The psychosis of an individual
Chapter 139
Someone is filming a micro movie!
Seriously!
Envy, jealousy, and hatred!
When will I be able to have my own micro movie!
The main thing is that it lacks a female lead!
But for the male lead!
It's not for me!
It's better than nothing!
To act as a tall and big second male lead!
That'll do!
This is an emotional thing!
It's hard to say!
I just have guts!
It's an unpleasant feeling!
Why is it that someone else is only 22 years old!
Yet he can film a micro movie!
Yet I have to painstakingly write my novel!
What kind of logic is this!
I can't accept it!
And no one is watching it!
I can't compare!
Why can't I change!
Thinking about it, that would be a wonderful life!
But that kind of life!
It's too far away from me!
So I have to work hard to write my novel!
What if it becomes popular!
I also want to act in a movie!
There's nothing to say about my acting skills!
I'm putting my life on the line to act!
But it doesn't require my exaggerated acting skills!
It's useless!
I can only say that!
I'm about to become famous!
I have to maintain this kind of emotion!
It's also possible!
Not everyone can do that!
But it's useless!
Actually!
This movie!
It's about forming a team!
Acting tall and big!
It's best if I have to act out my true self!
Acting out a realistic feeling!
It's useless to be a gundam!
I'm also acting in a movie!
I have to act every day!
And I can't freeze!
No matter what, I have to continue acting!
A large-scale documentary!
A mental illness of a person!
A plan!
It's 1200 dramas!
One drama a day!
I'm already acting!
That's it!
Of course!
It's not about finishing it!
Movies are ultimately made for others to watch!
It's really good!
It's good!
That's the so-called high and mighty!
But I can't see through it!
It's mainly because of the beauty!
How should I put it!
It's great to be able to act!
I'm always there!
It's all about acting!
I can't let others!
Discover that I'm mentally ill!
I'm pretending!
I want to live on!
This is life!
I'm definitely a good actor!
I'm putting my life on the line to act!
I'm also putting my life on the line!
Hehe!
1200 dramas!
It might not be 1200 chapters!
Might not!
I don't know how many chapters it will be!
There's a problem!
Continue!
This is a difficult creation!
My dream!
Just like that, it drifted away in the text!
According to Xianxia novels!
This is my spiritual sense!
This is good for cultivation!
It's a great help!
But it can't be done!
There's no to do so!
Anyway, I'm not!
Wait!!
!!!!
This is what I want!
I'll give you a chance!
You're dead!
Keep your thoughts to yourself!
And be reborn!
No way!
I don't want to!
Once in a lifetime is enough!
I don't need too much!
I'm putting my life on the line!
Creating!
I don't need my life!
Using what!
That's right!
Sigh!
What I'm saying is a little scary!
Continue!
Today is very difficult!
Continue!
This life!
I'm going to work!
It won't be long!
But work!
I haven't found it!
It's just uncomfortable!
I want to be a security guard!
I want to write a top-notch security guard!
But I can't write that feeling!
That kind of fantasy novel!
I've read too much of it!
I really don't feel good!
I want to cry!
The reality is!
I'm!
22 years old!
I'm already a celebrity!
There are plenty of celebrities below 22 years old!
A few of them are around this age!
I think it's enough!
Sigh!
I can only say!
This is also an opportunity!
Not famous!
It's also good!
I can write in peace!
Of course!
I also want to have some interaction!
I'm not interested!
How can I write a novel!
Humans are humans!
But this can't be an excuse for me to indulge!
It's a very annoying feeling!
This is a kind of cultivation!
Being famous is good!
But I need to train!
It's not important whether it's popular or not!
People live for themselves to see!
The shoes are for themselves!
The clothes are for themselves!
The warmth is for themselves!
And not for others!
I've read too many of those brainless romance novels!
There's also * * * *!
And it's become like this!
Maybe I'll write like this for the rest of my life!
But it's not well written!
The one who feels uncomfortable is not me!
It's the people who are watching!
I should be bold enough to express it!
This sentence!
It's really useful!
China partner!
It's really a good movie!
What it says!
There's a lot of logic!
Although!
There are a lot of idealistic things!
But there are also good ones!
