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8 minutes to 4: 30 PM!

Fight for it!

Finish writing at 6 PM!

So you are that woman with a mouth full of poison!

Mm!

Take an afternoon nap!

Quite comfortable!

Able to take an afternoon nap!

My days are numbered!

So uncomfortable!

Maybe in this lifetime!

Not at all!

Chance!

I can take an afternoon nap so easily!

Maybe rest!

I can sleep when I need it!

Mm!

I want to take an afternoon nap!

And going to work!

I can't sleep!

That's how it is!

Continue!

I'm thinking about where to find a job!

I still don't know!

What job to look for!

I don't know!

How would I know!

It's full of uncertainty!

I'm typing mistakes now!

It's getting less and less!

I can only say that practice makes perfect!

I'm not born this fast!

Actually, I'm still not fast enough!

But!

How should I put it!

There's still improvement!

In the past, I could only type five words in a minute!

Left and right!

I can't speed it up no matter what!

Now it's one minute!

I can steadily type 30 words!

There's still long-term improvement!

Mm!

Something like emotions!

What exactly are they!

How did they achieve it!

There's no need to delve into it!

What exactly are the emotions!

I definitely can't control this!

There are so many researchers!

They might not be able to do it just by me!

Actually, this is a social problem!

This is the result of the struggle for survival!

There are many things that can make people happy!

It's not necessarily about taking medicine!

Living an easy life!

It's very enjoyable!

Just like me in the past!

Fighting monsters!

100,000 RMB!

Fighting monsters!

Very happy!

And monsters!

Had millions of HP!

Killed more than ten times!

Remembered wrongly!

It seemed to be a million RMB!

Millions of HP!

No matter what!

The difficulty is very high!

At that time!

They were also very enthusiastic about charging money!

But they were all cannon fodder!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

Spent a lot of money!

How should I put it!

It's impossible to play games without spending money!

Time is money!

Time is something!

Money can't buy it!

There's no way to calculate this!

How to play games!

How to lose money!

It's not just about charging money!

Not charging money is also a loss!

Time,

It's free!

Traffic is free!

That's impossible!

I think!

Time was a thing!

Is the most valuable!

Even if you're as rich as a country!

There's not much time!

So what!

Actually, time!

This thing!

It's more precious than money!

When I was young!

Exchanging time for money!

Actually, time is still precious!

Time!

It's relatively limited!

Sigh!

No one has unlimited time!

What I need to do is to cherish time!

I'm still too young!

It's tempting!

I can't withstand it!

Sigh!

I can only say!

I have certain aspects!

I really have no resistance!

I play games!

It's definitely not as simple as passing time!

I want to play it well!

That's it!

I'm too serious!

I shouldn't be serious!

I'm serious too!

No wonder!

I have no money!

Because I'm serious!

That's why I lose!

Mm, continue!

This is creation!

Mm, how should I put it!

Things like rice!

I don't think it's delicious!

It's really not delicious!

Instant noodles are still better!

I'll make noodles tonight!

Mm, that's it!

I haven't eaten instant noodles for a long time!

When I was on the train!

Eating instant noodles!

I can't eat it at all!

I want to vomit!

I like to eat it!

The kind that's dry!

But I don't think it's delicious now!

I ate a bucket when I came back last year!

It's really not spicy!

It's especially spicy!

It's enough!

It's a little spicy!

I didn't even get to eat it!

It's enough!

The instant noodles now aren't spicy enough!

I have to eat it on the train!

It's very spicy!

I'll sweat like this!

It's comfortable!

I take the train!

Luckily, I don't get carsick!

I take the bus!

I can't stand it!

From time to time!

Stop for a while!

It makes me want to vomit!

Sigh, I don't want to take it anymore!

It's the bus!

Mm!

My days have just begun!

About me!

What can I say!

I still need to work hard!

In the end!

It might not be good!

But the mentality is very important!

I'll pull!

I'll stray off topic!

We have an orchard here!

I didn't even pick a single fruit tree!

It's a few hundred mu!

Sigh!

It's too small!

It's too densely planted!

Now, no one wants it anymore!

This orchard!

It's already grown!

It's public!

What should I say!

This orchard is occupying the collective's land!

If I say it's public!

It's public that it's not good!

But the fruits are planted!

They're not delicious!

I can't even chew them!

Sigh!

This orchard!

It's enough!

It needs to be rectified!

I don't know who will take over this mess in the future!

I don't want to take it!

Of course!

I said I want to be the village chief!

