The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 52
I had a dream last night!
I dreamt that my computer was smashed!
I can't write a novel like this!
My computer is too big!
I don't know how to configure a computer!
I don't even know how to uninstall software!
Yes, that's how it is!
I'm that weak!
I don't have time to figure it out!
I'll go down and take a look!
I don't have anything to uninstall!
I don't have anything valuable in my computer!
It's just an empty computer!
I just have some drafts!
My computer is broken!
I can't write anymore!
That's how it is!
Unless I have money!
I have a job!
I can even buy another one!
I can't do that now!
I can't stand the temptation!
I have an internet connection, but I haven't done anything good!
This traffic is a good thing!
I've been deeply poisoned!
I can only blame myself!
Who asked you to be so beautiful!
You can't blame me!
It's all your fault!
Enough!
You're finished!
It's 527 today. I'm very happy!
It's going to be a month soon!
That's how it is!
That's right!
How many months are there before there's a year!
This question is too profound!
It's too difficult for me!
The air is freezing!
The pressure is multiplying!
What should I write!
I don't know!
If I write these, I should have a breakthrough!
That's how it is!
How should I start!
This story needs to have a beginning!
There's no need to start!
But there's an end!
I'm tired of writing these things myself!
At the end of the day, it's just those few sentences!
This is the problem!
I can't write a fantasy!
How should I write!
This is a problem!
A huge problem!
There's always a misconception!
This feeling makes me feel good!
I'm making a mistake in my thinking again!
That's too unrealistic!
What I need is a sense of reality!
Realism!
That's a must!
I should write something fancy!
If it's realistic, then it's realistic.
I can even write something fancy!
That's how it is!
I'm so sad!
This is too shocking. I can't accept it!
I'm very hesitant!
I really hate myself!
Why can I write so badly!
I'm not in a good state today!
That's how it is!
This is your personal problem!
I'm angry!
Your own problem!
You should handle it well!
Don't bring it into the novel!
That's your fault!
When have you been in a good state?
I'm going to hit you!
That's how it is!
If you continue to make a fuss!
It's only a matter of time!
There's a problem with your character!
You have psychological problems!
Sigh, I'll stop!
Rotten!
I've!!!!!!
This is a problem!
So sad!
Wave after wave!
How can I write that feeling!
I don't know how to write!
Where to start!
The story must have a form!
You're making a fuss again!
Everyone has their own memories of their youth!
And I have mine too!
Although I'm not an ordinary person!
I have a special body!
Of course, this can't stop my youth!
My youth is destined to be colorful!
Because this is a mental illness!
No matter how painful it is, I have to continue writing!
I'm Huang Yajian!
A mental patient!
I like to play games!
I also like beautiful women!
Of course, this is only on the surface!
My external appearance isn't like this!
I'm an honest person!
I only do things secretly!
This is the sublimation of my feelings!
That's right, that's how it is!
I'm Sha Gao!
I'm from the 2009 class!
They all call me Sha Gao!
We also call it that!
Sha Cheng City!
Top 4!
I live in the top 3, Fengquan Road!
That's how it is!
Time has passed!
Four years!
I've had an outburst for four years!
Goodbye Longwan!
Goodbye Wenzhou!
Those are just memories!
But the memories were so sorrowful!
Well, I'm from the 12th class!
That's how it is!
How to say it!
There are many things I want to express!
The reality is that I can't express any of them well!
That's the problem!
I have to work hard to improve!
I need to work hard!
That's how it is!
I still need to explore more about life!
I was very timid in the past!
There was once when I cut my own hair!
The main thing is that the burden of being an idol is too heavy!
I also have the so-called burden of being an idol!
The burden of being an idol is an illness!
That's how I had an outburst!
I'm afraid of everything!
I was quite scared at that time!
All kinds of fantasies!
Even when I was shaving my head, I could imagine a beautiful woman secretly looking at me!
I can only say that I watch too much TV!
I always have all kinds of strange thoughts!
But sometimes I don't!
That's how it is!
That's my personal problem!
