Let's go!

Today's ten thousand words!

Let's start!

I'm sick of sitting!

Like squatting!

Writing on the bench!

I used to be like this!

Writing like this!

This kind of action is not very elegant!

I want to write my novel beautifully!

That's enough!

Aren't you disgusting!

But I indulged myself again!

I can't wait to!

Beat myself to death!

Anyway, I'm already guilty!

Being beaten to death is just a matter of time!

Today is Tuesday!

The college entrance exam!

It's already over!

I'll do what I'm supposed to do!

Girls are always very realistic!

People like me are destined to be abandoned!

No wonder no one likes me!

This is the reality of the situation!

I have nothing!

No one will fall in love with me!

I'm just a poor boy with nothing!

I can't give them anything!

I don't believe in anything anymore!

Bullshit love!

This is the reality of the situation!

I'm just lying to myself with my own wishful thinking!

I might not even be able to afford to eat!

No one will be with me!

Think about it!

It's very sad!

This life is too exciting!

The me of the past!

I felt that my life was very ordinary!

Now, I'm given an extraordinary life!

I can't even afford to eat!

I'll starve to death in minutes!

People on the streets!

No one will fall in love with me!

This is the reality!

I don't have the trait of being liked by others!

But you know it!

I've always said one thing and meant another!

I firmly believe that someone is waiting for me!

There will always be someone who needs me!

It's always good to have hope!

I should still have hope in my heart!

Even if no one likes me!

Do I need it?

Am I that kind of person?

I'm a cold-blooded person!

How should I put it!

This is the other side of me!

It's like this!

I hate myself!

It's this feeling!

If that's the case!

I'm cold-blooded!

You don't understand this!

There's something wrong with my brain!

It's like this!

Now!

I want to write my novel in peace!

Don't bother me!

I don't know!

6!

Can I write well!

Come on!

Now it seems!

I'm just a retard!

It's like this!

No way!

You can't say that!

You say that about yourself!

I feel terrible!

I like you so much!

Don't be like this anymore!

I can't write much longer!

It's like this!

I only know how to write the dialogues of a few people!

I can't write so much!!

It's true!

It's like this!

I've eaten too much medicine!!

Actually it's my hearing!

Not more than ten people!

It's like this!

How!

Brat, your bones are stinky!

You're guilty!

I have a feeling that it's acting up!

It's very exciting!

One day I'll have Alzheimer's!

There's nothing wrong with that!

Maybe it's just a matter of time!

I still have to write a little more!

Yo, I'm going to scare you till you piss your pants!

It's really full of energy!

I'm twisting and writing at the same time!

Is it that cheerful?

If I'm going to dance, I'll dance to my heart's content!

Dancing is to bring joy to people!

I'm high from dancing!

It's this feeling!

My hands are numb!

It might be hard to go faster!

I have a sense of crisis!

It's like this!

Go away!

Son of a bitch!

Go away!

Hehe!

Who do you think you are!

If you say it's not possible, it's not possible!

How can you say that!

This is a problem!

Go away!

You even said you want to mortgage your house!

No one dares to take my house!

Absolutely!

I'm as shameless as I can be!

I have more than a hundred thousand in my hands!

It's like this!

My house!

No one can touch it!

My house!

Can anyone touch it?

I'm more shameless than I thought!

I can't live!

You can forget about living!

It's time for me to do something!

I can't just sit here and wait for death!

It's like this!

There's no other way!

I have to be tough at this time!

No one can touch my house!

No one wants this house!

I can't find an excuse!

I have a good reason to act now!

Don't let me live!

Mortgage my house!

It's not fixed yet!

Mortgage it!

You can even think of that!

This house is definitely mine!

How can I say it!

This is a matter of livelihood!

I have to be tough!

Damn it!

Although I'm weak!

I've been crippled by the medicine!

The theory books have done me in!

It's like this!

My weakness!

It's not just a day or two!

It's not to the point of falling out yet!

What am I afraid of!

My life is worthless!

Death can make me popular!

It's like this!

Sad!

I remember you!

You treated me like this!

Who do you think you are!

My en is!

Honest and easy to bully!

I won't do it!

I'll do it!

My whole family will die!

My en is sinful!

My existence is a mistake!

It's like this!

Today's ten thousand words!

It's still a little tiring!

My hands are numb from the beating!

I can't beat it!

I'm just that weak!

It's like this!

Don't joke with me!

I'm not joking!

I'm an honest person!

It's like this!

How can I say this!

There's still 1,400!

I'm too weak!

It's like this!

You can't say this!

It's like this!

I hate my cowardice!

Once I go in, I can't get out!

Although I'm mentally ill!

I'm still afraid!

Don't think I'm mentally ill!

I'm not afraid of anything!

It's like this!

Mentally ill!

I have my concerns too!

It's not like what you think it is!

I'm also afraid of breaking the law and getting arrested!

I heard that prison is very easy!

Celebrities go to prison!

They can even film movies!

Write books!

Write songs!

Have patents!

Can even reduce their sentences!

It's really enough!

Who did this!

Silly law!

This is definitely not something I'm talking about!

It's on the news!

I'm very disgusted by this kind of thing!

It's like this!

How can I say this!

I can only say this!

There's still 1,200!

This is a big challenge!

40 in a minute!

Scary!

I don't know!

Can I!

This world!

I can't say anything!

It has nothing to do with me anymore!

It's like this!

How can you say this!

This is your problem!

I hate my cowardice!

I'm not that stupid!

