Today was!

2015!

July 8th!

Wednesday. Why did I only write one chapter today!

There was a reason!

I'm a little busy today!

Maybe in the next few days!

I won't write anymore!

I'll write again after my job is stable!

Well, I still have to upload it for the time being!

Because I still have more!

I have two months' worth of chapters!

I have to get used to it!

I'll write again!

I can't be rash!

I'll follow up!

If I can't handle my novel well!

It'll be a waste!

What three-year plan!

It's just a joke!

Of course, no matter what the situation is!

Anything can happen!

I still have to be careful!

I don't know how long I can write!

This is an unknown!

I still have my concerns!

Of course!

Writing a novel is just a formality!

As long as I love it!

Life!

Writing a novel!

It's also my dream!

Well!

I'll give myself a week to prepare!

I have to prepare for work!

I don't know!

Can I do a good job?!

Just thinking about it makes me want to cry!

I don't know anything!

I don't have any special skills!

To me!

It's good enough that someone wants it!

As long as it's not too tough!

I can do it!

Of course!

I'm lazy!

Everyone should be able to understand!

I'm a little tired today!

I've been busy all morning!

And hot!

I've eaten my fill last night!

I'm so full that I can't sleep!

How dare you say that!

Don't you find it embarrassing?!

This is the real situation!

I've never been harsh on people!

Just thinking about it makes me cry!

I really want to sleep now!

I have to upload my novel later!

I have to look for an editor at night!

I have to submit my novel again!

However!

I've been defeated time and time again!

I know it's impossible!

I still have to give it a try!

I'll look for a job tomorrow!

Soon!

I'm going to work!

I can't take it!

How can it be like this!

I can't!

Continue!

This is a great and difficult creation!

Life is great!

For our lives!

I have nothing to be picky about!

This is life!

I can't give it!

What I want more is!

A national idol!

That's what I want!

Of course, such a world has its difficulties!

Otherwise, I wouldn't have come out!

This novel is impossible!

Just think about it!

I'm so tired!

I want to sleep!

I don't want to work!

I just want to sleep!

Play games!

But that's impossible!

Forever!

I have to be realistic!

Only then can I make a living!

Society!

What kind of society?

It depends on the people!

What kind of people are there?

What kind of society is there?

I can't wait to!

Sleep for ten thousand years!

But this is the time to train my willpower!

Succeed or die trying!

I should have such spirit!

But I don't!

That's how it is!

Train my willpower!

It's a must!

The car in my hometown!

There's no need to wait at the station!

It stops when you tell it to!

Because of our village!

There's no station!

It's better in the city!

There is!

We don't have it here!

Only the city has it!

Even our county doesn't have it!

Damn!

I pressed the wrong button!

I thought it would all be deleted!

Then I'll have to!

Cry from anger ~

Life is full of unknowns!

But the ending is already decided!

We can control the process!

This is also the exciting part of life!

But it's also a bug!

Why can't it be like this!

Actually, there's nothing wrong with this!

Two eyes!

I can't open them anymore!

It's too tiring!

I want to sleep!

It's getting dark!

1711！

It used to get dark at 8 o 'clock!

Now it gets dark earlier and earlier!

It's really past the summer solstice!

Sigh!

I don't know this chapter!

How can I complete it!

There's still a problem with my thinking!

It's just a formality!

That's why I'm mentally ill!

That's how it is!

Yes!

There's no turning back in life!

I only realized it now!

If I sleep today!

I'll continue tomorrow!

Cheer up!

Sprint!

There's still 2,600 words!

In the past, we used to travel in the village!

It was a group of people walking up and down the mountain!

It wasn't very interesting!

They were all in groups!

But there was nothing interesting about the mountain!

I didn't go out to play much!

What left a deep impression was!

Wenzhou Theme Park!

Pentagram Temple!

And that mountain-climbing!

Then!

I didn't go out to play much!

It's not from playing every day that it left a deep impression!

It's easy!

I only did it three times!

And in the few times I went out to play!

I had a very deep understanding!

For me!

It's the same there!

I just want to find a place where there's no one!

Quiet, quiet!

I don't like it!

A place where people gather!

I like the feeling of a small village!

So when I write novels, it's the same!

Different from others!

Doing things my way!

Of course!

Writing like me!

Although I'm not the only one!

It's still quite rare!

Actually, as a writer, he had no idea what to do.

It's easy to write this way!

I just need to have some life experience!

Such a work!

It's easy to appear!

I'm confused!

Why is my writing different from others?!

Because it's very simple!