I've watched it!
A few times!
It's really good!
That America!
It's also very exciting!
It's very similar to my experience!
My goal is to be the richest man in China!
I can tell you without hesitation!
But!
What have I done!
This has something in common with many people's experiences!
I want to be Superman!
To save the world!
But this is not enough!
I want to be the best in history!
The greatest human being!
Hehe!
That's enough!
I've watched the movie!
This is what I've deeply processed!
Movies these days!
It's just like this!
These are the so-called mainstream values!
I'm also in it!
But I can't even take care of myself!
Life is just so realistic!
I've just gone out!
I've worked hard!
Sigh!
Just thinking about it makes me cry!
There's no point in saying more!
I've said it before!
Please don't laugh at me!
These are my real thoughts!
But I've watched too much television!
It's just like this!
Sigh!
I don't know how to write anymore!
I'm out of the rhythm of life!
This isn't good!
I can't live well like this!
Sigh, it's so hot!
Take off my clothes!
Write!
The weather!
It's so hot!
It's very cold at night!
It's a cool feeling!
I want to find a girlfriend!
But I'm someone with aspirations!
Actually, this isn't of much use!
Alright, let's continue!
I can't do it!
How can it be like this!
It doesn't feel good!
I just want to find someone I love!
And someone I love!
For life!
Happy and joyful!
But this is so difficult!
I can only say!
My expectations are too high!
I actually!
Like a celebrity!
That's enough!
En, it's a sin!
I know it's impossible!
But I still have to work hard!
And I don't only like one!
En, it's a sin to be human!
Such a thing as love!
How can I control it!
Such a thing as love!
It just comes and goes!
How can I control it!
I feel that I'm too pretentious!
This isn't good!
I still have to think deeper!
I'm a serious person!
No matter how I live, it's still a pass!
Actually, my requirements are very simple!
But to be able to do all these!
Few!
I'll say it again!
Find someone I love!
And someone who loves me!
For life!
Happy and joyful!
And live happily for life!
But our love!
Where did it go!
I've had a change of heart!
Actually, love is very simple!
What's complicated is the person!
There are too many temptations!
But why!
You can't be with me!
There's no such thing as being suitable or not!
Just one sentence!
To love or not to love!
Hehe!
I'm like a person with cerebral palsy!
I won't say it!
I feel like I'm discriminating against cerebral palsy!
Actually, I'm a person with cerebral palsy!
Just read my novel and you'll know!
Love doesn't come easy!
As long as you believe in love!
Maybe we can find our own love!
This is a romance novel!
It has a great influence on me!
Of course, I have such feelings!
I have it!
Maybe I just like it!
Because!
I lack high-level feelings!
That's it!
I want to find a girl to talk to!
Love on a grand scale!
What is it!
Left and right!
Our love!
I only love you to love me!
But even this can't be done!
I'm more and more convinced!
The cruelty of the world!
I only want to fall in love quietly!
Write a novel!
I can only say!
That's impossible!
It's impossible that you have everything!
There's only one kind of happiness!
And there are thousands of misfortunes!
I keep feeling that!
This kind of life!
It doesn't belong to me!
I feel that I should be more miserable!
This way!
The world is balanced!
I only want to fall in love!
This spring is long gone!
But the next spring is coming!
Actually, I only want to live a simple life!
As a mental patient!
I have no choice!
I only want to survive!
And to work hard!
I can live on!
That's good enough!
And I!
Still yearn for love!
I want to talk about it!
I love you!
You love my love!
Sigh, what's wrong with reality!
I can only say that I'm not enough!
I yearn for it!
It's easy to get it!
I won't cherish it!
Fortunately, my requirements are low!
I'm always doing refreshes!
Maintaining my status!
Resetting!
So!
As long as there's a chance!
I still want to go!
Why not!
But it's easy for me!
I have a change of heart!
This is the reality!
I used to like someone!
A girl!
I don't feel anything now!
I can only think of it!
How can this be!
This is the difficulty!
I can have a change of heart!
Nothing is eternal!
It seems that!
Not a single girl has been able to walk into my world!
I don't know when!
I met some college students!
College students these days!
They know how to have fun!
