9: 50!

I woke up too late!

I can't do this in the future!

I need to work!

I need to have this awareness!

I need to play less games!

That's how it is!

Continue!

This is creation!

There are things!

It's hard to explain!

I don't have that kind of judgment!

How should I put it!

This is a problem!

That's how it is!

I have to admit that it's how it is!

I'm still far from it!

That's how it is!

Sigh, it's been two months since I started playing games!

I can't go any further!

Some games have been playing for three months!

That's enough!

I can't do this!

I feel terrible!

I can't do this!

This is creation!

It's so difficult!

I can't accept it!

I'm the sinner!

I'm fighting with myself!

That's how it is!

I have to admit that it's how it is!

My mental state!

I haven't adjusted well!

I'm still obsessed with games!

That's my fault!

How can I do this!

Continue!

This is creation!

How should I put it!

I can't do this!

I feel terrible!

I can't vent these emotions!

My naivety!

My foolishness!

I can't use it in games!

I can't hold it in!

I want to top up!

This is the feeling!

I want to become stronger!

It's that simple!

But it's no use!

Why do I say that!

This is just a string of data!

Just that!

It's no big deal!

This can't!

It represents how skilled you are!

I don't think so!

Those who occupy the leaderboard!

How skilled they are!

It's just that they use a little more money!

It's that simple!

There's nothing else!

I want to top up even if I don't have money!

Because I want to become stronger!

But that's impossible!

That's how it is!

It's so terrible!

Sigh!

Life!

How can it be like this!

It can't be!

A game is a game!

It's not life!

You can quit a game!

But life can't!

That's how it is!

I'm still conflicted!

Why is it like this!

I can't help but have the urge to top up!

That's how it is!

I have to continue this creation!

How can this be!

It can't be like this!

Sigh!

It's terrible!

I'm heartless after eating some pickled cabbage!

Damn it!

That's enough!

I'm looking for trouble!!

Terrible!

This guy!

That's enough!

Sigh!

I don't care!

Life!

How can it be as I wish!

Even in my dreams, I can't do as I wish!

Let alone in real life!

I'm thinking!

Could it be like this?

Is there a possibility!

Of course not!

There's no need to say!

This goes against the objective factor!

Today is Saturday!

This day!

It also passed very quickly!

I have something on Wednesday!

I originally said I won't write today!

I'll postpone it to Wednesday!

This game, this thing!

I've been tricked by this thing!

I've been deeply poisoned!

I've been tricked quite deeply!

I'm being played by the game!

It's not a game!

There's nothing fun about it!

It's still for my livelihood!

For my own sake!

Actually, I won't have many chances in the future!

Playing games!

That's how it is!

It's better to play less games!

It's useless!

You can't win against the nouveau riche!

There's no game that doesn't cost money!

Add more time!

You'll be invincible!

What's the use!

Games are just entertainment!

Not competition!

And I don't even have the spirit for entertainment!

Sorry, I'm too serious!

I can't accept this reality!

Actually, I have this problem!

It's called mental illness!

This is mainly wishful thinking!

Actually, it's useless!

Even if I'm number one in the universe!

What's the use!

It's useless!

What a waste of expression!

I can only say!

My awareness!

It's not high enough!

My thinking is still a mere formality!

This is extremely undesirable!

It can't be like this!

I have to continue writing!

It can't be like this!

Perhaps this is the reason why online games can make money!

Although I don't top up money!

But I can't even afford to eat!

I want to top up money!

In the end!

I didn't top up!

My money doesn't come so easily!

I'm not a nouveau riche!

I don't know those so-called big brother nouveau riche!

What's the outcome!

Such people!

Money comes too easily!

One look and I know they're exploiters!

I should stay away from them!

Actually, it's none of my business!

The game is definitely not supported by one or two nouveau riches!

Fighting back and forth!

It's just those few people!

I'm already cramping up from laughing!

It's just like that!

But since I've already quit the game, I have nothing to say!

The days of nouveau riche!

It's better than me!

It's much better!

Others top up thousands and tens of thousands of yuan!

Money seems to come so easily!

And I can't even top up 100 yuan!

I can't top up either!

Because I want to live!

Always talking about others!

Guru!

Actually, these guys!

Their so-called skills aren't that good!

These people!

It's enough!

Sigh!

A game is still a game!

A game is a dream!

You and I have met for such a short time!

In this day and age!

I still have to be calm!

There are all kinds of people in this era!

I still have to understand this point!

No matter what!

A game is a game!

I can't take it too seriously!

That's what I think!

Actually, this is also the case from a biological point of view!

Sigh!

How should I put it!

I still have to work hard to fight!

These nouveau riches don't let me live!

I play games!

There are nouveau riches everywhere!

It's enough!

Actually, it's impossible!

Why do I say that!

It's very simple!

It doesn't matter even if it's possible!

These people!

They're all exploiters!

This bit of understanding!

There must be some!

No exploitation!

Where does the money come from!

There are so many people topping up money!

And it's very difficult to open it again!

It has nothing to do with me anymore!

I've already quit!

A game is still a game!