It's definitely not against the law!

I can't be mentally ill!

It's discredited!

I'm in jail!

What about my novel!

My novel!

But no one is writing it for me!

It's like this!

How can I say this!

It's like this!

I still want to be a writer!

It can't end like this!

I'm also afraid!

In short!

Mentally ill!

It's definitely not what you think it is!

I'm an example!

There's no other way!

I can only shed all pretense of cordiality!

Screw you!

The law!

I still abide by it!

Mental illness is not against the law!

I can't break the law either!

You can treat others this way!

Others can treat you this way!

There's no special privilege!

Right!

Mental illness!

The law!

It should be changed!

Actually, the illness is the feeling of being persecuted!

Do I look like the type to beat people up?

I might not be mentally ill!

Am I!

I've been misdiagnosed!

Actually, I'm really mentally ill!

I know this myself!

Don't look at my clear thinking now!

My current state!

Yes!

Second year of high school!

Writing essays!

Beating teachers!

Bombing the school!

When!

My thinking was clear!

I felt that they!

Used me!

Obtained illegitimate benefits!

Used me!

I'm still far from it!

That's what I thought at that time!

At that time!

I could still brag!

I could even brag and chat with the doctors!

Take things too hard!

I'm mentally ill!

Yes!

My thinking is still quite clear!

It's just that sometimes!

I'll be stuck in a state and can't get out!

I'm heartless!

I can still sleep!

How should I say it!

Just started!

Taking medicine!

Can't sleep!

My head is full of hallucinations!

Afraid that I'll beat someone to death!

Actually, I'm mentally ill!

I'm a rascal!

My writing!

Starting from that one!

Beating teachers!

Bombing the school!

Walking on!

Path of no return!

I'm definitely mentally ill!

I just can't stand the pressure!

Sooner or later!

I'll still go crazy!

People like me!

Can't get a girlfriend!

I think I'm mentally ill!

But the pressure is too great!

I can't stand it!

I'll go crazy!

If I don't have to worry about food and drink!

I am!

I definitely won't go crazy!

At that time, I had nothing!

I couldn't keep up with my studies!

So comprehensive!

I'll go crazy!

I'll not go crazy!

I won't survive!

It'll be fine if I go crazy!

I've already let go of what I should let go of!

I can't go crazy just because I want to!

I have to be responsible for myself!

At least I have to keep myself alive!

That's it!

How should I put it!

I still have a long way to go!

I always feel that mentally ill people are inferior!

I always feel that!

Someone wants to exterminate us mentally ill people!

That's it!

Mentally ill!

There are many things that I can't do!

Actually!

Mentally ill!

It's impossible to find out!

But I'm recovering well!

No one knows that I'm mentally ill!

I'm going to be inferior to others!

I have to work hard!

How should I put it!

I always feel that!

Mentally ill people are ugly!

I feel inferior!

Many people!

They'll target me!

They'll scold me for no reason!

Mentally ill!

Not good!

Real people!

They're called mentally ill!

They're actually mentally ill!

I feel that!

Normal people look down on me!

But my dignity is given by myself!

This thing!

Others can't give it to me!

I only realized it now!

I need to take medicine!

Not taking medicine!

How should I put it!

I'm an honest person!

I'll treat death as sleep!

What's there to be afraid of!

Death!

My book!

It'll become popular!

Immediately!

Print one million copies!

Why don't you do it!

Ten million copies!

Moronic!

Death by taking medicine!

That's also blissful!

I'll go later!

Reform through labor!

Can you be any more brainless!

Just a little bit?

Apart from having a problem with my brain!

There's no other problem!

How should I put it!

Today's ten thousand words!

It's about to end!

I'm a little reluctant!

Like this!

I love you oh!

I had a dream!

I'll go!

I'm delusional again!

As I think about it!

I'm overjoyed!

I have to be strong!

My novel is waiting for me to finish it!

That's it!

Haha!

I can't stand it!

I'll finish it today!

I want to write another chapter!

But I still have to work!

There aren't many opportunities to write like this!

I feel terrible!

I can't take it easy!

So sad!

This novel!

I'll have to write it for three years!

I'll have to write it!

I'll be very happy!

I'll go work later!

Where's the story!

I almost forgot!

Today's upload!

It's also three chapters!

It's easy to make mistakes!

Forget about this!

Forget about that!

That can only mean!

I have a bad memory!

That can only be said!

I'm just a typing machine right now!

Bam bam bam!

I typed it out!

I'm not bragging!

Look!

Only 2800!

I'm too slow today!

It's even better!

There's no sloppiness!

I'm done writing!

I'm done writing!

Here!

That's enough!

Write like this!

It's very easy!

Dance together!

I'm done writing!

I'm going to work!

I feel like I'm writing a novel!

I have this feeling!

It's this feeling!

This voice is really nice!

I'm drunk listening to it!

Can we be together?

If only we can be together!

Come on!

Sprint!

For you!

Five minutes!

Finish it!

I don't think it'll work!

Saying this!

Saying this!

That's enough!

You know it!

Haha!

Professional bullshit!

Haha!

I'm not bullshitting!

You're!

Brainless!

I feel like you're writing mindlessly!

You're just typing mechanically!

Why can't you type it out!

You're typing it out of instinct!

Yes!

Always!

Forgetting some things!

Writing a novel!

Too engrossed!

Forgetting to upload it!

Uploading it continuously!

Yes!

Applying for a recommendation!

Wait for a year before going!

Wait for the work to mature before going!