Afternoon!

4: 30 PM!

This afternoon!

I was busy for a while!

I rode for a while!

It was tiring!

This afternoon's chapter!

I'll write less!

I'm not in a good state!

I'm very upset!

How can this be!

I can't do it!

I'll continue!

This writing!

It feels very difficult!

How can this be!

I can't do it!

I'm feeling very sleepy!

That's how it should be!

I intend to sleep all the way until daybreak!

It's too tiring!

I couldn't think straight today!

I indulged myself for a while!

How can this be!

I feel that I'm too weak!

How can this be!

I'm just very tired!

I'm just uncomfortable!

But I still have to write!

This state!

It's best not to write!

If I write!

It's also hurting myself!

I'm really tired!

I went to Grandma's house today!

Grandma was alone at home!

Well, that's about the situation!

Someone!

Came!

I thought they were looking for me!

So!

They're here to write!

For the genealogy!

Well, it's done well!

This doesn't feel good!

I can't do it!

I'll continue writing!

I feel that I'm too weak!

I'll continue!

I'm thinking of a problem!

When will my name be?!

It can also be written into the genealogy!

But this to me!

It's not very important!

It's just a name!

Who knows about me!

It's not very important!

What are you trying to say!

It's just that!

I still want to write!

I'm not writing!

It's not for nothing!

I'll write my own genealogy!

That's fine too!

There's nothing wrong with that!

Start from me!

I'm the founder!

Well, that's hard to say!

Now this mindset!

It's getting weaker ~ It doesn't feel good!

How can this be!

Of course, we have to look forward!

No matter what!

This won't do!

I'm just saying!

I'll ride today!

Well, it's me!

It's easy to ride!

Sigh!

This road!

It's enough!

This road!

It's a race!

There's no difference in pulling!

As for my electric scooter!

Come!

Well!

I still want to continue writing!

Today is Monday!

It's an extraordinary day!

Monday!

It's all very extraordinary!

Actually, every day!

It's very special!

It's just like that!

No matter what!

Time!

One day!

One day's time is passing!

I can't catch it back!

I want to find a girlfriend!

Find a girlfriend!

It's the best way to train my ability!

I thought it's a happy and happy life!

But the truth!

How about it!

I don't know!

This is idealization!

Wishful thinking!

What do I have to say!

Sigh!

So tired!

Maybe in the future!

It's time for work!

To write a novel in this state!

I know!

I don't know if I can persevere!

The more tired it is!

The more I want to write!

It's just like that!

I don't know how long I can persevere like that!

But not writing novels!

It's uncomfortable!

I can't get used to it!

The days when I'm not writing novels!

My mind is empty!

I need to use it!

That's good!

Of course, overusing my mind!

It's also not good!

Why do I say that!

I'm only limited to writing novels!

It's not very broad!

My type of Sanda!

Novel!

Writing!

It's not very difficult!

I just need to talk!

That's enough!

As long as I want to express it!

That's enough!

I might need to write until 6 PM!

Plan!

Write until 3 PM!

Don't write so much!

It's really a little tiring!

Maybe it's just like that!

I'm so scared!

I'm uneasy!

I'm terrified!

I still have to look for a job!

I still have to look for a house!

Sigh!

Everything! Everything!

I have to go!

I have to work hard to adapt!

My ability is limited!

I'm afraid of being looked down upon!

It's such an uncomfortable feeling!

How can I!

Like this!

I still feel inexplicably uncomfortable!

It's this feeling!

Sigh!

It's so uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

It's so uncomfortable!

Sigh!

It's really hard to be happy!

Continue!

There's still 2100 words!

Strive for it!

Complete the task ahead of time!

Of course!

Not only that!

So much!

I've seen wrongly!

I'm suddenly seeing things!

Well, it's not much more than that!

I just want to find someone who can understand me!

Is it that difficult!

Sigh!

Get a girl!

It's so difficult!

Looking at it now!

My actions back then!

Were extremely wrong!

It's too late to regret it now!

A girl!

Is very precious!

However!

I didn't!

I didn't even have a chance!

I left the school!

I can't!

Find her!

There's a girl I like!

No!

I want to pursue that one!

I want to pursue that one!

How can there be so many!

Sigh!

I can't go back to my school days!

I want to cry just thinking about it!

How can it be like this!

It's destined!

Me and a girl!

No fate!

I can only say that I still have to work hard!

I don't have a girl yet!

She appreciates me!

I can only say!

I'm not good enough!

But for myself!

I have to fight for it!

I'm already 22 years old!

At this age!

It's time to find a girlfriend!

I have a plan!

At 25 years old!

Get married!

That's it!

That's 3 years later!

But the plan!

It's always beautiful!

Reality is always different!

It's good to have ideas!

I plan to!

At 25 years old!

Get married!

I don't know if it's possible!

I'm going to harm others again!

I've had enough!

If you don't say anything!

As long as you're good to others!

I won't let your illness act up!

If you're disloyal!

I'll let you hover between life and death!

I'll let you go to hell at any moment!

Of course!

Girls!

I don't really understand!

I have self-control!

Weak!

How can I!

Withstand temptation!

Annoyance!

Sigh!

So uncomfortable!

How can it be like this!

It doesn't feel good!

I still have to work hard to improve my self-control!

But it's useless!

Because of my age!

Here!

I'm 22 years old!

I can only say!

My heart!

It's not peaceful enough!

My thoughts are still a mere formality!

I've been affected by so-called love!

It's gone to my head!

But!

Everyone has the right!

To pursue happiness!

I still have to pursue it!