They formed a team to have fun!
When was that?!
It's been two years!
That was in August 2013!
But I can only say!
Can you bring me along?!
Actually, it's useless!
I can only say!
I can't let go!
I'm not fated!
Of course!
I'm too greedy!
But in the end!
I have nothing!
Sob sob!
I'm just thinking about it!
Whoever meets me will be unlucky!
My future girlfriend!
I don't intend to show her my work!
This isn't good!
I'm not honest enough!
I can't be like this!
Actually!
Boyfriend and girlfriend!
There's no need to hide some things!
Even if you don't say it, you'll find out sooner or later!
Until now!
There's no girl!
I've been infatuated for a long time!
Sigh!
Damn it!
I have a change of heart too quickly!
I just like it!
Then there's no more then!
Sigh!
Such a thing as love!
It's too complicated!
I don't understand!
I don't understand!
I've pursued it before!
I've called!
I've written novels!
If we can't be together!
I'll write novels for life!
However!
I'm in such a complicated situation!
It's starting!
My inspirational writing!
But this kind of thinking!
Sometimes it doesn't!
It can only mean that!
My condition is unstable!
That's it!
It feels wrong!
That's it!
Sigh!
I have to face these things!
There's a lot!
And a family!
I have to carry it!
I can't fall!
But there are more guys than girls!
This imbalance!
It's decided!
This kind of relationship!
No matter what!
I have to live on!
Life is tough!
It's all about the mentality!
But I'm being unreasonable!
I can only say that it's useless!
Today's chapter seems to have taken a long time to write!
It feels like I've been writing for a long time!
I'm mentally tired!
My soul has been sublimated!
There's still improvement!
This is love!
It's not that easy to come!
I don't have a love relationship to show off!
Take it out!
Ridicule!
I'm blank in this aspect!
It's just a crush!
I still have one!
I've had quite a lot of girls in the past!
I didn't expect it at all!
I can actually become a writer!
Life is really unpredictable!
I became a writer just like that!
Some people might scold me!
What kind of writer are you!
No one approves of you!
I approve of myself!
That should do it!
A writer!
It's given to me!
I don't understand what a writer is!
It feels very classy!
A writer!
It's a little lousy!
Writers are too common!
Writers are very western!
Please allow me to be western!
Just once!
I'm a writer!
Hehe!
But it's all the same thing!
There's no difference!
It's all about writing!
Expressing my feelings!
I'm Shrimp Crawler!
I'm very fickle!
I can say that I love whoever I see!
On this point!
I'm not lying!
As long as there's something good about it, I love it!
It's easy for me to discover beauty!
It's going to end today!
I'll have a day off tomorrow!
I'll have to look for a job again!
I might need to write for many days!
What can I do!
I'm addicted to writing!
Writing a novel!
It's a very happy thing!
To be able to express my feelings!
I'm a person like that!
I just lack a girl to keep me in check!
I'm just too fickle!
Shrimp Crawler!
Don't I understand myself?
I can only say!
I'll find an excuse!
This is a need for writing!
I don't want to!
Yes, I'm guilty of being human!
Your excuse!
Can it be more exciting?
I was like this before I started writing!
I started to have ideas about writing!
It was in 2011!
At that time!
I wanted to write my autobiography!
However!
Four years have passed!
I finally got what I wanted!
I thought that there would be girls who would like me!
I had the urge to change my pen name!
I should be called Shrimp Crawler!
However!
I've already called myself Er Wu!
I'm not changing it!
I'm not in a good position!
But it seems that I can't change my pen name!
Unless I register it again!
I'm just a little half-hearted!
In the end, I went crazy!
That's why I got this novel!
So this novel!
I still have to read and cherish it!
This novel!
It has its story!
I've waited so long for this novel!
I've waited for a total of four years!
Four years!
What kind of concept is this!
A writer can become popular!
It took four years!
However!
I've settled down for four years!
I still have to prepare for three years to write this novel!
It turns out that writing a novel isn't that easy!
I want to write!
Until I start writing!
Front and back!
I've been working on it for four years!
Last year's novel!
It doesn't count!
It's just an introduction!
But it can't!
Too little!
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