There are restrictions!

That's how it is!

How to say it!

I can't be too vain!

I'm living for myself!

I'm not living for anyone else!

You have nothing to do with me!

That's how it is!

How to say it!

This could be considered a problem!

I can only blame myself for not being firm enough!

That's how it is!

I feel!

I can't write anymore!

I hate myself a little!

I can't write anymore!

Novel!

It's really sad!

What should I blame!

So sad!

I can only blame myself!

Today's state!

It's not good!

That's how it is!

How to say it!

I should feel inferior!

I should still feel inferior!

That's how it is!

I can only blame myself!

Those who blame society are all trash!

It's my fault for not being able to adapt!

This isn't school!

It's really sad just thinking about it!

That's how it is!

Forget it!

There's nothing to say!

Now!

I just have to say it!

Recent situation!

Writing state!

Well, how to say it!

I'm a little unhappy!

It's hard to say!

Bullshit!

I'm just too weak!

But this world!

It's not something that can be controlled by one person!

No one can control this society!

The family planning program has been going on for so many years!

There are second children everywhere!

Have you looked left and right!

Only an honest person like me can be bullied!

I don't have any thoughts!

It's good that I can survive!

I have no other choice!

Whether I'm a writer or not!

Survival is a must!

Writers have to make a living too!

I have to live on!

It's not that anyone is targeting me!

It's this society!

That's how it is!

I have nothing!

I don't dislike it!

Like hell!

That's impossible!

But I still have to work hard!

Ten thousand words a day!

That's a must!

There are no rules for success!

There are no rules!

That's how it is!

How to say it!

To become a writer!

I can't follow the rules!

Come on!

Then why!

There aren't that many famous writers!

Just like not every student!

They can get into university!

That's how it is!

I'm afraid of many things!

I'm afraid that I'll be beaten to death!

That's not impossible!

This society!

It's not what I think it is!

That's the world in books!

I don't understand this world at all!

That's true!

Either I compromise!

Or!

Go to jail!

That's how it is!

And I!

In order to survive!

Of course I'll compromise!

However!

Someone!

Doesn't want me to live on!

The whole world!

Wants me dead!

That's the problem!

Why!

I have nothing!

Every minute!

I'll be overshadowed by the stream of people!

Writing novels!

That's the era of finding gunmen!

That's enough!

How to say it!

The college entrance exam's problem!

You still dare to broadcast it!

Do you have the face to broadcast it?

There are problems every year!

I'm not the one saying it!

It's hard to say!

I'm definitely not a gunman!

I still have to write!

One of a kind!

I'm afraid of being targeted!

It's not enough for me to write like this!

Any random person would be enough!

I'm not going overboard!

I just want peace!

The evil exploiters are right!

I won't let the exploiters have it easy!

Who's the exploiters!

Who knows!

Do it right!

You have to team up with them!

Actually, that's nothing!

It's not good!

That's how people are!

I'm just a traitor!

I hate myself!

I want to be a hero too!

But the whole world!

They want me to be a traitor!

How to say it!

I want to live on!

How to say it!

The world is unified!

There are a lot fewer problems!

Now!

In my lifetime!

I can't see it!

Such a world!

That's enough!

I'm always unreasonable!

I have to think of a way!

I have to make everyone like me!

Naturally, no one will be unreasonable!

I'm not a good person!

I'm a traitor!

That's how it is!

I just want to live on!

I still want to be a Chinese!

I don't want to be a traitor!

I can't do it for some Chinese who don't know the rules!

It affects my emotions!

That's the problem!

My generation!

There's nothing different!

I feel!

That's how it is!

There's room for improvement!

Very, very high!

Very, very low!

That's the situation!

A personal problem is a societal problem!

How to treat a personal problem!

Solve it well!

That's the way!

Anyway, this isn't my problem!

I can't do anything about it!

The world isn't something I can control!

I'm just a writer!

I feel like a rascal!

Why!

The world!

I can't control it!

