The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 75
My computer was switched on for the whole night!
It was on standby!
It was useless!
That's right, I really want to be with you!
Cry and play together!
Laugh together!
Eat together, sleep together!
I know that!
You don't love me!
I love myself!
What I love is only your beauty!
Not all of you!
How should I put it!
This kind of thing is hard to say!
I'm still too brainless!
I can't be like this!
This kind of thing can't be rushed!
That's it!
What do I want to say!
Let's talk about my life!
Let's talk about some experiences!
I'm from Sichuan!
I don't have any history worth talking about!
This can't be done!
I was a pervert when I was young!
That's it!
I'm very interested in girls!
I didn't have time to confess!
That's it!
I like Liang Yi a lot!
She's the shadow in my heart!
I heard that she got into Dragon Bay back then!
When I went to Dragon Bay to participate in the competition!
I hoped to see her!
But whether I saw her or not!
It's hard to say!
Dragon Bay!
It's so big!
Not every girl!
It's all Liang Yi!
We used to be deskmates!
There's too much in my heart!
I can't let it go!
I hate myself!
If I could turn back time!
What would I do!
But that's impossible!
My youth!
It was eaten by a dog just like that!
I'm not Tianhe!
It's called the top three!
It's a name!
That's it!
My worries!
There's quite a lot!
Countless gratitude and grudges!
Speaking of my first love!
That was the first time I felt moved!
That was in!
Third grade!
Tianhe Primary School!
That's it!
I was very talented in math back then!
In the same class!
There were only about ten people!
More than eighty marks!
And I was one of them!
That's what I'm most proud of!
Although!
I wasn't conscious back then!
I left a bit of consciousness to write novels!
That's good too!
The conditions back then were tough!
Actually, at that time!
I was already schizophrenic!
That's it!
Why do I say that!
A lot of things can be proven!
I didn't dare to buy breakfast!
I hid under the table and cried!
This feeling was really uncomfortable!
I went to school earlier!
I had morning self-study!
Scary!
I couldn't take it!
My methods were also taught by others!
My answering skills!
It was all taught by Brother Wei!
I didn't have my own methods!
But what I did have was mine!
My physics!
Chemistry!
I've been useless for five years!
The me who was always number one in our grade!
I'm also useless!
I don't know if this is an illusion!
I'm not talking about anything!
It's a competition of mentality!
My school days!
Gone, never to return!
This feeling!
There are all kinds of feelings!
I'm just following the path that others have taken!
My novels!
I don't know!
Who did I learn from?!
I really don't know!
This feeling of mine!
It's hard to say!
How should I put it!
I have to write about my experiences!
What the world is like!
It's all up to you!
How do you see the world!
How does the world see you!
Speaking of the first time I felt moved!
Tears started to fall from my eyes!
I was moved by her beauty!
I was moved to tears!
I remember this deeply!
After so many years, I still can't forget it!
That feeling!
That's good!
That's it!
I was once innocent!
The current me!
I'm dark!
That's it!
There's still too much to say!
It's definitely not enough to say in a few sentences!
Washing my hands after crossing the river!
And the bridging method!
It's a junior high school teacher!
Leave it to me!
If I had!
Consciousness!
I wouldn't be like this!
If I say this!
I'm a useless person!
Is there any use in saying so much?
Anyway, I don't have any regrets!
I still have to work harder!
How should I put it!
I still remember!
This feeling!
It's hard to say!
It's hard to say!
That's it!
The first novel I read!
It's an adult!
I was under the bed!
I picked it up!
From then on, I started walking!
The path of no return!
I have more ideas!
Who's writing about adults!
I'll beat them up!
I'll read such novels!
That's enough!
I didn't understand at that time!
Luckily, I didn't stray too far!
They're all crazy!
They didn't stray too far!
What do you think!
They're probably crazy too!
I'm not afraid!
Why should I be afraid!
I'm a lunatic!
There's a misunderstanding!
I feel that everyone looks down on me!
They want me dead!
That's what I feel!
They won't let me die so easily!
They want me to work!
Those ward mates!
They all say that I'm scary!
That's the reality!
I think so too!
I won't let you die so easily!
I have to serve the people!
That's it!
Although it's impossible for me not to be afraid!
I want to!
Just lie in bed and wait for death!
But I still want to be the richest man in China!