My personal problem is very serious!
That's how it is!
That's right!
Thinking about it, that's true!
Some things need to be said step by step!
Since I've said it, what else can I write!
Youth is worth remembering!
So beautiful!
It's unforgettable for a long time!
And youth will be eaten by dogs!
I have an unforgettable youth!
I'm satisfied!
What is youth!
It's an attitude to do things!
And the feeling of doing things!
That's it!
Youth!
The so-called youth is when I love you but you don't love me back!
Hehe, there's no fun today!
I'm almost out of traffic!
I still need to conserve my traffic!
I still need to upload my novel!
That's how it is!
It's unusually slow today!
I think so too!
I'm not in a good state!
I'm throwing a tantrum again!
That's how it is!
How can that be!
Absolutely not!
That's a problem!
How should I write it!
Where should I go from here!
How should the story begin!
That's a problem!
I haven't thought of it yet!
So uncomfortable!
Life isn't a micro movie. It's not that exciting!
Micro movies nowadays are a little like that!
Enough with the reverse love!
That's how it is!
This kind of movie isn't suitable for people to watch!
When have I been so unbearable!
Men and women are a big problem!
That's the breakthrough!
That's how it should be!
I need to write more of these!
I've liked countless girls in the past!
That was true love!
But why do I feel like I'm getting hot-headed!
I'm still far from it!
I just need to write in such a confused state!
I have a problem!
I'm hearing things again!
I can't wait to see a beautiful girl!
I want to spend the rest of my life with her!
That's unacceptable!
How can that be!
Aren't you letting me down?
I'm your goddess!
Why didn't I know that!
You don't admit it!
I'll get my sister to beat you to death!
All the conversations are just for my own amusement!
All the monologues are just wishful thinking!
Your sister!
I'll get someone to beat you up!
That's how it is!
I'll beat you to death!
If I die, you die too!
We're one!
If I die, you die too!
Go ahead!
You must have taken the wrong medicine!
What are you doing!
I'll tell my sister!
You're bullying me!
Damn!
You're still so enthusiastic!
Do you exist?
I'm cultivating feelings with my auditory hallucination!
Haha!
I'll get someone to kill you!
Actually, this is a benign auditory hallucination!
I can't stand it when I'm being evil!
I can't do anything!
My emotions have hit rock bottom!
You're so ugly. Even your bones are stinky!
People like you are lazy and gluttonous. Perhaps it's unnecessary!
I won't let you live!
You bastard!
I hate you!
This is considered benign!
Otherwise, there will be even more!
Especially when I just took the medicine!
I completely lost control of my emotions!
If it weren't for my good condition!
I wouldn't have been able to take it!
Said I'm useless!
Didn't let me live!
Said I don't even have the courage to die!
Said I'll be tortured!
This is a problem!
Every patient will more or less have this problem!
I wrote an essay!
Said I'll beat the teacher!
Bomb the school!
In the end, I was sent to the hospital!
I don't know why they didn't give me the medicine!
Actually, they could have given it to me then!
If that's the case!
I might not have the experience to write a novel!
I have to thank them too!
I went to the north of the city!
I went to vocational high school!
This is my stormy life!
I went to vocational high school and got a bachelor's degree!
This is why I'm so arrogant!
I feel very proud!
That's not right!
It's not like that!
I didn't want to!
I wanted to get into Peking University!
But I didn't get in!
I still wanted to take part in the competition!
I might not be able to do the competition questions in my life!
That's definitely a high level of difficulty!
There aren't many people who can do it!
I'm also going to take part in the competition!
I have a deep understanding of this!
My level is limited!
I'm even categorized as B!
Actually, I was hallucinating at that time!
I felt like my teacher was watching me from the opposite building!
With my current brain!
I might be able to do it!
At that time, my condition wasn't good!
The pressure of studying is huge!
There are many things I can't do!
3D geometry!
Space problems!
I cried when I wrote it!
That's really difficult!
It's rare that I cried!
If I had my current brain!
I might be able to learn it!
But it's useless to say so much!