The only thing I can do is to be myself!

The world!

There should be all kinds of people!

It's not good to have all of them!

That's how it is!

How to say it!

To maintain!

The diversity of humanity!

Must!

He had to survive!

For!

My brainless lineage!

But I don't value it that much!

Even if I live, I'll be a slave!

Exploited!

Might as well not live!

It'll be easier!

The world can't do without me!

That's how it is!

In your opinion!

Really!

That!

Deep well is frozen!

I don't even have such a concept!

I just don't have such a concept!

Being a slave!

Might as well not exist!

I have no choice!

When I realized!

It's useless!

How to say it!

I should still work hard!

Let nature take its course!

Alright!

I'm changing every day!

Living is painful in the first place!

It's not painful!

I can't write a novel!

That's how it is!

I don't know what to say!

I've seen it too lightly!

That's how it is!

But I'll go through a lot of doubts!

If I don't start a family!

That's how it is!

Have a baby!

Be a slave to others!

That's what everyone likes!

I hope I can get a terminal illness!

Fine!

I'll just die!

Why do I have so many problems!

I really don't want to live anymore!

You think I don't know you!

But I still have novels to write!

There's still a lot of things!

Wait for me to do it!

That's how it is!

I have to say that's how it is!

If I die!

I won't exist anymore!

I still want to live my life to the end!

It'll be easier once I'm done living!

Although I often take things too hard!

But!

I still want to live the rest of my life in peace!

Living like this is really tiring!

Because I don't want to live anymore!

There's no point in taking the medicine anymore!

Why!

Because!

I've already let go of everything I should!

But!

I still have to rely on it!

Medicine to maintain my condition!

I won't take medicine!

Who knows!

I'll write something!

I won't take medicine!

That feeling of being persecuted!

It'll worsen!

I'm scared too!

I really can't take it!

But there's medicine!

Although I can't control it!

I can ease it!

I'm taking medicine every day!

Every day!

I have to talk about myself!

Bones are ugly!

That's how it is!

It's a must!

Yes, it can't be like this!

Many people are persevering!

I see many people persevering!

I want to be with them!

Advance and retreat together!

That's how it is!

I'm not the only one who's foolishly persevering!

I know them!

There are many!

I know the outcome before it even starts!

But I still have to persevere!

I don't understand what this is!

Dreams can't be fully explained!

This is it!

What is it!

This kind of thing!

Call it!

Voluntary rethinking!

Pursuit!

For the life of dreams!

Strive hard!

Dreams can't be eaten!

It's just a dream!

It can't be like this at all!

There must be a life!

My dream!

And to be the richest man in China!

Look at me!

Have I done it!

Just kidding!

I'm just giving an example!

How can I say it!

This is a joke!

Can you do it?

You're still joking with me!

You're just afraid that people will laugh at you!

That's it!

I just don't want to explain it!

Once!

I've fantasized before!

To become the richest man in China!

I still want to save the world!

But in the end!

I can't even save myself!

I'm the first!

I want to save myself!

That's it!

It has to be like this!

How can I say it!

My life!

It's worthless!

Give it to me!

I don't want it!

Money harms people!

I still have to work hard!

Not everyone likes money!

There wasn't a single thing that everyone liked!

Anyway!

I don't want to live anymore!

I'll be free if I die!

But I should do something!

I actually came to this world!

I should still!

Have a good time!

Just treat it as I transmigrated!

To the modern world!

Every era!

They all have their own local specialties!

And I'm one of them!

Producing local specialties!

Fertilizer!

You're direct!

Talking about you!

Yes!

Shit, okay?

You're saying it so politely!

Damn it!

What else!

Production!

Era!

Local specialties!

Fertilizer!

Damn it!

It's just a pile of shit!

I understand now!

Who's the one who's making things difficult for me!

It's myself!

It's my unwillingness to be ordinary!

It feels like I'm putting on a show!

I still like it very much!

Ordinary days!

There's nothing bad about that!

I'm a contradiction!