How can that be!
What's the point of being the richest man in China!
Is there any meaning!
Yes!
I can live a better life!
News on Sky!
That's not what I want!
That's a mistake in itself!
That's how the times are!
Some!
That's how it is!
I've heard of it before!
People with high IQ!
They don't go online!
They don't watch TV!
Worship!
My IQ!
It's still lacking!
A big chunk!
That's how it is!
That's not a good feeling!
From the looks of it!
What's the use of having a high IQ!
That can only mean that!
My thinking!
It's not essential!
I have to start from the essential!
That's my own!
It's all fake!
No way!
That's what I came up with during my studies!
Many formulas!
I like to deduce them myself!
I rarely memorize them!
Memorizing formulas is useless!
Understanding is the most important!
I don't even know a few formulas!
What's the point of being a top student!
But there are also things I can't deduce!
The volume of the garden!
The surface area!
I've compromised!
Many of them are self-defined!
I have to remember!
There are plenty of definitions!
For example, what's an ellipse!
The ellipse is it!
There are two fixed points!
The distance between the ellipse and the first point!
The sum of the distances is a fixed value!
It's so strange!
The ellipse!
I don't know!
Does a circle have such a characteristic?
Simply put!
If these two points coincide!
The distance is infinitely close!
Then it's a circle!
How do I put it!
The charm of the ellipse!
It's very big!
The orbit of the earth!
It's the orbit of the earth around the sun!
It's an ellipse!
And!
It's not at the center of the ellipse!
There's perihelion and aphelion!
That gravitational force!
I still remember the derivation formula!
It seems that I can't deduce it!
It's a scientist!
It's calculated!
I heard that it's a god!
It's measured with a few shot put!
That's too magical!
The technology now!
It's quite godly!
I can't do it!
I don't know any of them!
When I learned about magnetism generating electricity!
I've already lost it!
I've forgotten about electromagnetism!
This isn't about anything!
This is about the principle!
It's not about junior high!
I hate it!
I've been thinking of ways!
I've used my own thoughts to explain it!
In the end, I can't take it!
I've gone crazy!
The pressure of studying is already great!
My requirements are high!
I have to understand it myself!
I said I'm a top student!
Something like a god!
It's not that I don't have the capital!
I might not be able to get first place in the country!
But I definitely won't!
I'll be led by the nose!
That's it!
This thought has already entered my brain!
G M m/r2, G is the gravitational constant!
Big M and small M are the mass of an object!
R is the center of gravity!
There's something that needs to be explained!
Brother Wen said it before!
I don't know what to say!
It's hard to say!
This formula is considered as gravitational force!
Which is also gravity!
Of course!
There's definitely more than one type of force!
There are all kinds of forces!
This is based on the galaxy!
I'm just a dregs!
There aren't many who can't do it!
I'm thinking!
A problem!
What's the centripetal force formula again!
It's the one that calculates the acceleration of circular motion!
I've tried many times!
I can't calculate it!
I'll think again!
But I have a way!
I'll use a more frightening method!
It's definitely impossible to use a week!
It's gone if it's reduced!
The so-called acceleration!
It's the value that measures the change in speed!
The change in speed!
Minus the remaining time!
Of course!
This is much more difficult!
The formula is like this!
There are still many difficulties!
It's not that simple!
I won't explain too much!
It's just an acceleration!
You're really retarded!
You don't even know this!
You still dare to call yourself a top student!
Alright!
Half a circle motion!
This isn't easy to deal with!
The circle is infinitely large!
I won't use this method!
I'm wrong!
This is still very simple!
J if!
The initial value is V!
Then half a circle is V!
The change in speed is 2v, and the time is not calculated correctly!
It feels like a failure!
I still need to use it!
My microtheory brain is not enough!
There are many problems!
Why is there circular motion!
It's because of the direction of the force!
It's perpendicular to the speed!
Then why is it elliptical!
It's the speed!
It's at an angle with gravity!
Is this motion stable!
It's not perpendicular!
Less than 90!
Here comes the problem!
This problem is too tricky!
Then!
Elliptical!
Why is the sun like this!
This trajectory is very strange!
Isn't it!
This is too difficult!
I can't think of it!
The formula just now is simpler!
It has nothing to do with me!
The world is so cold to me!
What should I say!
