The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 50
I'm wasting the people's resources again!
I still feel that the resources don't belong to one person!
They belong to the people!
We have this right!
You're so cruel!
Freedom and equality are my pursuits!
You're spouting nonsense again!
Individualism can't be taken!
That's the mindset of a landlord!
This mindset is absolutely unacceptable!
This individualism isn't the same as that individualism!
Focusing solely on money is a mistake in itself!
I'm also such a person!
There's no other way, the data is controlled!
If I could be self-sufficient!
I wouldn't want any money at all!
It's not that there's no other way!
I'm also very pretentious when I say this!
This is for survival!
I can't see the ground beneath my feet!
Because I have a feeling of being trampled underfoot!
This kind of thinking is extremely wrong!
The personality brought about by this kind of thinking is incomplete!
I feel like I'm being suppressed!
It's still alright!
It's already good enough to be alive!
Being alive is hope!
Waiting for the day when my leg cramps!
This power is too great!
No one can control it!
No one can control this situation!
If only I had that ability!
I can only write novels!
I'm just saying!
I keep feeling like there's a problem!
But it's still alright!
But there's also a shortcoming!
I believe that I can live on tomorrow!
There's a price to pay for the so-called better!
It's useless for one person to work hard!
You think you can do it without us, the hardworking masses!
That's impossible!
I can do without anything!
But I still have to eat!
I've paid the price for the so-called well-off life!
A happy life without any price!
It's unreal!
Remember what our dreams are!
From now on!
I won't watch the news anymore!
I will never watch TV!
How was that possible?!
Anyway, I won't watch the news!
It would be a waste not to look!
You don't want me to act!
The internal problems were very serious!
This was a personal problem!
As long as it was the majority, it would be fine!
Society would be better!
That's it!
Those so-called extremists!
And trolls!
With me!
He should disappear from this world!
Extinction was a must!
Affecting the development of society!
It would affect the progress of civilization!
I don't want to be a sinner!
Although my sins are big enough!
Not even a thousand years!
Some people should go extinct!
This was an unpleasant way to put it!
The weak should be eliminated!
Those with problems should be eliminated!
It's not that easy to live!
This was a scourge to the next generation!
I'm waiting to be eliminated!
I didn't want to live anymore!
Out of sight, out of mind!
Of course, this was definitely fabricated!
I still want to get married!
I still want to start a family!
This was a process!
A life without problems is not a life!
It was precisely because there was a problem!
Only then will we have something to do!
That's it!
I had no choice!
She had actually been born!
He could only stay strong and live on!
I had once let go of the thought of living!
I almost jumped down from the building!
This was real!
How could I not take it!
This was something that happened when it flared up!
I was very thankful that I had such an experience!
This feeling of lingering on the edge of life and death!
It was so deep!
It flared up then!
But I didn't jump in the end!
My thoughts of being persecuted were very serious!
I really couldn't take it!
I thought I could jump down!
I could climb up!
But I didn't know how to jump!
Thinking about it, my safety awareness was too weak!
There were a few times when I almost had an accident!
A few days ago, I was almost hit by a car!
I really didn't want to live anymore!
My life was also very flat!
But thinking about it, it was nothing!
I was a carefree person!
I wasn't even afraid of death, what was there to be afraid of!
It was just a matter of time!
I just didn't want to harm the next generation!
If I didn't have the ability, I would have gotten married!
Remember Brother Fa!
He acted in a movie, and it was about people like us!
I felt that it had completely vilified us!
This wasn't good!
I came out to clear my name!
Someone had to stand up!
Why didn't I stand up!
I've never been so high-profile before!
I finally stood up!
I wrote this book!
I also wanted people to!
Recognize us!
We are a group of disadvantaged people!
We also have internal conflicts!
Don't use mental illness as your standard!
Is being normal good?
Those corrupt officials are all normal people!
I didn't say anything wrong!
This is the problem!
They only know how to talk about how unbearable we are!
