The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 9
Today, my novel is officially uploaded. Er Wu is my pen name. It was registered by someone at 9: 15!
The novel's name is A Mental Illness!
Well, I'll work hard and type!
Today, I want to type 5000 + words. I'm a very demanding person!
The editor just called me Bro Wu En!
I'm used to it!
Although I'm not the first person to write like this, I'm glad I'm not the last!
Even if we know it's impossible, we will still do it!
Perhaps this is human!
As you know, I'm an author. I'm a writer. I want to write a short story called Someone Behind the Scenes!
My high school is a key high school in a certain city. It's near a mountain and a river!
The geographical environment is excellent!
As I write, my brain atrophies!
What a pity, I can only make up for it with words!
My brain can't have atrophied, right!
No wonder I'm not good at writing!
I can't open my mind!
Sigh, it's already 10: 30!
I'll have to cook again soon!
The computer is playing music loudly. To type out the rhythm, I can't concentrate. Just writing is too painful!
Perhaps I like it more!
Today is 5, 1, Labor Day. I wish everyone a happy holiday. Let's meet in the next 5.1. The reviews section will be refined!
Except for the advertisements!
I'm Er Wu. I have a mental illness. My surname is Er and my name is Wu!
When the sun comes out, there will be places it can't find!
Perhaps it's destined!
I can only quietly look up at the starry sky!
Last night's rain was too heavy. There was no electricity for the entire night!
It's no big deal!
I don't know what I should write!
I want to write something with depth and content!
But reality is always so unsatisfactory!
You also look forward to it!
Instead, it can't be realized!
What is writing!
It's a kind of perseverance that will make you happy!
What is a dream? Dreams can not be realized!
But I have to work hard!
I can't write anything like this!
But I still want to write because I like it. I like the feeling of serialization!
Write more!
I'm Er Wu. I'm a writer!
This is my work, A Mental Illness!
This is a one-of-a-kind novel. In my heart, it's one-of-a-kind!
As for the side effects of drugs, I don't know much. I'm more open-minded. Death is inevitable. I feel that there's no need to be too conflicted!
But there are some things that need to be conflicted. I may be incompetent, not hardworking enough, and have thought of giving up, but my steps!
Where there's wind, I'll be there!
I heard a sound!
I don't know where it came from!
Could it be a hallucination?
There was always someone talking in his head!
I'm afraid of sleeping. I'm afraid of waking up. I'm afraid of living like a nightmare. Life is like this. Whatever you're afraid of, it will happen!
Maybe I'll wake up from the nightmare!
But that's just wishful thinking. I don't dare to hope for anything. This world has nothing to do with me!
My next work is tentatively scheduled, The World Has Nothing to Do with Me!
I hope I can write it well!
There wouldn't be many changes to the style!
Maybe!
It might just be a continuation!
What does it matter? I'll write it if I say so!
Be a writer who writes whenever you want ~!
This in itself was very happy!
Now that I have the chance to write a novel, I have too many people to thank!
Today, he took a look and realized that a million words was just the beginning. Even ten million words was considered ordinary!
Think about it, when will I be able to enter the door!
How could such a prosperous society tolerate a down and out person like me!
It's not that I don't fit in, it's just that you have too much of an accent!
I wasn't the only one. Through the crack, I saw, I actually saw, someone who looked exactly like me!
He's sitting there with a computer!
But he wasn't typing on the keyboard. He had a smirk on his face and looked at me as if he had something to say to me!
But he didn't say anything, he just smiled!
Maybe he, not me, didn't have any ill intentions. It was just a form of concern!
I feel like I slept for a long time. When I woke up, my head was heavy and I couldn't even walk properly!
I didn't see wrongly. I saw a woman in red. No, it's a person!
I couldn't determine her gender from her appearance. I suddenly felt a chill down my spine and a crisp sound could be heard.
I can't write anymore. I'm timid and can't write horror. What if I pee in my pants!
Even I'm afraid of what I write. It's as if it's not me who wrote it, but someone else who wrote it!
I occasionally feel confused!
I can't write a novel if I'm not confident, especially someone like me!
My illness hasn't acted up yet. When it does, I have inspiration. It's just that I have a headache and can't write. I can only choose the intersections!
I'm a person with a so-called dual personality!
