The love I want is not just everlasting!

As the saying goes, never say forever!

I love you!

That's it!

My love is superficial!

I know this myself!

I can't be like this!

The world is big!

Where should I go!

What I love is not you loving me!

It's me loving you!

I love you selfishly!

You love me!

For a person like me!

It's definitely a high-end consumer product!

I can't afford it!

That's it!

I yearn for it!

There's a girl who likes me!

Is that possible?

Why would she like me!

Not everyone!

Is like me!

So boring and brain-damaged!

There's no need to explain this!

Last night, I completely collapsed!

I've fallen to the bottom of the valley!

I'd better not say it!

That feeling!

It's worse than death!

And I'm the one who asked for it!

This is what it means to be unenlightened!

What else is there to say!

Even I'm laughing at myself!

How stupid am I!

Even I'm laughing at myself!

I'm definitely not a good person!

That's it!

I'm one!

Even I'm laughing at myself!

I have a so-called mental cleanliness disorder!

Haha!

I'm dying of laughter!

This will become the laughing stock of me laughing at you again!

So uncomfortable!

This feeling is really uncomfortable!

Even I'm laughing at myself!

I'm really sad!

I need a considerate girl!

It's best if she can understand me!

But that's millions!

Impossible!

There are so many men in the world!

Why would they like me!

I'm not different!

In fact, I'm even weaker!

I always like to daydream!

I always feel that girls will like me!

I don't have the capital to be liked!

It's that simple!

It's not that I'm not good enough!

It's that I don't have the capital!

I don't have the qualifications to be liked!

It's that realistic!

I'm so sad!

Where's the promised true love!

My dream is to find a slightly artistic girlfriend!

Just a little passable!

What capital do you have!

This kind of girl!

It's already out of stock!

What kind of girls are more popular now!

The average ones are more!

I just want to find someone who's a little different!

I'm so sad!

I don't have the standard!

I don't have the courage to say I want to find a girlfriend!

I can't even afford to eat!

This kind of person!

Find a girlfriend!

That's definitely a joke!

Where's the promised true love!

So sad!

There's no love!

Just like what a certain someone said!

Their way of doing things is disappointing!

It's my fault!

My heart isn't firm!

I actually like a woman!

This is my fault!!!

This is what's called fatal!

I have to restrain myself!

The more you like someone!

I want to find someone with a brain!

Someone with a good attitude!

This kind of girl is probably out of stock!

There are very few!

There are very few to begin with!

I have to say!

This kind of girl!

How can it be!

It's not even my turn!

Now I'm also an uncle!

What to do!

I don't have a partner!

I can say that I have nothing!

Don't look for a girlfriend!

Even your bones are stinky!

That's it!

You're already hopelessly stupid!

It's only a matter of time before you starve to death!

That's it!

What do I have to say!

This chapter is mainly about talking about!

My ideal partner!

1. Temperament!

Although it seems very common!

But he had an extraordinary heart!

2. Responsible ~ Will be responsible for what she does!

3. Has a certain level of ability!

4. Considerate and gentle!

5. Understands things!

Works on the matter, not the person!

These are the five requirements!

Every one of them!

They're all necessary!

That's it!

Do you think it's possible?

Brother Jian!

This kind of girl!

No matter what!

It's not even your turn!

I definitely don't want a b * tch!

Don't lead me astray!

I still want to write a novel!

The so-called b * tch!

Is a blabbermouth!

I definitely don't want this kind of girl!

Even if you're my goddess!

I don't want it either!

I definitely have to maintain my stance!

The few points I mentioned!

Must have all of them!

Otherwise, it's useless even if I look for one!

I also have all of them!

5 points!

Barely enough!

I'm going to be laughed at again!

I'm still okay with it!

Being laughed at isn't scary!

Laughing at myself is what's scary!

Other people laughing at me is other people's business!

I can't laugh at myself!

This isn't some writing requirement!