What drugs!
What chopping people!
It's all our fault!
Why did we do that!
It's because we can't accept it!
This is a problem!
I have to say it in a friendly manner!
If we didn't have to worry about food and clothing!
Who would come out to mingle!
We would all come out to mingle!
Take it easy!
I have nothing to say!
I have to use actions to prove myself!
It's all empty talk!
Practice is the only standard to prove the truth!
I won't say anything about it!
Restricting us in every way!
Excluding us!
There are very few things we can do!
Of course, the power is given by ourselves!
We are not beggars!
We can't get power either!
You need more of me!
Stand up!
If you were like me, the world would have been harmonious!
But that's impossible!
I have things that I can't learn!
You gave me a foreign plate again!
Like you again!
There's nothing to say!
Existence is value!
I can't deny this point!
Ideological education is the foundation!
Individuals should also work harder!
I have a lot of problems!
I'm selfish and self-centered!
And a foreign plate!
I don't need to say anything about this feeling!
I just want to say that I'm guilty!
There are still many problems!
Wait for me to solve them!
I still have a long way to go!
It will be more and more difficult!
But I don't dare to brag!
It's the same whether I release it or not!
It's fine as long as I have food to eat!
Don't waste too much effort!
That's fine!
Don't waste time, it's useless!
It's only a matter of time before I go crazy!
I said this!
Thinking about myself, I'm completely perfect!
No way!
I can eat fish today!
I haven't reported my meals for a long time!
There's nothing to report!
It's just like that!
It's just the same taste!
It's all made by myself!
En, that's it!
I'm still far from it!
Looks like I'm going to starve to death!
I have a special sense of crisis!
If this goes on!
It's only a matter of time before I end up on the streets!
En, that's it!
I'm afraid of a headache!
I'm afraid of collapsing!
That feeling is worse than death!
I'm jumping!
It's very uncomfortable!
Something very unpleasant happened yesterday!
I was cheated of my money!
I was convicted of sodomy!
I went back!
Thinking about it, it's quite sad!
I haven't calmed down yet!
I still feel uncomfortable!
I have to learn to endure!
I'm not good enough!
That's it!
My personal problems are also very serious!
I have to save it as I write!
I could have written this book a long time ago!
If I had written it earlier!
This book!
It might have been updated half a year ago!
But this is life!
It always likes to tease you!
That's right, that's it!
It's useless to say this now!
What I need is persistence!
A year is 12 months!
Three years is 36 months!
It'll be over soon!
I've already lived for 22 years!
It's also a matter of an instant!
There's nothing much to say!
When you realize that time passes quickly!
Time is long gone!
Life still likes to joke!
It's a joke!
Thinking about it, it's enough!
There's nothing wrong with this sentence!
It's just an expression of emotion!
This is also an emotion that I often have!
My mind has been very empty recently!
My thoughts are clear and I talk less!
Sigh, sad!
I once wanted to be a streamer too!
There's really such a thing!
I didn't make this up!
But the result was cruel!
I never became a streamer!
Actually, I didn't have any dreams in the beginning!
I only had them later on!
No one is born with such thoughts!
That's impossible!
It's just like that!
Any random person can write better than me!
I didn't go overboard on this!
But it can be like me!
It's so exciting!
That's too little!
My writing is very bad!
I'm very passionate!
Hehe!
Talking to me isn't tiring at all!
I don't use my brain that much!
Writing novels doesn't use my brain that much!
I just speak directly!
I write whatever I want!
It's much better than doing other things!
At least writing novels isn't so tiring!
This is a brainless pace!
This doesn't train the brain!
Writing novels doesn't need a brain!
As long as there's an obsession!
Want to express!
Have the chance to write!
Have the recording device, that's enough!
I don't even dare to say it!
Afraid of being beaten!
Writing novels!
The plot is just seasoning!
Details are Lao Gan Ma!
You know!
My analogy is somewhat inappropriate!
