it! Damn it! Hur hur! I'm alive! It's a miracle! The chance to lose my life! It's too much! Hur hur! Is it because I'm joking? Haha! I thought it was! I can live! It's really good! I'll be more careful in the future! There are so many traps! The risk of losing my life! It's all unintentional! Damn it! There are too many such experiences in life! Hur hur! Isn't it good to have such experiences? There are so many such experiences! I've become … Greedy for life and afraid of death! What's the feeling of death? I should understand it instantly! Although the outcome! It's all very pleasant! I thought it was! Damn it! Hur hur! What the heck! I'm so scared I pee! The number of deaths! It's too many! Hur hur! Although every time! It's all daunting but not dangerous! I'm not afraid! It's all impossible! I'm so scared I pee! Young man! You don't have many lives! You have to learn to cherish your life! I feel it myself! Hur hur! Grandpa! All kinds of traps! I'm not sure! It's hard for me to survive! Haha! Damn it! I thought it was! What the heck! It's really enough! Think about me! I'm all afraid! The traps of death! It's really too helpless! I thought it was! Hur hur! For me! Although it's a lot! I'm still very afraid! Hur hur! Damn it! This is a huge tragedy! I thought it was! It's not easy! Haha! There are too many things to eat! Haha! I want to think about life! Damn it! I'm considered! Theoretically speaking! I'm someone who has died many times! Hur hur! Damn it! Nine out of ten! It's not enough to describe it! My fate is tragic! There are so many traps! It's all unintentional! Hur hur! I think it's hard to avoid it! This kind of thing! Although there's the so-called luck! It's still very frustrating! My balls hurt! Hur hur! I don't understand! Hur hur! Damn it! It's a fatal trap! I have to be more careful in the future! Damn it! I feel like I'm alive! It's always a miracle! The process of growing up! There are too many chances to lose my life! The chance to be crippled! There are also many! And then! After going through all kinds of accidental factors! I never expected it! Cleverly avoided it! Haha! I only found out now! According to the routine! I lack a suitable platform! Hur hur! A person like me! I need to show my light and heat on a bigger platform! Hur hur! Why! I need a platform! A platform with a lot of talents! Why! Otherwise, I won't be able to live well! According to the routine! People like me! I'm gifted! That's right, I'm what that bespectacled fatty said! A heavenly genius! Hur hur! Compared to the average person! I'm indeed one! A heavenly genius! Hur hur! I want to be one! A young man with aspirations! Hur hur! A heavenly genius! Don't tell me I don't know! This is a comparison! Hur hur! I need a big enough platform! A lot of opportunities! A strong enough person! Only then can it be effective and reasonable! To my heavenly genius! To perform reasonably! Hur hur! An average environment! To me! The restrictions are too great! I can't live in a fish tank! Hur hur! I'm not suitable! I can't fit it either! I feel it myself! It doesn't exist! This problem! I'm just like the average bystanders! In comparison! I'm indeed a heavenly genius! Hur hur! I thought so! But it's useless! It's more like a bathtub! Talking about this problem! In other words! I don't have enough space! I have to perform! I have to express myself! And then! Grandpa! I thought so! Hur hur! This method is too deep! I don't even believe it myself! Relatively speaking! I'm not a goldfish! I can't be in a fish tank! Hur hur! This problem! I only discovered it recently! Hur hur! It doesn't matter if I can do it or not! I don't even have a chance! I have to train myself! I have to show myself! The restrictions are too damn great! Hur hur! I need soil and space to grow! A heavenly genius! I also need to eat! I also need to! A suitable environment for growth! Hur hur! A towering tree! Similarly, I need a lot of space to grow! Hur hur! Maybe the space is too small! It can't fit! This problem! It seems! I only found out about it! Hur hur! These two years! It's been suppressing me! It's too big! Hur hur! Of course! It doesn't exist! Don't look for a sense of superiority! I feel it myself! Of course! Hur