The psychosis of an individual

Chapter 84

This rhythm!

It's very sad!

I thought it would be a very sad song!

But!

Reality is so cruel!

It's still lacking a crisp feeling!

There's no joy in sadness!

It doesn't suit my work!

The more sad it is!

The happier it is!

F * * k!

Nonsense!

This is most of the time!

It's very rare!

I need this kind of sad music!

It sounds good!

I'm drunk!

I forgot to turn off the flow!

I'm already drunk!

I like sad songs!

But why isn't there one!

A song that belongs to me!

I still want to write a song for myself!

It's a very sad song!

You can still be sad!

From the looks of it!

You're a happy baby!

You're so beautiful!

How can I stand it!

You're so beautiful!

I can't control my emotions!

I want to confess to you!

That's it!

I can still write for another 40 minutes!

Come on!

It's a must!

Thinking about it, it's enough!

I lack social experience!

I'm studying!

That's it!

This is the society I came from!

There's no time!

We're all together!

The society I've mingled in!

Never mingled in!

I don't understand what it's like!

That's it!

I'm still far from it!

But I lack social experience!

Look at my work!

You can tell!

That's it!

That's it!

I love you very much!

I love you so much!

I usually love you!

Although I can't love everything!

I only love what I love!

I'm so real!

I only love your beauty!

Because you're perfect!

That's it!

You can't do it!

You're still far from it!

That's it!

No matter what!

I'm also your girlfriend!

How can you treat me like this!

People are all like this!

Don't blame me!

That's just an excuse!

Can you stop looking for excuses?

This is your personal problem!

The feeling of exhaustion!

How should I put it!

I like a girl!

First and foremost, she's young and beautiful!

I'm not lying about that!

But there's an exception!

My feelings for Xi 'er!

Just like my sister!

Same!

Actually, it's not the same!

I've chatted with her before!

She said she only chatted with me!

I don't believe that!

This is the magic of love!

Without suspicion!

Love can last!

I don't trust her!

To be honest!

We chatted for a while!

Then we chatted!

I don't have that much skill!

What the hell are you talking about!

She doesn't belong to you!

No girl belongs to you!

That's her freedom!

So sad!

You're saying that about me!

I'm real!

I like Xi 'er a lot!

I've known her for a year!

That's it!

I know!

You're a silly dog!

That's what I said!

Feelings are so complicated!

How would I understand!

It's just pure liking!

You're so innocent!

I laughed!

I don't know!

When!

To be able to meet Xi 'er again!

She's still going to school!

I'm a retard!

How should I put it!

I'm not just with one girl!

She said she's going to marry me!

I know that!

I've basically said it!

I might not keep my words!

We can still be friends!

Xi 'er!

Real name!

What's her name!

I don't know!

Anyway, she's Xi 'er!

That's it!

I always like to write nonsense!

Sometimes!

I feel very lucky!

Why do I know so many girls!

This is my character!

There's no need to talk about dating websites!

I can casually register!

It's full of news!

Of course, everyone is like that!

But overall!

I still have girls!

Fate!

That's it!

How to say it!

That's a problem!

There can only be one person getting married!

What a pity!

Xi 'er and I have a high possibility!

Of course!

That's just my wishful thinking!

Why can't I try!

It's good to have hope!

I should work hard!

Who said I have to get married!

My love for her!

I have to keep it in my heart!

That's why I'm not suitable for her!

It's always good to have hope!

I hope to be with her!

I have to work hard!

It's still possible!

But my own situation!

I know it myself!

I'm not suitable for a relationship!

I'm just a pervert!

I'm someone who even deceives myself!

A love liar!

That's it!

What should I say!

But Xi 'er!

Our story will definitely have a sequel!

There will definitely be one!

I want to have a YY too!

That's it!

It has to be like this!

Although!

I can't write a fantasy!

But I have delusions!

How to say it!

Xi 'er!

I at least like it!

I still don't understand what love is!

That's life!

Likes to tease people!

My other half!

Usually, it's not what I like!

It's also not the most suitable!

That's life!

I want to ask!

Which girl don't you love?

That's it!

You're undermining me again!

I'll beat you up in minutes!

That's the feeling!

How to say it!

I'm still far from it!

There's still 15 minutes!

I stopped for a while just now!

When I finished writing the first chapter!

I even played for 10 minutes!

There's still a lot to be done!

Once I'm busy, it's already afternoon!

I'm not enough!

I'm not good enough!

That's why no one likes me!

I'm a typical bad boy!

That's it!

My confession!

I'm just lying to myself!

I just don't believe it!

That's it!

How to say it!

I can't do it!

I'm old!

I can't be like back then!

I'm so hot-blooded!