Maybe no one will choose me!

This is also a mess!

The money for road repairs!

It's been collected a long time ago!

It hasn't been repaired yet!

It's enough!

It's been more than a year!

There's still the problem of the orchard!

There's a lot of problems!

I don't want to take it!

This mess!

I've never been an official before!

At most, I'm a psychologist!

I don't know how to manage it!

No one listens to me!

Everyone listens to you!

Then you're the landlord!

You still have to work with the commoners!

You have to stand on the same level!

My temper!

No way!

Be an official!

Sigh, it's not my turn!

I don't know!

Who's the next village chief!

It should be the captain!

The village chief's mess!

It's even bigger!

But now it looks like!

It won't be messy no matter what!

Among the 15 people!

One of them is an official!

This is the latest data!

I saw it on TV!

This!

It's enough!

It's not counted!

People's Congress!

People's Congress!

What is this!

I've never chosen it!

It's completely different from what the books say!

I've never heard of it!

Choose what!

Representative!

It's enough!

Village chief!

It's not a small official either!

It's a mess!

It's too big!

Village chief!

It's to manage a brigade!

Captain!

It's to manage a brigade!

In short!

It's not an easy job!

I don't know who the next person will be!

I still have my principles!

I'm determined not to join!

But I won't take it either!

Because I'm mentally ill!

It's impossible for me!

Being a captain!

Failed!

It's useless!

On the contrary!

Being cursed!

This is the grassroots!

It's the most difficult job!

Actually!

This can only mean!

One point!

My thinking is not good!

No wonder I'm mentally ill!

My thinking is too serious!

I still have to be more comfortable!

With my personality!

I can't be a captain!

Of course!

I'll be a captain!

It's impossible!

I can't even recognize all the people!

My introverted personality!

I can be a captain!

It's enough!

It's actually useless!

I'll go back to my job!

If I take over!

I'll probably need another 10 years!

I've been a captain for 20 years!

I don't know what a captain is!

Age!

How old is he!

I heard from the older generation!

During a meeting!

I scolded the captain!

Son of a b * tch!

I can't remember this!

But there might be such a person!

My personality when I was young!

It's still very much like that!

Maybe!

Take over!

It won't be my turn!

When I look at him!

He's only!

Around 50 years old!

When!

He!

Retires!

I'll have a chance!

Of course!

Competition!

There are still some!

How can I choose!

Maybe!

I can't choose!

He!

So!

I can only wait for retirement!

I want to be an official!

Or after graduation!

I'll take the village official exam!

Otherwise!

I really can't do it!

But I still lack training!

Either!

I'll wait for 10 years!

But he might not choose me!

My educational background is considered high!

But!

I haven't been in my hometown for many years!

But it's useless!

Competitors!

I think there are all of them!

Four to five!

It's not that easy to be a captain!

The competition is too intense!

They!

These people!

They're about my age!

Their educational background is also okay!

Of course!

What will it be like 10 years later!

Can I become a captain or not?!

That's the problem!

How should I put it!

10 years later!

The older generation!

I'll meet them!

Marx!

Yes!

There are even fewer people who know me!

It seems that I have no hope of becoming an official!

Sigh!

I want to be an official!

It's really difficult!

But!

To be a captain!

I remember now!

The captain has a grandson!

And it's a son!

He might be in his 30s now!

Maybe!

I'll be an official!

Hopeless!

Damn!

I'm just analyzing the situation!

I don't think that way!

To be an official!

There are so many things to do!

But!

I'm still quite good!

Why!

No!

But my ability!

And the current captain!

Compared!

I'm still far from it!

I can't do it!

He!

Runs to work every day!

Drives a car!

Runs all over the world!

He's the busiest!

I don't know how it will change in the future!

How to say it!

We're all from the same family!

It doesn't matter who becomes an official!

I don't care!

Who wants to be an official!

I have to do it well!

I can't do it!

I'm a farmer!

I'm a beginner!

I can't do it!

And I'm still a captain!

That's enough!

It seems that!

I'm destined not to be an official!

How to say it!

I'm still quite good!

But my ability is limited!

No one will choose me!

My foundation of the masses!

Almost zero!

Even the little brats!

They're all against me!

Look at me!

I can't do it!

How to say it!

This!

But I still have to work hard!

It's not that I don't want to be an official!

I don't want to live anymore!

In fact, this world!

It's not that there's no one!

It can be done!

It's still very important!

Every single person!

It's just like that!

A harmonious society!

