The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 76
It's afternoon!
I'm here!
When did you come here!
Have you had enough!
Not enough!
How can this do!
I miss you so much!
I'm having a strange dream again!
I dreamt that I'm in class!
But it's about the same level!
That's it!
I feel like everything is just a dream!
I just woke up!
And I even have to dream!
I realized!
I can't write songs if I don't listen!
Listening to songs can make people forget the pain in their hearts!
But that's right!
My hearing is bad!
My eyes are already!
They're not working!
My ears aren't working!
What should I do!
I still have to pay attention!
I'm used to listening to songs!
Otherwise, I won't be able to take it!
It's like I've been poisoned!
I'm a lazy person!
I know that it's useless to write more!
I have to persevere day by day!
Writing more will affect my future state!
It's that simple!
I'm writing 7,000 words a day now!
That's it!
One month!
180,000 words!
No problem!
If I work!
I can write 100,000 words a month at most!
How should I put it!
100,000 words are less!
I won't be able to get full attendance!
That's it!
This feeling!
How should I put it!
No one doesn't love money!
I love it too!
I love it a little!
Full attendance!
What reward?
I don't dare to think about it!
This is an encouragement for me to write novels!
But how should I put it!
This is a problem!
I heard people say in the past!
After receiving remuneration!
The author will change!
I don't know if I will!
That's hard to say!
I'm afraid too!
This is my first remuneration!
I haven't gotten it yet!
I might never get it!
Get it!
There are too many rules for remuneration!
I can't stand these rules!
There are so many restrictions in life!
Why even writing novels!
I can't be a little bit!
I have more freedom!
Let's talk about it!
I'm writing left and right!
I'm writing even if I'm paid!
I'm writing even if I'm not paid!
Anyway, it's something I like!
Why should I be a slut!
Biting on the body!
That's a problem!
Monday!
The electricity bill is coming!
I'm going bankrupt!
My dad wants me to pay!
According to the electricity bill!
I'm sure!
At least 5,000!
My money!
I haven't received any money in a long time!
I'm spending money!
How can I!
It's for this mouth of mine!
I do a lot of bad things!
You're wrong!
It's for yourself!
You do a lot of bad things!
That's how humans are!
A lifetime!
Eating, drinking, shitting, sleeping!
It's all for this!
There's no need to make yourself so noble!
That's your problem!
I don't see you doing anything good!
That's my fault!
I'm not giving you a way out!
That's my problem!
My uncle likes it very much!
He cooks fish!
I've cooked it with him before!
Now it's in the ditch!
There's trash everywhere!
There's no more fish!
It's a pity when you think about it!
I remember that it wasn't like this a few years ago!
There's so much trash that it's scary!
It's an environmental problem!
It's too serious!
Why is it like this!
I don't know!
It's all in itself!
There's a problem!
I can't take it!
I'm still a little!
I'm afraid of my uncle!
Of course, that's only sometimes!
I've always been!
I'm not afraid of anything!
I'm afraid of people!
It hasn't appeared yet!
What are you doing!
What are you talking about!
What's the use!
You're saying!
You're so brave!
I know you're this kind of person!
You're this kind of person!
I've seen a lot!
I can control anyone!
Everyone!
I can beat you up!
Behind you!
There's a person!
I looked behind me!
But I heard it!
It's an abnormal sound!
That's it!
It really sounds like there's someone!
That's right!
I'm coming out!
I'll give you a surprise!
What surprise!
I want to be with my sister!
I want to be your wife!
That's good!
Come quickly!
I can't wait!
I'm changing clothes!
I still want to wear a short skirt!
Beauties nowadays!
The more they have!
The people who invented clothes!
They're not good people!
They're all kinds of!
They're attracted by all kinds of outerwear!
It mainly depends on the face!
On the figure!
It's hard to say!
I don't have a girlfriend!
It's a lot less troublesome!
Why do I have to find trouble for myself!
I'm full and have nothing to do, right!
This kind of thing has to be left to fate!
It's fine if I can't find it!
It's my own problem!
I don't want to find a flea!
Bite on the body!
Haha!
That's it!
My laughter is very cheerful!