Sometimes I'm confident, sometimes I feel inferior!
Maybe my confidence is to make up for my extreme inferiority!
As the saying goes, when things reach an extreme, they move in the opposite direction!
Look, I can tell. I have to do it a few times a day!
That's what makes me happy!
I have to go back to cook. It's past 11. I'll come again in the afternoon. But I'm not that busy today!
Yesterday afternoon, I washed my clothes and put them in the water to remove the detergent bubbles!
I took them out to dry!
I feel like writing a blog. I've only heard of blogs, but I've never written one!
The input method doesn't have Wubi, only Pinyin. There are many words that I can't type. I know how to type Wubi!
Now that I've cut off the internet, I have to persist for at least half a year!
I've already written everything. I save TXT on my phone and then copy and paste it to serialize it!
It's hard to save DOC, but TXT is easier!
There's no problem with mainstream browsers and mobile browsers!
I have to hurry up and write. I have to save about 20,000 chapters. I'll publish them all in one go. It's too urgent!
I hope my work can be published soon!
I've published more than 20,000 chapters. I won't stop uploading in the next few days. I'll take root on 17!
17 is relatively relaxed and popular. So I chose it!
There's almost no hope of signing a contract. If someone like me can sign a contract, then the streets are filled with writers!
Although that's the case, I still have to work hard!
This is the only spirit I've learned!
I didn't learn any hard work!
Extravagance is a crime!
Have you committed a crime today?!
I don't know about GDP. I only know that resources are relatively limited. If there are too many people, there won't be enough to share. If not, there won't be family planning!
I'll go cook after I've written 2,000 chapters!
I'm not a person who writes saliva. I'm not a person when I write saliva. Hehe!
The world is too prosperous. It can't tolerate someone like me!
This is what I said!
I don't know how to write such beautiful sentences. But this can't weaken my sincere love for you!
I don't want to say that XX writer is trash. What he writes is like nothing. It doesn't matter if he doesn't write!
If you write the same thing, I'll be happy. No one will say that I write well!
There are only a few who advertise, and they even speak automatically!
Damn it. It's fine as long as I think it's good. I don't wear shoes for others to see!
It's to keep myself warm!
It's hard to say about literature!
But first, I have to like it. I don't want to read the things I've written a second time!
Because I'm too familiar with it!
How can I not be familiar with what I write?!
I'm still stuck. I can't find a way out. What should I do? Do I have to dig a hole in the mountain? I can't do that. I can't climb a mountain. It's so high. How can I climb it!
Then leave me at the foot of the mountain!
I want to open a tea shop at the foot of the mountain!
Tell the story of how people climbed the mountain!
Inspire the passersby to move forward!
Brother Ah Fei said that I'm too straightforward. My language is too straightforward!
Not reserved at all!
Not the style of a writer!
It's hard to make a name for myself!
There's no other way. Who asked me to be so straightforward? I live a life of hesitation!
I feel like I've written it. It's time to put in some effort. I'm going to cook. I might have typed a lot of wrong words!
I hope someone will find out!
Leave me a message in the comments section, or send me a private message!
My group, due to internet issues, was not set up properly. There's definitely no one I want to add!
If I create it!
No matter what, if you see my work, I don't expect you to spread the word. I just hope that you can support me in the long run. I hope that you can read it for as long as I write!
Novels are free in the long run. If you want to read them, send me a private message!
I'll think of a way. Send a document or something!
Okay!
I'm going to cook!
Today, my goddess read my novel and asked me what I wrote. I went straight to the main point. I can use 10 words to describe what I wrote. I'm very outstanding. Beautiful lady, come and find me!
Just this simple word was enough to sum up everything that I had ever experienced!
I'm so sleepy. I want to sleep for a while!
If only there was a bed here!
If there was another beautiful lady, then everything would be complete!
It's a good idea!
But reality is still cruel. In this era where there are many wolves and little meat, it's even more so!
Girls are even more scarce!
Since ancient times, men have not been worth much!
DandanDa, I like you. I love you!
I want to be with you!
What a classic phrase. This is almost my opening line!
My head hurts. I'm dizzy!
This is an essay. It's also a type of diary!
It can even be called prose!
DandanDa, I miss you so much!