That's how it is!

Although!

Reality is very cruel!

After so many years!

I've also concluded!

My head feels like it's going to explode!

Sometimes!

My head feels dizzy!

It was empty!

It's also uncomfortable!

I can't be like this!

I'm not writing novels!

I can't stand it!

The kind of novels!

I think of myself!

I can't write anything!

I feel uncomfortable!

This is also an illness!

I'm too obsessed!

I can't write novels!

My head hurts!

Of course I have to write!

It feels like I'm addicted to drugs!

It's very exciting!

But!

It's this feeling!

I'm not exaggerating!

What am I thinking!

Thinking of myself!

Going on TV!

Publishing books!

Being a great person!

I'm thinking!

But I'm very conflicted!

This is a feeling of narcissism!

Writing!

It's really addictive!

It's real!

What am I doing!

I'm addicted!

Because I feel free!

I've never felt so relaxed!

Here!

I can speak freely!

I can speak a lot!

Yes!

This is really very happy!

I'm hopeless!

But this feeling of being addicted to writing!

It's really very intoxicating!

Of course!

I think!

I haven't fallen too deep!

I can still not write!

I know that!

Yes!

There's a lot to do tomorrow!

There's even more to do the day after tomorrow!

That's how it is!

I have to pay tribute to the house the day after tomorrow!

But only my grandmother will come!

I have to go grocery shopping tomorrow!

And I'm the so-called dog-headed chef!

Damn!

I can do it too!

Things like cooking!

I can do it too!

I feel like I can't do it!

Things like cooking!

It won't stump me!

In these few months!

Yes, it's a lifetime of rice!

I've done it all!

Mainly cooking!

There's nothing I can't do!

Cooking!

It's very simple!

It's not complicated!

This kind of thing!

I know how to do it long ago!

You might not know!

I'm lazy!

I've had enough!

Last year in Ningbo!

I was the one who cooked!

Just thinking about it makes me cry!

Of course, that was simpler!

I only cooked for a few people!

And now I'm cooking for a table of people!

To be honest!

I'm lazy!

I don't want to do it at all!

I can slack off once!

Just once!

Marry me!

You don't have to cook!

Damn!

Are you trying to advertise for yourself?

Damn!

There's nothing I can't do!

Of course!

I only know how to cook ordinary dishes!

But!

As long as it's something that can be bought, I'll cook it!

My methods are similar!

But I have the ability to earn money!

I'm indeed not that good!

I still have to be careful!

Yes, I have to work hard!

Continue!

I'm wrong!

I can't!

How should I put it!

My temper!

I'll beat people up too!

But!

I won't beat people up easily!

The number of times I beat people up!

Until now!

It hasn't exceeded ten times!

My temper is good enough!

But!

I hate it!

Those gossipy women!

But how should I put it!

Most people are like that!

Sigh!

Anyway!

I'll give in if I can!

I'm in Deyang!

I'm!

I'm from Deyang!

Of course, I'm from the countryside!

My conditions aren't good!

You've seen it too!

I'm like that!

Hope!

Yo, girls who are interested can contact me!

But if I say!

It's useless!

If I say!

It's better than not saying anything!

It's good to have hope!

What if one day!

I'm popular!

I can't say for sure!

But this illness is useless!

If I don't like it, I don't like it!

It doesn't matter if I'm popular or not!

Girls these days!

One is better than the other!

They're smart!

Otherwise!

According to!

My ability!

So what!

I'll have a girlfriend too!

But I don't have one!

What ability do you have!

Damn!

You only know how to confess!

What goddess!

I love you!

I've said it so many times!

I'm an introvert!

I've already confessed!

Many people have said so!

I'd better not say some things!

Speaking of which!

I'm Chen Shimei too!

I used to like girls!

I like them a lot!

But now I don't like them at all!

I can only say!

Brother Jian!

That's enough!

Love is so cruel!

When you love!

A lot!

I thought I could be with her forever!

I could sacrifice myself for her!

But love is cruel!

When I don't love!

I can't even be compared to strangers!

I only think about it often!

This feeling!

As someone!

As someone who has experienced it deeply!

I've had enough!

What I can't get!

It's always good!

This point is in me!

It's also useful!

Wu Li!

Sigh!

Uncomfortable!

In the end!

What!

This is me!

I've chased after!

The best girl!

I even talked to her!

What I don't understand is!

This guy!

He seems to know me!

A lunatic!

He's also famous enough!

My fame!

Not small!

In our cohort!

Speaking from the bottom of my heart!

People who know me!

Definitely a lot!

But what do others think of me!

I don't know!

You know!

I love learning!

How to say it!

I'm just being!

Used as a topic of conversation!

Damn!

My fame!

That's very famous!

Of course, this is also limited to e-commerce majors!

I've made such a statement before!

That's what I said!

The nature of e-commerce!

It's already decided that it can't replace the real economy!

That's what I said!

See that!

My learning is also fruitful!

These words!

They're also what I said!

I'm so happy!

No matter if it's right or wrong!

I have my reasons!

Of course!

I won't explain it here!

Thinking back to those years!

It's really a mess of snot and tears!

However!

Now!

I have to wipe my snot and tears dry!

Okay, continue!

Snot and tears!

I can't tell at all!

I'm an economics major!

I'm considered an oddball!

My point of view is different from others!

I'd better not say it!

I'm afraid of scaring people!

I don't think so!

Actually, there's no need to say it!

Read more of my novels!

You should have realized it long ago!

I'm such a down-to-earth person!

This is!

An attitude of being a person!

How to say it!

It's just like that!