Melancholy is just my expression!
My heart is still okay!
There's a restless heart!
I've had enough!
I'm about to!
I want to beat myself up!
Why am I so stupid!
I'm guilty!
Now the sun is out!
Sunlight!
Into the house!
Casting out a regular shape!
I love you!
You're my one and only!
This love is a monologue!
I can't stop!
I don't want to be alone!
This monologue!
It's too uncomfortable!
I want to be with you!
Be in love!
So love is a monologue!
Just an occasional aside!
This love is too painful!
I want to be in love with you!
I'm writing a song again!
But this song is very nice to listen to!
It's still a failure!
That's the real situation!
I didn't dance with you!
I don't know how to dance!
I only know how to dance!
Love is such a thing!
It makes people sad!
I've been through it before!
Loving someone is painful!
But it's painful but happy!
There's a feeling of hovering between life and death!
This feeling!
I can't take it!
It's so uncomfortable!
There's still someone!
What's the point of being a WeChat merchant!
So-called businessmen!
They're just raising themselves higher than the sky!
Thicker than the ground!
This is a problem!
I'm crying!
Very sad!
I've only met three people like this!
One is a WeChat merchant!
The other is to get business!
The other is an online shop owner!
Tiantian says that he's making a lot of money!
He even insults people like us who don't have money!
Says that we're timid!
Money is so easy to earn!
If everyone had money!
Money wouldn't be worth anything!
I'm thinking for the stability of society!
I've decided not to earn any of your money!
I'd rather be poor for the rest of my life!
I still feel that this is a problem!
Tiantian talks about finances!
Finances can be used as food!
This is a problem!
I feel that there's something wrong with this!
There's no sense of crisis at all!
Every year!
All the farmers' incomes are increasing!
But my salary!
It's not even above the average!
It's a huge difference!
I'm really guilty!
I'm a hindrance!
I!
I'm a silly dog!
I don't want to say anything!
I'm just a dog's life!
Even if I die, I'll bite you!
Grandson!
You're such a scammer!
You even wrote something!
To make sarcastic remarks about low-income people like us!
It's better if I don't read it!
I'm so angry!
What I like!
A certain girl!
Just one sentence pops out!
Am I worthy!
This will go down in history!
It's too much!
You're even depriving me of the right to like someone!
Grandson!
Yes!
We're rivals to begin with!
There's no need to ask for more!
She's so noble!
Humans are humans!
So!
Humans should behave like humans!
I'm too naive!
I'm still not enough!
I'm all guilty!
But it doesn't mean that these dogs don't have any responsibility!
They're all guilty as humans!
That's it!
Let's not talk about it anymore!
I feel terrible!
This feeling!
Extremely terrible!
These people!
They're usually rich people!
And people like me!
Destined to be poor!
That's it!
Haha!
Who can tell me!
You're hiding in a corner!
I'm looking for you!
I'm looking for you!
You have to appear!
The person I love is you!
I'm guilty!
I have no money!
I'm redundant!
I'm too ashamed to face myself!
Luckily, I have my own thinking!
This is the benefit of being crazy!
Thinking is more fundamental!
It's not empty!
But it's also empty!
I'm very empty when I write novels!
I'm a problematic person to begin with!
I love you!
I really love you!
I realized these words!
I'm very good at saying them!
All these years!
I've said a lot!
These words!
But they don't exist in reality!
God knows if you have them or not!
Do you have them or not!
Does it have anything to do with me?
This girl is too cold!
I have to write a novel for the girl I used to like!
But not now!
Now is the time to practice!
It might be written in this novel!
That's it!
I'm so scared!
Scared!
One day, I suddenly can't write anymore!
It's impossible!
Unless you're rich!
Otherwise, you'll write for the rest of your life!
Maybe I'll be numb!
I'm already numb!
This doesn't feel good!
I have to write!
I have to write!
I keep saying this!
Saying this!
Many people say they don't know me anymore!
So sad!
It's hard to say!
What to do!
Love is a little sour!
Love doesn't have to be you!
It's suitable!
Don't think too much!
I'm such a cold person!
I feel that I'm a little heartless!