I'm so tired. Perhaps there's nothing more relaxing than this!
I really don't know how lucky I am!
Serves me right!
Today, an editor came looking for me and asked me to sign a contract. I hope to have a guaranteed salary of 300 yuan a month. That way, I won't starve to death!
I don't think so. First of all, with my writing style, I can't even sell it for money!
Don't mention how disappointed I am!
Fortunately, the things that I wrote so painstakingly turned out to be worthless!
This is really within my imagination!
In my imagination, I'm actually no different from others!
I used to be so moved!
What's there to play? Since I don't even have a place to relax, I really want to rest. If I write 5,000 yuan, I'll let you sleep for a while. Write at least two chapters today!
Two chapters with 8,000 words. It's so tiring to memorize. It's sore and painful. It's so uncomfortable!
I really want to sleep!
I have to write at least 6,000 words before I sleep. Only then can I maintain a daily update!
I want to dance in the square!
I want to be with you. I want to be with you!
Until the end of time, we won't be apart!
Because I love you!
I only have you in my heart!
You are the beauty of Namo, so moving!
You're so considerate, no one can leave you!
You're my queen!
I can only obey you!
Queen, I love you!
I miss you so much!
No one can understand my feelings. How passionate they are. But they can't melt your cold heart!
Queen, I love you. I'll do whatever you ask me to do. I'll go through fire and water for you!
I can't live without you!
Queen, where are you? I need you, just like how the earth needs rain in spring!
I need some warmth in the cold winter!
Queen, I need you. I can't live without you. I can't breathe without you!
Queen, I miss you. Everyone has your beauty. You're noble but not delicate!
Beautiful and charming!
No one doesn't love you!
I miss you so much. Queen, please close the distance between us!
Queen, I need you. I need you to give me hope. Give me life. Give you strength. Queen, oh queen, you're so noble. I'm willing to be obsessed with you for the rest of my life!
I can't live without you. You're the vitamin in my life. I can't live without you. My queen, I love you. This is a pure love. I don't want to take you for myself. I just want you to know how much I love you!
I know your people love you!
But my love is deeper than theirs. Queen, oh queen, please walk into my heart. The door to my heart is open for you!
I love you!
I want the whole world to know that I love you, queen!
Queen, I miss you. This is not allowed. But I love you too. I miss you too!
Queen, I love you!
Sigh, I'm so tired. Writing this is very tiring. It consumes a lot of my emotions!
Without rich emotions, I can't write it!
Let's talk some nonsense for now. I've typed 3,800, and my phone can only send 4,000 at most.
I'm a lunatic!
Many people look down on me. I still have the courage to live on shamelessly!
My life is mine. I don't care about others. It's because I can't stand hearing a few words in my hallucinations!
I'm the lunatic!
Reality is often cruel!
Other people's annual salary can earn me a few lifetimes. But I don't feel inferior at all. I think it's good to have more money!
But it can still be exciting without money!
Maybe I can't even fork out 100,000. I've worked hard my whole life. But I don't think I'm a despicable person!
So what if I have more or less money? If I'm cornered, I don't care if you're a billionaire. I'll give you two slaps!
It's the same!
Many people say that I hate the rich!
I just can't stand people who don't treat people as people. So what if you have money? Without us silly dogs serving you, you can't even use money to light a fire. God knows what you've done. Shady business!
If I don't have money, I'll starve to death!
I was afraid of death in the beginning!
I got used to it after a while. There's nothing I can't face!
Maybe I'd rather be shot than starve to death!
Even if I die, it's worth it!
Forget it, I understand now. Life is meant to be tormented!
Don't think I don't know what the hell you are!
I'll go crazy. I need to take medicine!
Maybe that's what I'm thinking!
Evil rich people!
What I hate the most are those who are rich but heartless!
I won't let you live so comfortably!
There's no cure for mental illness. I've lost faith in society!
No matter what country it is!
Survival of the fittest is inevitable.
And I'm one of the eliminated ones. Sigh, it's good to die. I don't have to care about anything. I really don't like the feeling of living!
It's too painful!
I don't understand. Why did I become a human? I don't want to be a human at all. I'd rather be a wild dog running in the fields!
If I have to choose, it's best if I've never been to this world!
I don't want to be a life!
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