I have a changeable personality!

Of course, this is also a type of personality!

Don't say that I have dual personality!

That's just a metaphor!

Actually, this is also a type of personality!

My personality is changeable!

There's nothing good about that!

It's very sad!

That's it!

I don't feel good!

The person I hate the most is myself!

The more miserable I am, the better!

But I don't want to be like that!

How to say it!

I have a strong sense of danger!

This is good!

It's also not good!

My sense of danger!

It's only Huhu himself!

This sense of danger is obviously not enough!

That's it!

How to say it!

Sometimes!

My head hurts!

I'm afraid that people will laugh at me!

I'm afraid that people will look down on me!

I'm afraid that people will kill me!

I'm afraid that people will target me!

Then I'll starve to death!

I'm extremely scared!

I feel that I'm!

Very despicable!

Even my bones are smelly!

This is what I'm afraid of!

It's useless to say it out loud!

My head still hurts!

I'm afraid that I'll starve to death!

The pressure to survive is too great!

And I can't handle it myself!

It's not that the pressure is too great!

It's that my psychological endurance is weak!

That's why!

I'm a coward!

I know!

Some people like to scold people!

I'm writing a free novel!

I didn't take a single cent from you!

What right do you have to scold me!

I'm very weak in my heart!

I'm definitely a coward!

I hate myself!

I'm as timid as a mouse!

I hate myself!

It's not that society can't do it!

It's that you have a problem!

That's it!

How should I face it!

That's it!

I'm such a moron!

I'm afraid of facing it!

I hate myself!

But I still want to!

Move forward!

I want to live on!

That's my only belief!

I'm going to die no matter what!

Why can't I live more casually!

I have too many worries!

I can't stand it!

I'm going crazy!

I want more!

I want to buy a small desk to put my computer on!

I want to write like this!

I want to be more comfortable!

I want to feel free!

It's very good!

I want to put it on my lap!

I can't write at all!

That's the situation!

How to say it!

I still have a lot of things to do!

That's it!

I still have a lot of things to do!

My worries!

Too many!

That's why I'm crazy!

I have too many worries!

I have a weak psychological endurance!

It's easy to go crazy!

How can you say that!

I hate you!

You rascal!

You're not trying to please me!

How dare you trick me!

That's your fault!

How can you say that!

You promised to meet me!

I!

Even changed my clothes!

How can you not come!

That's it!

How can you do that!

That's your fault!

Do you know?

You're guilty!

Haha!

Sorry girls!

That's a sin!

That's my sin!

It's very difficult to finish writing!

I'm here to write a confession!

That's the situation!

How to say it!

Even my bones are smelly!

What should be let go must be let go!

What shouldn't be let go!

Also!

Relax!

That's how life should be!

But I'm such a person!

I'm a hundred million!

I can't write a novel!

How to say it!

This book!

The plan is to write for three years!

Not so long!

That's it!

I don't know if I can write it!

No one knows!

I don't know either!

The only thing I can do is to write every day!

Three years!

Not three days!

It wasn't three months either!

More than a thousand days!

That's it!

I can at least!

I can write!

Three million words!

My plan is done!

Plans definitely can't keep up with changes!

But it's work!

Maybe it's still difficult to write 3,000 words a day!

I want to work alone!

Alone!

How many 22-year-olds are there!

I have to do it!

I have to do it!

It's time to be independent!

That's it!

I should be independent!

How to say it!

I want to listen to songs!

Wait!

Just listen!

Write again!

A little!

Write for another ten minutes!

If I can write, why not!

Luckily, no one is targeting me now!

I'm also happy to be free!

I can write in peace if it's not popular!

That's it!

What if I win an award!

What if I don't!

Aren't you going to cry to death!

Why is it all about death!

Crying very miserably, okay?

It's impossible to cry to death!

This is an internet slang I learned from others!

My words were all learned from other people!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Could it be!

I can't have my own things!

That's it!

It's so uncomfortable!

I can't take it easy!