It's not that I'm heartless!
This is the reality!
Today on TV!
I saw so many beauties!
So happy!
School girls!
It's indeed different!
I'm a country bumpkin!
I can't do anything!
That's it!
I'm disgusted with myself!
I can't stand it!
I'm crying!
I've had a change of heart!
I really like a female ward mate!
And now I don't like anyone!
That's it!
I still want to dance!
I want to be a crazy version of myself!
I finally!
There's no need to be so obvious!
Writing novels!
Not at all!
That's impossible!
I'm just lying to myself!
I'm a liar!
Haha!
Are you that happy?
I remember I loved you!
I remember!
What's this!
I don't know!
I don't love you anymore!
It's all my fault!
I've had a change of heart!
I said I loved you back then!
But now, I can't remember you!
Love always makes people!
Deep!
Deep!
Only then will I forget you!
To fall in love with someone!
That is to fall deeply in love with them!
This will make you feel deep!
What kind of result is this!
It's not the result I wanted!
That's all I can do!
I'm humming again!
I really like this feeling of being casual!
I'm already completely heartless!
I'm just typing mechanically!
I don't feel anything at all!
There's no happy feeling!
There's only a kind of familiarity!
Tell me what's in your heart!
Could it be that I'm already numb!
I've already learned!
To control my emotions!
Just like what my goddess said before!
Beaming with joy!
I also need capital!
You know that I'm an honest person!
I'm more practical!
I only know that the person I love doesn't love me!
I'm very sad!
Why do all the beauties belong to others!
But I don't!
I'll revolve around this!
I'll start a series of discussions!
I have OCD!
I force myself to do things!
Otherwise, I won't be able to do it well!
My heart has been broken by someone!
No one loves me!
I need someone to love me!
That's it!
I don't understand!
Why is my brain empty!
I can still write!
As expected!
Long-term writing!
It's good!
If I don't change my style!
I won't have a chance!
What's the matter!
I need to try it out!
It's up to me to choose!
Actually, I'm writing well!
No one is looking at me!
I can't stand it!
There are too many novels like this!
I've finally gotten the feeling of writing!
From using my brain!
I've turned into typing mechanically!
What's going on!
Could it be that I'm not in good condition!
I still want to write for another month!
Otherwise, how can I do it!
I also have my bottom line!
That's it. I'm lying to myself!
But I've written too much!
Naturally, it's easier to write!
I'm just afraid of hitting a bottleneck!
How should I put it!
I'm a little afraid that I can't write it!
Now it's up to me to choose!
There's no need to choose!
Actually, I've already chosen!
This voluminous writing of hundreds of thousands of words!
It's brought me a lot of joy!
I'm not good at expressing myself!
I don't understand what feelings are!
I'll treat it as a bit of good feelings!
Treat it as love!
Actually, there's nothing bad about this!
My path of deceit!
It's about to start!
I might change my style!
I don't know!
I don't think so!
People like me!
Changing styles!
It's very difficult!
I just want to earn some living expenses!
I still have to go to work!
Everything is casual!
I don't want to do that!
It's better to be casual!
I have to change my style naturally!
I don't know why I'm changing my style!
I have no reason!
To do this!
There's nothing bad about writing this!
There are still many problems!
This is something I should think about!
I'm too lacking!
I don't know too much!
I still have to go to work!
No choice!
I have to survive!
Let's do it this way!
I'll definitely write it!!
It's just how long!
I don't know!
I also want to write for a very long time!
Actually, how should I put it!
It's mainly because I'm under too much psychological pressure!
Otherwise, I would have persevered through the first novel!
But that's the problem!
At that time, there was a problem with my mentality!
Luckily, I stopped updating at that time!
It also gave me a chance to think about life!
Otherwise, I wouldn't have changed!
I'm still very grateful!
I don't want to be restricted by anything!
I don't want others to scold me!
It's their business to scold me!
It's my own mentality that's not firm enough!
It's my own scolding myself!
Today!
How should I put it!
It doesn't matter if it's early or not!
It's difficult to write ten thousand words!
That's the situation!
I still have to think about it carefully!
The tractor sounded again!
The buyer came back!
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