I really want to have the ability to laugh at myself!

It's a feeling that can send me to hell!

Haha!

What are you going to do!

I'll be the first to disagree!

I love myself!

Not others!

It depends on the face!

How can that be!

People will grow old!

Even when they grow old, they will still like it!

Love will become family!

That's it!

I'd better find an ordinary one!

Find someone who won't give up on me!

This is more important than anything else!

You must support me!

Don't say support!

It's considered support if you don't attack me!

Love life!

It's definitely not about one person!

I only have hope!

Don't attack me!

I don't want to ruin my career as a writer so easily!

I write novels!

It's not as easy as you think!

Although it's not too uncomfortable!

Bumpy!

There are still some!

Looks like I still can't stand the storm!

That's it!

This is a serious mistake!

That's it!

I hope!

Find someone who doesn't have such high expectations!

I can't give you the life you want!

Don't look for me if you have high expectations!

Don't look for me if you have fantasies!

I'll make you suffer!

This is something I can't accept!

That's it!

I'm very conflicted!

What kind of person should I look for!

I have to know!

What I have to have is!

If you don't scold me!

Is that still a girlfriend?

I'm talking about after marriage!

After marriage, you can say anything!

That's how uncomfortable it is!

Due to various reasons!

I might need to wait three years before I can get married!

But by then, this book!

I've just finished it!

I'm also free!

I'm about to start the next book!

I'm very busy!

I might fail at any time!

I just haven't solved my self-esteem problem!

I want to give up time and time again!

Let me introduce myself!

I have a bachelor's degree!

The kind for adults!

I haven't graduated!

Whether I can graduate or not!

There's still a problem!

I've already paid two years of tuition!

There's still three years left!

The bachelor's degree for adults is five years!

I started from high school!

Of course, this is just one point!

I don't have any specialty!

If it's saliva!

It doesn't count!

No specialty!

Let's talk about my work experience!

I've been a security guard!

I've worked in a supermarket!

I only sold fish in the supermarket!

I feel so weak!

I'm an undergraduate from XX university!

I sell fish!

I don't know what I'll be working on next!

I need to think about it!

It's impossible to be a full-time writer!

I'll quarrel with people at any moment!

My personality isn't suitable to be a full-time writer!

It has to be like this!

I can only make do with it!

It has to be like this!

I've burned incense to be an amateur writer!

It has to be like this!

It's all about writing!

There's no need to be so detailed!

It has to be like this!

Why are there so many typos!

It can't be done!

I didn't edit it!

No one corrected it for me!

I don't really want to change it!

I want to look at my own work!

I feel uncomfortable!

It has to be like this!

I usually don't change it!

I've never changed it!

What's with your attitude!

It can't be done!

Your attitude can't be done!

I'll beat you to death anytime I want!

It has to be like this!

Good!

I'll show him something!

I don't like pretty girls anymore!

It's useless to me!

It's not that I don't need pretty girls!

I just realized that I need a gentle and considerate girl more!

It has to be like this!

I should work hard!

Good job!

You're finally enlightened!

What's the use of pretty girls!

That's just my wishful thinking!

And my beautiful wish!

Not all girls are gentle and considerate!

I don't need the kind of girl!

Feeling!

I need someone who's more mature and considerate!

You don't even know what to look for!

You're still talking about looking for a girlfriend every day!

You can't get by!

This won't do!

Think about yourself!

You're really unbearable!

To be honest!

I definitely want to look for pretty girls!

You think I'm a fool!

I don't like pretty girls!

Of course!

If I really have to choose!

That's too difficult!

If I have the ability to do so, how can I choose?!

You're scaring me!

I feel that it's very unrealistic!

I have the urge to beat you to death!

It has to be like this!

It has to be!

You're still not enlightened!

You can't let nature take its course!

You can't compromise!

You don't have to look for one!

But if you want to look for one, you have to look for a better one!

