The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 56

I heard that there's a novel and a web drama that's been broadcasted!

It seems to be very exciting!

I don't dare to watch it!

I watched my beautiful teacher!

I haven't written anything for a few days!

I'm afraid it'll affect my confidence!

It's just like that!

I can't say for sure!

I'm dreaming!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

I'm just that pathetic!

I just need to let go and love!

I need to be as perverted as I want!

But I can't do it!

I should write a story!

It's just like that!

I can't be too humorous!

I need to be more serious!

I'm a serious person!

I'm interested in love!

I'm someone with aspirations!

I think it's love!

Having a meal together!

Taking a walk together!

Chatting together!

Eating a bag of sunflower seeds together is also considered love!

But I'm just that insatiable!

I've experienced all these before!

The so-called love!

It's not hot-headed!

It's mutual love!

Mutual support!

Complete this life!

It's not a child's play!

You'll be the mother!

I'll be the father!

I still need to take responsibility for this!

I've done a lot of research on love!

I also often pretend to be a love expert!

To comfort a broken-hearted girl!

I usually say that!

It's better if the problem arises early!

Otherwise, it'll harm you for the rest of your life!

Harming others and myself!

Harming the next generation!

Talking about others like that!

What about me!

It's not even Tiantian!

Let's not talk about it anymore!

I can't!

I can't figure it out!

Why am I able to do this!

What's the big deal!

To me!

The love I yearn for!

It's just that I love you and you love me!

But it feels so difficult!

The person I love doesn't love me back!

It seems like no one loves me back!

Except for my parents and relatives!

No one loves me back!

People often say that!

The effect of force is mutual!

But this point doesn't seem to apply when it comes to love!

It's not that I'm not good enough!

It's just that I'm not lucky enough!

But I have my own problems too!

I also feel terrible!

It's my biggest problem!

I just can't take responsibility!

Is this a problem?

This is a big problem!

Next, I want to write a story!

It's that the person I love doesn't love me back!

Who do I need love from?

It's not that I'm not good enough!

It's just that I'm not lucky enough!

I can only shamelessly say that!

But self-reflection is still a must!

It's inevitable!

It's a must!

How I should start a story!

This novel is destined to be a flop!

It's used to practice!!

That's it!

I'm not enough!

It's far!

This is not just for show!

My problem is very serious!

I'm heartless!

I have no brain!

I'm selfish!

It's better to let me go crazy!

But I'm so lucky!

There's someone to cure my madness!

Although I don't have money!

But I've cured it!

It's not good to be crazy!

I can't write a novel!

I'll only write those kinds of novels!

I don't even know where they died!

No, I don't say I'm very lucky!

But it's also related to myself!

I can get up again!

This madness!

Although there's no way to cure it!

But it's also a feature of writing novels!

I can talk to myself!

I can even scold myself!

This is something normal people can't do!

I don't have anything, so it doesn't matter if I scold myself!

That's it!

That's your problem!

Who has anything!

That's not being enlightened!

Being enlightened!

Then there's hope!

That's just lying to yourself!

The so-called madness!

It's the disconnect between thinking and reality!

Why would he hit others!

Because he felt that he was being persecuted!

He couldn't survive!

It's rare for rich people to go crazy!

It's mainly because of the pressure!

I just want to claim some land!

Start Tao Yuanming's days!

Claiming land is against the law!

Be careful that you don't go to jail!

Can't I even think about it!

It's not against the law to think about it!

Of course, that's ignorance!

I'm ignorant to begin with!

I just want to claim land!

I want to live Tao Yuanming's days!

Society now has a lot of people!

There's less and less land to be divided!

There's less and less land to be divided!

Just relying on farming won't be enough to feed myself!

But where will the food come from!

That's the problem!

We have a lot of people here!

The east!

So many that you'll cry!

It's crowded!

What do I want to say!

It's not good for me to say!

We're humans!

We can say anything to survive!

I just want to say!

It's time to go extinct!

It's time to divide into a few groups!

Not eliminate some!

That won't do!

Society's resources are limited!

Don't look at GDP!

That's useless!

Just think about it!

There's a limit to farming!

The production is naturally limited!

If the population continues like this!

People will starve to death sooner or later!

There will be riots sooner or later!

I won't riot even if I starve to death!

It's because I want to die!

The population must be controlled!

Having a second child is obviously harming others and myself!

Having a second child should be punished severely!

Just like me!

If I can't handle it, I won't play anymore!

There's only one time to be taken advantage of!

This policy can't work!

There are people everywhere!

Eat and use whatever you want!

There's no such thing as unlimited!

It's good that society is in chaos!

This way, I can claim land!

It has nothing to do with me!

What's the point of people playing these days!

Just like me!

That won't do!

There's too many people!

Resources are limited!

There's no way to survive, only riots!

To be able to live well!

Who's rioting!

The main thing now is!

The quality of the population can't keep up!

Look at me, an undergraduate student!

Yet I say the same thing!

What would the average person think!

People do it for survival!

They can do anything!

I'm too stupid and naive!

I just don't believe it!

I've been taken advantage of countless times!

I still don't believe it!

This is a social conflict!

If it's not dealt with, there'll be trouble sooner or later!

Of course, it's not that they can't think of it!

I can think of it!

They can't think of it!

The main thing is how you do it!

Continue with the family planning!

That's a must!

Having a second child alone!

I heard that it needs to be approved!

