The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 51
En, in the afternoon!
I slept a sleep that I couldn't wake up from!
I ate a meal that I wanted to eat forever!
Just like that!
And I'm destined to be lonely!
The wind is still blowing!
Time is passing!
You don't understand my loneliness!
Just like that!
Hehe!
Some of them are just like that!
No way!
Just pretend to be sad!
I really like to drink that faint sadness!
You can't buy my sadness!
Just like that feeling of sadness!
I found that in my works, there was a lack of that faint sadness!
I need that faint feeling of sadness!
What I need is that I can't die even if I want to!
That feeling of not being able to live even if I want to!
That feeling!
How can it be, I don't understand!
I still need to work hard to discover it!
I need to write a faint sadness!
And have a different feeling of the times!
That's right!
Dance together!
Sing together!
Just like that!
I don't know when I became a humorous writer!
That's not how I define myself!
I want that kind of faint sadness!
You're so beautiful, I really like it!
Confessions must be a series!
Only with confessions can the plot develop!
Let's enjoy ourselves to the fullest!
The so-called loneliness is a person's revelry!
Loneliness is a group of people's loneliness!
I want to stand on this high mountain!
Say those three big words!
That's too shallow!
Some things need time!
I've changed!
I've become rational!
I won't confess normally!
I'm growing!
Even if it's not normal, I still can't handle it!
Forgive me for being so lonely!
Indulge my loneliness!
The one I love is not you, but the whole world!
The air was like milk tea, so moist!
There was a feeling of bathing in it!
The water was so deep!
Its power was limitless!
Today's novel hasn't been uploaded yet!
Uploading usually took a long time!
No one was looking!
It doesn't mean that I can't write!
This is a problem. Please don't be prejudiced by first impressions!
This is also my problem!
What a clickbait!
However, as a troll, the headline party!
I'm far from enough!
I still need more training!
This was far from enough!
I've read a lot of novels!
He needed to be alive and used flexibly ~ It was just that the time wasn't ripe yet!
I haven't had enough!
At my level, it would be hard for me to master the technique of writing without a few years of writing!
I am a special agent!
The serial number of the State Council!
20987!
Codename!
Hunter!
I'm a civilian agent!
It was spontaneous!
However, he still had to obey the orders of his superiors!
My mission this time is very difficult!
I want a codename!
The Butterfly's human contact!
Butterfly!
Whether it was a man or a woman, that was the question!
This was just a codename!
He's on the same level as me!
Although we have ranks!
But it was definitely not as simple as obeying orders!
Every special agent should have self-awareness!
Prioritize the nation's interests!
How did I join!
I'm from the Communist Youth League!
Damn, why aren't you a Young Pioneer!
And a special agent!
Scary!
I suddenly couldn't write any further!
Writing a novel!
Is writing a story!
A story is a person doing something different!
It's representative!
Most people would write like that!
But there were exceptions!
I'm the hardworking masses!
I want to work hard!
The title isn't important!
What's important is the content!
No matter how good the title is!
If it's not well written!
It's also a waste!
My personal problems are still very serious!
It's common to not write a novel well!
This is a problem!
That's right, it's like that!
I still need to work harder!
It won't do if I don't work hard!
It's a problem with my character!
It's not just a day or two!
I think that's the case too!
As a high tech writer!
I can barely accept it!
This dish is delicious!
When did I write like that!
I went astray as I wrote!
It's also scary!
If I want to write a good novel!
I can't have a problem with my character!
I need to have a healthy personality!
And these!
I don't have any of them!
How do I write well?
When will it become popular!
Hehe!
Dream on!
I also hope that it can become popular!
I only want the money to become popular!
I don't want the fame of being popular!
Can you become popular?
Not likely!
It's not that important whether it becomes popular or not!
I need to express my feelings!
I need to write a world of my heart!
But I feel that I can't hold on any longer!
I'm also becoming more rational!
This is a problem!
There's still too much to say!
I'm not writing a novel!
I'm writing about an era!
That's how it should be!
