This morning!

I had a pretty good dream!

I dreamt!

Me and my girlfriend!

We had a meal together!

I saw what she looked like!

She was really beautiful!

But I had already forgotten!

Continue!

This!

Compose!

I still want to find a girlfriend!

Just thinking about it makes me happy!

I'm thinking of a problem!

It's not like that!

But my life is in my own hands!

It's not up to the heavens!

It's my business!

It's up to me to decide!

That's it!

Just thinking about it makes me want to cry!

It's uncomfortable!

But there are so many restrictions!

I can only say!

There are some things that I don't believe in!

I'm still willing!

I believe that there's a way!

This is the same as what I learned!

It's also similar to what I think!

Of course!

This is my personal opinion!

The world and me!

It doesn't matter much!

What's wrong with you!

You think it's your own business!

It has nothing to do with me!

But please don't affect me!

This is a problem!

Well, it's a matter of being a powerful official!

There's such a feeling!

What era is this!

It's enough!

No way!

I can only say!

This is not up to me!

As long as I don't go overboard!

It's still acceptable!

But in my heart!

I can't accept it at all!

I can only say!

I'm a rebel!

I only believe in the facts!

This is the human world!

I'm doing well!

It's not that easy!

Not everything is useful!

Just thinking about it makes me uncomfortable!

It's enough!

This can give me even more!

Deep!

A lesson!

That's it!

This can reflect more!

I must love science!

Love nature!

This spirit!

It's something that will never change!

This is the mainstream thinking!

Of course!

Why is it so!

Too troublesome!

It's enough!

Do you think I won't do it!

I can live on!

It's enough!

There's a way!

I still believe in it!

I won't believe in it!

But I'm still a little!

Superstition!

I'm incurable!

I feel!

I can't get rid of it!

The feeling of superstition!

How should I put it!

This kind of thing is not important to me!

If I don't do it!

No one does it!

It's really contradictory!

This is a society that's changing!

New ideas!

And!

Old ideas!

Colliding!

Of course!

When!

Will end!

But!

As a mental patient!

I have this too!

Deep thinking!

I feel that I'm the worst!

I want to expose my ugly face!

I want to die!

I'm evil!

That's it!

But!

I feel that I'm guilty!

Some people will say that I'm possessed!

But!

I'm willing!

Why do you say that!

How I live is my own choice!

I'm different from some people! I'm possessed!

That's enough!

Sigh!

I can't take it easy!

I'm just an evil mental patient!

I feel that I'm guilty!

I deserve to die!

I shouldn't be alive!

But I've thickened my skin and lived on!

First!

Don't care about others!

First, be yourself!

Others are wrong!

Don't tell me we're also wrong!

Of course, this is your own choice!

This is for me!

It's not important!

Knowledge has already changed my fate!

In the past!

I always felt that knowledge can't change fate!

I don't understand!

Only now do I understand a little!

Being friendly to others!

It's for your own good!

You can treat others like that!

Can't others treat you like that!

That's the feeling!

How should I put it!

Society!

It still needs harmony!

Perhaps I'm destined to be unknown!

As long as!

Most people!

Lead a good life!

I can do it!

It's impossible for everyone to be rich!

This is the law of history!

Of course, I'm destined!

A pauper!

I still have a lot of pressure!

For so many years!

I've been living under someone else's roof!

Without any sovereignty!

Think about it!

It's all tears!

Actually, this is society!

My rights!

It's all limited!

What freedom!

Freedom requires hard work!

There's a lot of people now!

Basically!

Every blade of grass and tree!

It's all divided!

How should I put it!

I can't do it!

I won't do it anymore!

Just like me!

I'm definitely!

I can't continue like this!

How much effort would I have to put in!

It's difficult just thinking about it!

How should I put it!

Life is like this!

A tough life!

Perhaps it's a form of cultivation!

Although I'm not considered tough!

At least I can still breathe the air freely!

I can still write novels!

I can create!

This point!

It's still worth celebrating!

In my opinion!

I'm tough!

So be it!

Call it tough!

Why?!

One!

There's no guarantee of life!

It's mainly about life!

My salary is a few thousand yuan a month!

How can I give it!

The next generation!

Building a house!

Don't even think about buying a house!

That's impossible!

To put it in a selfish way!

It doesn't matter!

