The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 57

It's starting again!

I'm in a good state!

I can pursue the opposite sex!

I won't pursue my dream!

I can't pursue it!

So I have to pursue my dream!

My dream has never stopped in its tracks!

I'm just tired and tired!

But there's also a point!

Getting married and establishing a career is a major point!

I'm suddenly very sad. I'll talk about this when my novel breaks a million words!

If it doesn't break then I won't talk about it!

It's not a good thing that will only add to my sadness!

It will expose my problem even more!

I'd better get married later!

I have to run for it!

Run for it!

Life is full of regrets!

When I'm young!

I should work hard and fight for it!

If I don't fight for it at this time!

When I fight for it!

I like it a lot!

Skeleton and Third Young Master!

They're worthy of me learning from!

Their spirit is commendable!

Although I rarely see their works!

I only know a little!

I've only seen their character interviews!

I like the feeling of them!

It's the feeling of decades!

I won't be able to write it like this!

I have to change my style!

With my brain!

Writing the plot is not a problem!

The main thing is that I can't control my emotions!

Writing this kind of casual writing!

I can control it at will!

I always feel like someone is talking about me!

Saying that I'm not good!

That's not good!

I have nothing to say!

Let him say whatever he wants!

His mouth is on his body!

This is freedom of speech!

I don't think there's anything wrong with it!

I hate the feeling of being a busybody the most!

But I'm a busybody to begin with!

But I never talk about that!

I've never talked about others!

Because it's not worth it for me to say!

When you talk bad about others!

What are you thinking!

I want to!

This was a problem!

I haven't done any in-depth research on this!

I don't know what is going on!

I don't understand this mentality!

Just like how other people don't understand me!

He still had to talk about life!

Life was more exciting than novels!

That was for sure!

Telling a story was useless!

I'm not that bored!

I tell you stories every day!

I'm not your kindergarten teacher!

What's going on?

I just have an opinion!

All kinds of things that looked similar!

He had an opinion!

He didn't want to watch it a second time!

I don't know how to write something like that!

I can't write it either!

I only know how to write tragedy!

And comedy!

Because that's how I am!

He still had to start from himself!

Boring!

It was just boring!

Mmm!

I want to write a different story!

I want to keep breaking through!

It doesn't matter if I've never appeared!

It wasn't like many people hadn't appeared before!

Even if he failed, there would be a scapegoat!

This kind of thinking is wrong!

This was a brainless thought!

Although it was big!

But it was too big!

What a moron!

But not everyone!

They would all be remembered by others!

I'm the kind that will be forgotten!

We have to think big!

It's hard for one person to have a decisive effect on society!

As the new generation, we should think big!

We have to think big!

This way, we won't be afraid of anything!

Then we'll go and roam the world!

I won't invest my emotions!

I have too much time to play games!

All games are the same!

It's either money or time!

It's that simple!

The so-called games are just going around in other people's worlds!

I hate other people's worlds the most!

I only know how to pretend!

Especially some websites!

Those are places where the rich go!

Money harms people!

I'll go there later and burn my money!

Lest I become a bad person too!

I don't want to see myself become like that!

That's a sin as a person!

Although I'm bad, I'm bad because of strict rules!

Although I have the idea of claiming land!

But I won't do that!

Unlike some people!

They're too bad!

This kind of person is a sin as a person!

They'll be spurned by history!

Of course, I'll also appear in history as a passerby A or B!

I don't want to!

Be used as a topic of discussion!

Of course, I won't know at that time!

We have to think big and have big ideas!

This is what I've learned after so many years of learning!

This conflicts with my fundamental thinking a little!

It doesn't seem like it either!

What we're looking for is the most fundamental thing!

The so-called hottest e-commerce business now!

That's just!

Through an information exchange platform and a logistics system!

It's selling things!

To put it more fundamentally!

It's selling things!

This is a very unpleasant name!

They're called trendsetters!

Trendsetters are also people!

We have to see through the essence of phenomena!

So-and-so is rich and so is beautiful!

They're also people!

Do you think that people will still remember these people thousands of years later!

These people are just passers-by in history!

I won't write about this even if I write a book!

These people represent an era!

And they're destined to be abandoned by the era!

This era!

There should be such people!

This era is too impetuous!

As I said before!

We have to see through the essence of phenomena!

The so-called big idea!

It's to be more open-minded!

To put it more academically, it's to look at society from a macro perspective!

I won't go into detail!

The main thing is to be more open-minded!

That's the big idea!

I won't blindly come up with theories!

I've learned all these things before!

I just remembered it now!

These books have already explained it!

I just didn't learn it well!

I even dared to call myself an exam god!

That's enough!

I'm an answering machine!

They're right!

I have a problem!

I just can't get past myself!

I'm crazy!

I have high standards for myself!

I've read too many novels!

Hehe!

That's it!

En, that's right!

I'm often bullied!

I remember junior high!

I went to sit!

I sat by the window!

There were actually people!

They told me to stand up!

They told people to beat me up!

Would I be afraid of you now?

I'm not afraid even if you beat me to death!

Even if I die, I can still compensate my parents!

My death is worth it!

I'm not afraid of violence now!

I'm not afraid!

I only understand now!

It's also what makes you afraid that makes you braver!

