The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 53

I suddenly don't feel like talking about it!

It depends on my mood!

I don't want to embarrass myself!

I'm still afraid!

I'm just saying it!

It's just like that!

It's just like that! It's not the method that's important!

It's the mentality!

I won't talk about it!

I'm sorry!

I'm at a loss for words again!

You always have too many worries!

It's just like that!

Today's novel hasn't been uploaded yet!

I almost forgot about it yesterday!

There were too many things to do and I forgot!

There were some mistakes!

I was careless!

Yes, I have to pay more attention!

If I don't work hard, I'll only be waiting for death!

A certain someone is rich!

It's just like that!

That's right!

I don't have money!

I want my face too!

That's what I'm like!

Brainless!

I can't talk about myself!

I also hope that I won't be so easy!

Lower my head!

Actually, that's nothing!

That's your problem!

Crying!

A type of tear!

Falling!

That's heartache!

I finally understand what heartache feels like!

My way of thinking, ah, I must have great enlightenment!

My ability must have a great breakthrough!

That's my mission!

If I want to survive, that's a must!

In order to survive, I'm going all out!

Thinking about it, it's quite shameless!

Why is it like that!

That's the problem!

Thinking about it makes me unhappy!

Why am I so stupid!

I'm so stupid and naive!

That's me!

I only know how to lie to myself!

Reality is right in front of me!

That's a terrible feeling!

No way!

Naivety and stupidity aren't my capital to survive!

Being stupid and naive is useless!

I can't help it!

I have nothing to say!

I can't say!

That's too uncomfortable!

That's it!

I suddenly realized that if I continue to write like that!

It's meaningless!

I don't have any guts!

If I want to fight, I'll fight to the end!

That's it!

If I don't go crazy, I won't survive!

I want to write a book with flesh and blood!

The main thing now is that I lack material!

I can't just write blindly!

A book must have flesh and blood!

I hate this cowardly feeling!

Subservience!

What's that? You're so scared that you don't even dare to speak!

Don't you advocate freedom of speech?

That's freedom!

I can't say!

I have to have a balance!

How could he not lower his head when he was under the eaves?

There's nothing more to say!

You're human!

You don't feel!

That's the feeling!

I'm not human, I'm a stupid dog

I could only scold myself submissively!

That's me!

I hate myself!

I'm not gutsy enough!

I need someone with guts to stand out!

I can't do it!

I have nothing to say!

I'm talking nonsense!

I only know how to scold myself!

I've committed a crime again!

Just shoot me!

I don't believe in that!

I can only fool a stupid dog!

There's nothing to say!

If it were me, I'd be the same!

I hate my weakness!

I don't want to hit people!

I'm not human when I hit people!

I'm not afraid of death!

I'm afraid of living a painful life!

I've had enough!

I'm thankful that I can have such an encounter!

Don't make me angry!

Even if I die, I'll drag a few people down with me!

I'm not hitting people!

I'm a beast!

You're a leg!

The more I say, the angrier I get!

You won't let me have an easy time!

I won't let you have an easy time either!

Even if I die, I want my death to be worth it!

My life isn't worth that much!

Tripping one person counts!

That's what I hate the most!

I can only hate myself!

I'm too stupid and naive!

I'm too incompetent!

I can only blame myself for being too incompetent!

I can only blame myself for being weak!

There's no other way!

Today, you trampled me under your feet!

Tomorrow, I'll definitely make you disappear!

I'll treat you the same way you treat me!

No matter what!

Don't try to reason with me!

The weak are destined to be trampled under others' feet!

I'm not enough!

I can only blame myself for being incompetent!

That's it!

I hate myself for being weak!

The weak are always stupid and naive!

What can you do to me!

I'm not afraid of death!

I'm afraid of living a painful life!

What's so scary about death!

I can only blame myself for being too weak!

I'm too stupid and naive!

It's not a matter of money!

It's a matter of self!

I'm not mentally strong enough!

Money is useless!

If it wasn't for someone holding it up!