The next generation!

Even if the house is old, it has to be repaired!

I don't have any expectations for the next generation!

Because I know!

It's not easy!

I've been through it before!

So on this point!

I'm still quite clear!

What next generation!

Buying a house and a car!

That's lying to me!

I have a very high possibility!

These things!

I can't do any of them!

I've bought one house after another!

And I!

Have a house!

Live!

That's not bad!

My house!

Two thousand yuan!

One month's salary!

I can't do anything!

But I have to fight!

If I don't fight!

There's no hope!

But it's not of much use!

It's actually very simple!

People like me!

Destined to be!

Poor for life!

There's nothing wrong with that!

This is my own choice!

However!

I have no choice!

Actually!

It can only mean!

My thoughts continue to be a formality!

I still want to!

Lie in bed!

Eat and wait for death!

Be a celebrity!

A great person!

It's useless!

It's all fleeting clouds!

But their efforts!

And perseverance are still worthy of recognition!

It's not that no one praises me!

I don't want to live anymore!

I feel that I was like this in the past!

Someone scolded me!

I'm mentally ill!

Sigh!

Think about it!

It's uncomfortable!

I'm writing very slowly today!

I can't speed up!

It's nine o 'clock now!

How should I put it!

Life is such a thing!

It's very complicated!

People are always greedy!

I'm not talking about others!

I'm such a person!

Everyone wants to live a good life!

However!

That's impossible!

There are many factors!

There's too many people!

The current society!

It's still a bit messy!

Of course!

I look up!

It's alright!

Humans are humans!

I can say a thing or two about this person!

It's hard to explain!

I don't even know myself very well!

What kind of person am I?!

I don't know!

I can't blame myself!

I can only blame myself!

I'm mentally ill!

I don't understand others!

How should I put it!

This society!

Everyone is responsible!

And I feel!

It's all my fault!

That's not good!

That's why I'm stressed out!

This is theorizing!

The thinking of great people!

It's just a formality!

It's really!

Harming people!

How should I put it!

This is what should be done!

A harmonious society!

Everyone is responsible!

Not just anyone!

But it can be supported!

I don't think it's called individualism!

It's very useful!

That's useless!

The social environment is very important!

For someone like me to appear!

It also proves this point!

This has a lot to do with my experience!

Actually!

I am!

Standing from the perspective of a weakling!

To speak up!

I've never been strong!

Just thinking about it makes me cry!

Why is it like this?!

My character is flawed!

I'm weaker!

If people don't offend me!

I usually don't offend people!

I'm an honest person!

This point!

I'm not good at it!

How should I put it!

This is my own matter!

There's no need to talk about it!

I'm weak and that's my own matter!

Some people!

Like to exploit others!

Why don't I let them go!

This is the problem!

In my opinion!

The world has nothing to do with me at all!

It's not like this is my world alone!

However, reality is so shameless!

Therefore!

The education that I received!

It's too ideal!

However!

I'm a tragic person!

If I put it this way!

It's very simple!

Sigh!

There's no point in saying more!

There are things!

It's hard to say!

It's useless to say more!

It's just like that!

There's something wrong with my brain!

My brain is filled with women!

It's enough!

I'm old!

I'm not suitable for learning!

However, until now!

I'm still single!

I can only say that!

I can't resist the temptation!

This won't do!

This won't do!

This won't do!

Sigh!

I can't learn at all!

The burden is too heavy!

I can't calm down at all!

Of course!

The so-called learning!

It's not limited to reading books!

That's the most basic learning!

There's no end to learning!

Reading books is just a formality!

And I'm doing social practice!

Let's not talk about it!

Let's talk about it!

It's also sad!

It's become a stream of consciousness!

It's not very good either!

However, it's become!

Stream of consciousness!

It's not that easy!

That was a bitter experience!

It's a lot!

Do you think that reading a novel!

It can become a stream of consciousness!

That's impossible!

Of course, this is my personal opinion!

I became a stream of consciousness!

I sacrificed a lot!

However, I didn't choose it!

It's just like that!

There's no choice!

Become!

Stream of consciousness!

It's a path that has no choice!

Stream of consciousness!

It's a mythical existence!

However!

My ability value is 5!

Stream of consciousness!

It's somewhat difficult!

It depends on the opportunity!

How did I figure it out!