My heart is already numb!

That's the situation!

I can't do it!

I want to be with you!

You're wonderful!

But I'm so unbearable!

That's it!

That's life!

A path with no choice!

I have to go on!

I'm not enough!

I'm still far from it!

That's it!

How to say it!

This is a problem!

I can't handle it!

I'm not going to play anymore!

How to say it!

This isn't what I should do!

The problem I should consider!

I can think of other people!

I can't think of it!

Is that possible?

Impossible!

It's absolutely impossible!

Here!

My brain can think of it!

It's impossible for other people to not think of it!

I'm too naive!

Too silly!

I can't face myself!

I think that's it!

This song is very nice!

I can try to write some short stories!

I can't write a long story!

I'll just write a collection of short stories!

Also!

Three minutes!

This morning's work!

It's over!

I'm just afraid of a power outage!

I want to keep writing!

I can't wait!

In one breath!

To write hundreds of thousands of words!

But that's not good!

It won't be of much help to my writing!

I have a lot of questions!

I need to face them!

First of all!

I need to defeat myself!

Alright!

Today!

It's still 10,000 words!

If there's no accident!

How to say it!

I'm just a little crazy!

Everything else is fine!

You rascal!

You're finally telling the truth!

Give me the time for one song!

It's over!

This morning's work!

Still work!

This is voluntary work!

Who gave you the money!

Apart from the problem with your brain!

Everything else is fine!

Does it have anything to do with you?

You idiot!

I hate you!

It has to be like this!

This song!

It's so nice!

Just listening to it makes me drunk!

The voice is so sweet!

I can't take it!

I have to take it!

People like to be hungry!

A dog's happiness brings misfortune!

I'm hungry again!

Misfortune again!

I'm just so unlucky!

Alright!

Goodbye!

Afternoon!

It's starting!

Yesterday's yesterday!

Not tomorrow!

We're getting married!

So sad!

But it's just a matter of time!

But it's just not with me!

I love you so much!

But you don't love me!

I have to write a novel. I love you!

You don't love my novel!

That's it!

This one was it!

I love you!

But you don't love me!

You'll never love me!

My cries!

Can't be exchanged!

You look back!

I hate this reality!

I hate myself!

Falling in love with you regardless of everything!

I can start a series of stories from here!

Every novel!

There has to be such a plot!

I love you!

But you don't love me!

You'll never love me!

I feel terrible!

It's time!

It's time to do something for you!

It's for you!

Start a novel!

Write a biography!

I've even thought of a title!

But I'll never use it!

I'm not an idiot!

I can't write it well!

Wait until I have the ability to control it!

Write again!

This feeling!

It's definitely not good!

The person I love doesn't love me!

Loving someone else!

Loving someone who doesn't love me!

My whole life!

My biggest mistake!

Why can't you give me a chance!

Continue!

Kiss!

I'm crying!

Staying!

Tears of indignation!

Why is it like this!

What did I do wrong!

The person I love doesn't love me!

I feel terrible!

Actually, I'm already used to this feeling!

I'm always being splashed with cold water!

My passion!

Extinguished time and time again!

It's just been ignited!

How should I say it!

So and so!

I love you!

It's all my fault!

My fault!!

I shouldn't have fallen in love with you!

I hate myself for being useless!

I hate myself!

If only I had the ability!

This kind of thing!

It definitely wouldn't have happened!

Love is not love!

Get over it!

Child!

Don't be like this!

You still have a long way to go!

I can't get over it!

I'm not good enough!

I admit it!

I'm not good enough for you!

F * * k!

Are you kidding me?

You brat!

You're sleeping like crazy!

That's it!

You can't say that!

That's it!

I hate myself!

This afternoon!

Only!

Dancing happily!

Yes!

I like this feeling very much!

History will become the past!

We'll move forward!

Everything will be drowned in history!

I'll write something more realistic!

Only in the future can people see our era!

One day's salary!

Can buy 30 catties of rice!

Let me tell you!

Should!

Like this!

30 catties!

Can eat for half a month!

Of course, it's for a person!

We're going to eat vegetables!

Write something to record the era!

That's it!

Why!

If future generations read!

Some novels!

That's it!

Can't accept it!

I'll never lie!

I want to write in a realistic way!

Record the era!

Current news!

I can't bear to see it!

I can't say it!

If I say it, it'll be a crime!

My book!

It can't be preserved!

It's so long!

How should I say it!

This isn't important!

My spirit is always there!

I believe!

There will definitely be waves of people coming forward!

Why do I say that!

My work might not be preserved for long!

But how should I say it!

I'll still write it!

History and ideas might change!

Some things won't change!

This world!

I can't change it!

No one can change it!