hur! Actually, this kind of wording! I should be used to it! Because I always like to say that! Hur hur! Young man! That's enough from you! That's not important! Actually, it's fine! Whether I can do it or not! That's something to worry about in the future! Hur hur! Damn it! Failure and whatnot! It's also something to worry about in the future! The platform isn't big enough! There aren't enough talents! My space to perform! It's greatly restricted! Hur hur! Of course! It's indeed frustrating! It's somewhat doubting life! Haha! I feel it myself! I have to believe in myself! I need space to grow! That's for sure! Hur hur! Don't feel pressured! Hur hur! Towering trees! They don't exist independently! This is a group! My own feelings! It's indeed very stressful! The competition is very intense! I don't have the confidence either! I'm probably not used to it! Anything! It's all about comparison! Hur hur! There are problems! I should understand! Hur hur! Symbiotic problems! That's the principle! Haha! An overwhelming aura! It's still necessary! Although it's useless! So! This problem! I really do! I didn't really think about it! I discovered it out of boredom! Hur hur! It's all a trick! I have to be calm! I have to maintain it! I have to be calm inside! Hur hur! I have to jump into this pit! In that case! I'm very scared! Grandpa! It's not easy! My feelings! There are indeed too many problems! I thought! It's not easy! My feelings! I thought! I don't know! Haha! I have to be calm! I have to look! These problems! Haha! I'm not clear! Hur hur! It's not good! I thought! It's not easy! Hur hur! Tragedy! It's always a tragedy! I thought! Hur hur! This problem! In the past! I really didn't discover it! Just thinking about it makes me nervous! Why do I have to know! Hur hur! I'm not clear! I thought! It's really too difficult! I don't know! Hur hur! It's a pit! I thought! It's really not good! I don't know! And then! Haha! Life is indeed difficult! Damn it! I don't know! It's really a dilemma! This point! It's actually not important! First discovery! Such an awkward problem! Isn't it not good! I've been writing for two and a half years! What the heck! First discovery! There's actually such a problem! Hur hur! It's too awkward! This kind of problem! I do know it! It's not thorough enough! Haha! But it's alright! These days! The problem comes! It's too sudden! It's just a problem of the form of consciousness! It's just a different way of expressing it! Haha! It's not easy! My own feelings! They're all confused! Should I? Such a dilemma! I need to think about life with difficulty! Hur hur! My own feelings! Damn it! It's not easy! From the way I choose! On the route! Regarding these problems! I should be clear! I think I'm afraid of the pressure! Damn it! There aren't many opportunities! Hur hur! Why am I praying for failure! Hur hur! I need more space! It's not suitable for me to lower my standards! Hur hur! It doesn't exist! This is a problem of understanding! Actually, my own feelings! It's all the same! This kind of understanding! It can be right! It can also be wrong! I can't tell! Haha! What does it mean? Haha! My own feelings! I don't understand! Haha! I thought! This problem! I don't understand it thoroughly enough! Although there are forms of expression! Grandpa! But I don't! I have a deep understanding! Hur hur! Growth needs space! It needs soil! It needs nourishment! Hur hur! Damn it! It feels too awkward! I thought it was! Damn! There's such a discovery! Hur hur! It seems! I'm still too conceited! It doesn't exist! Hur hur! It's just my feeling! This kind of understanding! It's too sudden! Hur hur! To study these problems! My own feelings! Hur hur! To talk about these problems! My feelings! It's really awkward! Haha! I'm going to be unlucky! I'm a fool! I thought it was! I'm not sure! Hur hur! I don't understand all these things! These things! Are they really good? I thought it was! It's really not easy! Damn! I'm so conflicted! I'm tearing up! Haha! Damn it! I'm screwed! It's so difficult! I think! It's not easy! This problem! I've never! I've never paid attention to it! Haha! I thought it was! Really enough! I really don't understand! I thought it was! I'm really watching melons! I feel