It's 2 PM today!

This is!

I have to write!

At the pace of 10,000 words!

I have a hunch!

F * * k!

F * * k!

The pressure is huge!

So what if I don't write!

That's how it is!

This afternoon!

The pressure is huge!

I can't sleep!

Actually, I've already!

I've slept!

I've slept!

One and a half hours!

I just don't understand!

My ability is limited!

I won't get married!

It's not against the law!

I can still do it!

Consider!

I won't get married!

I don't have money!

I know that!

No one can guarantee that!

I won't live on the streets!

What will it be like tomorrow!

No one knows!

Today is the so-called author!

Tomorrow is possible!

Going out on the streets!

Picking up trash!

What's impossible!

I'll be a beggar!

I can't guarantee that!

I can write novels for the rest of my life!

But I don't have a lifetime of novels!

I only have a lifetime of life!

I'll continue to speed up!

This is it!

Life!

I'm still very worried!

In the end!

What will I become in the future!

I'm scared just thinking about it!

Will I change so much that I won't even recognize myself!

That's also possible!

I only want to know myself!

I only want to!

Understand myself!

I don't want to change so much that I won't recognize myself!

Numb!

Waiting for death!

The first summer I fell in love with you!

I'll sing for you the whole world!

Sing!

Love summer!

But it's useless!

I've sung too many love songs!

I'm still single!

This is fate!

What is it!

It's making me so uncomfortable!

My fate!

I can't control it too much!

It's actually fate!

Set!

Of course, that's a negative way to put it!

I'm thinking!

Will it be better tomorrow?!

I just want to be with someone!

One person for one person!

One person for a lifetime!

I just want to find someone to team up with!

And now I'm getting married!

I actually want all kinds of money!

How can I not stand it!

I just don't have money!

I'm well aware of this!

Alright!

Turn off the music!

Continue!

Turn off the music!

The influence of music!

Writing!

That's the feeling!

I'm still a little uneasy about life!

I keep feeling that my life!

Doesn't belong to me!

Everything will come!

It's so coincidental!

This state!

It's a fast-paced life!

It's a little!

I can't get used to it!

I'm already mentally ill!

I don't want anything to happen!

But!

I only have one!

Let nature take its course!

I can't!

My body!

Who knows!

Will appear!

What's wrong with it!

I don't know!

It's just like that!

Uncomfortable!

Life is like that!

Like that!

It's full of unknowns and challenges!

Life!

It's definitely exciting!

I only have a calm heart!

How should I put it!

I still have a long way to go!

Start a family!

It's not that easy!

I have to find someone suitable!

It's best if she can understand me!

But these girls have already been sold out!

And me!

I'm destined to make do with my life!

This is the reality!

Typing now!

It's still very fast!

Although!

I can't not look at the keyboard!

But the positioning!

I've already walked out!

I'm not used to that kind of restrained playing style!

Why!

Everyone has to be the same!

I want to have my own uniqueness!

I still like it!

Let it be!

Let it be my own personality!

Life!

Temporary!

Writing novels!

I can still be willful!

How I want to write!

How I want to write!

Just like that!

Of course, it's a principle!

Problem!

Bottom line!

It must be there!

One minute now!

I can type 50 words!

This might be the fastest speed!

Looks like it's still not possible!

Anxious!

I still have to take it slow!

Speed!

It's not something that can be done in a day or two!

I still have to write 7,000 words today!

No!

Too much!

Not much more!

Anyway!

It's still two chapters!

I suddenly don't know what to say!

This is what I lack!

Life experience!

This is not good!

I've already left life!

I'm still afraid!

I'm thinking!

Can I do it or not?

Find a job!

This is a problem!

Just like that!

Now I'm typing!

Already!

I don't need to look at the keyboard!

Just a little!

Just a look is enough!

Just like that!

Continue!

This is writing!

But the quality has to be guaranteed!

Slow down first!

Only when I'm familiar with it will it be faster!

I have to take it step by step!

Well, thinking about my life!

I'm a little tired!

I don't want to sleep!

It's very stressful!

I can't even afford to eat!

This is the situation!

I have problems with eating!

Just like that!

Continue!

Today!

It's Sunday!

I don't know when!

The road will dry!

This is a problem!

I also hope that it won't rain!

This afternoon!

I still have to wash my shoes!

Just like that!

I have to wash them!

I won't wash them!

I can't do it!

I thought!

I can be a different person!

But the result is!

I'm just an ordinary person!

This is from an overall point of view!

Just like that!

Continue!

This is writing!

Sigh!

Life is always full of regrets!

Now I'm going to start writing!

I'm not familiar with the keyboard!

It's just not good!

I can only type!

Feel!

Don't look!

It won't do!

Damn!

I feel very uneasy!

I feel a sense of panic!

Write a story!

I saw a person wearing red clothes!

Looks like a female ghost!

Just like that!

Sigh, I feel terrible!

How can this be!

It can't be like that!

I realize that I can't write at all!

That's why!

You can't eat until you're fat!

A little!

Then there's a thread!

Then there's a thread!

I'm direct!

I want to succeed in one stroke!

That's not so easy!

Impossible!

I'm thinking of a problem!