The difficulty of this physics is too high!
The current technology!
The progress is too fast!
I can't do it!
I'm also considered illiterate!
How should I say it!
I'm a little unwilling!
I don't know too much!
I just want to know everything!
Hit me then!
I have such high standards and strict requirements!
That's enough!
You're just pretending!
You rascal!
Enough!
I'm too far behind!
If I don't know how to do this, what's the point of living!
I won't call myself the god of examinations anymore!
I don't know too much!
How should I say it!
My thoughts and morals!
I also have some achievements in my studies!
Of course, it's only what I think!
This is a person's world to begin with!
There's nothing to care about!
That's it!
This person's brain!
It's a good thing!
Absolutely!
Thoughts can change the world!
In my world!
Only I am alone!
Haha!
You're too tricky!
Don't say that!
There's nothing that can't be said!
This is my novel!
I'll say whatever I want!
As long as it's not too …
It won't affect the stability of society!
I don't have that ability!
Just thinking about it is enough!
I miss you a lot!
That's it!
Society isn't complicated!
The complicated one is myself!
I'm thinking too much!
And the brain!
It's for thinking!
That's it!
I'm timid!
I think ghosts will come!
Bite me!
Come into my body!
Welcome!
Help me write my novel!
I wonder what a ghost writing a novel is like!
I'm a ghost myself!
How should I say it!
I'm just a retard!
I'm trying my best to become bigger!
I'm just expressing my feelings!
There's nothing bad about it!
It's more like a diary!
I've never accepted it!
Training!
The key is still the person!
Otherwise, good writers can be mass-produced!
I can't be led by the nose!
I should have my own opinions!
Writing a novel!
Not eating or sleeping!
It's not that serious!
It's just that!
It's something to express my feelings!
That's nothing!
That's it!
How should I say it!
It's hard to say!
I'll write more!
I didn't expect to write like this!
I can write!
I can only write!
3000!
It's not fast enough to write like this!
I still need to put in more effort!
Sometimes I just can't think straight!
This can only mean that!
I'm not mature enough!
This voice is really nice!
I like it!
So you're that pervert!
That's it!
I can't be like this!
I'm not honest!
No girl likes it!
That's it!
How should I say it!
Heaven wants me to die!
I have to die!
It's no big deal!
Talking about the mistakes of the uprising!
What happened!
Some things definitely happened!
For example, not recognizing human rights!
We should be democratic!
Forget it!
Let's not talk about it!
People are always people!
Not gods!
This point!
I still need to understand!
I don't know what to say anymore!
Writing a few thousand words!
It's still relatively easy!
Writing 7000!
And writing 10,000!
The difference is too big!
I need to put in more effort!
It's not too much!
It's that simple!
It's also exhausting on my stamina!
That's the problem!
7000 is just right!
A little more than 10000!
This is a double psychological and physical experience!
I can still write a little more!
How can I say it!
I'm not wearing earphones anymore!
I'm putting it out!
So!
I don't know what's going on!
What are you doing!
That's where you're wrong!
Novel!
Novel!
Let's go!
We'll eat fried garlic moss for lunch today!
We'll eat this!
We'll live like a landlord!
It'll make us panic!
We'll feel like we'll be criticized at any time!
There are so many rich people!
Eating garlic moss!
Just show off!
No way!
I feel that it's already good enough to eat garlic moss!
This feeling is great!
My pursuit!
It's meat!
And garlic moss!
And chili!
Stir-fried meat!
A person's pursuit is limitless!
Of course, a person must learn to be content!
Serving the people is a must!
That's it!
Must serve the people!
That's it!
It was under such a banner!
Slacking off!
Why are you still pretending to be noble!
You're just lazy and gluttonous!
You still don't admit it!
I'm used to writing 7000 words!
These 10,000 words!
It's really not easy to write!
My stamina is a little overwhelmed!
That's it!
I can't indulge myself anymore!
I've fallen enough!
I don't want to see myself like this!
A person must have principles!
I'll take a break today!
The next chapter in the afternoon!
It's still 7000 words!
I can't be too tired!
The explosion won't last long!
I have to do it bit by bit!
It'll be hard to write in the future!
7000!
Because I have to go to work!
The feeling!
It's not very good!
I don't have much time to write in a day!
When I'm in a good state!
I'm at work!
That's it!
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