It would have been useless a long time ago!

I don't want money!

It's capital!

That's the problem!

I said the same thing!

That's the problem!

You still dare to target me!

Don't force me into a dead end!

I must improve my own ability!

That's the problem!

Don't try to reason with me!

That's just a lie!

I can only blame myself!

I can only blame myself for being too stupid and naive!

I don't value it that much!

That's the problem!

En, I won't say it!

I'll be angry if I say it!

That's it!

I'm so angry!

That's it!

I wrote slowly today!

I said it so agitatedly!

I can't write quickly!

What's there for me to be afraid of!

That's the problem!

I hate that feeling the most!

Maybe that's what I'm suffering from!

Tortoise education!

I can only swallow my anger!

That's enough!

I can only wait silently for an opportunity!

I can only take my time to plan!

That's the so-called revenge of a gentleman!

Ten years isn't too late!

I finally understand!

This is a very shameless way of doing things!

I want to fight you to the end!

Can you not cheat me?

That's the problem!

Damn!

That's a very serious problem!

This isn't a small fight!

This is a matter of survival!

A matter of survival is a big problem!

I can only blame myself for being useless!

It's all my fault!

I'm guilty!

I'm too weak!

I'm too weak!

I hope my next generation won't be like this!

That tortoise education!

I've had enough!

I have the right to defend myself!

Just think about it!

Even Japan can defend itself!

Why can't I!

I just want to fight!

Who told these guys to bully me!

I fought well!

I don't regret it!

I hate myself a lot!

I have to eliminate evil!

At most, I'll go to jail!

I'm not joking with you!

I'm just like that!

I hate this feeling the most!

I'm being bullied!

I swear that in my life!

I won't go to the internet cafe!

That's the problem!

Damn you!

Haven't I been bullied enough?

I'm already used to it!

I remember how you treated me!

You only know how to bully others!

There's a saying!

We're born to suffer!

I can't accept it!

I can't accept it at all!

I have a problem ~ I can only blame myself!

I'm too useless!

That's the problem!

I feel like I'm just trying to survive!

I don't have any dignity!

That's it!

I hate this feeling!

I hate myself!

Why am I being trampled under others' feet!

I understand the feeling of being trampled under others' feet!

I'll never be able to forget that feeling!

This is the pain of a weakling!

I'll remember it!

I'm still joking!

I hate myself too!

I can't be independent with my personality!

I still want to start a family!

That's impossible!

I have to stand up and speak!

I hate my own laziness!

Some things are meant to be passed down!

You're bullying others after learning it!

I hate myself!

Why am I so weak!

I hate myself!

It's useless!

I just want to be trampled under others' feet!

Luckily, I want to stand up!

Wherever there's oppression, there's resistance!

What's this!

I don't watch the news anymore!

What's the use!

It feels like a show!

It's not that I want to say anything!

So-and-so is always right!

It's a big idea!

Where's the wisdom of the masses!

I have nothing to say!

This isn't my problem!

Anyway, I won't listen to you!

That's it!

I'll treat you as if you don't exist!

I'm also afraid!

Fear is useless!

I've said it before!

Fear can't solve the problem!

That's my weakness!

And unbearable!

Seems like I'm not as good as individualism!

At least!

That's extremely wrong!

I can't be individualistic!

That's the problem!

Just thinking about it is enough!

I just want to say …

All the good people are dead!

Those who are alive are all bad people!

That's what the older generation said!

I'm too stupid and naive!

I have nothing to say about that!

That's my problem!

I hate myself!

Celestial beauty!

I've had enough!

This is the Celestial Empire!

I'm also laughing!

I'm pissing!

Everything is!

The Celestial Empire is the Celestial Empire!

Damn!

It's the same everywhere!

It's actually like this!

Some things can't be measured by money!

That's why I insist on writing this type of novel!

Money can buy my body!

Can't buy my soul!

You can only enslave my body!

Can't enslave my spirit!

Humph!

My personal problem is too serious!