It's not that people can have children whenever they want!

What I hate the most!

What if the next generation is successful!

That's lying to yourself!

That's what I hate the most!

Aren't you lying to yourself?

How many people have you harmed with this thinking!

You can't even do it well!

Why should the next generation do well!

That's what my primary school dad said!

I've had enough!

I've been influenced by him quite deeply!

He's purely lying to himself when he says that!

That's enough!

I'm also stupid and naive enough!

But some parents who have seen the world!

That's not the case!

For example, Qiang-ge's parents!

They said that Qiang-ge only needs to support himself!

The more mentally challenged they are, the more they like to spout nonsense!

For example, me!

The more I like to lie to myself!

I've been in society before!

I know how difficult it is!

Who would fall for it!

I've been brainwashed too much!

But in the end, I've been brainwashed!

I don't care about the law!

How do they treat us!

How do we treat them!

Don't point a gun at me!

Talk to me about a harmonious society!

Is your weapon used to fight aliens?

That's just a few more people dying!

What does it have to do with me!

I only have a dog life!

I have no attachments!

No one loves me!

It's best if I die!

If they want to be unreasonable, I can't do anything about it!

That's the problem!

My future generation!

They're not allowed to be soldiers!

They can't participate in politics!

They can only be ordinary people!

How many good people are there in the army?

Don't you see how Japanese soldiers are like?

The soldiers of that country are all the same!

They're human!

Don't explain anything to me!

I don't want to listen!

Society is like that!

Darkness!

Darkness!

Keep your gun to fight aliens!

They won't kill us!

We still have to serve them!

We still have to be dogs!

What can't I say about my worthless life!

Don't talk to me about fairness!

That's because they're scared by force!

There's no coercive measures!

I've already gone to claim land!

I hate it to the core!

That's the problem!

You can't say that!

You have to develop sustainably!

That's a farmer's mindset!

Sustainable development is a new mindset!

That's it!

Claiming land is useless!

You can claim land, but others can't!

Everyone is knowledgeable now!

Don't think about decades ago!

It's not a good time to mess around!

You can hit me, why can't I hit you!

Why can't I hit you if you can hit me!

I don't want to say anything!

I've said too much!

You're saying I'm spouting nonsense again!

I'm just stating facts!

What did I say? This is reality!

This is what I've observed!

Of course, I'm not afraid!

At most, I'll die!

Death is a matter of time!

If I'm going to die, I'll die with dignity!

Dying in silence will only fuel the exploiters' arrogance!

I won't lower my head!

I'll stand up!

Bite me!

Give me back my land!

Give me back my resources!

Everything belongs to the country!

Everything belongs to everyone!

Who are you trying to fool!

I only want land!

I want water!

I don't want resources!

I just want to live out my life in peace!

Do you hear me!

Exploiters!

Give me back my land!

I've had enough!

I'll stay away from rich people!

An official!

I don't want to see that in my life!

I'm not afraid of death!

I'm afraid of being exploited!

I'm afraid of living a painful life!

I'm not trying to be rebellious!

I won't gather people to cause trouble!

It's none of my business!

Get over it!

You can only exploit me for a while!

Even your thoughts are being exploited!

You're Ah Jian!

Society has nothing to do with me!

As long as you give me back my land!

I have nothing to say!

I've been learning since I was young that everyone is responsible for the rise and fall of the country!

But I don't know what to do!

I can only write novels and spout nonsense!

I have to take coercive measures!

I can't do it!

I can't even live on!

You're brainwashing me to buy a bullsh * t house in the city!

What's the use of it!

Sometimes, I finally understand!

The people I trust are lying to me!

The people I love don't love me!

I'm miserable enough!

Just like what Brother Li said!

In this society, you lie to me, I lie to you!

Brother Li is the manager!

He's older!

He said that before!

I have nothing to say!

I'm the kind that can't live on!

I can still speak!

At least, I have to speak on behalf of the disadvantaged like me!

Not only for myself!

Protecting the rights of others is also protecting myself!

That's not wrong!

Others!

It's the people!

Except for dogs!

Because he's an animal!

I can't live on without anyone!

I don't have Xiangyu's spirit!

If I die, I die with a clear conscience!

Why do you care how I die?

Death is my own business!

You're already dead, yet you're still saying that!

What kind of ball are you!

Say that's not right!

What's not right!

You're doing very well?

You're lying to ghosts!

That's your problem!

That's the problem!

What I want to say is!

I might not be able to write this kind of thing for long!

I'm afraid that I'll be exploited!

But I'm used to being bullied!

How should I say this!

This society!

It won't make most people rich!

Society's experience has already told us!

This is the truth!

I'm the so-called modernized!

Completely brainwashed!

What's the use!

Treating the symptoms but not the root cause!

Spiritual civilization!

There's no modernized!

I have nothing to say!

Even my thoughts have decayed!

I'm that unbearable!

I forgot to tell you that I also want to be a doctor!

I want to treat my illness!

I realized that I can't treat it at all!

Only novels like this can refresh the mind!

This is the best medicine!

My thinking is extremely rotten!

Maybe it's related to instinct!

I'm very honest!

I've only been daydreaming!

I have a lot of problems!

My problems are very serious!

I have problems!

I don't even know that I have problems!

That's really too sad!

That's what I think!

What does it have to do with me!

If you want to exploit me, exploit me for life!

It'll be over after a while!