I just want to write in peace!
Now, I've been at 0 clicks for a few days!
It's also scaring me!
This is still within my expectations!
Are there any literary competitions?!
Come to think of it, there aren't any!
There has never been a literary competition!
I really want to participate!
Web novels are difficult for me to write!
My saliva has no standard!
It's all saliva!
Why is the gap so big!
I have a lot of memories!
When I had a fit!
I had a misconception!
They said that I was born to write novels!
Everything I did was for the sake of writing novels!
It's very ridiculous!
But I actually believed it!
That's when I came up with my theory!
I lacked understanding of this world!
That's also the reason!
I didn't have a firm personality!
That's the root!
Too persistent!
That's also an illness!
I'm so sick that there's no cure!
I really like the world depicted in novels!
Life!
There has to be a little!
Sugar!
My writing is more bitter than a bitter gourd!
What's there to compare!
Anyway, it's very sad!
Just go on like this!
It can't be done!
I'm still far from it!
That's a problem!
There aren't many people who can salivate like me!
I've said my whole life's worth of words!
I didn't like to talk in the past!
Hehe!
I'm destined for tragedy!
I've said my whole life's worth of words!
No one talks to me!
I can only write novels!
Talk to myself!
Talk to myself!
That's also an art!
That's my specialty!
Talk to myself!
That's definitely not my specialty!
I just want to find someone to talk to!
No one is as boring as me!
I actually want to write novels!
No matter how bored I am, I won't read textbooks!
That stuff is too difficult!
I can't imagine it!
I really can't understand it!
There's nothing I want!
What I want is someone like me!
Damn!
I can't understand it!
I can't understand it, but I can write it and even criticize it. That's really weird!
Life has given me this ability!
I'm only at the level of a high school student!
The mentality of a primary school student!
The passion of an undergraduate student!
The impetuosity of a junior high student!
The dorky cuteness of a graduate student!
There's this Fetus God.
I still don't understand it!
This Fetus God is too profound!
Dorky cuteness can be understood literally!
This Fetus God can't be!
Fetus God!
What does it mean!
I'm too outdated!
You Fetus God!
Hehe!
These words are too difficult!
Fetus God!
It's pretty foreign!
Call me Fetus God from now on!
Wu Yangmei called me Fetus God!
Back then!
I've chased after many girls!
How could I forget about my Xiaomei!
I only remembered now!
My previous work didn't mention her!
This book can be considered as making up for it!
My previous work was Let It Go With the Wind!
Actually, it's about the same as this one!
This one doesn't have my personal information except for this one!
The style and tone are about the same!
But that one was more open with love!
That one might not be written again!
Actually, this one is a continuation of the previous one!
It's just a little more restrained!
The previous one was too open!
It was written directly!
Actually, it's nothing much!
There's nothing wrong with writing this way!
It's more authentic!
It's better!
I still can't figure out who this person is!
I'm the legendary first-person writer!
I'm not good at literature!
No one taught me how to write novels!
But someone taught me how to find inspiration!
It's to experience life!
It might have been ten years!
Softer!
When I was in junior high, I only read adult magazines!
I secretly read them. I don't even know what novels are like!
At that time, I really liked a horror novel!
In the first year of junior high!
I read it at the train station!
I thought it was good!
The auntie who sold the book?
I told you!
This happened during the Spring Festival of 2005!
I remembered wrongly, it was 06!
Let me count!
I can't remember, it was the Spring Festival of 2006!
It's like this!
There were too many things!
I even bought the wrong ticket!
I even cried at the Shanghai train station!
I bought a children's ticket!
I'll never go to Shanghai again in my life!
I won't go to Shanghai!
I can't go there either!
It's a sad place!
There's no other way!
The Shanghai stall is Brother Qiang's!
Hehe!
I'm just digging my own heart out!
I don't feel good talking about it either!
It's not good to keep it in my heart!
I should talk about it!
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