The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 66

That's it!

I have to work hard!

I don't know!

That's it!

I had nightmares!

I woke up a lot!

I have to be careful when finding a girlfriend!

I have to work hard!

That's it!

I'm so tired!

I have to work hard!

This afternoon!

I finished uploading in 6!

I'm under a lot of pressure!

I have to work hard!

That's your problem!

That's not right!

How can you say that!

I should be able to do it!

You can't do it!

How can it be like this!

How can it be!

I can't take it!

I have to work hard!

That's it!

I'm still far from it!

Sigh!

Just thinking about it makes me feel bad!

I'm laughing at myself again!

This kind of pressure isn't just any ordinary kind of pressure!

I have to improve it!

I have to work hard!

Come on!

I miss you!

I have to!

How can it be like this!

I heard that you're already married!

I'm afraid you can't do it!

Guess who I am!

You'll never get it!

Haha!

You're me!

I'm you!

It's that simple!

It's not that simple!

You're my host!

I'm alive because of your struggle!

If you don't struggle!

You won't be able to live either!

We'll die together!

Is it that scary?

I think it's controllable!

I can write whatever I want!

That's because you're in a good state!

When you're tired!

I can control you!

Otherwise, why would you be like this!

It doesn't feel like this!

It's just like this!

What am I afraid of!

My life isn't worth that much!

Whose life!

It's worth a lot of money!

That's the problem!

It's an attitude problem!

I believe you!

You're not that kind of person!

You're a good person!

Even my bones are smelly!

That's what you said!

That's right!

That's what I said!

So what!

I'm the same as you!

Being controlled!

We're interacting!

It's that simple!

It feels so complicated!

But is that possible?

I don't think it's possible!

You don't have that much ability!

That requires manpower and material resources!

It's impossible!

I can control you!

I'm an alien!

I want to rule the world!

But I'm too small!

That's why I have to control you!

I'm just one of your brain cells!

Just the type that has a long life!

You're dying!

You have mental cancer!

But that's true!

This is mental cancer!

It's not curable!

It's already been explained!

Maybe it's just to cheat me of my medical fees!

My attending doctor!

He won't live for more than twenty years!

He would only be able to work for another five years or so before retiring!

That's for sure!

I heard that he's a talent that the country is focused on nurturing!

That's not good!

Saying that about him!

He's going to be a high-ranking official!

That's it!

What does it have to do with me!

I didn't break the law!

You can't control me!

It's that simple!

You're so naive!

He can exploit you!

This kind of money!

It's also called overdraft!

The older generation is overdrafting the children's money!

That's how it is!

But the children are taking loans!

They have to return it!

Return it to society!

That's the benefit of money!

Who hasn't taken loans before!

Who hasn't passed!

That's it!

The mainstay is still a middle-aged man!

Not a big boss!

That's the problem with values!

So I'm not aware of that!

I want to be a boss!

But it's not that easy!

A person's value!

It's a person's value!

How can that be!

It can't be!

Everything has a price!

And I still don't know what the price is!

I'm still far from it!

It's just not enough!

Why do I keep getting beaten up!

Typos!

Luckily, I found out in time!

I changed a lot!

Why is it like this!

Is there any automatic error correction software?!

I think there must be!

It can identify the typos!

It seems possible!

That's considered high-tech!

But there will be errors!

That's it!

It's best if there's no error!

Only better!

How should I put it!

That's it!

I can't do it!

Luckily!

I changed my clothes!

Otherwise, you'll want me to dance again!

I'll beat you up if you dance again!

I hate this feeling!

Whoever looks for you will be unlucky!

E-commerce is over!

WeChat merchants are out again!

I'm destined to be forgotten by the times!

I'll never succeed if I'm led by the nose!

I have to take the initiative!

I'll fall behind passively!

I can only be beaten up!

I'm well aware of this!

I'm an extreme person!

If everyone were to become a WeChat merchant!

Society wouldn't be developed!

That's a simple logic!

People are needed in every industry!

No one can look down on you!

The one who looks down on you is definitely yourself!

I'll still respect labor!

I feel like I'm doing e-commerce!

It's awesome!

I'm still relying on the people for a living!

Society is unstable!

There's no Internet!

There's no delivery service!

There's no logistics!

I can't do it!

I always feel like I'm great!

Others are trash!

That's disrespecting myself!

It's also a sign of disrespecting labor!

I'm such a person too!

I always feel that way!

I should still respect labor!

People like me!

Serve me right!

Serve me right!

I even look down on myself!

Why are you such a person!

The education you've received!

What kind of education!

Say it to me again!

To be kind to others!

Then who's kind to me!

Everyone is against me!

That's wrong!

But our education isn't like that!

Others are wrong!

That's other people's business!

That's a problem with your thinking!

That's your fault!

You're not self-aware enough!

So!

What's that again!

If you can't handle it, you'll stop!

I'm a living example!

Do you see that!

The old me!

Although I've had enough of bullying!

But I've finally!

Pulled myself together!

Such people are useless!

It has to be like that!

I've had enough of being bullied!

Let's talk about my most shameful experience!

Being ridden like a horse!

That's the most shameful thing!

I'm always bullied!

I won't help the strong!

Because I'm a weakling!

I'll stand on the side of the weak!

As long as I'm alive!

Knowledge can definitely change fate!

I've been a weakling!

I've become a stream-of-consciousness author!

That's a huge breakthrough!

I still remember!

Sitting on me and beating me like a horse!

That's it!

Not letting me fight back!

Saying that you'll find someone to beat up my parents!

Anyway, it's all kinds of threats!

I've had enough of that!

What kind of joke is that!

I'll plant food in the future!

I can't finish it!

I'll pour it into the river!

I won't send it to the city!