I figured it out during my studies!

I was thinking!

Can I deduce this formula!

It'll be useful in the future!

I'm not just memorizing!

I hope that I can deduce it!

However, I failed!

I became mentally ill!

Later!

I came up with an essential thought!

I believe!

Everything has its most essential thing!

This is!

The point of view after I'm ill!

The formula that I can deduce!

It's not much!

This is for a top student!

I'm not even Chacha!

However, it can be said that I've completely become one!

It's my own thing!

For example!

Complete square formula!

What cross left!

I've deduced all of them!

I'm in junior high school!

I should know all of them!

However, I don't know!

I have a feeling that my thinking is fixed!

Sigh!

I'm just a top student!

I'm a top student!

My current ability!

I'm not as good as!

A top student!

A top student!

I'm not that weak!

It's not a stream of consciousness that can't be learned!

Do you think it's that simple!

I've almost forgotten everything that I should forget!

However!

The trigonometric function of any angle!

I'm a memory!

I can do it!

I have a very deep memory!

However!

It's that multiplier angle!

I haven't deduced it yet!

I'm just memorizing the formula!

It's a pity!

I still can't deduce it!

I'm just that serious!

It might be for my entire life!

I can't deduce it!

This arbitrary angle!

The triangle!

Function!

It's already become!

My strong suit!

Although!

This!

It doesn't seem to be of much use!

And that trigonometric function!

Image!

I remember it too!

There's no need to talk about it!

I have to be selfish!

Of course!

I have to rely on myself!

I have to do it myself!

I have ample food and clothing!

I'm lazy!

There are many things that I don't know!

No one!

Can be!

Learning time!

Become!

Stream of consciousness!

And I!

I have a lot of regrets!

I have regrets!

It's just like that!

How can it be like that!

I've been writing for a very long time today!

Take note!

Just think about it!

Sigh!

Life is always full of regrets!

I'm just too superstitious about the stream of consciousness!

The stream of consciousness is not a good person!

Why don't you bring me up!

It's enough!

I've been doing it for so many years!

Impossible!

I haven't even met a single stream of consciousness!

In the end!

I've missed out on so many things regretfully!

The strength of the stream of consciousness!

No, it depends on the ability value!

It should be good or bad!

It depends on the person!

It's just like that!

It's uncomfortable!

Why is there no stream of consciousness!

Almighty!

Bring me up!

In the end!

I'm!

It's useless!

I'm already disabled!

It's this feeling!

Continue!

This creation!

Yes!

It's not easy!

It's uncomfortable!

It's uncomfortable just thinking about it!

How can it be like that!

It can't be!

Hehe!

I actually have to write for two hours today!

It's uncomfortable!

How can it be like that?

Sigh!

Two hours!

It's enough!

This speed!

It's also 30 words per minute!

It's guaranteed!

But I feel!

There's no difference!

Today is Monday!

Tomorrow!

Afternoon!

I'm going to grandma's house!

If it doesn't rain!

Yes!

It's just like that!

Look!

Tomorrow!

The road will be drier!

There's still water on the road!

The road isn't fixed!

It's just annoying!

It's raining!

It's enough!

I don't know!

When!

It's going to rain!

I hope it's in the next few days!

Don't rain!

It's not good!

I still have things to do!

I'm busy!

It's just like that!

It's a must!

Sigh!

It's uncomfortable!

I'm not happy!

How should I put it!

It's a strange feeling!

I can't extricate myself!

Continue!

Life!

This thing!

What should I say!

Maybe it's just that much!

Just give me one second! '

Let me be cool!

It's enough!

It's very uncomfortable!

It's this feeling!

I still have things to do!

Sigh! Continue!

Creation!

It's hard to say!

I'm not in a good state now!

Continue!

This creation!

Yes, I have to continue!

I feel like my brain is empty!

I feel like I've been sucked dry!

Sigh!

It's this feeling!

I had a relapse last night!

I didn't adjust my state!

That's the truth!

I have to adjust!

State!

I still have to write in the afternoon!

I'm not in a good state today!

I can't do it!

No!

There's a feeling!

A feeling!

I'm one!

Sigh!

I can't finish writing novels!

I can't finish eating!

I still need to improve my thinking!

Otherwise, how can I do it!

I have to survive!

I have to work hard!