Yes, that's right!
There are too many restrictions!
I still need to work harder!
My novel has a strong sense of the times!
As a bystander of this generation!
I have nothing to say!
I don't know what to say!
I have nothing to say!
It's just like that!
I'm just an ordinary person!
My obsession and imagination are limited!
I'm a blockhead!
I can only write realistically!
There's nothing wrong with that!
I'm prejudiced again!
Realistically is my style!
It's inevitable that it's funny and sad!
There are actually people who can finish reading my work!
I haven't even finished reading it!
They only read the parts that I posted!
I've saved a lot of drafts!
I've worked hard to save enough for a month!
This isn't a problem!
This is time!
I just need to grasp the timing!
There's nothing fun about games!
I might as well write a novel!
Writing a novel is also very fun!
I'm under a lot of pressure!
I want to be independent!
I want to have a life that belongs to me!
I can't always rely on my parents!
I need more training!
But I'm afraid of hardships!
That's how it should be!
I still need to work harder!
This is a problem!
Is it enough? I have enough aura!
I can't do this well either!
I haven't risen up yet!
I'm discouraged!
What happened to being able to dominate the world!
I'm dancing!
It's enough now!
I keep having problems!
It's enough!
It's not easy to go out now!
There's nothing great about it!
If you can, why can't I!
Which part of me is worse than you?
It's just that I have a problem with my character!
It's just that my personality isn't perfect!
It's just that I'm a little timid!
I'm way ahead of you in other aspects!
I'm just like that!
Which part of you can compare to me in other aspects!
I'm good at literature and martial arts!
I don't need you to teach me how to do things!
Dance, I just want to dance!
Ocean plate!
I'll give you a pile of shit!
I'll slap you to death!
What's wrong with dancing!
You can dance too!
Welcome!
Survival or destruction, this is a problem!
How about you!
Hit me!
You bastard!
I want to hit you!
I've been unhappy with you for a long time!
Come on?
Come and dance!
If you're in a bad mood, dance!
Dance to your heart's content!
I'm going to brag again!
The so-called dance is something that brings happiness and touches people!
This is where the spirit lies!
There's still a lot to write!
This is just the beginning!
There's still too much to express!
I still need to work harder!
I need more training!
As the saying goes!
My heart is facing the sun!
No one seems to be writing this!
I can write it!
Actually, this is the title that I came up with!
If someone writes it, I'll write it too!
There was a literary competition in the past!
I can't write about Wuxia at all!
They want me to write about the unfathomable mysteries of Wuxia with the mentality of a primary school student!
That's impossible!
Isn't this making things difficult for me?
They're already thinking about me!
No desire, no book!
There's an indescribable feeling!
Books have their own thoughts and souls!
This can't be denied!
I still need to work harder!
I'm still far from it!
Slamming the table!
Ha!
You dare to be fierce to me!
I'll find someone to beat you up!
Find your sister!
You're so ugly.
Can you find someone?
I've had enough!
Sister, don't be afraid. Sister will back you up!
Sister is very beautiful!
I can call for help!
You dare to provoke me!
Go away, you soul complex!
You've just been possessed by me!
You're finished!
Learning to write novels!
You don't have us sisters!
I'm afraid you won't be able to write even if you want to!
That's it!
What do I have to be afraid of!
My life is worthless!
I'm a lunatic!
Someone said that I'll succeed!
I've succeeded!
That's great!
I don't care about that!
As long as it's not too tiring!
I still have a lot of problems!
I want to find a girlfriend!
It's best if she can support me in my writing!
I'm making a mistake in my thinking again!
I'm in a foreign land!
I feel like I'm high and mighty!
That's my problem!
I'm also lying to myself!
I still have a lot of problems!
I need to work hard on these problems ~!
Think about yourself!
That's miserable enough!
You'll only ruin yourself!
That's why I'm looking for confidence!
That's it!
I want to write novels!
It's destined!
I want to have a career in novels!
I'll press forward!
Someone said that I'm destined to become a famous author!