At that time, I was afraid of everything!

I was bullied every day!

I understand the feeling of being bullied!

That's why others don't provoke me!

I don't care about others!

For such people, I can only say that I'm not good!

I heard that these people are rich now!

It's scary just thinking about it!

Being afraid of everything is scary in itself!

I'm also afraid of death!

Don't think that I'm not afraid!

That's it!

My heart hurts when I say this!

I'm smearing my own history again!

I appeared in this world as a weakling!

I won't help!

It's none of my business!

I'll be very happy when society is in chaos!

I want to claim land!

It seems that I'm not a good person either!

And claim land!

At least my heart is being tortured!

I didn't turn bad in a day or two!

Hehe, I knew it!

That's enough!

I'm also being led astray by others!

No way!

You can only blame yourself for not being firm enough!

Too stupid!

Too naive!

You have nothing to blame!

I have to stand up!

I want to be a weakling!

I'm a weakling, that's right!

I have to work hard!

I have to work hard!

Work hard is a must!

En, that's it!

There's a problem with my ability!

Otherwise, I'll hurt a lot of people!

Luckily, I don't have the ability!

I don't want to see myself turn bad!

En, that's it!

Wait until I have money!

Then I'll do something!

I have nothing to do!

It's fine as long as I have food to eat!

I do want to volunteer to teach!

But my body can't take it!

My condition can't take it either!

I can only write novels!

I don't know how to teach at all!

When I speak, it's the same as when I write novels!

I'll go!

I can only dance!

I want to dance here!

Why can't I dance!

I'm completely purple!

I was very shy in the past!

The times really make people!

This is an impetuous era!

How can there be a quiet me!

I have no choice!

No matter what, I have to work!

This is bullsh * t multiple choice!

Choosing and choosing is all labor!

It's all hard work!

Might as well not choose!

You're also pretending to ask me to make a choice!

That's it!

En, let's continue writing novels!

I'm definitely an expert in games!

I play single player!

Especially Contra!

I remember once clearing the stage with three lives!

The Three Kingdoms is also very strong!

I can clear the stage with one coin!

These are the two best games I've ever played!

I can play all the versions of the Three Kingdoms!

The best is the first generation!

There are too many second and third generation mechanisms!

I don't know!

The first generation is very simple!

There aren't too many mechanisms!

These games are all lost!

That's it!

Sigh, I suddenly can't write anymore!

I took an afternoon nap today!

I slept until three o 'clock!

That's it!

I had a very strange dream!

Hehe!

I want to live my own life!

That's it!

Haha!

I'm waiting for someone!

She needs to be independent!

Can't rely on me!

I'm unreliable!

Brother Jian is reliable!

Pigs will climb trees!

I'm just not mature enough!

I'm not considerate enough!

I don't know how to pretend!

I don't have the capital to pretend!

I don't like to pretend either!

I like the feeling of being honest!

I know you don't know how to pretend!

That's why you're honest!

Hehe, whatever you say!

I just want to be an honest person!

You're pretending!

I've had enough!

There's not much left today!

It's almost over!

So sad, I can only write tomorrow!

So sad!

That's it!

I have to slow down and enjoy this feeling!

That's it!

Listening to the sound of the keyboard!

It's also a kind of enjoyment!

It's really carefree!

I say you're a pervert!

How can this be!

This can't be!

Hehe!

That's it!

This can't be!

That's it!

Hehe!

What era is it now!

Can someone tell me!

I heard it's the 30th century now!

That's right, it's the 30th century now!

How is it different from the 21st century I live in!

There's nothing different, I won't tell you!

That's it!

This can't be!

Haha!

So happy!

That's it!

Dance together!

Have fun!

Hehe!

That's it!

Still far from it!

Look at that, it's scary enough!

It's about a little girl!

The older sister is the mother!

Did you see that?

That's it!

Pissing my pants!

I don't write that kind of story!

But that kind of thing happens!

I'm that kind of person!

Maybe I'll be like that in the future!

It's just a thought!

This can't be!

Yes, that's it!

This can't be!

Yes, I want to find a beauty!

I'm going to act up again!

I want a beauty!

I want a beauty to be my friend!

Yes, I'm guilty!

I should be punished if I'm guilty!

I hate myself!

Haha!

That's it!

Really!

Haha!

I can't write anymore!

Can I still be happy?

Come on!

I'm that childish!

Love really lowers IQ!

My IQ isn't high to begin with!

It's over!

I'm going to get busy!

That's it!

Got it!

Right, that's it!

Haha!

What should I say!

My mind suddenly went blank!

That's it!

This can't be!

So uncomfortable!

This is wrong!

I should be bragging!

Damn, so boring!

I've really turned into water!

Water monster!

I'm very impetuous now!

That's it!

Hehehaha!

Another 300 and it's over!

I need to wake up!

You should realize your mistake!

And correct it!

That's it!

That's it!

So you have to work hard!

I'm someone else's!

You're mine!

That's it!

That's it!

This is just a joke!

My brain is dead!

I'll say it like this!

That's it!

I want to be like this!

Contradictory!

I'm like this!

I'm the dumbest person in the world!

I've realized it!

Hehe!

Alright, that's it!

I have the urge to write, but I don't want to write!