You can quit a game!

But you can't quit life!

Sigh!

I've been playing online games for a long time!

2009!

It's started!

It's already been!

Six years!

It's time to let go!

All good things must come to an end!

I wonder if I can write novels for six years!

But writing novels!

It's free!

I can write however I want!

I can write however I want!

And the game's gameplay!

It's fixed!

There's no need to play!

It's just like this!

It's very uncomfortable!

Life is so unbearable!

How can it be like this!

It can't be!

Sigh, it's very uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Sigh!

I hope it's sooner!

Close down!

It has nothing to do with me anymore!

I've already quit!

It's just like this!

You still haven't quit!

After so many years!

Going and stopping!

I'm still playing!

It's just like that!

This isn't good!

It's enough!

It's just like this!

Continue!

There's nothing to say!

My path has just begun!

If I have time to play games!

I might as well write more novels!

Rest more!

I'm completely hopeless!

Sigh, it's uncomfortable!

Actually, this is my laziness cancer!

My money!

I have to save it!

My traffic fees!

Who should I look for for reimbursement!

No income!

No money!

Instead, I have to pay for it!

This is a game!

It's enough!

It's really torturous!

Life is even more exaggerated than this!

I can't recharge money anymore!

I have to start saving money!

This is a beautiful life!

A destroyer!

I'm not suited to playing games at all!

I only know how to recharge money!

But this is being irresponsible to myself!

Originally!

I have no money!

I still have to recharge money!

That's impossible!

Fortunately!

People like me!

I'm destined to be poor!

Sigh, I still feel uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

Sigh!

I've finally quit a little!

My heart hasn't quit yet!

Continue!

This is writing!

Sigh, I feel uncomfortable!

A waste of expression!

This game is too much!

Continue!

This is writing!

Sigh!

I still won't change!

I swear!

I'll play until the game closes down!

But it's useless!

Actually, there's no need to say more!

This feels like a waste of time!

I can't afford to waste it!

I'm not a nouveau riche!

I have the time!

I'll write novels!

I'll be famous long ago!

Don't exaggerate!

I'll use these six years!

To play games!

Half the time!

I'll write novels!

And I'll definitely have some fame!

So this game!

Poisons people's lives!

I finally recognize it!

But there's still a chance to make up for it!

I'm 22 years old!

For a writer!

I'm too old!

But!

Only!

I'll be thick-skinned and write!

I'm an honest person!

I can only say this!

I still want to be famous!

Of course, I want to be famous!

Actually, it's nothing much!

There's an extra batch!

People who pay attention!

But I only need!

One person's attention!

What's the use!

Instead, there will be more people complaining!

I've been reading sanda storytelling for the past few days!

I feel that this thing!

I might be able to write!

I'm still lacking some accumulation!

Let me talk about storytelling!

I might not necessarily say it!

I still have to write!

This might be the direction of my development!

Writing sanda storytelling!

It's also very suitable for me!

Because my thinking is a mess!

I can't write a plot!

Others say that my narration is just narration!

Of course, I'm still far from that!

Writing a storytelling!

It's just one aspect of my thinking!

Hehe!

I'm not that funny!

Compared to writing a storytelling!

I'm still more serious!

I've read some!

I'm very happy!

But!

Everyone has their own style of storytelling!

Actually, I'm also considered a storytelling!

It's just that there's not much interaction!

There's not much humor!

Actually, everyone knows!

I'm a very serious person!

I'm not joking!

Although I'm a little funny!

Think about our time!

Noodles only cost one yuan a bowl!

Fried heavenly silkworm potatoes!

Only fifty cents a bowl!

Now!

Ten years have passed!

Noodles cost four yuan!

And it's still two taels!

It's still considered cheap!

Sha County's snacks!

That's why it's so expensive!

And villages like ours!

That's why it's so expensive!

Now, heavenly silkworm potatoes!

They're already selling for three yuan a bowl!

That's enough!

The so-called heavenly silkworm potatoes!

Potatoes!

Use a knife that's specially used to cut potatoes!

Cut them into a sawtooth shape!

Of course, this pip!

It has to be shaved!

Shaved!

Deep fried!

Then seasoned!

No matter what!

I just feel that it's delicious!

Thinking about how I don't even have enough money to eat a steamed bun!

That watery eye!

Just for a moment!

And it came out!

I'm enjoying it so much!

Speaking of this, it reminds me again!

When I was in junior high!

Twenty cents!

A cabbage bun!

There's no meat at all!

And it's a high-end meal!

One week!

Fifteen meals!

There's one meal on Sunday afternoon!

But there's none on Friday afternoon!

There's five yuan a week for food expenses!

At that time, we brought our own rice and steamed rice!

We sold vegetables!

We just bought some vegetables!

Meat dishes cost one yuan!

At that time!

I'm so envious of those who ate in the cafeteria!

Go!

Rice is!

Well served!

Meat dishes with potatoes!

It's very enjoyable to eat!

But I've never eaten it even once!

But I'm very grateful!

I have these experiences!

This reminds me!

I have a deep understanding!

The ugly side of the exploiters!