That's enough!
I'm hallucinating again!
It's good to have hope!
Don't let hope turn into despair!
I keep feeling that someone said that I'll become a famous author!
What's the use!
It's all about writing!
What sense of superiority is there!
That's your fault!
It's all about writing!
Why must I become a famous author!
That's your fault!
This problem!
It might keep bothering me!
It's always like this!
Maybe I'm born to lie to myself!
That's it!
I'm not enough!
I'm still far from it!
I always like to lie to myself!
I even lie to myself!
I'm so hateful!
I'm doing this for your own good!
'Really?'
Brother!
You've finally spoken!
There are some things that you and I can't control!
You can write.
I'll be very happy!
Brother will take action!
Full protection!
It's all about writing anyway!
Why must I become a famous author!
That's the problem!
I still have to write more!
There are problems!
I haven't solved them yet!
That's a big problem!
A small detail can ruin my career as a writer!
That's it!
If a problem isn't handled well!
It will trigger a chain reaction!
Of course, I'm a lazy person!
Although I have my own thoughts!
That's far from enough!
As a writer!
I should have my own opinions!
I should have a good character!
I should have a healthy personality!
I should have a brave heart!
It'll be good if I can do it!
I just can't do it!
I'm still far from it!
I still need to put in a lot of effort!
That's a must!
Why don't I see you taking action!
That's your problem!
That's right, that's it!
Yes!
That's my problem!
Speed up!
Write fiercely!
Liking too much is also a form of hate!
Liking someone!
Doesn't mean forgetting someone!
It means falling in love with her completely!
I'm deeply touched on this point!
I've already forgotten a lot of people!
I'm guilty!
I've tried my best to love everyone!
But in the end!
That's it!
I can't do it!
I'll catch hold of your little thoughts!
I won't let go!
Your sister!
Find your sister!
Hit me!
My sister has seven Calabash Brothers!
Hehe!
That's it!
I have a problem!
A very serious problem!
Look, look!
look
I'm still not enough!
This doesn't feel right!
My main task now is to practice my writing!
I'll think about the future in the future!
I can't do it like this!
I need at least 90 minutes to write a chapter!
I still need to use my brain more!
That's the problem!
Mm!
What should I say!
There's a movie recently!
I heard it's very good!
But I didn't have the chance to watch it!
I only watched pirated versions!
So-and-so always likes to claim that he's from a certain university!
It's very foreign!
You'll never know which school I'm from!
I'm from home!
Hehe!
Just kidding!
I'm lacking something!
I lack the so-called central idea!
No one wants me to live for her!
I hate that sentence the most!
Sometimes, people don't live for themselves!
Have you fed all the food I gave you to the dogs?
I'm still far from it!
I'm just a bumpkin!
I'm not particular!
What taste in life!
Looks like it has nothing to do with me!
That's it!
There's still a lot to write!
I still need to observe carefully!
I'm not observant enough!
I haven't cultivated it!
There's also a problem with my perception!
My life is in my hands, not Heaven's. If Heaven's not in my hands, I'll fight Heaven!
That's it!
That Hunt the Heavens promotional video is too melodramatic!
It's scary!
Hehe!
It seems like college girls are popular everywhere!
They're all so popular!
Men are not worth the price!
Women have to be more popular!
With my personality, I only want to be a man!
I want to be a girl!
Is that possible?
I've tried many ways to write novels!
But I haven't succeeded!
I've also used pen and paper to write!
But that's enough!
I'll write novels!
That's the only way!
Hard work doesn't help!
I'm just a rascal!
It's enough just thinking about it!
How I wish I could write well!
But it's all about writing!
Why!
Don't write like that!
That's your personal problem!
Who told you that you can't write like that!
My novel creation is destined to be difficult!
If there's no challenge, I won't do it!
But that's my problem!
No one can stop me!
I need at least 90 minutes to write a chapter!
That's for sure!
That's not enough!
I need to write smoothly!
There's too much that I haven't written yet!
Mm, that's it!
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