Why is my love!

Not for long!

Just for a while!

My head is hot!

Sigh!

True love!

Where is it!

I still want hope!

Just like that!

Really!

How should I put it!

I can't take it easy!

I feel like I'm in the water!

This is a little suspicious of making up the word count!

I can't write quality!

It's mainly my state!

Not good!

I haven't adjusted it!

Just like that!

There's still 2,500 words!

Start the final sprint!

What do I want to say!

I don't know!

My mind is blank!

But!

It's good to be able to chat!

Do you think everyone has the time!

To chat with you?

That's impossible!

I'm thinking about what a novel is!

It's something to express emotions!

Just like that!

I'm in the spirit!

Sick!

I feel terrible!

There's a sense of panic in my heart!

I don't know!

When!

Will change!

And I can't do anything about it!

Sigh!

I feel terrible!

I didn't sleep!

I can't write well!

I have guts!

I might not have quality!

Sigh!

I'm done!

Just take a break!

I want to go!

Wash my shoes!

Just like that!

Sigh!

So many things!

Sigh!

Nothing!

It's not your turn to do it!

My mind is empty!

My entire being!

I'm in a daze!

I don't know what to say!

But long-term writing!

Let me!

Typing and speaking is easy!

Unknowingly!

I typed it out!

The human mind!

It's really amazing!

I'm considered to have undergone training!

Although it's not very formal!

I want to improve the speed of my thinking!

Of course, it's not easy to improve!

Of course, I have to write with certainty!

I can't think fast enough!

I can't think fast enough to read fast enough!

Just like that!

So!

Reading is easy!

Writing is difficult!

Being able to see me!

I should cherish it!

I'm a little tired!

I want to sleep!

This is the right feeling!

This is fulfilling!

I don't know what the future holds!

What will it be like!

I don't know if I can adapt!

I can't adapt!

I have to adapt!

It's just like that!

Continue!

This is a difficult creation!

Although!

It's not very difficult!

There's still some difficulty!

It's not that easy!

It's not like drinking watermelon soup!

It's that simple!

Of course!

There's no nitpicking!

It's so difficult!

I can write novels!

It's still relatively easy!

As long as I have time!

I can write!

I can start creating!

I feel terrible just thinking about it!

Why is it like that!

My life!

Will it become!

What will it be like!

I don't know!

I don't know!

Will I be able to adapt!

In the past, I was still afraid!

I was so afraid that I wanted to retreat!

But not now!

I can turn back!

It's just like that!

Life!

I have no choice but to face it!

I have no way to escape!

In the past, I was in the hospital!

Register a number!

I was afraid!

But now, I'm not afraid!

It's just like that!

In the past, I saw it!

Girls know it!

My face is red and my heart is racing!

But not anymore!

I can still do it now!

Chat a little!

I really want to find a girlfriend!

How should I put it!

I haven't thought about it!

Should I find one?

I don't know!

Will I be able to adapt!

Two people's lives!

Then!

That's the lives of many people!

I have less experience in this aspect!

But the reality!

It's mostly shameless!

It's just like that!

I feel terrible!

How can it be like that!

It can't be!

It's not like I don't know you!

Sigh!

I'm still afraid!

You want to explain!

What!

You're not thinking clearly!

Actually, I feel terrible!

There's a kind of sadness!

It exists in my heart!

It's just like that!

Sigh!

I'm still very afraid!

To face it!

How to continue living!

I should still have a sense of crisis!

Otherwise, how can it be!

This is not right!

It can't be like that!

I still have a lot of concerns and worries!

But it's of no use!

It can't change anything!

It's just that I feel terrible!

Reality is so cruel!

Just thinking about it gives me a headache!

Why is it like that!

I just know how to write!

Sanda novels!

Just let me!

I have a mental illness!

If!

I know how to write!

It's a very good novel!

Won't I die of pain!

How can it be like that!

It can't be!

It can't be!

It can't be like that!

Life!

It won't stop!

It has to continue!

I should work hard!

It's just like that!

Just thinking about it makes me angry!

Sure enough, it's about gaining abilities!

It's about putting in effort!

Without effort, there's no gain!

If only I could have done it earlier!

Be aware of this!

I wouldn't have done it either!

There's such a life!

Terrible!

This pain!

It can't be described with words!

Although I already have it!

The ability to write novels!

But!

I'm a straightforward youth!

Not literary at all!

The so-called straightforward youth!

It's between!

A stylish youth!

And a literary youth!

I didn't type wrong!

Hehe!

I'm a composite!

Of course, this also caused my mental illness!

I used to be in Wenzhou!

That was the coastal area!

The region!

I've seen the sea before!

But there wasn't much water!

The real sea!

I haven't seen it before!

But there was too much water!

I don't really want to see it!

I've seen it before!

The scariest thing is!

No!

I still need to train more!

Train more!

My own!

Writing!

So straightforward!

I can't write anything!

I should be more literary!

I'm a stylish youth!

Now!

I've written for about an hour!

And 1,000 words!

I'm done!

This chapter!

I'll write a chapter!

It'll take about an hour and a half!

I don't know if I can do it in the future!

I'll take the time!

I'm still very confused!

It's just like that!