Reactionary!

I'm not a reactionary!

I'm just!

Passing by to buy soy sauce!

I don't think soy sauce is good!

So I quarreled!

That's the main content of my novel!

That's it!

Damn!

I can't accept it!

That's it!

It should be like this!

En, that's right!

I should work hard!

That's it!

I'm afraid!

I'm afraid others will know about me!

That's it!

I'm afraid others will know that I'm mentally ill!

That's it!

I want to become stronger!

There's not enough traffic!

What should I do!

I have to think of a way!

That's it!

That's it!

I can't accept it!

That's it!

That's my problem!

I hate myself!

I can only blame myself for being too stupid and naive!

Why are they all such terrible songs!

I even have to choose one myself!

His cat!

That's it!

I might have a fit again!

It's useless!

I feel like I'm that kind of person!

Can't I be honest with each other?

That's the problem!

I've found a girlfriend!

I'll definitely tell her!

I can't hide it!

I'm just different from the average person!

Especially my mental state!

I'm just that unbearable!

I'm even tortured by my illness!

This is an inner demon!

My mental state is still a big problem!

As long as I can live, I'll be very happy!

That's it!

That's right!

I can't accept it!

I have to accept it!

That's the problem!

I still have to work harder!

I can't give up just like that!

I can't give up hope of living!

I want to live on!

I want to work hard to live on!

I want to live well!

That's the problem!

You're stepping on me today!

I'll stand up tomorrow!

I have to get up!

Although this isn't the path I chose!

I have no choice!

I have to live on!

My hands are blistering!

En!

That's it!

It's going to end today!

There's still a lot of words left!

That's it!

I can't bear to let go of that feeling!

I plan to!

How about it!

That's it!

No matter how good the novel is, it's just wishful thinking!

That's the problem!

That's it!

I can't deny it!

I think it's enough!

The rest!

700 words!

I have to feel it with my heart!

I have to use my life to eat and sleep!

Nothing is free of life!

I have to use my life to think!

Use my life to do things!

That's the heart!

Everything should be serious!

If you're serious, you'll lose!

I'm not a retard!

But I'm a mad dog. To say that I'm a retard is still a 50% discount!

That's it!

That's right!

When I type, I don't have the strength. Some of it won't show!

It's also quite uncomfortable!

I have to use more strength!

Writing a novel is also a work of strength!

That's it!

Just thinking about it is enough!

En, that's right!

I'll be looking for a job in another month!

That's it!

That's right!

I'll be using my life to work!

Nothing is free of life!

Brother Jian!

If I'm alive, I have to live!

That's another typo!

Luckily, I've changed it!

I never change a draft!

It's all done in one stroke!

I don't have the time to change a draft!

My novel is still lacking something!

I can't do it!

I have to work hard!

That's it!

That's right!

That's it!

Remember our voices!

The cries that come from the heart!

That's it!

Yes, that's it!

I won't do that today!

There has to be an exception one day!

Is it?

I think it's enough!

That's it!

It's my fault!

I'm guilty!

It's my fault!

I have a problem!

It's my fault!

It's my fault!

I'm thankful for my inability!

It gives me a reason to be strong!

That's it!

There's nothing to say!

That's it!

I can't do it!

That's it!

What do I want!

This chapter is a little different!

This was the kind of feeling that he wanted!

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Alright, fill it up!

Who do you think you are!

You're just a mouthpiece!

A mouthpiece!

I'm a mouthpiece!

That's enough!

Today, I saw Ms Perfect talking about it!

Just thinking about it makes me happy!

She's very beautiful!

You're shallow again!

Forgive me for being so shallow!

I can't be with you for life!

Blame me for not being wholehearted!

Just for a moment of your youth!

That's it!

You're making up the suspense of the word count again!

Piecing together is life!

That's enough from you!

It's going to be the festival in a few days!

I plan to start a special chapter!

That's it!

Youth is always like that!

So casual!

So natural!

My youth!

He had already passed away!

The youth that I loved can't return!