it myself! I'm so damn speechless! I feel it myself! Life is always! It's not easy! I feel it myself! It's scary! I'm really watching melons! I want to think about life in peace! Hur hur! It's really not easy! It's scary! These funny questions! I thought it was! I'm watching melons! It's really not easy! I know it myself! Hur hur! All kinds of heavens! And then! I don't understand! I thought it was! I feel it! I don't understand! Hur hur! I feel it myself! I don't know it! Haha! I know it myself! I really don't know it! Haha! I thought it was! As expected! I still think it is! It's too funny! This way! Is it really good? Haha! I don't know it! I insist on thinking it! How about it! Haha! I don't understand it! I don't know it! I think it myself! It's really a trap! It's still a trap! Talking about fate! Isn't it! It's too sad! I feel it myself! Haha! I don't understand it! I don't know it myself! Hur hur! F * ck! Life's perplexities and whatnot! It's really too much! It's really not easy! I thought it was! Haha! I have to think it through firmly! I feel it myself! I feel it myself! Haha! This problem! I don't want to think about it myself! It's too heavy! I want to think about life! Haha! Pay attention! More analysis! These problems! I thought it was! I don't understand it! My feelings! These things! Problems and whatnot! There must be a lot! Haha! I don't really know! I feel it myself! The poor! Hur hur! I didn't notice it! I thought it was! All kinds of gossip! I didn't notice it at all! I feel it myself! Hur hur! Sigh! I'm always in a dilemma! It won't be less! I have to understand it deeply! I have to experience it carefully! Damn it! There are so many problems! I don't understand it well enough! I thought it was! Haha! I feel it myself! Haha! I'm really a gossip! I think it is! This problem! I don't understand it all! Haha! It's too damn hard! It's hard! This problem! It's really awkward! It's not easy! I thought it was! It's really difficult! You kid! It's really enough! I don't understand it myself! This way! Isn't it very bad! Haha! I have to think about life more! You're such a joke! Damn it! This way! Isn't it! It's not good! I feel it myself! Hur hur! It's a big scam! Haha! All kinds of difficulties! Do you know it yourself! I don't understand it! Hur hur! I feel it's funny! I feel it! How is it! I don't understand it! This way! Feeling! It's not good! Don't you understand it? Hur hur! It's a scam! I thought it was! It's not easy! I don't understand it! This way! Feeling! It's not good! I thought it was! I'm really a gossip! Do I understand it in seconds? However! I really don't understand it! Failure or something! It can scare me to the point of peeing! I feel it myself! Hur hur! I'm retarded! This way! Isn't it not good! I thought it was! What should I say! Persist in thinking about life! Or do something else! Hur hur! It's a scam! Think more about it! You young man! I don't know it myself! I thought it was! This way! Is it really good! Haha! I don't understand it clearly! I feel it myself! I never expected it! This thing! Isn't it not good! It's too embarrassing! I want to think about life! It's very tragic! Hur hur! It's so difficult! I thought it was! It's too heavy! I have to say it! I want to think about life! I also want to doubt life! I feel it myself! What the heck! I'm so conflicted! I can't believe it myself! I really don't! Time passes too fast! Hur hur! It's too damned sad! Damn! I want to think about life! Sigh! I didn't expect it! Until today! I can only say! This book! It's almost there! Hur hur! It's really a scam! There's no closure! And there's no closure! I feel it myself! I'm thinking! Can I continue writing! It's quite good this way! I feel it myself! It depends on fate! Parting is always! Too damn! It's sad! I thought it was! Hur hur! That's good too! Anyway, how should I put it! The so-called new book! And the old book! Does such a concept exist? I thought it was! Haha! It's not easy at all! Then! I'll continue writing! Haha! I don't know! I feel it myself! Hur hur! It's still quite sad! Life is cruel! Can I continue writing! It's originally unknown! What about my life! It's really too difficult! Life is always so conflicted! Isn't it!