Because everyone has their own characteristics!

I should write differently from others!

That's it!

I still can't figure out the direction!

I'm so muddle-headed!

That's it!

Sigh!

I can only say that I'm also directionally challenged!

The world is so big!

I'll get lost sooner or later!

I'm a little reluctant to leave Ningbo!

It wasn't easy to get familiar with it!

Life is only 22 years old!

I still have to make good use of it!

I'll go to Ningbo when I have the chance!

I might not be able to go there in my lifetime!

I don't have the money to be a tourist!

Just this point!

I still know!

I'm so sleepy!

I'm writing as I go!

I'm going crazy!

It's really too tiring!

But I can't rest!

I'm a writer!

I can't do this!

Why should I be a writer!

That's just a joke!

I should still persevere!

Sigh!

I'm really sleepy!

I'm still not familiar with Ningbo!

I'm more familiar with Jiangbei District!

I haven't been to other places!

That's it!

Sigh!

The world is so big!

I can't know everything!

This is also a pity!

I don't know what kind of job I'll find!

But I know it's all!

I'm just a bystander!

I'm just trying to make a living!

What's with your attitude!

If you say it like that!

Then you're in the wrong!

Sigh!

This is it!

The feeling of wanting to sleep but not letting yourself sleep!

I finally understand!

This reminds me of the time when I was a security guard!

At that time!

I worked the night shift!

I was also very sleepy!

It was very cold in winter!

I went to wash my face with cold water!

That feeling!

Only those who have experienced it can understand!

That feeling!

I can't describe it with words!

En, that's it!

Washing my face with cold water!

Just to not let myself fall asleep!

That's really tough!

But for survival!

I have to work hard for a family!

Many people say that I'm good at pretending!

If I don't work, what do I eat!

I eat human flesh!

Of course, human flesh!

Don't eat it!

I'm just giving an example!

Sigh!

Some people just like to target me!

I realized it!

I can't do it myself!

I won't let others do it either!

That's why so many people scolded me!

Delving into it!

That's it!

I'll go to sleep after writing this chapter!

I won't have dinner tonight!

I'm not hungry!

I'll have dinner now!

I still have to eat less!

It's not good to eat too much!

I can't sleep if I eat too much!

I should still cherish myself!

But I don't know how to cherish myself!

That's why so many things happened!

I have to learn from this!

I'm a mental patient!

I have aspirations!

But I should be brave enough to say it!

And not be afraid!

Fear is useless!

Fear is unnecessary!

Continue!

This is writing!

Stop updating for a week!

Adjust well!

Condition!

Prepare to go to work!

But I still can't help but write!

Not writing for a week!

How uncomfortable would that be!

But to be able to write for a long time!

It's necessary to give myself a week off!

That's it!

Otherwise, how can I!

The world is too big!

I'm too small!

En!

How should I put it!

I'm really tired!

It's as if I'm too tired!

I'm writing a novel now!

I'm almost done!

It's mechanical!

I won't be tired this way!

I just have to get used to it!

I'll go to the Human Resources Bureau to look for a job tomorrow!

Human Resources Bureau!

Where is it!

I don't know!

Sigh, that's a problem!

Sigh!

Continue!

I want to look for a job!

I just need to relax a little!

Don't do it all day long!

Don't be like this!

I might as well sell fish!

Sell fish!

It's still considered easy!

At least it's not boring!

Sigh!

I'm a mental patient!

I don't know if I can adapt!

A new job!

That's a problem!

I still need a job!

No job!

No income!

I have no food!

I feel like a zombie!

I only know how to eat!

But that's the reality!

Problem!

I have to make myself!

Be able to maintain my livelihood!

I don't have much money left!

I urgently need a job!

Just don't suffer too much!

I can't take hardships!

I have such oranges!

I can see it!

But I can't just sit around!

Waiting for death!

I'm someone who lives on the edge!

Is society good or not!

I know better!

This kind of marginalized life!

Makes people!

Can't accept it!

It's really sad!

Sigh!

I don't know how long I can last!

I'm short of food!

If I don't look for a job!

I'll run out of food!

Sigh!

What to do!

I'm tired again!

I want to sleep again!

This kind of life!

It's too fulfilling!

There's no other way!

It's my fault for not working hard back then!

I know now!

It's too late to regret it!

I still have three years to get my graduation certificate!

That's why I'm writing for three years!

There are many reasons!

It's not just because!

I still have three years to graduate!

That's it!

I'm writing novels!

The reasons are very complicated!

I don't just like it!

I also have requirements!

How should I put it!

That's it!