It won't change anything!
It's useless to say more!
It's just talk!
The main thing is that I'm crazy!
I can get 347 from 600!
I don't know what those who failed are thinking!
I'm a mental patient and I'm better than you!
And I'm only at the level of Year 1!
I can't say anything about this!
This can only be a problem of attitude!
Do I look like I have a high IQ?
I'm just a silly dog! '
If I'm worse than I am, I'm completely hopeless!
This is a problem of attitude!
It might flare up sooner or later!
What I'm learning is relatively bad!
I can't understand the theory classes!
I'm the slowest when it comes to counting money!
Others take more than 800 in a minute!
I'm only in the tens!
I know the principles behind the abacus!
I've studied it before!
It's also very simple!
I'm using the extreme value method!
Addition and subtraction are easy!
The extreme value method is used to determine the position!
Three digits down to three digits!
Here's an example!
Three digits maximum 999, minimum 100,256 * 785. The abacus is used to determine the position!
To determine the largest position, use the largest one!
Three digits becomes four, the smallest one!
1000 * abc, only one can be like this!
If it's all like this!
Then it won't be three digits remaining!
That's six digits!
There's another extreme value here!
Not all of them are the largest!
There's also the smallest three digits 100, that's five digits!
How do I determine the position now!
2 * 2 is equal to 04, that's what the mnemonic says!
3 * 5 is still 15!
That's the key!
0 is the sixth digit!
I'll take the sixth digit!
Knowing too much won't make it fast!
I'm too retarded!
I always use a pen to calculate!
The most I can do now is to use a calculator!
Division needs to be figured out by yourself!
I'm not your teacher!
There's something special up there!
I'm wrong!
Three digits remaining, the largest 999 * 999 is also six digits!
The smallest 100 * 100 is four digits!
That's a bug!
I don't even know how to count anymore!
Actually, I don't!
100 * 100 is five digits!
I'm such a freak!
My specialty is trigonometry!
I've forgotten everything!
That I can calculate by myself!
Any angle is also my specialty!
If there's a chance, I'll show it off!
I can also calculate any angle by myself!
I've put in a lot of effort!
I'm not an exam god!
I just want to be an exam god!
Why can't I learn it again!
I don't have the time!
If there's a chance, I'll download a book and read it!
Don't let too many people be confused!
The principles of electricity generation in physics are also taught in high school textbooks!
Now I don't even know how to make a circuit!
I've forgotten everything!
This is too difficult!
I have to put in a lot of effort!
I'm also good at chemistry!
Although it's difficult!
Compared to those tutoring students!
I'm still far from it!
They specialize in this!
How can I compare to them!
Anyway, there's nothing to write about!
I can find some questions to show off my skills!
I can cheat normal people!
I can only cheat myself!
I've long forgotten about chemistry!
But I can still do those classics!
It's also the feeling of going deep into the brain!
I'll go and prepare now!
I'll talk about mathematics first!
I don't have any books now!
It's hard to say!
I can only rely on my memories!
I'll talk about as much as I can!
I don't need to talk about university textbooks!
I don't know either!
They're all theories!
I'm still far from university!
I can only muddle through with my academic qualifications!
I don't know anything about university stuff!
I've discovered a bug!
What kind of real number interval is 2, 3?!
Let me tell you now, you're limitless!
If you can come up with all the numbers!
Real numbers!
Of course, real numbers are numbers that can be written out!
Of course it's like that!
There's no end to it!
When you're done, I'll top up your phone bill with 10 yuan!
I'm looking for a successor for my skill!
I originally wanted to pass it down!
But that's too selfish!
This is just a skill!
The mentality is very important!
The mentality is the mental cultivation method!
The skill is just a support!
If everyone is as selfish as me!
Although my standard is not high, I'm simple and practical, free!
This is my strength!
Don't look for me for literature!
I know geography!
I can't do history!
Just a little!
Alright, that's it!
I've found something to do!
I might not be able to draw!
There's no internet now!
I don't have any drawing tools!
I'll see if I can bring my own!
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