It relies on everyone's joint efforts!

It's not that simple!

A harmonious society!

Perhaps only someone like me who has studied a lot of theory would think so!

My theoretical knowledge is still there!

Quite a lot!

But this is not!

It's realistic!

This is also what I'm upset about!

I've learned!

After so many years of theory!

I didn't learn it for nothing!

At least!

It's not completely bad!

There's still some conscience!

Some thinking!

It seems that education is still very important!

Knowledge!

Indeed!

It can change fate!

I only understand now!

Of course!

It's not something!

It's a big change!

It's a change of attitude!

My grandfather and I!

Our generation's thinking!

There's a deviation!

Our parents' generation!

It's also different!

However!

I'm the same age as her!

It's also different!

It's all learned!

A book!

There's still a difference!

Actually, this is reality!

Society!

I have little experience!

I'm only a theorist!

More!

It's just like that!

Continue!

I lack life experience!

I can only say that!

I'm too young!

Being an official!

It's useless!

It's just like that!

Actually, people like me!

Can't be an official!

Mental illness!

Can't be detected!

Can only check the EEG!

Can detect abnormalities!

But mental illness!

What's going on!

I still don't understand!

However!

Mental illness!

As long as there's no other infectious diseases!

It's possible!

To apply for a health certificate!

I've only applied for one!

Furthermore!

I even wrote it very honestly!

I have!

Mental illness!

The world is so big!

There's no need to target me!

I have to be targeted!

I won't be the only one!

Light!

Point!

My labor!

It's definitely not possible!

Society!

It's very complicated!

I still don't understand!

Sigh!

I feel like crying!

It's raining again!

It's raining!

It's raining for so many days!

It's enough!

I'm here again!

Bragging!

However!

I still have to work hard!

I want to be the captain of my team!

I feel that at least!

I have to wait for ten years!

Sigh!

I've long wanted to be the captain!

But I still have to wait for ten years!

However!

I can still afford to wait!

I might have to wait for at least ten years!

This is a conservative estimate!

The competition is still very big!

I!

Became the village chief!

Can't do anything!

There's a problem!

Really!

Continue!

This land!

I haven't been allocated it yet!

My family's land has been confiscated!

I originally wanted to!

Stay and farm!

This is my first wish!

My second wish!

It's in!

The literary world!

There's progress!

But I don't even need to think about it!

I can't do it!

My third wish is!

To be a worker!

A worker!

That's it!

I've been accepted!

This society!

It's still lacking in labor!

It needs people for everything!

My goal is!

To live a relaxed life!

Not to make a fortune!

To write a novel!

It could calm a person's heart!

I can try to write!

To go online with money!

Might as well buy a computer!

My computer costs 3000 yuan!

It's also expensive!

However!

Nouveau riche!

A lot!

They!

Lead a good life!

Don't need to write a novel!

Only I am like that!

People who don't lead a good life!

Only those who want to create a stir write novels!

Write!

For so long!

Not even a single bubble popped up!

This is within my imagination!

I accept it!

The so-called famous writers!

It's just a few more people reading your novel!

A few more people!

Praise you!

And there will be more people criticizing you!

Of course, my understanding is very superficial!

Famous writers!

From a personal point of view!

Hard work is needed!

This is what I am!

I'm putting the cart before the horse!

First of all!

I have to be sure!

The hard work of a famous writer!

Everything else is fleeting!

I feel that I'm completely crazy!

What clicks!

What subscriptions!

I don't care anymore!

But it's useless!

Do you think that I said!

That it will rise!

That people will want to sign a contract with me?

Writing!

It's something that needs to be done!

Sigh!

Look at the situation!

I have to be more fundamental!

First of all!

I have to write for myself!

I have to write for those!

People who want to read it!

This is my choice!

I don't think I've chosen it before!

When I started writing!

My condition wasn't good!

I was under a lot of pressure!

I said that I wanted to be a web novelist!

The billionaire list!

But now that I think about it!

It's useless!

For a mentally ill person like me!

I'll get dementia sooner or later!

I can only wait quietly!

I can't do anything!

At that time!

No one will take care of me!

The problem with my brain is my problem!

I don't know when it will stop working!

I'm suspected of trying to gain sympathy!

Of course!

I think so too!

Anything is possible!

I've never thought about it!

What plot!

I always have all kinds of dreams!

Plot!

It's very fancy!

Alright!

I always dream!

I dream of taking medicine!

Two pills!

I don't know how many extra pills there are!