What are you doing!

I won't die if I don't eat your bullshit!

You're inhumane!

I have nothing to say!

Blame yourself if you want to blame someone!

Too weak!

That's it!

I have to work hard!

Haven't I suffered a lot of humiliation?

I've had enough of myself!

I'm the target of evil wherever I go!

That's it!

I've had enough of this feeling of being bullied!

I want to become stronger!

I'm thinking!

Whoever tries to exploit me again!

Extermination is a must!

Against the bad guys!

I'm too kind!

I'm too weak!

I don't have any strong means!

That won't do!

These people are extremely dangerous!

In this life!

Anyway, I won't be a city person!

Even if I'm rich!

I can still be rich!

I'm pissing myself laughing!

Impossible!

Anyway, I can't let the city dogs eat a single cent of me!

Who do you think you are!

Have I ever done that?!

That's it!

I can't stand my own cowardice!

At most, I'll just eat a bullet!

I'm not that afraid of death!

I have to live with backbone!

And the education I received!

I have to endure!

What law!

If you scold dogs!

Pause!

Dogs won't bite people!

Don't be too naive!

If you don't have any coercive measures!

Who's afraid of your laws!

Who's treating me like a human!

I can cripple him in minutes!

At most!

It's just a bullet!

Living without guts!

I'd rather die!

Being bullied for generations!

I've had enough of this feeling!

I won't let go so easily!

I have to work hard!

And my rationality tells me!

I have to endure!

I have to wait for an opportunity!

Revenge is a dish best served cold!

That's the logic!

I can't do it!

Death isn't the end of the grudge!

It's the beginning of a new grudge!

There's nothing to say!

This is the problem!

There's anger in my heart!

Only then can I write novels!

And I can persevere!

Although it's already in the past!

It's useless to say more!

But this phenomenon is not good!

This phenomenon still exists!

This kind of person!

He's definitely going to be a writer!

If he wants to be ruthless!

No one is a match for him!

I won't be a mercenary!

That's someone who bullies the weak!

If you have the ability, don't use weapons!

See who supports you!

They can send you flying in minutes!

I'm not the one saying this!

This is the invention of weapons!

It's also harming people!

Those who get injured and bleed are also commoners!

That's it!

An official is an official!

It won't be like that!

Look at those officials who fight by themselves!

That's the problem!

A soldier should have the ability to distinguish right from wrong!

And not blindly obey orders!

What's the duty of obeying orders!

Bullsh * t!

You're a soldier of the people!

Don't forget that you're a soldier of the People's Liberation Army!

Not some crony!

Everything you do is for the people!

Don't forget the person who dug the well!

I have nothing to say!

There's a problem with my thinking!

My thinking is too serious!

It needs time!

Correction!

Mistakes made by others!

Why should I make them!

Others can tolerate it!

Why can't I tolerate it!

That's the problem!

I hate myself!

I can't do it!

For a person like me to get married, it's harming the next generation!

I don't have any tricks up my sleeve!

No one taught me how to be a person or how to do things!

It's all self-discipline!

But there's a good saying!

One must be honest!

I'm harming people by getting married!

I don't have any tricks up my sleeve!

I don't!

But this is also my motivation to live on!

I have a lot of beautiful things in me!

It's as warm as the sun!

Although my bones are stinky!

But I also have my shining points!

I have to say this!

I'm still considered a good person!

My will is even firmer!

Otherwise, no one will!

They'll read my novels!

A bastard novel written by a bad person!

No one will read it!

Novels have to reflect one's thoughts!

Reflect one's values!

Those underworld novels!

I can't stand it!

Misleading people!

If you have the ability, come and fight me one-on-one!

You think you're very capable!

I can beat you down in a matter of minutes!

You only know how to brag about your abilities!

If you have the ability, come and fight me!

I won't beat you up!

I don't believe it!

Underworld novels!

Extinct novels can't be popular!

That kind of thinking is wrong!

Look at the ending!

The protagonist did so many bad things, but he didn't go to jail!

He should have a tragic ending!

Or his legs would be broken!

Or he would be killed!

Or he would be!

Selling wontons!

One of his eyes would be blind!

He was glorious when he was young!

It's the same when he's old!

That's it!

This is a novel!

It's only the most awesome side of it!

It's a bad person!

Such a novel!

There's no ending!

It's better not to write it!

It's best if he can write a lifetime!

Only then will he know about the underworld!

What are the consequences!

Actually, it's already said!

The ending of those big shots!

That's the ending of the protagonist!

But for some reason, he didn't say it!

It's too deep!

He doesn't even dare to write about when he's old!

But he writes about when he's old!

There are also things that return to being ordinary!

This kind of novel is very comfortable to read!

Like that!

Becoming a city boss!

Becoming a provincial boss!

Becoming a country boss!

And becoming a world boss!

That's not good!

And then!

What will happen!

Write according to this idea!

If you don't write the ending!

It's definitely going to be popular!

That's what people want!

Of course, they're immature people!

I can't wait to die of old age!

But I don't want to die!

It's like a certain god enlightening me!

I'm alive!

It's just a few hundred years!

But I have to sleep!

Trillions of years!

That's it!

I still want to live on!

It has to be like this!

Life is too short!

What immortality!

I don't want that at all!

Because it's useless!

I don't want to live for too long!

Living is also very painful!

I'll be exploited!

I'd rather die!

My life is worthless!

It's dispensable!

It's that simple!

My life isn't worth that much!

It's up to me to create it!

That's it!

Who says I don't want to live!

I still want to see tomorrow's sun!

I still want to be a writer!

I still want to be an actor!

I want to be a singer!

My dream hasn't come true!

I can't die!

I still have to work hard to live on!

That's it!

I want to be positive and negative!