It has to be like this!

I'm also an expert at chasing girls!

I'm very attentive!

It has to be like this!

Damn, you're even lying to yourself!

You're not a good person!

It has to be like this!

It has to be like this!

Haha!

Let's dance together!

It has to be like this!

Come on!

Pretty girl!

I love you!

Haha!

Let's dance together!

It has to be like this!

Mm, come on!

Haha!

I'll beat you to death!

I can't say that!

I can only say that I'll beat you to death!

That's my fault!

I'm just blowing my own trumpet!

I haven't succeeded yet!

Looks like I'm not cold enough!

I have a trait that girls like!

It has to be like this!

More importantly, I don't have the capital!

Someone even said that I'm a depressed prince!

I'm smiling every day!

I don't know if I added that to myself!

I remember that there really was such a thing!

I asked her who said it!

It's very obvious!

She said it!

That's why I lack actual combat experience!

I only know how to talk on paper!

I'm still too naive!

But this trait is good!

That feeling of being liked by everyone is unacceptable!

I'm still very annoyed now!

First, I have to write a novel!

I still have to fight against my illness!

Although I want to die!

But I also want to live!

I'm hovering between life and death every day!

Actually, people like me are easy to treat!

The main problem is that I'm simple-minded!

After taking medicine, I'll think too much!

It's useless to think too much!

I have to explain!

Some things can be thought of!

I seem to have thought of everything!

I have a lot of hallucinations!

Of course, I hope that some of them are real!

For example, the girl who said that I'm a depressed prince!

That's it!

There's nothing to say about the others!

I even had a close chat with a girl!

It felt very good!

Although I don't really like her!

There's a feeling of friendship!

There's a sense of respect!

I don't know where I get my courage from!

Of course, there's no intimate contact!

It's very uncomfortable!

I won't run around blindly!

Some of my ward mates have imagination!

It's dozens of times more than mine!

To write a novel like this!

How many people will there be!

Chase!

Now, most of my social media apps have been uninstalled!

I only left a top-up account!

Anyway, no one has ever taken the initiative to chat with me!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

Yes!

I got it!

I have to work hard!

Let's do it together!

Alright, I'll do it right away!

Look!

Yes, not bad!

It's a must!

That's it!

Let's dance together!

It's a must!

Like this!

Haha!

Let's dance together!

Think about social media apps!

I'm crying too!

No one cares about me at all!

It has to be like this!

I really don't want to use social media apps anymore!

I can still use my cell phone!

Otherwise, my family won't be able to contact me!

Cell phone!

High cost!

50 yuan a month!

So expensive!

I can't take it!

For me, it's like this!

I'm not a rich person!

I have nothing!

I have no partner!

It's too miserable!

The cost is too high!

I have to use it!

Work hard!

It's okay to eat a little!

It's okay!

I don't have much money!

I can even take care of my own food and clothing!

This feeling doesn't feel good!

I have no choice!

I can only find a way out!

My abilities are all forced out!

I feel weak!

I really want to watch the stars with you!

I like it very much!

It's the feeling of romance on TV!

That's it!

It must not be done. How can I say that!

If you see this, the novel is already 200,000 words!

And I'm still talking nonsense!

The story isn't out yet!

So sad!

I'll be able to write 400,000 words next month!

If I persist like this!

That's it!

By the time I reach this chapter, it might already be the end of the month!

This is 7.25!

Then I have to persist!

Break a million words!

It's going to be another long period of time!

If I break a million words, I might already be working!

I have to work hard!

Break a million words!

It might be a little difficult!

Work!

I definitely can't do it in a day!

7,000 words a day!

It will be very difficult to break a million words!

If I continue like this!

It's possible!

I'll need at least 5 months!

I still need a lot of time!

If I work!

I'll need a year to write a million words!

That's it!

It's definitely difficult!

Let's see if I can persist!

It's that simple!

Of course, there are still many problems!